Dreams of Fiducio : Finding True LD Light

Current Issue : Trying to induce DILD, but dreams are so realistic I don't even question anything around me. When I do wake up, I have to question whether or not I was dreaming.

Dream signs : Naked girls I know. Really big bugs. Big Hands. Unfamiliar, yet very familiar Places.

This will be the color of my lucid dreams...

Starting my first dream journal on a dry night. Bleh.

Last night, I tried to WILD, I set my alarm for 30 min. + 3 hours later to recall my first dream, and wake up a little so I can WILD.

Oops, forgot to write down my first dream when I got up at Three. Oh well.

My second attempt to WILD, was horrible. I got right into SP, and could not focus after that, and could not slip into anything, I just ended up sitting there paralyzed, feeling like I weighed five times more than normal. No HI, no noises like the time before, no vibrations, so I decided to keep going. The weight let up a little bit. But was still in SP. I got the feeling things around me were moving, but, it lasted for a few minutes, went away. Bleh, I relaxed, more than usual by this time. Having a harder time focusing. Then I faded out.

Woke up at 7.00, did an RC, and I was in the real world. Bleh.

No recall.

Nothing.

Tonight's still waiting. Hopefully going to bed earlier.

Yeah, The past two nights, been out drinking with friends. I remember one dream though last night, because I didn't drink too much.

So, I reallized too late that I was dreaming. It was really vivid. I was woken up after a dream I don't quite rc that well. But Woken up by a girl I know in hawaii, why it did not dawn on me then I was dreaming I don't know. So I got up and had coffee with her and took a shower. The coffee tasted real... Then I woke up.

F... I Could have had such an awesome time. My dreams seem to be getting more and more vivid with the better shape I have been getting in.

Tonight I am going to attempt another WILD, different method.

Here goes nothing!!!

=]

Ready, setting my alarm to 3.5 hours after I go to bed.

My dream sign is really big Hands. That only happens half the time though, randomly my hands will be big. I will knock things over, and they will go everywhere, and end up being embarrased by it...

Last night another attempt at wild, feelings so intense it was like I just passed out. I still however went into a Non-LD.


I was at this concert with old friends, and the band took forever to start. I was walking through the crowd of people, knocking everyone over left and right, while being yelled at because of my ENORMOUS hands. (This is always hapening in my dreams, not every dream, about 6/10) The scenery was very leafy to say, or feathery. Very soft looking. Then the band started, Junior Boys, and I started to get excited, and then I woke up to Junior Boys, did and RC, and sat there for a while, recalled this. And planning for tonight.

Going to attempt another wild tonight.

Sleep time start : 12:00am

20 oz water
Multi-B-Vitamins
Multivitamin
Omega Oils
Calcium

Post results as they come, set alarm to 4:30. Waking to IdiotPilot. Lucid.

Goodnight.

1st dream : Faintly recalled. Something about a pool and mixing. All I can recall.

2nd dream : I don't know where I was but it seemed way too familiar. An open area in a downtown somewhere. Really really crowded, and I kept trying to push my way through it, but kept getting knocked around away from where I wanted to be. I had an FA. Then really woke up.

The night before, there was no dream recall because when I woke up at 8.30, I had realized that I am late to work!!!

This morning was a good start for recalling, although there was only one dream, it was a very comforting dream. The dialogue was weird, but the feeling of it was something I had never really experienced before. I was in this girls arms, while she was holding me, another person was telling me about how the "Rejuveanating balloons really helped her sinuses". The events weren't really recalled, but the scenery and people were in great detail. Even though i was not lucid, I can remember so much from it, and how I just wanted to stay there forever. It was warm and sunny, and everything was soft.

I have been doing RCs when I wake up now, so when I have any more FAs, I will automatically do them, so maybe I will become lucid. Holding my nose, and rubbing my hands together while looking at them.

Edit: F***, I just realized I had an FA last night as well. I just started remembering it, but I don't think my town is made of cardboard... Talk about late recall.

Okay I remember the rest of the FA now, it wasn't very long but this girl from hawaii seems to always be there in my FAs. I woke up quickly, very fast, ran and was already dressed. She took my hand and she kept swinging me around as we ran down a really long hallway. Some sort of emergency or something. I stopped her even though I was still alarmed and asked her if she could hear. Not if she could hear something, just if she could hear at all. I don't know how I asked but she didn't respond. Then everything after is blurry. Nothing else can be recalled. I believe that was where my next dream started.

That is the first time I have ever recalled something so late in good detail.

Okay when I was gone over the weekend I went diving in Catalina and got some good footage which is soon to be up on youtube. But... We stayed in this little tiny cottage and me and my friend got the bunks. So I was in this tiny little bunk, a foot and a half from the ceiling. (This will come up later)

When I was there I had these recurring dreams, about ants crawling in my bed, and I kept getting frustrated and threw out the ants. Did the same thing every time. Kept grabbing the ants one by one and tossing them out the front door. The ants were huge, but besides that it was crystal clear. This kept happening the same way both nights, at least twice each night.

Last night I can barely remember my first dream, but I think it had something to do with an adventure in the forest and caves. The bits I remember are clear, events are gone.

Then I had a really kinky dream about a girl I know, she was doing something, and all the sudden she tackled me saying something like "bish bish" and we started... Yeah. This dream was very realistic. So, when I did wake up I actually questioned what happened last night. It all happened in my room, there was hardly any dialogue, and it felt... Very real.

Hopefully I will become lucid tonight or the next night.

"This IS a dream. This IS a dream, and I will become lucid." I am always repeating that in my mind now. Haha

Oh snap, I had a dream last night, but can't remember bits of it. I do remember some of the people crystal clear and some weird snapshots of it as well.

Trying to piece it together:

My room mate, my parents, a piano, and a car (maybe BMW) in my bedroom.
Slow motion running and jumping through glass.
Factory, industrial setting, even in my room.

I don't remember any dialogue, just sounds of machinery crap.

I have a feeling it was weird. But I wish I could piece it together better. :dreaming: More tonight. Yay!

So over the last two nights my dreams have just been so random.

1st dream: My Tattoo

Me and my family were all at this religious gathering when all the sudden I exclaimed I wanted a tattoo. So we went to the bathroom and of course, there was a tattoo parlor inside this bathroom at this place of worship. (I'm laughing pretty hard just writing this...) This old woman who resembles Martha Stewart a lot comes out with her phone in her hand yelling to someone about this gold ring she had, and how she had her freedom. Then all of my family, and now my room mate are telling what I should get for my tattoo, but we're all huddled together like were going to play football. We decided to get a tattoo that was a big circle on my back. But when the lady asked me what I wanted, I told her a green ring (and she told me that "acronymed"!) around my big toe. And that's what I got. A green ring tattoo around my big toe. I was so proud of myself. Hahahaha.

Dream two:

So I have an FA, and I look up and find myself in another room, and I look into the mirror there and find I'm all dressed in armor. (RC you dumbass!!!) But I just kept going with it, I was curious. As I walked out and into an open grassy yet jungly area I asked myself where I was going. Out of nowhere I hear a great big voice tell me "China it is". Then this little girl comes up to me outta nowhere, and speaks to me in some other language, and I responded back in her language, but I had no clue to what I even said. She handed me a folder, and just left and kinda dissappeared. As I start to look into the folder, I woke up, did an RC and wrote this down.


I'm remembering so much more of my dreams now!!! I love DV!!! I think I might become lucid very very soon.

One can only dream. =]

Nice tattoo. The circle could have some symbolism there.

Maybe, but I think my brain was trying to make me contemplate whether I am dreaming, maybe if my brain had given me a tattoo of a megaphone I could've contemplated whether or not I am dreaming.

Oh well.

I think I might have started to become lucid while waking up.

At first when I woke up I went quickly to my mirror, to find I had not actually bleached my hair. And then it all came back to me that second.

I woke up, did my normal routine, when I came across a mirror in my kitchen. I was like, "whoah when did my hair turn black, let's bleach it!" and everyone who was there was in. Went to the sink, and I think turned on the faucet and that's how it got bleached.

The strange part : When I went back to that mirror, I said, it's not light enough, and then it dawned on me... But couldn't quite get it out, everything started spinning right when it happened.

I think I'm Dr......

I've had a similar experience before, when I sort of realise I am in a dream but then everything just goes black.

Yeah, This morning was trippy. I think I remember at least three dreams, but not too much of each. Explosive excerpts from each one.

The first one I was eating a lot of fish, and telling my friend who hates fish how good it was. And I remember a feeling of being very satisfied, if that makes any sense.

The seocond one someone had cut down the bananas off the tree in my bedroom and we had gotten into a fght, while the tv was on and was playing showtunes or something annoying like that.

The third and fial one was an FA, and I woke up and drove to work, but everything was weird, the roads and the kind of people, and no other cars, nothing was in its right place, before I could question it, I woke up.

I had many many dreams last night, they all seemed to blend together, and were all about people I know and what they were actually doing in real life, and talking to the weirdest people about that as well.

The first dream was about what happened at dinner last night, which I can't go into any detail without revealing too much.

The second was I was talking to my old friends girlfriend about how he keeps on slandering me, and had a very nice conversation about it. In real life she hates me, but then she was very nice, but still very homely looking.

The third was an FA which I woke up and started talking to my friend who was actually sleeping in the same bed as me (it's a really big bed). And then I can't remember much of the conversation because he woke me up by rolling off the bed, and hitting his head on the night stand. So i had to go get him something for his head, but then realised it was actually 10 minutes before I had to wake up so we staid up and went to work. In my dream I think he was in non-existent chair.

I had to hurry up and leave early this morning, I remember parts of my dreams, but the weird thing is I had some major dream Deja Vu, more later.

Wow, this morning was very very weird.

I woke up during a dream this morning, and when I woke up some of my DCs voices were still there. I wasn't dreaming anymore, but I was definitely still in a dream state.

Then, I fell back asleep for a total of ten minutes and had a very realistic yet improbable dream. (Alarm 1) Me and a friend were in a video game store, no employees, just me, him, and his girlfriend, and a father with his two boys. (Alarm 2) They had toys there as well, like helicopters that could only fly up and down, and had a good time with those. Then they had (Alarm 3) games like Metal Gear Solid 4 on the wall for sale on the 360, and games like B2K-ish with Wario dressed like a boy band and his shirt off. Then my friend dropped his wallet full of (Alarm 4) Cash. Yeah right, but my dream self went along with it, so I picked it up. Then I woke up again. Got ready for work, now here I am.

Don't remember too much, I remember that I had a dream about a shiny new credit card that I got, and I was at a gas station by my house and was using it and was all excited by that.

Weirder: That gas station is not open yet. And, I just applied for a credit card..

Ehh, base my life by debt!!! Yay!

I have a feeling I went somewhere last night, but don't remember it. Little glimpses of scenery of a city are coming back to me, but I feel like I had an amazing dream and don't remember it....

Okay, been a while. Gone for a weekend and a few days.

Not much to recap. Some weird dreams.

The one from last night was I was at work when all the sudden my mouse moved by itself trying to close what I was working on. I said to myself "That F****** hacker..." And I shut down my computer and laughed. Then the next thing I know he was on all the computers world wide. And then I was at the beach. Then I woke up.

Then i said "That was a weird dream"

Then I woke up.

Then I woke up once more. And decided to do an RC. It failed, then I became LUCID for the first time!!!!!!!! But as soon as it happened, I was rudely awakened by my alarm and my dog who waits for the alarm to go off to lick my face in the morning.

I did it!!!

It was so, amazing, a feeling that really can't be described.