Susceptor's Dream Journal

**Susceptor** · 06-24-2007 03:56 AM

(I'm a new member here, and I would like to make friends with all of you. I've read many dream journals and they are all very interesting! I'd like to add my own logs and I hope you like them!)

Feedbacks are greatly appreciated!

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Normal font- Awake
Red font- explanation
Slate grey font- Dreaming
Teal font- lucid dreaming
Sienna font- Out of Body

Got it? Good!

Anyway....

I'm laying in my bad, trying to go to sleep. I can't, so I think of a "Night-Dream" scene. Just not leaving you in the dark here, but When I say "Night-Dream", I mean a sort of day dream, only at night. I like to imagine scenarios to get me started into dreams. I only did this a couple of times and will continue using it. I imagine myself working at the library, working at the summer reading program.I volunteer at my local library. I help people get intrested into reading. I love helping so much, and I've done this for 2 years, this one being my third. I imagine my ex-girlfriend coming into the library with her sister. They notice me and I notice them and we start talking about why I'm sitting at this desk. I reply with a "It's my job" sort of thing and they want to sign up. As their signing up, I start the fade to black...

Dream #1- The Faintly Lady (June 22, 2007)

I'm in a very...Blue room. I can't really explain it. It's like light blue and black mix room. Anyway, I'm in it and it almost empty, except this one bed. It's a two person bed, and it's the same color as the room. Suddenly, I am approached by an older woman. She is faint (I could see the back of the room THROUGH her!), and is also the same color as the room.Her eyes glowing. And she is also...um..."Unclothed"

. She starts to get on the bed when she suddenly dissapears. I remeber frantically wishing she would come back. Then, a flashback to when I was playing Halo 2 came up.Heh, Was playing Halo 2 that day. I guess I wanted to play some more of it.So I blew up a grunt and the woman came back. She was on the bed, still unclothed, and I remeber being in pleasure as she aroused me. Then she put her...left breast in my mouth.Sorry for the sexual content.As I was savoring the moment, I woke up.

Dream #2- Do not leave me, Comrade (June 22, 2007)

The dream takes place in World War 2. I was sleeping in my bunker when I awoke to an explosion. I was thrown out of the ship and into the sea, still in my Pj's and still in my bed. As I see my ship sinking, another soldier calls out to me.He's in his bed too. He says "Do not leave me, Comrade!". Assuming this is my friend, I yell out " I will stay by your side, Comrade!".I'm assuming I'm Russian, judging by the way we're saying "Comrade".I suddenly find myslef swimming twoards a boat, with my "Comrade". It is filled with family members and other soliders. We land on shore, but it's blocked by a seaside resteraunt. We quickly march up the shore and into the resteraunt, passing by the shocked Nazi's. One of Hitler's generals yell "After Them!" as we walk out the door, but my "comrade" only scoffs at the remark. We make our way outside, and are walking through a large hallway with a skylight. I suddenly realize we have lost the passengers and other soldiers, but was to busy trying to get out of this building I'm in. Then, it all ends when my "Comrade" says "Say, wasn't Hitler's uncle a Construction worker?" That's when a pan out to see a warhead making its way for the building we're in. As my "Comrade" Ducks his head down, I stand there Defiantly, accepting my fate. Black. Another scene. I'm myself, in normal clothing I would normally wear, which stood out, and I'm talking to a Man dressed in a black suit with a red tie. He starts blabbing on about the war, when I see a warhead making it's way for a building in the distance. The building explodes and smoke is only seen. I look in terror as I realize that I was just in the building. Then I woke up.

That's it. I'm heading off to bed. It's 11 pm and I'm tired. I'll post more dreams tomorrow.

**CrazyCat11** · 06-24-2007 07:14 AM

OMG!!!! SEXUAL CONTENT! j/p dont feel ashamed or embaressed(cant spell sorry) everyone has dreams like that now and then. its a normal part of life

. Happy Journal-ing! hope you like mine too

**Susceptor** · 06-24-2007 03:42 PM

(I'm glad to hear that CrazyCat. Thank you for taking time to read my journal. I have read your journal while writing my first log down. The Mexican chicks freaked me out!)

Dream #3- The Potatoe and I (June 23, 2007)

I was too tired to think about any Night-dreams, so I drifted off to sleep. All I remember is a giant monster potatoe. It had very sharp teeth and claws and very skinny feet. Then I woke up, very confused on what just happened.

**naikou** · 06-24-2007 06:17 PM

Originally Posted by Susceptor

Then, it all ends when my "Comrade" says "Say, wasn't Hitler's uncle a Construction worker?"

rofl. Don't you just love Dream Charas? You could post that in the "DCs Say the Darndest things" thread.

Also, stay away from vegetables in dreams. Potatoes included.

**Susceptor** · 06-24-2007 11:33 PM

LOL! Thanks for showing me the thread, Naikou! I think I will post it in there.

**Susceptor** · 06-25-2007 01:43 PM

Dream #4 - My Dad the Busdriver (June 24, 2007)

Went to bed late last night. Tried to do a night-dream, but couldn't focus. really should go to sleep earlier...anywho,It all started with me trying to be a back-seat driver,while he tries to steer "his" bus into the parking lot of my old school.I have a bad habit of back-seat driving. Like, if my mom stopped at the stop light and she will hesitate, It makes me nervous that she'll get honked at.When we finally get off the bus (after being in that maze of fences and cars) we go inside the school. When we (my Dad and I) went inside, it was like a Cracker Barrell.You know what a Cracker Barrell looks like? All the stuff you can buy is in the front before you can get to have sumthin' to eat? Well, think of that VERY small. So, as we're going up the hallway (To somewhere, I guess.) We pass by a classmate, Lauren.Lauren was kind of a Tom boy. Too MUCH of a tomboy. Like border-line of being "gay", but she had a boy-friend. A very weird girl, to end it quickly.As she passes my Dad and I, She compliments my shirt, but in an odd way. She said "Hey Mike, that shirt compliments you like..." she was gone by the time could finish the rest..Yes, my name is Mike. Also, I don't really know what she was talking about. When I looked down at my shirt, I was wearing a very black shirt.So when we reach the top (the hallway was slanted), we reached a tiny diner. With it's truckers and people who look like bums. And that one Waitress that looks like she's gonna' quit any minute. I really didn't want to eat here, but my Dad insisted. So when we sit down, we order some doughnuts (jelly, to be exact) and started eating them. Suddenly, somebody comes over. I didn't know who it was, but I was assuming my Dad knew this person. They ask " What'cha eating?" As soon as I open my mouth to say something, Bender, from "Futurama", quickly replies "Goat jelly, want some?".I was watching "Futurama" on Adult Swim last night. It was the one where Fry trades hands with the Robo-Devil and makes an opera. I liked the opera and looked it up on youtube. Here's the link if you want to hear it...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpnVTD_RAC0.The person is quickly disturbed and walks away. As soon as I question why Bender's here, I wake up.

**CrazyCat11** · 06-26-2007 03:58 AM

ROFL! Goat jelly!

<img src="http://www.copacetic-zine.com/pix/blog/bender.gif">

**Susceptor** · 06-26-2007 04:13 PM

(Like the picture, CrazyCat. Busted out laughing at it.)

Two dreams I had last night.

Dream #5- Oops! (June 25, 2006)

I directly went to sleep.Couldn't remember anything I did last night.

Graduation time, at my old school. We all were outside, and had just been awarded graduation certifcates.Which is totally weird, because we had gotten our certificates inside an autitorium.Then we had free time. I went into some sort of shack, which had a like a rock garden in it, with a couple of doghouses in it. I had wanted to visit my friends, so I put some of the certificates in one of the doghouses. As I waled off, I had a chat with some of my friends. Suddenly, two girls I know run up to me and start talking at the same time. I told them to stop and to tell me what's up. They were holding ripped and torn peices of paper in their hands. I was like "So what?", but upon further inspection, I had seen fragments of my name. So I freak out and ask why they had done that. They reply with "The teacher told us to clean up the room, and we found your papers and thought they were just trash" I was frustrated. I didn't know what awards I had gotten, but I probably worked hard on them! And with that, I woke up.

Dream #6- The Good and the Bad (June 25, 2007)

I was at the library. Not on voulenteer duty, but just their for fun. All of a sudden, This very large girl steps in front of me. She has a blue sweater and has glasses. She woudn't let me leave unless I saw her "nude". All I wanted to do is leave, but the exit of the library had to go through a dectector, making it one person at a time. I agreed because I remebered I had wanted to leave badly. So she takes off her top and I remeber all these guys (all men) looking over, commenting that I had "scored". By now, I was preety mad that she wouldn't let me leave. She then said "Hey, no looking at my boobs!". Now, I was confused. Isn't that what she wanted me to do? But before she could let me leave, I woke up.

**Susceptor** · 06-27-2007 03:31 PM

Two dreams again. Went to bed at 1:00 am last night

Dream #7- The Special Occasion (June 26, 2007)

It all starts with me in the shower. Not like a normal bathroom shower, a HUGE shower room, with a cobalt color. Everything except the glass was cobalt. I was alone, taking a shower, when I noticed that a girl on the other side of the glass was taking a shower. Now, this would have been cool, but then I notice that she wearing a bikini. And so was the girl next to her. Then, a tall guy comes in....wearing a bathingsuit. Nobody seemed to notice me naked. I was a bit nervous, considering I didn't have a bathing suit on. As I shower, I hear the tall guy and another person talking on the way out, mentioning that he was glad this was a "Co-Gendered Shower". I quickly get dressed and walk out. Suddenly, I notice I'm in a black suit and people are rushing me out the door. I walk out to a balcony. It's very large, but the sky is dark and very eerie looking. I take my seat, noticing my family is seated next to me. I still don't know what's going on. Maybe it was a wedding. I will never know, because I woke up.

Dream #8- Under the Sea (June 26, 2007)

I remember being in almost sumbmerged castle. We had me,Soun and Genma from "Ranma 1/2".I was reading the "Messed up Ranma 1/2 induced dream/dreams" dream journal (by Superfun64). I'm a fan of the comic myself, but never dreamed about it before..Anyway, we were planning a way out and had agreed on through the window. It was small, but I had managed to break out. I swam to the nearest shore I could find, while being chased by sharks. As I made it on land, I notice a couple of sharks are heading for a diver. Now, this "Shore" was very deep, but crystal clear to see into. As I shout to the diver, He ignores me and keeps on swimming. Meanwhile, water had washed all over the sand, making it easy for sharks to swim over to me. As I see a hammerhead makes it's way to me, I swim back to the castle. Everyone was gone, but I swam throught the window and waited. Suddenly, the hammerhead bashed his head through the window, snapping furiously at me. It manages to get in and I'm totally terrified. As it's turning around to face me, I made myself wake up.

**Susceptor** · 06-28-2007 11:43 AM

Funny thing about this night's dream. I almost forgot it totally untill I explored the site's forums->Tutorials section. I came to a post,<a href=http://www.dreamviews.com/community/showthread.php?t=30783> "The Guide to End All Guides"</a> (By Billybob 001). The numbers he said to put when you bring up the "Find" option on your computer reminded me of my dream(s). Thank You BillyBob 001!

Dream #9- Me and the Gang (June 27,2007)

My mom was in our car and we were on a road to a beach/pool. After practically being lost and crashing, I saw my friends Mike and Erick.Mike and Erick are the two most funniest people I've ever met. Mike not really my close buddy, but he was a class clown. So was Erick, but in another. Never a dull moment with these two.Erick was in the pool, playing with a baby. I don't remember who it belonged to, but I know it was somebodies. Mike approached me and we talked. The minute he said "Yeah..Good times" I woke up.

Dream #10- The Search for..."her" (June 27,2006)

This is a seperate dream, but the scenery is from the other dream (Beach).I'm in a library. As I'm looking at books and notice one book that stands out. "The Myth Book" is what I remember. I open it and It flips to a girl. She's like an angel: A naked one. She has small wings and is flipped over so I could only she her backside. It said that only one exists. I remember an intense desire for her. So, I went to go look for her. Without any proper gear, I went to search. I had no idea where she was. But before I could find her, I woke up.

**Susceptor** · 06-29-2007 04:59 PM

I'm mad that I didn't recognize that I was dreaming. It was soooooo obviouse that I was! It'll be explained shortly.

Dream #11- She Came and Went (June 28, 2007)

This dream starts off by me making out with this one chick, which is my "girlfriend".Now, I don't REALLY have a girlfriend, because I'm really the handsomest guy around. This is just someone I barely know.She is in a long, sparkling black dress, and she looked younger than me.She also had long blonde, silky hair. Now, as we're making out, my parents walk in. We stop, and she walks away. I'm embaressed because, well, they walked in at a wrong time. Black. Later that morning, I saw her again. I went to kiss her good morning, but she pushed me away. She says in disgust "What are you doing?" and walks away.

. Black. Later that day, we're at the nation "Smell" contest. It's where you roll in "Stuff" to get an animal-type of smell. My "ex" was entered into this contest. She won (Duh) and was awarded a medal. She was carried off by a crowd, leaving me standing there alone. Noone was around, except the debris left over. Then, I woke up.

Dream #12-The Race (June 28,2007)

I was on a highway. Racing with other students in my class. We were all racing to class for our grades. When we got there, my report card was a hassle to find. When they finally found it, I woke up. That dream was lame.

**Susceptor** · 06-30-2007 03:42 PM

Only one dream tonight. It was fairly longer than any other dreams I've had. I actually thought this wasn't a dream! There were ALOT of things I should've noticed that was telling me that this was a dream.

Dream #13- Math Problems and Tractors (June 29,2007)

It all starts with me in "a" class.I say "a" class because: 1. The color of this classroom is cloudy red. 2. people in this class weren't matching the one's I had recently. And 3. The teacher was someone I had never met before. I was surprised I wasn't aware of this.I was sitting next to Violetta and everyone around me and her was blurry.Violetta was a very tall, busty girl for her age.She has long, silky, black hair. She hangs out with the semi-normal and smart girls (With the exception of Mike, see dream #9, Justin, who was the smartest person in the class, Patrick, Her ex., and me).She had asked me if a certain math sequence was correct or not.Funny for me, because I didn't have a clue on what type of math it was.Answering blindly, I said yes. She then asked the teacher

and he also said yes. I had the satisfaction of knowing that it was correct. Black. It was the end of school and everyone was heading out the door.I should've realized I was dreaming here too,because the school I was in was diffrent looking.Ian came out and we talked about his trip and stuff.Ian's been my best friend for almost 9 years. We do everything together and cover each other's back. I currently am borrowing his Xbox while he is on his trip to Europe. Sweeeeet.So I say to him that I gave him new maps for his halo 2 game.Which I did. I'm dieing to tell him I did.I then ask if I could come over his house. He said no, he had to iron out his watch with Brittany's tractor.1. Should've noticed this AGAIN. And 2. Brittany's one of his crushes.I said okay, and he hopped into his aunt's car and drove off. And with that, I woke up.

**Susceptor** · 07-01-2007 01:40 PM

Nothing tonight. But I feel strangley refreshed for some reason... (June 30,2007)

**Susceptor** · 07-02-2007 10:37 PM

Dear Loyal Readers,

I will be on vacation in Florida for two weeks. I will write down ALL my dreams to share with you. I just wanted you to know before I forgot!

**CrazyCat11** · 07-07-2007 08:04 AM

come back soon! i enjoy reading your page!

**Susceptor** · 07-14-2007 08:25 PM

I'm back! I've had a great time in Florida! Met the family and went to the beach! YAY!! I also have some more dreams and a great (but short) lucid experience. Alrighty, lets get started.[/COLOR]

Dream #14- God Save the Ants (July 3-14 2007)

I was a God of some ants. I could grow big to check on their city or grow small to talk to them. It was fun, but woke up shortley.

Dream #15- The Ghost (July 3-14, 2007)

Im a ghost, and there is a woman living in the house im haunting. So she's sitting on the couch reading a book and I come up to her and pull her top up. She didn't notice and kept reading.Then I woke up.

Dream #16- The Fishing Shop (July 3-14, 2007)

This is the Lucid Dream! This takes place here because I went fishing with the cousins and my Uncle on his boat. I only caught one, but it was still cool.So I'm standing in a fish shop, stop, and say to myself:"I think I'm dreaming!"And suddenly, it was as if someone flung me in the air. But sadly, the excitement woke me up.

Damn.

Dream #17- Master Golof (July 3-14, 2007)

Water. A whole city half-submerged in water. People swimming. Panic. But from what?? A dark shadow. Who...? Master Golof! I've should've known.For some reason, his name is Master Golof. He's like a squid, who floats in the air. His head is also yellow What could I do? *gasp* the dome! Must...swim...to...dome! Master Golof following. Getting closer. I almost made it. WHAM! Master Golof slams his head on the corner of the dome's entrance! Victory is mi- woke up.

Last but not least, Dream #18-My talking Puppy (July 3-14, 2007)

My dog is a puppy. A vanilla colored lab. who is very adorable. It can talk, but I can't seem to know which gender it is.I kept saying "He or She" but we had fun playing fetch, untill I woke up.

Well, thats it. I had fun with my trip, but I missed home also. Great to be back.

**Susceptor** · 07-15-2007 04:06 PM

I am proud to annouce that I did it. After months of trying, I did it. I cannot say how happy I am to say that I HAD A FULL LUCID DREAM!! It will all be explained below......

Dream #18- The Marshes (July 14,2007)

Not the lucid dream, but this was the dream before it.I was with Ian and Brandon at a marsh.Brandon, another one of my friends, has a sort of humor to him. Besides me, he is our comic relief. So we head out into this dock and this marsh is SWARMING with giant, cat fish.While in Florida, My Brother and Cousin caught cat fish. My Uncle warned that they will sting you and get you poisioned.So my friends start walking in the marsh, while the cat fish start biting them. They shout to me to come along with them, but I noticed that I had no shoes on. I was like "I can't go in without my shoes!". They just kept on walking. I then woke up.

Dream #19- New Experiences (July 14,2007)

This is the Lucid Dream!I find myself running down the road of my neighborhood, when I noticed that the remote from the hotel I was in was lying on the ground."The Camelot" was the hotel I was in for Florida. The remote shouldn't have been there, so I realized I was dreaming.So then I stop, and tell myself" I must be dreaming". At that moment, I looked around. I knew this was a dream, because I found Chad.Chad, another one of my friends, didn't live there. I tried not to get excited, because I read that if I did, it would end the dream. So I walked up to Chad. I took the time to notice his face. His eyes, staring blankly at me. He had no emotion in his face, but his voice was the same. He creeped me out but I still approached him. I said hello and he said hello back. I suddenly wanted to try something out. Summoning people was what I wanted to do when I became lucid, so I was going to try that out. I said "I want a naked girl when I turn around." Chad said "Awesome." as I turned around. As I go to face Chad again, instead stands this hot, naked girl. Sweet. As I approach her, she brings me down to her breast. I can TASTE them, very diffrent from regular dream tastes. I then woke up from the excitement.

I'm sooooo happy!! I hope I can get another one tonight!

**Susceptor** · 07-16-2007 03:35 PM

No lucid Dreams tonight, But I did like this dream anyway. Also, 300 views? Awesome!

Dream #20- Give Me a Beat and I'll sing You a Tune (July 16,2007)

Me and my cousins (Chad and Josepth) are sitting on a sidewalk,Not the Chad from the Lucid Dream, but another Chad. I'll label like this: Chad (C), Chad (F), It is also nightime and raining. We are passed by strangers who have bathing suits on. Going for a swim in the rain? Suddenly, Joe starts beatboxing. Then Chad (C) starts drumming on the sidewalk. Then I burst out singing! I don't remember the song, but I was so cool.I like to sing. It's just that I never sang in my dreams before.It lasted for about five minutes. After that, we all just laugh at what we just did. After a few seconds of laughing, I woke up.

**Susceptor** · 07-17-2007 12:11 PM

Another Lucid Dream tonight. I think I'm getting used to reconizing that I'm dreaming on the SECOND time I'm in a dream, because the first time I was lucid, I had a dream before it. Well, Here they are:

Dream #21-Unholy Work (July 16,2007)

It starts off by a lady saying "Go take a shower." I was with some other guys.I'm not gay.So after the shower, we were instructed to make a cross by specific design: The cross had a piece of lamb nailed to it, which somehow made it glow. I started on it, but my partner, Ian, didn't show up to help. So, I stole ten bucks from his wallet. After we were done, she summoned robots to destroy the crosses

. We were then escorted out of the "class" by these robots. I then woke up.

Dream #22- Fun at the beach (July 16, 2007)

I'm in a class field trip at the beach with a couple of reconizable faces. We start heading out of the beach when BAM, I'm lucid. What to do? I wanted to fly, so I jumped....and fell back down. Okay, I'll try that later. What now? shapeshifting! It's cool to be other things! So, I try to summon a viteman. It appeared on the sand instead of in my hand. So, after retreaving the vitamen, I try to summon a glass of water. Which I did, but it always had a vitamen in it. This made me mad, so I gave that up. I guess I have to practice me summoning objects skills. Bored again. I'm still at that beach, I could go swimming....nah, I could meet a hot girl. Yeah! So, I do that thing I did in the first lucid dream I had and circle around. Oh yeah, found one. The dreamscape has changed from beach to a bedroom. So, before I get to do anything, I wake up.

**Susceptor** · 07-18-2007 06:35 PM

Pokemon. Bleh.

Dream #22-Team Rocket! (July 17,2006)

I was at a resort. Very nice, with a Hawaiien setting. I'm on a boat when team rocket comes along with a boat load of pokemon. They crash into our boat and I fly Into a large rubberband, which in turn, lauches me into the air, almost impaling me into a sail boat's mast, and finally landing in the ocean. I swim out and go into the resort. Black. Nighttime at the resort and I see team rocket's boat going to another resort next to us. The resprt owner runs past me in a hurry. I stop her and ask what's wrong. She says team rocket's looking for the last pokemon and that we have it. I say I'll warn the others. So I run into a T.v room, where some old people are. I tell them that we're in red alert and they should pack up and leave. They just stare at me when I run out. Then I reach a hallway were the people from "full house" were staying. I told them to leave, and D.J jumped me. After that, I woke up.

**Sekhmet** · 07-18-2007 06:56 PM

Originally Posted by Susceptor

...we were instructed to make a cross by specific design: The cross had a piece of lamb nailed to it, which somehow made it glow.

lamb = Jesus.
Lamb nailed to cross = Jesus nailed to cross
cross glowing = spiritual power

Well, that's what I got from your dream anyway. It's a very interesting image!

Originally Posted by Susceptor

...summoned robots to destroy the crosses

. We were then escorted out of the "class" by these robots. I then woke up.

robots = soulless shells
destroying something you just made = eternal struggle or ouroboros symbolism
escorted by robots = under spiritual or psychic attack?

Either way, still interesting!

Originally Posted by Susceptor

Oh yeah, found one. The dreamscape has changed from beach to a bedroom. So, before I get to do anything, I wake up.

D'oh! Figures! I always seem to wake up just before the "good stuff" starts too.

**Susceptor** · 07-18-2007 11:38 PM

Originally Posted by Sekhmet

lamb = Jesus.
Lamb nailed to cross = Jesus nailed to cross
cross glowing = spiritual power
robots = soulless shells
destroying something you just made = eternal struggle or ouroboros symbolism
escorted by robots = under spiritual or psychic attack?

Either way, still interesting!

Is this like a religious view? I didn't really think it was an issue...

**Sekhmet** · 07-19-2007 03:44 AM

Originally Posted by Susceptor

Is this like a religious view? I didn't really think it was an issue...

It's not an issue, I just thought it was interesting. I am not religious myself but I am always fascinated by spiritual symbols that seem prevalent in dreams. For the most part though, I am probably just projecting my own ideas and experience into the dreams I read.

**Susceptor** · 07-20-2007 07:10 PM

Weird things in this dream...

Also, yesterday's dream was not posted because I didn't have anything written down in my dream journal.

Dream #23- Meg's Wedding (July 19,2007)

I had seen the family guy cartoon, in which Meg likes this nudist boy, but her parents don't. But then do in the end. I guess that got stuck in my head...I remember sitting on a bench. A black and white room. White tiles on the ground. Meg comes into the room, naked, holding up a wedding dress. I try not to look, because it would look rude. I suddenly take my penis off, which now makes me look like I have a vagina. Megs stares at me and I'm like "I dunno". Suddenly, a sharp pain erupts and I put it back on. I then wake up.