It's All Happening In The Park
13th November 2008
Part 1 Of Dream - Double Homicide
Most of this dream is quite hazy so i'm just going to include the bits i remember best
I'm in my local park with a friend (either Viki or Kim can't quite remember). Two girls walk up to us and for some reason that i don't remember we kill them. I pull out a gun and shoot one girl in the chest, she falls down and dies quickly. Then my friend stabs the other until she is dead. My friend starts to dig a deep hole in the ground right where we are standing. I tell her to hurry up, that it'll be light soon. We bury one of the girls and quickly cover her up. Its daytime now so i decide to wrap the other girl in a sheet and taker her home with me. I get up to my bedroom and lay her down on the ground, fearing that my mum will find out what i've done i decide to place her body under the floor boards in my room and then bury her out in the park later. It's several hours later and i'm still worrying about the dead girl under my floor, i tell my friend that we need to move her soon before she starts to decompose and really smell (lovely). However, i don't get a chance to do this and decide to just forget about her for now, i notice that someone else has buried a loved one next to our unmarked grave.
Part Two Of Dream - Hybrid Sheep
I'm in the park again with my friends Tony, James and a few of the other guys. Were all wearing big coats as its cold and windy, they want to go home but i want to explore the park more. We come to an outside pen with strange hybrid sheep inside. There is a mother sheep with its child, i warn the others to not get too close. Another sheep starts to move in really close and i step backwards right in the firing line of the mother sheep. The mother sheep then starts to chase me, i run around in circles but its just too damn fast and it rams me a couple of times. I manage to get out of the pen and i run in a straight line at incredible speed but the sheep is still able to catch up to me. After a while it runs back to its baby.
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Part 3 Of Dream - Near Death Experience
I then find myself in an ice rink with my dad, i tell him i want to leave and he suggests i go through the mens changing rooms and out the back. I'm reluctant at first but then see that i should go quickly before my brother and the rest of his team come off the ice. I then come to the back of the rink and outside is a very wide open alley way. Theres lots of people dotted around, i see a very long ladder going up and i decide to climb it. I get to the top when one side of the ladders hinges breaks loose and the ladder dangles unsafely. I hold on tight and then call down below for help. Some people come over and tell me to hold on, that they will get some help. I manage to keep really still for a while until i start to wabble...then...the other side of the ladders hinges breaks loose and the whole thing comes crashing down. "AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH" i go sreaming until i crash at the bottom several feet down and land on my front. At this point i can feel myself being unconscious and then dragged away from the ladder. Some people then pick me up and turn me over, they gasp at me and shout for some help. I can actually feel the pain, it feels as though my ribs have been crushed and my legs broken. I'm semi awake and semi asleep but i can hear everyone and i'm moving around as though dreaming. I can feel myself shiver as though i have a fever. My parents then come running out, i'm now awake and they prop me up against the wall. My friend Tony walks out, he laughs at me and then decides to sit on my legs as a joke! i scream in pain! he gets up and then sits beside me. He hands me a mirror and i look at my face in it, it's all bruised and cut up. My parents then help me up onto my feet and for some reason they decide to take me to a club! :? So me, my mum and dad, Tony and his dad all go off to a club. Whilst in there people keep bumping into me and i can feel the pain each time, a black guy then comes up to me and throws some cheesy chat-up line my way. I tell him to "F*CK OFF!"
T-Rex Back With A Vengence!
23rd March 2009
I know it's been ages but i've not been remembering my dreams as well as i used to. But i'm getting it back.
Part 1 of Dream - Stay Still, Stay Quiet
I don't remember how this dream began but theres a T-Rex situation. The alarms have been sounded and we have to run! I don't see him yet but i know hes close, everyones panicking. I turn round and run, i run past a room but turn back and decide to hide in there. It goes in far and low. A few people follow me inside including one of my friends. I hide down in a corner and stay completely still. I tell everyone else to just sit still and be really quite, not a word! My friend figits about and i tell her to stop it but she doesn't listen and the T-Rex hears her. He comes in, sees her moving and goes for her. I slowly move inch by inch away from her. I feel bad for leaving her but i don't want to die. The T-Rex then goes for her and i turn my head away not to look. When the T-Rex leaves i turn back round to my friend who seems to ber quite calm considering. I then look down to see that both her legs are missing and theres lots of blood, i realise that she is just in shock.
I think this is because i don't feel in control of my life right now
Long Nights With My Subconscious
19th June 2009
Part 1 of Dream - Offence Is The Best Defence
I'm in my old friends house, Amy. I've been left upstairs alone to watch a scary film. I don't want to admit it but i'd rather be downstairs where the people are because the films a bit too scary. I get downstairs when i notice, through the living room windows, a dozen or so boys from my old school getting out of a car with machine guns and there coming towards the house. I run out to the front door and lock it tight. I tell everyone to lock the windows and back doors and to stay low. They start firing their guns blowing holes all through the house and barging at the front door. We sit up against it to prevent them from getting in. Soon after they begin to leave, i cautiously walk out the house to see if they've gone...the coast is clear.
It's morning and i decide to leave Amys and go home. I get outised and notice my cars gone! (actually its my brothers which i'm borrowing). I don't believe it, those damn guys have stolen it and now my brothers gonna kill me. I'm walking down the street when i notice one of the guys from last night, Josh, in front of me. He seems distracted by something else so i try to hide. With nowhere to really hide i quickly decide on walking past him as normally as possible so he won't notice. However, in my stupidity i look back and he looks up at the exact moment seeing me. He leans upright taking full notice of me so i make a dash for it. As i do i notice my brothers car parked alongside the pavement, i think to myself...I'll get that when i come back.
I run into some sort of factory/tunnel. Its easy to get lost as i soon find out when i try to make my way back up. Theres people racing through the tunnels so i decide to join in with one of their racing cars thinking it would get me back up to the surface. Racing was like playing Need For Speed but i did eventually get to the top, i did reach 1st place several times during the race but could never hold it!
It's night time again and i go back to Amys house to look for my car which by now has gone and also the guys who took it. Theres a wired party going on with wired rock music and a very wired atmosphere. I recognise several of the guys who tried to kill me and stole my car. Were acting civil, for now, but it soon gets ugly. One of the guys, George, comes bumbling along. I grab him by the scruff and throw him up against the wall.
"If you don't tell me where my car is right now i swear to God i will tie you up and torture you!!"
After several more threats he tells me that it was taking to a scap yard to sell for different parts. I yank him around some more and punch him in the stomach but hes story never changes. I then realize i've lost the car and i have a bit of a meltdown.
"Oh my God! i've lost my brothers car, that was all i had, i've lost everything!
One guy at the party, a coincidentally cute guy, comforts me.
What I Think It All Means...
Being currently unemployed i don't have much control in my life, cars usually symbolize being mobile and in control and when that was taken away from me i fought hard to get it back, retaining some control over my powerless situation.
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The other two dreams i had that night (there were more but i can only remember 3) weren't quite as exciting. The 2nd was about me moving furniture around in my new shared flat to find the right style. The 3rd was me at the cinema with a bit of a twist, fat people and annoying people. There was also this dream which has been nagging at me because something catostrophic happened but i can't remember what!
Bleeding arms and Bleeding hearts
22nd March 2010
It's been a long time since i wrote on here, but i'm back! i had a strange dream the other day and thought i'd share it.
GAMMA RADIATION POISONING
I'm outside somewhere with some work colleagues. We seem to be running from something, can't remember what. We climb through a fence, i'm on the other side when i look down at my arms. Theres pools of blood appearing all over my arms. Susanna (a work friend) also sees this, horrified she tells me to go to the hospital. I get to my local hospital and i'm being seen to by a nurse. She uses some sort of machine on my arm (the same one they use to get rid of imperfections on the skin which can burn a little) it feels ok but then she grabs some hair straightners and starts burning off the top layers of my skin! it really hurts so i beg her to stop! for some reason (i can't remember if the nurse actually told me this) but i'm under the impression i have radiation poisoning which i have called 'Gamma'. Feeling like the nurse is doing more harm than good i go to my local doctors, but there too busy to see me. I'm getting pretty frustrated at this point and i start screaming that have radiation poison and that i could be hurting everyone around me! but no-one will listen. Angry and frustrated i can think of one person who might listen, an old teacher of mine. I start searching for him but when i find his office my manager nad her husband are there instead.
i have some theories as to what this dream means, would love to hear other peoples as well