Stsdude2's Dreamjournal

Don't have many recorded quite yet, but I have 1 or 2 so far I'll share. Neither are lucid nor very well remembered but hopefully as time goes on the dreams I post will be more vivid and exciting.

Fear of the GED/Missing summer camp
July 18 2007

I was in a strange building with many people from both a summer camp I attended for 8 years (I was not invited back this summer =[) and my school. The kids who were from my school sat around a table as they did at school playing card games and talking. I was to go and take 2 of my GED tests that day and kids kept teasing me about it and telling me i was stupid for leaving school. I grew angry and hit them with some pole object that seemed to appear in my hand. After doing that I realized what I had done I apologized hastily to them realizing that two them were good friends of mine although one had changed his appearance and I could not remember who sat in his place beforehand (This was in the dream I could not remember). I think I disappeared for a while to take the tests and all went dark, I came back and was exactly where I had been before though I was with a girl who I had become very good friends with at my summer camp and I told her she looked beautiful and she grew angry with me. I did not know why and then I found my self playing a cell phone game and minutes later I awoke.

July 19 2007

Missing Love

(Just to give a bit of backround on this before I write out the dream, I had fallen for a girl who I had been through very much with and we always seemed to get through everything and get back on our feet with each other although a month ago she decided to tell me she hated me and thought I was gross and a creep and wanted nothing to do with me and I was and still am extremely sad. Anyway now onto the dream)

Natalie was taunting me in some way or another. I thought to myself she has already hurt me once why would she do it again. She looked more beautiful than I had ever seen her look before and I could not figure out what different about her. She was with another boy looking at me and talking to him about me saying something I could not remember, but I knew she was teasing me. I was viewing this from first person but I felt as though she and the boy were on a tv screen that I could not see the edges around.

I dont remember much past that because I awoke and I think I blocked out the dream because of what it was. I was reminded of it today and had a sharp twinge of pain inside and snapped the pencil I was holding and then bits of the dream came back to me.

Feel free to comment or advise as you will =D I'll be posting more as the days go by.