Thread: Lexmeeki's Dream Journal

The best dream this past week involved aliens.

There was a normal looking woman with 4 young girls (aged 2 to 9 years old) in a car outside a little corner supermarket (like a 7-11). Then this man, a stalker, came up behind her while she was getting in the car.

It turns out that this man was her ex-husband. (I just knew that somehow.)

The woman left her 4 girls in the car and ran into this warehouse next to the supermarket.

The warehouse was empty with extremely high ceilings and lots of small corridors. The lighting was bright white.

The man followed her into the warehouse.

Then they BOTH became aliens like in the movie Aliens. But the strange thing was that they kept morphing between having alien features and normal human features. So one would have an alien head and bite the other... but the body would still be human. Then the head would morph back to human and the arm would turn into an alien arm.

All this time the man and the woman are having a huge battle. I can't remember the specifics, but I knew it was very exciting at the time. They were jumping all around and attacking each other.

Finally, the man kills the woman.

He goes outside to the car with the children. Only now (instead of 4 girls) there are 4 boys the same ages as the girls.

So which ever alien had the children, the children would be the same gender as that parent.

I thought that was a cool twist. ^_^

First of all, I had some random dream that I forgot.

But then I was so happy that I had *any* dream that I went to go write in this dream journal! But then I figured out that I was in a computer in lab-- and I was like-- heyyyy, this is still a dream. So I became lucid.

But then I almost woke up.

Yet I was still in the computer lab so I tried to fly a little bit. I went about 2 feet off the ground levitating. So I was like Yup, it's a dream.

(I have been doing real-life reality checks a lot.)

Okay, so I go outside the computer lab...... and I say to myself, "I will see my dream guy C." So I turn to my right and there he is!

Now I am in some dirty train station...... but I ignore that part. I go up to C. He is with some other guy who looks about 15 years old. This other guy is skinny and wearing some kind of dirty light gray long-sleeved shirt. He has dirty blonde hair that is plastered to the sides of his face in a longish bob and he looks sniveling.

Then all three of us walk to the stairwell of the main train station. It's soooooo dirty there. Then C starts telling me that he is a failure and he hates his life. The only reason he has his son Neil with him (that's the 15 year old guy) is that his ex-wife is giving him money for it and he needs the money.

I'm like "Whoa-------- this is NOT what I want my lucid dream to be."

And on top of that-- this is all made up stuff. In real life, C has never even been married!

So I don't like this at all... and I walk away.

Then I am back to my original spot in the train station and I say, "I want C to appear." And he does not appear.

So I say to myself (like they say here on the message board), "Have confidence." So I try again and it still doesn't work. Then I lose lucidity and wake up.

Then I am hungry for breakfast so I go into a pastry shop. (Yeah, I'm still in a dream although I'm not lucid.) All the pastries cost like 10 cents... I'm looking for a bagel. Then I become lucid again and start laughing at myself that I thought 10 cents were a real price! That should have been a reality check.

Then I woke up for real.

~but I'm happy to have another LD even though I could barely control it at all this time~

And writing in a dream journal really helps me.

No lucid dreams......

But onward.....

I had a ton of dreams, but I remember very few... so my dream recall isn't the best either. But-- in my later dreams, I remember a little bit.

First, I was in a gym and I had to climb up high to get some things. I was really scared and could barely do it. I was climbing up on some wooden bars toward the ceiling.. there were boxes, too, but I couldn't make it. Later in the dream, I wanted to get permission avoid these climbing activities from a psychiatrist.

Then I was in a dorm room studing..... there was a lot to do with school. I remember that I was taking an english class, but I was always skipping class. Then I said to myself, "Oh, I better go to class next time because it's not a dream where I get in trouble by always skipping class." Yeah, that should have been a reality check, but it wasn't.

So there was school and a lot of homework..... and staying up late in a dorm. But this is the part I remember the best:

I was standing up on my dorm room bed. Then I could access my computer that way. I did a search for www.my.com..... and I went through to that girl's bedroom. She was an asian girl who had cute posters about cute little characters and patterns in white and blue. She was surprised to see me in her room. !!

But I had Derby with me and she liked my dog. So we were trying to talk and we talked about how we had sooooooooooooo much homework.

Then I was with some school friends and there was a singing competition. One girl asked about my dating with Rock and I said we weren't together anymore. Then I went out in a field to be alone and listen to Christina Aguilera tapes (she was singing a duet with one of her sisters-- in the dream she had more than one sister-- in real life I think she just has one). And the girls came up.... there was a singing competition and they wanted me to watch. They asked what I was listening to and I said, "Christina Aguilera" but I was ashamed it was so pop. One of the girls who asked me the question was Gwen Stefani and I wanted to say that I had her CD, TOO... but I thought that would be rude.

I was using an alarm clock in real life and I had snooze on at every ten minutes, but...... I couldn't do any WILDs at all. :/

Better luck next time with the LDs.

So I kind of had some Lucid Dreams last night, but not really......... :/

I went lucid for a second, but then I just turned it *immediately* into some sexed up scene. Not good. Not what I wanted to dream about anyway. I was fulfilled, but that's not really much of anything.

Lost control of the dream..... although I was thinking in the back in my mind about eating that chocolate Oscar that I got in real life. Like eating more chocolate in the dream. haha....... but that's not what I really want to do either.

Why am I doing things in lucid dreams that I already can do in real life???

Stupid.

Another time I was lucid-- like I knew it was just a dream, but I had zero control. There was Todd from Design Star and I said I loved him (which I do NOT in real life) and then he just laughed at me. Ugh!!! And the dream was all violent with some stuff where a guy bought a deer's neck for $800 and was going to drink all the bloody juice from it. Now who wants to see that in a dream?

So, no, I didn't like my dreams at all last night.

Okay, I slept for a realllly long time.

My earliest dream that I remember was about dog fighting. I was in this auditorium, class-room, that was dark that was going to have some sort of dog fighting. But in this competition, instead of the dogs fighting each other, they were supposed to chew up a small, dark, square fence. Random!

But I left because I didn't support dog fighting and I was afraid of getting raided. And I believed that the fence dog fighting would just promote regular dog fighting.

My next dream involved hot air balloons. I saw all these hot air balloons where the balloon part was tiled with mirrors. When I went closer, it wasn't mirrors but computer monitors. So basically, it was a hot air balloon created out of computer monitors.

Then I had a bunch more dreams that I don't remember... but the next one I remember.... I was like a maid/fan of Kim Clisters. I was like following her around in her golf cart (before her tennis match) and I was folding her towels. She was giving me advice about how to be a good groupie. How I was supposed to fold the towels and what to do when I am at someone's house.

Then I was in a house and I was still a groupie/maid........ and I was dusting all these many pictures on the mantel.

Then the house across the street is full of all these women and they invite me over--- and then instead of wearing regular clothes I'm wearing some kind of PVC bikini... but then I go back to the original house and I wrap myself in a towel so I don't have to go around in this bikini. Then I go back to the all girl house...... and I basically wake up.

This is just random snips of things... out of order.

The last dream I remember had to do with this political office. This one guy replaced the office of another guy.... but instead of just leaving quietly both of them had these space guns that they leveled at each other. One guy was asking, "Why did you do it?" And the replacing guy wouldn't answer and he just forced the man out of the office.

*****

Then I had this dream about animals. Like I had these little pet turtles, about 20 of them. I brought them to a store and then I stored them in this tall thin rectangular case with lots of water. They were swimming all around like gray water butterflies. But later in the dream, I realized that I hadn't fed them EVER so they were probably on the verge of dying. I was trying to get them some food, but I was always being distracted.

*****

Negotiations between the United States government and some mysterious tribal country. The tribal guests were wearing long robes of white with pink and orange embroidery. I told them I had an aunt Miriam that worked with them (in reality she worked in Afghanistan) and they were all like, "MIRIAM!" So they remembered her. And I felt that gave me a lot more credibility in negotiations because I was related to her.

*****

Dinner on the spot? There were all these guests (international and national) and I had to help cook dinner for all of them. I was making the plates full of potatoes and bread-- and I was thinking-- where is the meat? Then I really wanted to cook broccoli, too. So I was cooking some broccoli, but it wasn't finished in time. And one of the cooks was kicked out of her family because she didn't help cook at all. The father said he would never speak to her again.

*****

I was driving to get some medication in the old Honda CRX which would break down any second! So I turned and just drove home instead.

*****

This is a weird one. I was lying in bed at my aunt's house (where I was house-sitting) although the dream house was nothing like her real house. Anyway, I was reading some great romance novel....... and for whatever reason I put these long pins into my chest to honor the novel. So I had like 25 pins at the top of my chest right under the collar bone. I don't really remember putting them in..... but I could look down and see this pattern of pins. It looked cool, but the pins were going in much deeper than I thought they would.. they were like half way in the skin rather than just the tips. I took one out and it came out cleanly. I took the second one out and it was dripping really dark red blood. I tried to lick the blood off the pin, but I couldn't because the pin was too sharp. I thought it looked beautiful, but then the blood fell on my aunt's bedskirt so I had to stop and clean it up. But I still had all these pins in my breast bone...... it was kind of scary at that point.

*****

Then there was this old fashioned auditorium to learn about the stars. I was thinking that the way they were teaching people about the stars was so out-of-date.

******

That's it for what I remember.

Originally Posted by lexmeeki

She was giving me advice about how to be a good groupie. How I was supposed to fold the towels and what to do when I am at someone's house.

A groupie, huh? For what band?

Tennis groupie!

The strange thing is that I can barely remember my dreams at all, yet, I know I was chaining lucid dreams......

But as for the "lucid" part, I was aware I was in dreams, but I had very little control. I mostly just went with the flow of the dream, although I distinctly remember being in a field and wanting to see zebra-- which I then saw-- and wanting to see a giraffe-- which I then saw.

Although why I would care about seeing zebra and giraffe..... I don't know.

My lucid dreaming power has certainly gone down from what it was in the past. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

*****

As for other dreams, I remember being in some sort of resort for rich people and the teenagers were talking about the poor son of the manager... and one rich teen girl wanted to meet him.

The thing I remember the most about my lucid dreams last night was that I was chaining them. I would "wake up" from one and then say... "hey, I'm still dreaming" and start another! I'm so happy I did that.

Also the first thing I thought of when I became lucid was..... "I'm going to have a lucid dream for a half an hour." That was my goal time. And after I was chaining them, it suddenly stopped-- like it shut down-- so maybe the half hour was over and my mind (in a somewhat hypnotized state) just stopped dreaming.

Of course, when I am lucid then I really want to see C. I'll also call him my Dream Guide.... and I did see him! Twice! One time he was too short in height so I said, "Grow taller." And he grew too tall and then he went back down to a more normal size.

There was some sexing up which is always nice, but also C was telling me how "wonderful" I was which has never happened in a lucid dream before. Overall, our meetings were brief, but it's definitely progress with lucid dreaming.

Then I was having some regular dreams after that. I dreamed that I was in some kind of bar with bar hostesses, although I was a patron of the bar. I just wanted to leave and there were these back-packer kids who just wanted to eat at the free buffet and didn't want to tip the bar hostesses. There was one bar hostess who was a red-headed singer... with the last name Cutty, I think. I called her over so it would look like I was a good patron, but I just wanted to leave.

Then the dream turned into a bit of a nightmare with me holding a gun that went out of control and me running into the streets and getting lost. (I didn't shoot anyone though.) I was lost in some strange area of a city and the pavement was wet from earlier rain. Then I went into some kind of homeless shelter and I was waiting for my parents to find me. Then I woke up.

I have been away for quite some time... but I just had another lucid dream so I decided to write!

So I do what I always do and I ask to see my celebrity crush...

I know, I always do that, but that's how I roll.. haha...

I said to myself, "When I turn the corner then I will see C." And that didn't work so I tried it again... and then it worked!

So we were talking and hanging out. And I was talking about some movie ideas that I had thought of in real life... and he was really into that discussion. But then I pretty much lost lucidity and I woke up.

The dream was not the most exciting or the greatest control, but I was lucid and I got my Dream Guide wish.

This is not a lucid dream, but it was a funny dream.

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I was a Light Magic Witch and I was walking with some other Light Magic Witches through a market place that was selling Dark Magic Amulets. The one lead witch goes through the area without a problem and I follow her out.

But the rest of my group lags behind. I go back to them and they are sorting through all these Dark Magic Amulets. I ask them why they are still there? And they say that the Dark Magic Charms are "low-fat." There is one charm that is called "Cropoganda." It's some sort of distorted "Propaganda" spell.

Then I leave but I have accidently palmed a dark magic amulet. I go back inside the market to give the amulet back. I'm scared because obviously these are some dangerous characters running the market.

I give the amulet back and say I took it accidently. Then the owner calls over this HUGE guy and he says to me-- "Hmmmm... You will have a Cure Train."

I just look at him and think... A Cure Train? That sounds kind of good.

Then 6 guys in white come around the corner and they are the band The Cure. They are going to be following me around the rest of the day---> singing.

The End.

~*~*~*~

Hopefully, I'll have a lucid dream sometime though.....

I had a lucid dream and it sucked!!!

I have so little control over my lucid dreams.

I know I'm in a dream. I know what I WANT to appear.. and it doesn't appear!

This was very simple. I saw a huge bouquet of flowers that were white and orange. Then they disappeared. I wanted them to reappear.

I could make flowers half the size appear in white and red. Then I said to myself, NO, I want a larger bouquet and orange and white. But the command didn't work.

Then I looked in a large box for the flowers to spontaneously "appear" and they didn't appear.... Then I woke up.

Suckage.

I had a lucid dream and I didn't have a lot of control... as usual....

But the interesting thing about it is that I prolonged the lucid dream for quite some time. The images would become static. It became like looking at pictures instead of a moving dream....

But I would just relax and concentrate on the immobile pictures and eventually they would fade and a regular type lucid dream would begin again. I did that like half a dozen times.

I just relaxed when I was losing control... and focused on what I wanted to happen next... and then the dream would reform.

And I was TRYING to see an old friend... but I only succeeded in seeing a robot version of him.... so there is still progress that needs to be made.

I had a super short lucid dream last night.

I basically became lucid and I was imagining I was in the family room. Then I went to another room and opened it looking for Jay. That was my intent to find Jay who is a person I have known in real life, but we are estranged. The room was surprisingly neat inside, but no Jay.

Then I went to another room and I could hear his voice, but I couldn't see him... then I woke up.

So basically, I was lucid enough to have INTENT, but with no real success.

Also all my real intent is SEX.

I want to have dream sex with C. I want to have dream sex with Jay.

Jay is a real-life ex-boyfriend, so we have knocked boots in real life, too... but I'm missing him and want some lucid action.

Unfortunately, my control sucks... so I can not get my wish-- yet.