Thread: Blue's Publick Dreams

My first lucid
when: unknown, probably around year 2000+

I cannot recall the dream, but i remember that towards the end of it, i was standing in a field far off from anywhere. there was fields were covering all the way to the horizon in one direction, and in the other there was a forest. a white airport tower that i had just come from was fading in the distance, when i suddenly realized i was dreaming. without reason, i just stood there, exclaiming "i'm dreaming! i'm... dreaming....", before i awoke and was amazed at all this clarity i had just experienced. i wouldn't stop talking about it in the day either, quickly learning about the topic that is lucid dreams.

My second, and many more Lucids
when: unkown, after the first and many more times.

This is not one dream, but I have had short bursts of lucidity since then, all different dreams in the same location, consisting of me running for whatever reason, realise i'm dreaming, start flying before i suddenly loose lucidity and the dream continiues as a "flying" dream.

One off lucid: Dragon i be.
when: unknown several years ago.

I am standing in front of a big block building where my grandmother lives. (i visit this place in dream every now and then) it is night or evening. i feel something isn't quite right so i read a sign that randomly stands in the road. i can read the text but with difficulty, i remember that someone told me its impossible to read in dreams and i thought i just proved otherwise and i realize I'm dreaming. Then, i stop for a moment and try to figure; "what do i want to do?" I thought it would be fun to transform into one of my dragon characters, a black one with the build of a tiger, no wings. Inside the building there are strange scary creatures, but now that i'm a dragon i don't have to be scared. Still, when i walk past the things on my way up the spiralling stairs i cant help but to be worried, and i see myself as human again. The figures in the stairway look like liquid, oily like melted humanoids. they have faces, arms and they reach out for me talking in low tones, whispering: "heeeelp meee..." "heeeeelp uuuuuusss..." Pretty freaky, so i run up to the top floor where my grandmother lives, dodging oil-men on the way. When i come to the top i am dragon again, and i am annoyed. Things take a weird turn, as my grandmother wants to cut my nails, i dont want that, so i hide under the cofee table. later i think, "wait, i'm a dragon i should not be running" so i thought i would try to eat grandmother. however, she had now put herself in a bathtub filled with mud, standing in the middle of the livingroom, and dragons dont eat mud. so i thought that would be pretty gross to eat all that mud, and thought better of it. I go to the balcony and look down, suddently i am on the ground again and i am human. there is a bottle floating in the air, and i grab it. it lifts up, dragging me into the air. i let go and fall to the ground again, then i awaken.

Dream: Downed whale-ship.
When: 2007-07-20

I am aboard a spaceship, my ship. I take the form a pokemon Lugia The ship is incredibly huge, inside the rooms and hallways are very big, lots of space. its all purple-blue and pink-ish colours. My friend is there with me, and many other people that i don't know, but i feel responsibility towards them. The ship is damaged, and we can feel it falling towards the ground. There had been monsters there earlier, doom-like creatures and fighting in hallways. Now i had to get the people into a "safe room" behind massive blast-doors. to open those doors, i had to go retrieve an item, a cherry, it would work as a key on the touch panel of the doors. I succeed in my mission, and i get the people into the safe room. in there they will be ok even though the ship crashes to the ground. i feel proud to save them. When everyone is locked in, i phaze throught the walls and doors of the ship until i am outside. i look at my ship, it is shaped like a Whale, it is a living creature. it is dark purple and has a long tail, like a whale, but instead of a tail fin, it sprouts out in different wires in various colors, like a frozen firework in blues and purples. The Underside of the creature-ship has a silvery surface, its "belly skin" stretches from belly over across its nose. it looks ripped off along the edge, flapping about in the strong winds. An unseen enemy is firing yellow plasma bullets at my ship, hitting the ripped of skin. The damaged skin flies off and transform into bat-like wings, then morphs off into dragons. the dragons hurl themselves at the incoming bullets and burn to death. more bullets hit the ship, and more dragons form to protect the ship. as the ship falls closer to the ground dark smoke rises from its side. The Horizon is lit by a great sunset in deep reds, the ground is covered by great black spikes and rocks, it all looks burnt and damaged.
and that is all...

I have been sleeping... chatoically lately and had less interest in seemingly boring, hectic short dreams, but in the middle of one of these i had one interesting moment:

Voidflash: a 5 second lucid.
I realise i am dreaming, i am in the open outdoors. green grass and trees. i see the horizon, and i want to create mountians. i make blueprints in the sky, red and green, then i quicly remember that i have to go meet my friend, and i open a portal of light around me. the light is consuming and then everythign is white. i am pulled back in a regular dream.

I have been trying to test if it is possible to enter other peoples dreams, but i have not yet made it through to their side. part of me does not believe such is possible, but i will keep trying. for the fun of it!

I have been gone for a long while as my computer broke down and i was not encouraged to write down dreams anymore due to stress.

However, i did have a curious Continious dream...
The dream lasted from about 8:XX -12:40

starts of with regualr dream

then i wake up, close my window and fall asleep again.

i reenter in the same spot then im propelled off into london. There, i realise i have all dreamt this before like a strange dejavu, i remeber i have to find my internet friend. Where does he live? work? i search on foot between tall buildings, lost. Then i get a false awakening, i realize i can use googleearth to find his house, i drift into the search in london again, but now i can see a map inside my brain of where i am, but im still not finding stuff. i believe that i am in astral projection even though i heavily doubt such is possible. the map is pretty statick but does not resemble reality.

I woke up at some point and got frustrated that it wasnt real, and i had a powerful need to open my window again. i realise it would be nifty to be able to teleport and fly to make my search easier,

and when i fall asleep again, i can fly and teleport but with difficulty. I start creating green-white light around me but it craves much concentration and effort. i can slightly picture my target area but the teleport is very inaccurate and i almost loose consciousness. I use my abilities to find my freind, and several times i met him but he had to go, and i kept searching. Several times i woke up and every time i open or closed my window. it ends with me finding him once more, but i have lost a lot of inspiration and didnt think it was worth the effort...

last month:

I say to glass coca cola bottle: "We had a deal".
cola bottle replies: "Keep your gravity".

What does it mean by that? I did make deal with myself to drink equal amoutns of water before i drink soda, but i didnt keep that promise. I would connect gravity to weight, but im not fat, and it feels like its about something different.

Last night: illness and worms in my head.

I dream about taking a ski elevator up and down from a mountain (returning theme) i just like the view. I see a big clock of some sort and in it is a sugar like substance that seems yellow and dirty- "caffeine/sugar" i figure i am ill. i say something, and the sugary stuff dissapears from the watch and it starts ticking again and its pointers start moving. i go to he doctor, i fear i have blood-stop in my legs and tell him to look on the scary bulges on there. the doctor doesnt seem to care or be worried.
Suddently i am in another place, jungle like, there is a giant venus flytrap (i was given one on christmas eve) it has only one head, and it is about to open it. its mouth seems human, it is full of goo and slime. i poke it and the head slams open. inside is dirt, and a regular venus is growing inside. i understand there must be worms in the earth so the little venus will live, but it is not in the earth, the earth is my head, and the worms start crawling on my scalp. at first it feels rather comfortable, despite the worms being ugly and icky, but more and more appear and they start nibblin on my head. i cant bear the ticling and i fear the will start digging in my brain. i brutally awaken, but it was most relieving knowing that i was not ill of the blood-stop. (veins being blocked)

I succseeded in a WILD, I pictured a litle yellow ball running on the inside of me as if i were hollow and then i was paralyzed. i Had some weak dreams but it was very seethrough and it was hard to stay in dream. I asked if astral projection is possible and tried to summon people but none came, although i did feel like there were people there. I also tried asking a dreamcharacter questions but he didnt understand what i was saying and replied oddly. I fell asleep properly later but i have no recall from that.

I haven't focused much on my dreams lately due to life changes. I have lived in England for nearly three months now and will go back to norway soon. My dreams have been heavily affected.

Recall and lucidity has been low, but there has been new experiences that puzzle me. I have been searching for answers into the spiritual, and there has been findings, but they may just be my imagination.

I am not used to sharing beds with people. After a few weeks of first doing so regularly, I had some strange awakening moments where I was half asleep and awake. My boyfriend would go to work, but I still had a powerful sensation of him being present. I dubbed it "his spirit" when I explained to him what I dreamt. This spirit did not act like he would do usually, but it had his appearance and would reassure me of safety and protection (without speaking) but he would not let me awake either. This spirit have been reappearing most days, and I feel trapped in the mornings unable to awaken and get up. I do not feel fear when I dream of this spirit, though it has been violently "holding me down". I awoke, but had some form of dream paralyzis. I tried to force my eyes open but I could not (have experienced this only 3 times in my life) and i could "see" with my eyes shut that he was holding my right arm down, and i tired to lift it straight up. Suddently it all gave in and i sat up in the bed feeling a bit weird and exhausted. I cannot recall what I did after, but I think I went back to sleep trusting the spirit to protect me.

I am recalling dreams very well once again. I make drawings and artworks out of them.
Here is a dream scetch:

Here is an old dream scetch that I renewed from 2008:


They are unfinished idea scetches that I might work on completing but probably won't.

Had many dreams last night so will only summarize and focus on the interesting bits.

summaries:
deadly current with fish.
knitting on a train.
bunige.net parrots eating my nails.
Joined a halo game where my team was pinned and helped them.
Oblivion cave mission magic stuff... wich turned into an epic dream of awesome:

...Inside a massive cave, somehow "we" have awakened a giant skeleton boss bonster god, some sword artifact was involved. Either way we get out and away. making our way to the top of the mountain, a clear path is cut out right to the top, where the mountain has a small cave chamber. We run up there, away from an army of tribespeople trying to hunt us down. This is a dead end. I and photolysis stand on the top with nowhere to go, at this point I wake up from my dream, and remember that I am supposed to try the lucid challendge, apple to professor, leaves on and off tree. k. i phase back to sleep while this imagery is flicking aorund in my head uncontrollably. Back in dream I have lost interest in Photolysis, him being imaginary and I focus on the first task, where to get a professor? I realize that this scenario is irrelevant and that this dream in unecseary, I cna imagine anything, many images and possible solution flash in my head like I am flipping thorugh a book of pages, I give the apple to multiple people, the apple is infinite. I give photlysis the apple. I think about the tree, it is now in front of the caveopening. The scenario is very beautiful. Surreal mountin top in a stormy endless landscape with nothing but the sky and horizon. its all brown and deep dark orange/red, as though the sky is volcanic but the sun is shining through, and right on the top here is us and a dead, twisted tree with only a few leaves left. "this will require a lot of consentration" I say. But then I was awakened by my mobile phone.

What should be noted here, is all the same time I had this dream with the mountain, My brain was also trying to excuse how it was possible, i dreamt at the same time that i was in a lvingroom at christmas, reading cartoons and eating calendar chocolate and many other things i cannot recall fully, this sort of duality, that i knew it was fake because i was dreaming, but aslo because it made sense that i was in these places (reading).

I will make scetchs of multiple of these dreams, but I cannot upoad them until I get back home, im on a cottage with mobile phone internet and its very limited.

emotions: deep rumbling pressure as though underneath machinery underwater.
Something deeper and heavier than me. perhasa form of awe or respect? not quite that though. i dont have proper vocabulary for the feelings.

I woke up with a rhyme in my head as part of a larger song and larger dream:

(...) acting like a man, (...) but i will never understand, you are spending all these moments, you are strutting in the sand.

there were about five rhymes but I only recalled one at awakening.

The song was to have elements from songs I have heard in real life, the rythm from a song by the beasitie boys... and some other things..