Man of Shred's New Dreams

Not so great Recall last night. Woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't go back to sleep. I'll include some dreams from the other night as well.

Walking

Flash of walking with Asuka in some town. we enter some park where there is some intersecting walkway paths. We take the longer route to talk more.

Brief Lucid

I'm falling asleep and find myself at work. Everything looks different so I RC. but the dream fades out.

note: I should keep RCing at work!

Recalling Dreams From a parallel Universe.

I'm in bed and I start remembering flashes of dreams I had a few days ago. I vividly remember lying in bed and remembering these dreams. But I actually don't remember remembering them. It's like they are my dreams but they belong to someone else. They are my dreams but so foreign.

I get up and Asuka is there. I say. "Are you helping me recall dreams from your MoSh that died?"
She nods. "Well stop it." I say. "It's freaking the fuck out of me. I have enough on my plate as it is already.". She says sorry and starts crying.

Teleporting

I'm outside my house in olds. Some new people are moving in. I try to talk to them but they completely Ignore me. I walk down the street to Uptown.

Later I enter a building. I get semi lucid and find myself in a strange building. I feel like I have to teleport somewhere. I see a yellow box that's finger painted by children or something. I remember I once teleported in a dream by going inside a cardboard box, thinking of the place and then opening it. I go into the box but can't close it. The edges are covered with fresh candle wax. I pull the edges together anyway while wax continually drips on me.

I give up and decide to try and manifest a bigger cardboard box. someone else is with me now disguised as my cousin. It's the alternate Asuka. but I don't realize it's her. She asks me what I'm doing. I say I am trying to teleport to an alternate universe, and I need a carboard box. She says she'll help. We enter another room and find a cardboard paper. for some reason I am writing a message on it. The Asuka says i should give up my message and she'll help me make a teleportation device.


WTF

I enter a building like a music hall. Some strange girl runs up to me and says "OMG you're that awesome guitar player from youtube." She grabs my neck and strangles me while continuing to shout that she's happy to meet me. I have some mixed feelings about this.

alternate me

i am in a familiar bar. I am with someone. Ileave him for a while and go back to the table. He's drinking himself silly. I try and tell him that there's an Asuka he can meet in case mine dies like his did. He drinks more and whines that he'd never remember her anyway. He even ruined all of his friendships with Nomad, Walms, Cacophony, Sererenity, and others. And his Raven is continually trying to heal him in dreams and it's pissing him off. I tell him if he doesn't have his act together by the time My asuka gets her flame back. I'll keep both Asuka's to myself. then I thank him for reminding me where I don't want to end up.

Nomad

Vague dream where I was with nomad and Cacophony. can't remember the details. but I remember it was a good dream.

even tho I am trying to not focus on shared dreaming... I still wind up with others... go figure.

The grounding continues.

Lots of dreams about picnic tables.


Breaking into Jail

I'm going up a hill with someone. Maybe Alternate Asuka... We enter a building that's like a prison. We are trying to enter it. Some Dcs come up to us and tell us in Kaelin sees us he's going to kill us. I see kaelin come up to us and he says it's ok that we are here but we should leave.

I briefly remember leaving.

Car

I briefly remember visiting my neighbor tony... but later I am driving a car down the street. Tony runs up to us really fast. But he looks like Matt. he has long hair dyed blue. He is smiling and laughing about something.

Jail again.

Briefly Remember leaving this jail with Asuka. We walk down a long path until it's nightfall. I become Semi lucid. I briefly ask how how I leave this place. She says meditate by the tree. I find a huge tree and sit in front of it. I begin meditating. I feel myself merge with the tree.



Don Juan at my picnic table

I'm sitting outside in my back yard. I'm sitting on a picnic table. Very vague dream. But it's more like I am in two dreams at once. In one I'm sitting on the picnic table talking to Don juan Matus. I consciously shift to another dream where I am sitting with Raven Knight at the table. I am relaying the information from don Juan to her. I'm sure the information is specifically for her. But for some reason I have to take his info and then give it to her. Something about how she doesn't have enough personal power to reach him. But he's leaving me with instructions for her from him. I think it's a way to reach him. Since she wasn't supposed to remember the information from our previous meeting with him. He was rather impressed that she was able to pull the information out anyway.

He thinks it could be an ongoing friendship with her. where he relays to her information that she writes down. She may be able to put it down in a book. But first. She must do something for him.. she must follow his instructions he has given her in order to reach him. She must keep and follow these instructions for herself. If she has a super hard time understanding them however, she is allowed to tell some of it to myself, I can give her hints.

Sorry Raven that's the most I can recall.

Alternate Asuka at my picnic table

She's telling me that since I have my Asuka back. She should probably leave and continue her journey to figure out her path. She might check up on the MoSh I visited. But she might look into other options. She thanks me for allowing her to stay. I tell her she's welcome to come by anytime and visit us, just in case she needs support.

Cacophony at my picnic Table

I'm with C at my picnic table. She's telling me that she's not ignoring me. She hopes she wasn't giving me the wrong idea by not getting a hold of me lately. She keeps saying sorry. She says something like there's something that is priority. Not sure. She hopes we can continue our friendship. She then gives me some gift wrapped in some sort of cloth.

Clean

I'm in some place like a garden section of Home Hardware. there is some girl cleaning and doing a really good job. Some lady compliments me, that my girlfriend is really good at cleaning.

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Don Juan at my picnic table

I'm sitting outside in my back yard. I'm sitting on a picnic table. Very vague dream. But it's more like I am in two dreams at once. In one I'm sitting on the picnic table talking to Don juan Matus. I consciously shift to another dream where I am sitting with Raven Knight at the table. I am relaying the information from don Juan to her. I'm sure the information is specifically for her. But for some reason I have to take his info and then give it to her. Something about how she doesn't have enough personal power to reach him. But he's leaving me with instructions for her from him. I think it's a way to reach him. Since she wasn't supposed to remember the information from our previous meeting with him. He was rather impressed that she was able to pull the information out anyway.

He thinks it could be an ongoing friendship with her. where he relays to her information that she writes down. She may be able to put it down in a book. But first. She must do something for him.. she must follow his instructions he has given her in order to reach him. She must keep and follow these instructions for herself. If she has a super hard time understanding them however, she is allowed to tell some of it to myself, I can give her hints.

Sorry Raven that's the most I can recall.

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Thanks for what you did recall. :hug: I will see what else I can find out through dream viewing or from Q.

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Alternate Asuka at my picnic table

She's telling me that since I have my Asuka back. She should probably leave and continue her journey to figure out her path. She might check up on the MoSh I visited. But she might look into other options. She thanks me for allowing her to stay. I tell her she's welcome to come by anytime and visit us, just in case she needs support.

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If the alternate Asuka wants to talk to another woman, Serena will be happy to meet with her and talk to her. She doesn't have to be alone.

And like that, Ranma finally remembers dreams with Raven! yay!

fight at the karaoke bar.

I'm in some bar sitting ion the back with someone. Maybe it was Asuka. I am watching two young guys play guitar. and an older guy, their dad, Is playing with them. They are doing pretty good. Some guy with an accordion is trying to play along with them. The dad says "That's great, try to fit in with our music." But the kids don't like the Accordion guy. They get mad, throw a fit, and walk off stage. The father chases after them yelling.

Later I am sitting at the same table. someone beside me, who I'm sure is Asuka says the karaoke has started. I am watching a large flat screen monitor on the back wall. I hear a song start and A guy is singing. I can't see him. But it sounds like it's professionally recorded. I think "The sound is too well mixed, no way it's real karaoke".

I get up and see a guy singing into a microphone. I walk past him and a little divider where the DJ is. I see he has stacks of books to pick songs from. I ask him for one. he looks at me and says. "Ohh look what we have here!". He's dressed like a gay biker. He has a leather vest brown hair and a fake mustache. He goes up to me and pinches the base of my dick. Really hard too. It really hurts. The pain knocks me on my ass. He giggles and sits down. I get up and say something like "I can't believe you did that... that's Sexual assault asshole" I shoot a tentacle out of my hand. grap him and throw him past the divider down a hall.

He lands and turns into a big guy with a shaved head. I start doing Tiger and crane kung fu on him. I claw his face and try to sweep him. My foot get's caught because he's heavy. I keep pushing though and somehow manage to flip him instead of trip him. He lands and I am holding his arm in a strange position. I almost break it. but He gets up mad. I punch him a few times. Now he has short brown hair. He has two blue and yellow bic lighters in his one hand so I take them from him. He says "good", meaning it's bad for me to have his lighter??? Whatever so I throw the lighters into a room. He looks at them and goes to chase them but I push his head and slam it against a door frame. Memory fades after this.

Strange bedroom

I'm in some house with scott, and some smaller girl. We enter a basement. I find a secret room hidden behind a bookshelf. for some reason I say we should leave this open. I am very worried about someone taking the girl into the hidden room and molesting her. So I keep the bookshelf away from the door so everyone can see the room. Later I am flying up the saircase and meet someone.

Car

I am driving on a highway in a place that's a cross between alberta and BC. My brother is driving. I Dial up my old friend steve from calgary. I begin talking to him. My brother keeps interrupting me. So i say "Shut up! I'm talking to my friend". I listen closer to hear what my friend is saying. But now I don't hear anything. He hung up on me! but somehow we drive to his house looking for him.


Serenity


I am walking down a dark hallway and run into Serenity really quickly. She seems really surprised that I am there. I forget what happens after.

What?

I am talking with Asuka. I say it's really nice she earned some of her freedom. I should gtet her a gift... What does she want. She smiles and says "The Amazing Toilet!"

There were other fragments but I forgot them all...

I still laugh whenever I read "The amazing toilet" what did you say that was?

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I still laugh whenever I read "The amazing toilet" what did you say that was?

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Knowing my luck The Amazing toilet, will probably try to eat her or shoot Dark Energy projectiles into her... ummm yeah.

Banana

I remember being in someone's house. They were wondering what they should eat or something. I pull out a banana and unravel it. but of course unrwapping it is strange in a dream. I end up taking one of the ends off. After that my memory fades.

Future LD

I am walking around in a futuristic city semi lucid. I remember something about Raven. I'm supposed to find her or something. I fly up and go through a portal. (This dream was so vague I wish I remembered how i opened a portal, since when I'm fully lucid i seem to have trouble opening them)

Malmsteen.




I was walking into my house that looked like the old music building at my old high school.
I [paused at the door when I was opening it because I heard music. It sounded likt Yngwie Malmsteen was at my house. It sounded like he was playing for children. It sounded like one of the kids did like it. they were complaining. Yngwie Told the kid to shut up and took a break.

I walked in when it sounded like he was getting ready to play again. I saw him in a living room with a couple of kids sitting in front of him. He was plying my ibanez and was hooked up to a line 6 spider amp (I don't like line six.) Andyway I sat on my couch and decided to listen. I saw a bookshelf and pulled a book out. It was Written by Pedro Fernando. I thought, "Oh wow this guy has the same name as my DV friend.) Asuka went up to me and said that there were several volumes of his book that had gone missing recently and she didn't know where to find them.

Bank

I went a bank machine to pull out money. I didn't think i had much left. It printed out a balance sheet that was way to long. But it said I still had $192 left in my account. Which was more than I had expected.

Raven

Brief Dream where I am talking to raven. We are talking about how our dreams seem to match up well, but somehow nomads are vastly different at times. we were reading his DJ while we did this. we talked a lot about how we don't always remember his bizarre perceptions of us. I remember talking about how when we Helped Asuka, Raven doesn't remember me and her turning into a dragon.

Theater

I am walking into some movie theater. I find a seat by some woman with a baby and a carriage. I figured it was the alternate asuka. Then the Real Asuka came by with another cairrage with a baby. Asuka looked like a cute native american woman. She was telling me how both babies are like sisters. but the alternate one has green eyes instead.

Running

I am running in a dingy part of some City. I am frantically trying to find a building. When I find the building I go to the corner and run into cacophony. I tell her I am in a rush right now. There is a pressing matter at hand. She seems to understand. I wave goodbye and enter the building.

Now I am in a strange apartment building climbing some stairs. Everything is dark. I run into my Asuka and the alternate one. The Alternate one says her baby is really sick and may die. I see it flying around. It's filled with dark energy. Me and both Asukas try to capture it. It's face is all black.

Mall

I am in a mall Representation of the DV forum. i am wandering around it. Nomad is there. he's jumping into people's posts. He keeps dissapearing. I am trying to talk to him about something but everytime I find him. He jumps into another post.

I find a store with my last name on it: Lennox. I walk inside and there is a vegetable and fruit stand. Everything in the store is green. The bananas, oranges, apples, carrots and the like. Everything else is vitamin supplements in green containers. I shrug and leave the store.

My mom is waiting for me outside the store. I tell her I have no money to giver her and she walks away. I spot nomad again and run after him. but then he jumps into a post by some newbie asking how to share dreams.


violin

I am playing a violin (I don't know how to in waking life). I am playing vivaldis winter. but it sounds like an electric guitar.



Lost

I'm in olds talking to a woman online. She's driving a car and trying to find a town in alberta called Haneng. (there is no town in alberta called that). In the dream I remember the town exists, but I can't seem to remember where it was.

now I'm in the truck with the woman. we are driving into calgary. I tell the woman I am hungry and will buy a map there. We stop at a husky. I go in and order some food. I eat really cuick and look for the store section.

I find myself in some warehouse section. I find two chinese guys. I ask them where I can buy a map. They lead me into the store part of the place but my memory fades here.

lol I keep laughing whenever I read the dreams where you discuss about nomad, and where you try to catch him, and that video looks creepy <.<

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Running

I am running in a dingy part of some City. I am frantically trying to find a building. When I find the building I go to the corner and run into cacophony. I tell her I am in a rush right now. There is a pressing matter at hand. She seems to understand. I wave goodbye and enter the building.

Now I am in a strange apartment building climbing some stairs. Everything is dark. I run into my Asuka and the alternate one. The Alternate one says her baby is really sick and may die. I see it flying around. It's filled with dark energy. Me and both Asukas try to capture it. It's face is all black.

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Creepy!! :(

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Raven

Brief Dream where I am talking to raven. We are talking about how our dreams seem to match up well, but somehow nomads are vastly different at times. we were reading his DJ while we did this. we talked a lot about how we don't always remember his bizarre perceptions of us. I remember talking about how when we Helped Asuka, Raven doesn't remember me and her turning into a dragon.


Mall

I am in a mall Representation of the DV forum. i am wandering around it. Nomad is there. he's jumping into people's posts. He keeps dissapearing. I am trying to talk to him about something but everytime I find him. He jumps into another post.

I find a store with my last name on it: Lennox. I walk inside and there is a vegetable and fruit stand. Everything in the store is green. The bananas, oranges, apples, carrots and the like. Everything else is vitamin supplements in green containers. I shrug and leave the store.

My mom is waiting for me outside the store. I tell her I have no money to giver her and she walks away. I spot nomad again and run after him. but then he jumps into a post by some newbie asking how to share dreams.

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I remembered this and a lot more. Before it, I caused a massive train wreck :laugh: and after this I was looking around in the mall looking for a new XBox 360 and asking random idiotic DCs about Walms while you chased Nomad everywhere!

So you four (allison mosh nomad raven) have similar kinds of dreams often?

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So you four (allison mosh nomad raven) have similar kinds of dreams often?

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Yes!

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So you four (allison mosh nomad raven) have similar kinds of dreams often?

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We all share dreams on a pretty regular basis. :cheeky: The dreams we share will be very similar, other than that they are quite different. :)

How do you do it? It´s prolly hard to explain though.

there are tutorials written by nomad and myself in the beyond dreaming section.

Last night's dreams:

What?

some sort of sex dream. Very vague. the room was pretty dark. May have been with two people in this one...

Darkness

i'm in the dark room again. This time there are these weird beings that look like macroscopic viruses. They are huge floated balls of grey energy with tentacles growing out of them. In one part of the dream I become one of them, for some reason.

Later I am trying to fight them off or something when I see N running down the hallway through the door. I go to chase her. I see one of the energy viruses shoot a tentacle into her. she screams.

Car chase

I'm on the GTA San Andreas dreamscape. I am chasing some crime lord or something down a long road. Eventually I manage to knock him off the road. He's flung from the car and I go up to him. His face is glowing red from the flames in his car a few feet away. He's rambling about his mother and how he never had a father.

Spider man?

I'm scaling some walls and climbing on them. I keep seeing movie posters about myelf being the new spider man. I see a ledge on a n apartment that belongs to me. I remember jumping to it.

N again

I'm on some street arguing with N. She seems to be shouting at me and calling me down. I tell her she's infected and needs healing. She says "I don't care if your a Nagual. I'm just some dirty bitch who doesn't want to be cleaned. Is that what I am to you? some dirty dish that needs to be cleaned. Go ahead and try asshole"

I try to explain to her that different enrgies affect dream perception, and that it needs to be cleaned. But she zips off in a flash.

Loaf?

I was reading a private message from loaf. He was saying he thought I was a total idiot or something.

Bedroom

I'm in my apartment. I am talking to my one guide or something. But for some reason I jump through the floor into another apartment that belongs to my brother.

all these dreams were very vague...

Damn! So many dreams, so little time!

I dreamt we were at a bar with Cacophony, and I started singing karaoke, but I was tripping on salvia, so the world melted.

Using library computer so will type as many dreams as I can in one hour.

Garbage Dump.

I am with my dad at some garbage dump. We are pushing piles of garbage over for some reason. There is a women's painting crew helping us on some other piles. They say they are taking a break to make some hot chocolate. I go an join them.


Watching Avatar

I am upstairs in my house. someone tells me to go downstairs to eat. I follow a brown haired girl (Shawna) around 4-5 years old down the stairs. I come to a dining room where a light brown haired woman is sitting. She has really long haired tied back. She doesn't acknowledge my presence. (alternate Asuka)

I sit down beside the child and begin eating my meal. I notice the young girl is look at the Avatar movie case. There' also a storybook that goes along with it. I tell the girl I like the movie and if she wants, I'll watch it with her. I finish my meal quickly and go around the table. The woman's legs are crossed and blocking my walkway. "Excuse me" I say As I try to walk by. She doesn't acknowledge me. "EXCUSE ME". I say a bit louder and the woman moves her legs. She moves them.

I begin walking upstairs. I can hear the little girl's voice right behind me. I look behind me and she's not there. i continue walking and still hear her voice. I go to the upstairs kitchen and see my dog Wilson lying on the floor. His body is missing, he is a disembodied head. His eyes are colored like they would be if he were blind. He looks asleep. The girl giggles and he looks around briefly as if frightened.

I put my dish away and head towards the washroom. I try to turn on the light. nothing happens. I switch it back and forth a few times but nothing happens. I go back to another wall and find secondary light switches. I switch them a few times and nothing happens. Instead i hear computer beeps that come from something like and old DOS video game. I become lucid but wake up.

Notes:

-watching more movies.
- Vex lives in my house???
- I walk around and people call me drunk, i look in the mirror and my face is covered in drywall mud.
-My Asuka is infected. She kills a man or DC infront of me. it is horrifying.
- Dogs bite my arm to let me know something is wrong with my inner world. I meet a ninja with a type of bo staff that is merely for show.
Next night:

- I kick alternate Asuka out of my inner world, for infecting my Asuka, De activating data, and locking up my Shawna in her room. (shawna can heal asuka if infected).
- I am trapped in some van with some people.
- me and Asuka play a hands game.
- Asuka goes to tai chi?

Last night low recall:

Cacophony


Flash of walking in something like an army bunker place. Lots of army people around. Henrik Flyman pops out and says "hi" to me. He says something like Cacophony is around but she'll be bad for me or something. I see a tank going into the place I fly up to it and open the hatch. she's inside. I forget much of what happens after.

???

Flash of hugging a small child on a couch. We were both sad about something.

guitar

flash of watching myself play guitar. My hands are so small, but i seem to be doing really well on the guitar.

Gary

long dream that I've mostly forgotten. I remember going to my old house and finding that Gary lived there. He was joking about something. We did some activity but I can't recall it.

Other dreams over the past few days

More movies

I'm downstairs in a living room with a few people watching a movie. There's alternate Asuka, Another man and a few others. We are watching a movie about a child who dreams or something. They decide to watch the sequel halfway through the movie. I want to finish watching the other one, so i ask alternate Asuka if i can take the dvd and finish watching it my room.

I go uptstairs. her and the other man follow me and we go out for a smoke. I can't find my shoes. I remember my mother was living with us? (I'm sure it was my Asuka). And I find one of my shoes in the middle of the hallway. I put it on. I reach in my pocket and pull out two halved cigarettes. i light one and head towards outside. Then I remember i need my other shoe. I find it among a mat of other shoes, but it's caked with snow. I have an image in my head of my Asuka dressed like my mother of her throwing my shoe in the snow and then putting it there on the shoe mat. She then storms into her room and shuts the door. The other Asuka and the man come in and I'm now smoking a whole cigarette.

vex

I enter my house and think that for some reason Vex has moved in. There's no one in the house. Her room is closed and locked. i go into my room and sleep. I then get up after I sleep. I go into the living room. The Vex door is stillclosed. There's a note pad lying on the couch. there's some large black words scribbled on them. I go to look at them but I decide to go outside instead.


outside


I emerge outside. It's morning out and there are grey clouds in the sky. My house is on top of a hill. There's a pathway there that I walk down towards the street. As i'm walking two Native Americans are staring at me As I walk by them. One points at me and says "Shit, he must be drunk". I make an effort to walk more straight.

I make it to the street and cross a large bridge. After that i go to some store. I go into the washroom and look into the mirror. My face is caked with dried drywall mud. it coats my entire bottom face and down my neck. I have an image of my Asuka going crazes and throwing the mud at me when I'm in one of my lower dreaming states where I am basically as slow as a zombie. She laughs at me.

Johnny quickdeath Learns to swim.

I get back to the bridge. Asuka is there with some man (probably a DC). She's yelling at me screaming she's going to kill my friend "johnny". I tell her to stop. She picks him up and throws him off the bridge. It's a long fall into the water. Reminds me of the suicide bridge in san Francisco.

i fly down to save him, but watch him fall into it. I know he's dead. I am screaming "No johnny! no!" I see his clothes float up to the surface. Iwait a bit wacthing for him. A lifeless body floats upwards. i see it's him. But then he begins to movie. I freak out thinking he's a zombie.

Dogs

I'm at some party gathering at my house. I am upstairs. In the hallway I play with two dogs. But one bites me really hard on the hand. I manage to escape his bite. (dogs biting me in dreams always indicate something going wrong in my inner world). I get to a couch with some people. i look at my hand. I index finger looks dislocated, and there's some deep cuts in it. Alternate Asuka gasps at the site. I tell her it no longer hurts.

I get up and go down some hallway into a training room. There's some Ninja man there. He designed a bo staff that's made of small metal pieces. on the ends are ribbons that shoot out. I grab it and begin twirling it. the ribbons shoot out above me and spin in a circular motion. they span out creating a color wheel. it looks amazing. there's two strings that come from the staff. It's no longer a staff now. On the ends of the strings are tabs that are lit up. i take one tab and the Ninja takes the other tab. We walk down the hallway with them into my house. The one light on my tab goes out.


Van

first I remember being at a house in a street kind of like calgary. Next memory i am in a van with some people. It is dark and we are allsquished against one another. I am squished up against some fat guy.

Hands game

i'm at an out door restaurant with Asuka. (who seemed to be more herself that night). We are playing some game with our hands. i am supposed to slap them or something. But instead i hit her hands kind of hard. It's kind of fun tho.

Tai Chi

I go into some tai chi class. The hall looks like it's the place my cousin use to teach at in chilliwack. I am sitting and watching some young girls get into position in the class. One girl i seem to like is asian with long black hair. I have a most vivid image of her long black hair. It seems like I have seen it a million times. when i woke up I realized it was asuka.

Moon

I am looking at the moon up in the sky. Around the rim of the moon is chiseled in some words. I say to who's with me "It's going to be pretty hard to deny and Alien presence there now isn't it?" I am on a grey slab. It occurs to me I am on the moon in one of the letters and the moon i see is just a reflection.

don juan

i am in a cave with Lonewolf , don Juan Matus, and mothsdream. Wolf and DJ are making jokes about me becoming a New Nagual. At one point a large tentacle comes out of my umbilical region. It is emanating a bluish light. I become vaguely lucid. Don juan says something about waking up the intent in a dream, Reaching the Second attention in the dream state, is difficult to come by at first, because we habitually run through our whole lives with little attention on the world around us. Dreeaming attention is like a lens that must be focused. It can take a great amount of effort to make focusing the lens in a fluid manner. he said sooner or later I should have no problem reaching the dreaming attention whenever i want with my Will.

not sure if that's exactly what he said. But the feeling I got from the dream.

Strange pool

i'm leaving a public pool. I get into a car with Asuka. I tell her i have the wrong glasses and go back. I remember looking into a mirror and seeing I was wearing flower shaped sunglasses.

i go into the changing room, which seems to be a unisex one. i'm walking with no shirt on. A short woman smiles at me and says something like "you wanna do What in my ass?". I think "WTF". and find my regular glasses. I then leave the place.

Twins

i go into a parking lot where I find my ex gf there with her twin sister. I haven't seen her in a while. She's pregnant, which i think is odd, because she can't have children. her sister is sitting facing away from me with a large man. there's a young boy or man with Mel. I tell her i wanna have a smoke with her.

She follows me. i ask her where she has been lately. She looks at me and says it's none of her bussiness. Her face changes into Asuka, then changes into another face. one that seems cold. I say "woah. I'm not stalking you, asking where you are living. i just want to know how you've been". she turns to me and says coldy "I'm leaving you."

The twin sister was Asuka from the alternate universe..

So many dreams, weird alternate asuka, and dang, killing someone in front of you, sounds awful.

This alternate Asuka is turning out to be causing a lot of trouble. My feelings support what you say about her being responsible, and my feelings also tell me the alternate Asuka has become very ill in the heart and needs to be healed. That is now a goal of mine, find and heal the alternate Asuka.

last night... very low recall.

House?

I'm in some strange house with some people. i think SHM was there. or his presence was felt.... At one point I remember chasing someone through lots of hallways. I thought it was strange that I could run really fast. I wound up in some room. Data came up to me and handed me a beer bottle cap. as he handed it to me he said "Want a beer people?" I looked at it and it had a face that seemed alive. As I ate it the "beer people" thingy screamed.

Serenity

I was walking with Asuka in Calgary. We go to some large building and meet serenity there. I forget what happens afterwards.

Hand

I fall into a lucid that lasts only a few seconds long. I am walking down my street looking at my hand and counting my fingers on the hand

I had other Hypnagogic Imagery of something like a gaia avatar. A woman with black hair.

Quote:

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I was walking with Asuka in Calgary. We go to some large building and meet serenity there. I forget what happens afterwards.

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You were in my dream as well, but the scenery was different.

notes:

- being in chilliwack with cory wu
- weird out door place, people are watching an old jack nicholson movie about hippies.
- I run into a DV member Aquanina and talk to her about the last dream.
- Bar, i am really drunk and hit on everyone.
- running away from dogs.
- eyes of the Nagual
- My dad says his apartment is near amandas
- hallway where a woman is bitching out people in a line. Kaelin turns into a dog.
- many short HH lucids where i am staring at my hand.