Thank you so much, I don't mind.
I am very excited to document last night's happenings. I, with much enthusiasm, don't remember it, but I quickly turned of my alarm at 3:30. Two minutes later I knew my partner-in-training was up, from a text message. Of course, I later found out he was in much pain in the night, he cramped up when he woke up. I was on my own. Ten minutes of yawning and trying to keep my eyes open passed, and I settled back into bed. I muttered at least 1o times the normal... "I will remember this dream, I will make it a reality," etc. I soon after started imagining settings, anything familiar, often hallucination-like[a random banana...]. After probably 15 seconds of this, I felt myself slipping... my feet, which I supposed had been pretty tense, relaxed completely and I could barely move, but I was still awake. I pulled myself out of whatever the heck that was, and began again. This time, an almost tingly, but freakish sensation ran up my legs. I backed out again because I was quite nervous, figuring it was a result of drifting off. Again I thought, and the same sensation rose all the way into my cheeks. It was too funny feeling for me, and I thought a little more on the dream I had upon awakening, and I guess I just fell back asleep as normal.
What's totally awesome is the fact that I remember my normal dreams. It was a continuation, for the most part. That rarely happens to me. All I remeber of the first part is that Robert, a good friend of mine, was being very.. touchy... with me. Hands on my legs, etc. It made me very uncomfortable, 'cause I knew, as in reality, I had Caleb, and found love already! The setting was school, but not in the sense that I realized it was... so... I guess I'm not sure about that.
The latter of this experience was still based around Robert, but with more characters. At first the beginning, I think I was still in the school-like setting, but in a very posh room, with nice furniture. There were a lot of blonde guys, one I know from Geography class, and the rest were just random prep-boys. Also there, as she would be in reality, was a liar named Nicole. I thought nothing of it. With me the whole time were Megan, my best friend for ten years, and Robert. A few minutes in the room, and Robert was licking my neck, exactly like Caleb does. The kid from my Geography class, Paul, was sitting in front of me, on the floor, while Robert and I were on a turquoise ottoman. I don't remember anything except a little dog and walking through school corridors until I found myself in a very nice auditorium, much like the one I went to see Dream Theater in this past August. I talked to Mrs. B, my mom's good friend, and took a seat, looking around for Megan and Robert. Turns out I was sitting right next to them the entire time, Megan in a costume, kinda guy-ish looking… They laughed at me… that’s it, I believe.
I do know this one has meaning, for the day of [yesterday] someone was in a bad mood and said Robert and I should just start dating, since we spend a LOT of time together at school. It kinda freaked me out…. And I saw Mrs. B, at a concert so I know where that came from too.
I guess I should also mention that I’m on a small dosage of the anti-depressant sertraline. {Zoloft}for anxiety… and meds for acid reflux.
[Oh, I wrote most of this early in the morning... but sadly didn't get to finish before I had to leave.]
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