Thread: The Dreams of Jade_Iris

20/08/2004

I had this weird dream last night. I can't recall exactly what happened but this is just what I can remember. There was this huge house. Kinda reminded me of a castle but was a bit smaller. There was gonna be this party or celebration going on for the, I'm just guessing here, princess. Before the party even began word was going around that there were assassins or something were gonna try to either kill or capture the "princess". So, this "princess's" father comes up to me and asks me to play the decoy princess. At first I was like what the hell? Then I agreed to it for some reason. Pretty much they put me into this blue gown, made my hair look nice, then put the crown on to top it off. I really felt like a princess then.

During the party I noticed some suspicious people in amongst the guest. I knew they were the ones who were after the princess. So I made my way out of the house and jumped on a horse drawn taxi thing. I began to ride through town, hoping to lure the enemy away. I don't know if it worked but I know the disguise worked on the people from the city. Everyone thought I was this princess. They all gave me such wonderful respect. I couldn't dare tell them the truth. I was tempted to say I wasn't but it was so hard, lol!

10/09/2004

It started out with some sort of competition going on. I wasn't involved but I was going to go watch or something. The organizer of it was the one, the only, Dilandau-sama!(1) Man, did he look HOT! lol! Any ways, I had shown up early for the event and I guess I caught his eye. He kept flirting with me and whatnot. I told him I had a boyfriend and he didn't seem to care. It was so hard to not want to flirt back.

Then later, someone was having a party at their place(which later turned into my high school). I went and it was all fun. I was gonna head home because I was tired or something. So I was walking out behind the school and that's when I saw Christal's van(2). I just kept walking, minding my own business.

Her van stopped, and she got out. When I saw that, I turned back and headed inside the school. Christal followed me. We started yelling at each other. She did more yelling because I was trying to ignore her. I think she wanted to apologize and I said it's too late for apologies or something like that. Of course, being the bitch that she is, she couldn't take no for an answer and kept harassing me to accept her apology.

foot notes:
1) Dilandau a character from an anime called Vision of Escaflowne. He was one of the villians for the most part of the series.
2) Christal is an ex-friend of mine. We got into this big bad fight about a year ago from when this dream occurred. Before our fight happened, we use to be really close friends.

16/10/2004

I had a few weird dreams last night. Two involved the same sort of theme.

In one, I was running through a city. I'm guess it was my hometown but I'm not sure. I think I was being chased by something or someone because I remember running down a lot of allies and shit as if to lose whoever may have been following me. I ran all day and finally came to a stop at about sunset. I was standing at the entrance to a park when the sun was setting. For some reason there was snow on the ground too, lots of it. There was a big yellow slide and I decided to go down it. When I got to the bottom I came across a homeless guy. He looked like he was maybe a bit older than myself(20-ish). He said he needed a new diaper so I went and bought him one. It cost me four dollars but I didn't seem to care.

The next dream involved another chase. I was a warrior mage/elf or something. I can't remember what. All I know is that I lived in the forest with other mystical/mythical creatures like myself. Now, we needed something from the city/kingdom that neighboured our forest. No one wanted to go because the moment any of us would set foot in there, we'd be practically hunted down and thrown in the dungeons. I volunteered to go. I was scared to but someone had to do it.

The city was like a huge maze! I ran as soon as I sensed a guard following me. Then, out of nowhere my horse shows up. So we're leaping over walls searching for and collecting these things we needed. To be honest, it felt like a video game, lol! Any ways, there was someone else on horseback who was now following me. I got very panicked. They were gaining on me fast.

I ended up at the castle and then got caught. I spoke to the king and queen. the king wanted to have me killed but the queen(bless her soul) wanted to spare my life. So I was set free.

The other dream involved me, my friend Jewels and I think my younger cousin Jessica. I can't quite recall what happened exactly. I know there was a time where me and Jewels were in a park or something and she was rolling up the grass like it was a rug or something. She said she wanted it for her house or something. Something else happened but it's too disgusting to post so sorry. Any ways, I don't think you'd wanna know. Trust me, it was really sick and I wish I could just forget it.

I remember having another dream but I can't quite remember it.

06/11/2004

I had a weird dream last night. It was so all over the place too. At one point I was at school. We were given a project in history which I didn't understand. Well the instructions that is. Any ways, it was bugging the hell out of me. I tried asking people what the hell the teacher meant. I got no clear answer.

So I went to my locker. Andrea was there. I don't know why. She wasn't enrolled at school and I'm pretty sure she's off at college now. Any ways, she tried to talk to me and I didn't want to. So I went to unlock my locker only to find that it was already unlocked and the lock was actually locked onto the hole thing while the door was wide open. I freaked out. Who would do that!? No one knows my combo.

Then I was having a sleep over party at my place. There was a bunch of people there. I think about 5-10. It felt like a birthday party really. Well, my parents were treating it like one. We watched movies, and had fun. Oh! Guess who was there! Christal was and we were friends! In my dream it didn't really phase me, well until later on.

Then for some reason we were at Canadian Tire. We looked around for a bit and found some of our school's uniform clothes on sale. That just doesn't make any sense since CT doesn't sell our uniforms. They don't sell clothes period.

Later on Christal had to go on a trip or something and needed me to take care of her red tailed boa Nathara. The snake was a lot bigger than I last remembered. It was at this point in the dream I really knew I was dreaming.

whoops, found some even older ones, lol!

27 Aug 2003

Over the summer I had a lot of weird dreams. Here are a few of them:

1)I lived in hell but hell was a very different place. It was a giant castle! The sky was always red/orange and cloudy. There was never a clear day. Yea there were people in pain and yaddi yadda but It was also a very fun place to hang out. There were parties and stuff. I never got to see Lucifer though.

I do remember that I wasn't there alone. Some of my friends were there too. We escaped hell and went to the living world. I visited my family who didn't seem to notice I was gone. Oh and I forgot to mention this earlier but we looked slightly different. Our skin was tan, we had these drop-dead sexy bodies, 2 little horns coming out of our heads and a thin red tail(typical devil tail).

Well any ways, when I was at my house I was just hanging out and watching tv with my parents. The doorbell rang and I got it. There was a woman with her son. She wanted to buy one of the volunteer shirts from the airshow[1]. So I went to look for some shirts. The only ones I could find were just t-shirts that had the airshow logo and cost like $55. The woman ended up leaving before I could even tell her about the shirts.

Later I went out for a walk and came across my friend Alex. He was visiting the living world from hell also. He looked really different. He looked like this dark grey animal thing that could float. He had a long body, 2 arms and no legs. He had sorta like a dog face. It was kinda cute in a weird way. Any ways we somehow got put on a make-over show.

I don't know what happened next because the phone rang and I woke up.

2)It was the first day of school and for some reason my school changed. It was my old elementary school. My classroom was one of the old gr1 classrooms. Even the teacher use to be a gr1 teacher at my old school.

Well I had gotten to school early and I came across this kid. It was his first day of gr3 and was really nervous. I comforted him by saying how gr 3 is the best grade ever. After talking to him for a while I was like "give me a high five!" and he went to class.

I went to my class too and started to move this desk that was right in the middle of the aisle in the room. After I moved it another desk appeared in the same spot. I shrugged it off and moved that desk as well. Then another desk appeared! So I moved it too. It happened again 2 more times. So finally I sat at my desk and looked out the window. It started to rain.
A teacher came into the room and said it was hailing out. People rushed outside and tried to catch the hail.

Then there were these 2 kids, both were brothers. One was probably 11 and the other 7. They were throwing rocks into the river that ran by the school[2]. The younger one threw this really big one in and let go too late. He got pulled over the railing as he was throwing it. His older brother tried to catch him but got pulled into the river with his brother. They both grabbed onto some metal thing in the water to stop themselves from being pulled into the sewer.

Me and my teacher ran outside. People were trying to throw ropes for the 2 boys to catch but it was no use. I ran upstream and jumped into the river. As soon as I was in I changed into a mermaid. I swam and saved the 2 boys. Then I woke up.

3)[3]Me, Jodi and Christal were invited to join this club. I had a bad feeling about it but I went any ways. I Don't remember exactly what happened but I do remember being in a swimming pool with the other members of this club. The pool war kinda dirty. There were leaves and dirt in the water so I got out. Christal and Jodi stayed in though.

As I was walking away from the pool I stopped and watched my friends in the pool. a few of the club members gathered around Christal and began to bite her neck, shoulders and arms. The same thing happened with Jodi. The members were vampires. I tried to tell my friends but they said I was crazy.

I ran off and ended up in an underground parking garage. As I was looking for an exit I was grabbed by Touga[4]. He held me in a close embrace and kept on trying to swoon me. I told him to let go and struggled to get away but he had a really firm grip on me.

When I looked down at my clothes I realized I wasn't wearing my clothes but something else. It was Utena's rose bride gown from the anime. My hair was still the same(unfortunately! I like utena's hair!)

That's all I really remember of the dream.

Foot Notes:
[1] Every year my dad helps to organize the local airshow
[2] There isn't a real river the flows by my old elementary school. The school is actually located in a residential area.
[3] When I had this dream, I was still friends with Christal. Also, Jodi is a girl.
[4] Touge is a character from an anime called Revolutionary Girl Utena

29 Aug 2003

I had a weird dream last night. I was at school or what I'm guessing was school. Well I was at some seminar and it was getting boring so I left. I went outside and sat down in the snow for a bit(It was winter apparently). After sitting there for a few minutes I saw the 2 teachers who were leading the seminar come outside with the rest of the class. One of the teachers was my old gr 6 teacher which is scary[1].

They stood right in front of me and looked down on me. They grabbed me by the arm and walked me into this little cafe that was just a few feet away. The started to yell and scold me once inside. They said if I ever did that again they'd expel me from school.

I was so happy when I heard that. I was like "Great! I'll do it again tomorrow. I've been waiting to be expelled!" or something like that. Of course they weren't happy. They wanted me to be all freaked out and scared. But I told them I wanted to be out of that school for the longest time.

I forget what else happened in my dream. I do remember though that Jack and Meg White of the bad the White Stripes was in my dream. I don't remember them doing anything. I just remember seeing them among my classmates during the seminar.

note:
[1] I really hated my gr 6 teacher. She was a bitch

12 Oct 2003
[note: this dream took place about a week after me and Christal got into our fight. Also note, that about 2 weeks prior to this dream there was a car accident that involved 4 students from my school. 2 of the died in the accident. One of the students I had known for a few years and was my age. And also note that Christal attended my school from grades 9 to 11. In grade 12 she had switched schools at the beginning of the school year]

I had this weird dream about Christal last night. A bunch of students from my school were going on a field trip to northern Ontario, Quebec, New Brunswick, Nova Scotia and PEI. For some reason my parents and brother came with us. Well we got to go rock climbing and ice climbing. It was fun but also scary as hell! I almost fell from this cliff once or twice. Any ways, we were staying at some cabin-hotel place in northern Ontario(i think). We were allowed to explore the surrounding forest. A lot people went out and explored. I went out with Christal in the afternoon. Some tour-guide guy came up and was talking to us. Christal got bored and walked away while I stayed and talked with the guy.

As we talked(more like as he talked) we heard something crash. We ran to see what it was and it turned out that his car fell down this steep hill. For some odd reason I knew that Christal was under the car. When the car was moved we found her things that she was carrying. Everyone got upset and we went back home. Everyone at school was saddened(we all thought she was dead). At school before classes started I found Christal at school. She was alive. I was completely confused. She said that she was told by someone she had to go home so she dropped her things and left. Everyone was happy she was still alive. But for some reason I wasn't as happy as other people were. Oh and this was really weird too, people who didn't even know Christal(people Christal didn't know either) were in tears that she was dead.

05 Dec 2003

I had this weird but cool dream last night. I'll try to explain it as best as I can:

me and my friends were doing something with this guy. I think we were making a mini movie. Any ways this guy started to act weird and stuff. He cast some sort of a spell on all the people in the world which made them all unconscious. Me and my friends somehow were able to become conscious and were horrified with what we saw.

All the souls of the people were trapped in this white carpet in a small house(which we later learn belongs to the guy). The weird guy was walking around the house with this really being hose that looked sorta like a vacuum cleaner. We found out he was sucking up all the souls of people. Before he could tell us why we jumped to the conclusion that he was trying to wipe out all the humans.

We tried to stop him but that didn't work. So we tried to get out of the house but that didn't work either. So all we could do is out run him or hide from him. We all thought we were gonna die. He found us and told us that what he was doing. He was putting the souls into a new reality; almost like an alternate dimension. He said there would be no suffering and was like a second chance for human kind.

Me and my friends were the only ones left in the "real" world. Because of that fact we all reluctantly agreed to go into this new "world". But there was one condition. We would all keep our memories of the "old world". The guy agreed so we let him suck up our souls.

When we arrived in the new "world" everything looked the same. We were walking down this street absolutely amazed at how similar it was to our old world. Then something strange happened. My friends forgot what the old world was. They didn't even know there was an old world to begin with.

I got really mad and started yelling for the guy to explain a few things. In between my yelling I heard myself talking to my friends. I had been replaced by a replica of myself. The guy showed up and I demanded answers from him. He said that by us having our memories would make the world unblissful. So he wiped their memories and turned the real me into a ghost. Apparently my soul was too strong to wipe my memories of and the only solution was too make me a ghost.

I bitched at him until somehow me and my friends ended up back at the house without the guy. My friends regained there memories. We tried to figure out if there was any way to reverse what the guy did. We searched the vacuum machine and discovered there was no way. However we found a way for us to live in the new world with our memories in tact. So we flipped a switch on the machine and then turned it on, letting it suck us up.

We ended up in the new world complete with our memories. We went on living our lives and never losing our memories of the old world.

there are some details I can't really remember very well. I remember having some huge wild cat and it followed me around throughout the dream. It looked sorta like a black panther but it wasn't black. It was like a dark, dark brown. Theres a bunch of little things I didn't mention mainly because I can't really remember them. So ya, that was my weird but cool dream.

25 Jan 2004

I had such weird dreams last night. Just trying to get it into words is hard. I remember one part of the dream I was on a ship and the captain was Jack Sparrow from pirates of the Caribbean. Then out of nowhere he and his crew get thrown overboard. Orlando Bloom showed up as the character he played in POTC(I can't remember the name). Then Jack came back and he was pissed off! He got into a fight with Orlando. I think what happened next was some of the passengers on the ship got fed up with their childish fighting and threw both of them over board!

I then had another dream. I remember I lived on my own and travelled from place to place on my motorcycle. I was also running from someone but I can't remember who. I remember riding down this back road to some place I was going. My motorcycle wiped out sorta and this guy came by and thought I was someone from his family. Apparently the bride-to-be in a wedding ran off and she looked sorta like me I guess. I tried telling him I wasn't the girl they were looking for. The rest of the family thought I was her too! Everyone but the father of the bride who showed up later. When they realized I wasn't the girl they all apologized and helped me fix my bike. Then I was on my way. Oh! I remembered something! Before I wiped out I was being chased by someone. I still can't remember who though...

27 Jan 2004
[Note: I'm not from Britain. I've never been there either. Also, I'm not a big fan of Madonna or pop music]

I had this weird dream last night. Me, my friend Jodi and some other chick were picked to be a part of a new British pop band. I forget what the band was called. All I remember was that it looked sorta like this "W__W" the 2 blanks were 2 other letters(that I can't remember) but were written in lower case. Any ways, we were in Britain and people kept asking for our autographs. It was strange though since we hadn't even composed any songs yet and for some reason we had tons of fans. I remember we got to meet Madonna and she brought her baby with her(does she have one currently?). She had some strange parenting techniques too.

Well that's all I can remember from that dream.

I had another one that was weird too. It sorta reminded me of the show Reboot but it was a lot more realistic. The dream began with me getting off a school bus and being really pissed off. Apparently something had happened and I was forced to leave all my friends and family. I wasn't the only one either. There were lots of other teens, preteens and kids that had to do the same thing too. So I was walking along this dirt pathway really pissed off. All the other kids and people there were all with their friends and I was alone.

This guy started to walk with me. He was that guy from the show the OC(I don't watch that show btw). He tried taking to me and I just ignored him by telling him to fuck off. This girl came up to me and asked me to join her friends in a game. The game was weird looking and I told her I didn't want to play. Everyone kept on saying "c'mon it'll be fun," etc. So I reluctantly decided to play. I don't know if I won but people were saying I would win, even before I decided to play.

Well the game wasn't that fun. It was stupid and a waste of my time. So I continued walking. Now this is where the dream becomes like the show Reboot. The sky turned purple and cloudy and a voice kept on saying over and over again "Warning incoming game". Everyone was running like mad. I ran too, just so I was far enough away from the big purple cube falling from the sky. When it landed there were these huge purple clouds forming above it.

When the cube thing disappeared, it was suddenly night time. I found myself walking down a residential street looking at the houses which were decorated for Halloween. There were kids playing in the streets still. Some went into the houses and locked the door.

That's all I can really remember from the dream. I think I woke up after that.

06 Feb 2004
[Notes: Imoved when I was in gr 10. So I'd been living in my new house for just over 2 yrs when this dream occurred]

It started at my old house. We were having some party or something. There were lots of people there. Me, the 2 girls I use to babysit(they're 14 and 8), and a couple of my friends(heather, chelsea and jodi I think) decided to go for a bike ride.

It felt like a warm spring day. The snow was melting, making me sad. So we were biking through slush pretty much, lol! We biked to my old school and were sad at how much snow was melting away.

We noticed something odd out in the field. There were 5 or more tent-like structures. As we ran up to them we realized they were actually really big bells. I wanted to ring one but one of my friends did it before me. I joined her because it wasn't easy to ring them.

soon we noticed a bunch of kids outside. We figured it must have been recess or something. So we just had fun ringing these bells and hanging out. Then I could hear a motor faintly. I looked around and I saw some kid on a lawnmower. It looked different though. It was larger and a rusty red colour.

The kid driving it was what really creeped me out. Well how he looked and and what he was doing. He was running over people with his machine! He was killing people! When I caught a glimpse of his face I recognized it. This kid had been in other dreams I had as a child. I don't know who he is but I remember having dreams when I was younger and he was in it. He never spoke and was creepy.

So this dream has me really confused and creeped out.

17 Mar 2004
[Notes: I had already bought my prom dress when I had this dream]

I had a very strange dream last night. I only remember bits and pieces though.

I remember going to Rietmins to try on some dresses for prom with my mum. Then this bitch who worked there was saying "the dress is no longer on sale......now" So the price was jacked up from $120 to $250!!!

Then I remember being at school but it looked a lot different. It was bigger. When you walked in through the front doors you kinda felt like you were walking into a mall. There were stairs, escalators and elevators right smack dab in the middle of the school building. On each floor around the stairs, escalators and elevators there were tables set up covered with books, movies, posters, dvds, etc. The School was have some fund raiser or something.

Any ways, I remember being in my 6th period class which wasn't in the portables like usual. It was located on the first floor. When the last bell went, I ran all the way up to the 3rd floor(top floor) and ran to my locker. I threw some stuff and threw in my shoes. I forgot to get my other shoes though. I then ran to the escalator and met up with Jodi and Jenna. We ran down the escalator. When we got to the main floor I realized I forgot my shoes!

So I ran back upstairs and got my shoes. On my way down I came across 2 dvds I wanted to buy. So I picked them up and went to go and pay for them on the main floor. When I got to the guy who I was supposed to pay for the dvds, I noticed my wallet wasn't in my bag! I asked him if he could hold them for me and he said no. So I ran back upstairs AGAIN and got my wallet.

After I paid I headed outside to get on my bus. To my horror I saw none of the buses were there. I looked at my watch and it read 2:30 which meant the buses had left about 5 mins ago. I was so pissed off. Jodi and some other of my friends missed their buses too. we headed to the pay phones but there were long line ups to use them. I guess a lot of people missed their bus too. So we headed up stairs to the 3rd floor. Well I was going there because my locker was there. Everyone else kinda followed I guess.

When we got to the 3rd floor I went to my locker and dropped off my bag. I then began to wonder around looking for my old dorm. Apparently my first year at the school I lived on campus(this was another addition in my dream. My school doesn't really have dorms). I couldn't remember which dorm use to be mine so I just looked in some rooms looking for anything familiar.

I finally found mine and tried to remember why I only lived 1 yr on campus. When I walked by a mirror I remembered. There was a ghost who haunted the room and wasn't too fond of me and my roommates being there. I could see her standing behind me when I looked into the mirror. She would mouth the words "get out" and always looked pissed off.

I left the room and looked to Jodi. She and some other people were sitting the the windowsill looking out. They then climbed out and onto this tower thing that's over the front steps. I joined them but I later would wish I hadn't. We were just chillin' and stuff, trying not to look down because it was so high up.

Then Jenna kept bumping into to me and trying to "accidentally" push me off! I told her to stop but she acted all dumb and clueless. I, being the better person, didn't try to push her back like most people would have probably done. Instead I climbed back into the building.

Then I woke up. I know there was more to the first part of my dream where I was buying the dress. I just can't remember it.

01 Apr 2004

Last night I had such a weird dream! I was sentenced to death for something I didn't do! Well I'm sure I didn't do anything. If I did I can't remember. Well when I told them(the group of judges) that I was innocent they didn't believe me! My parents did though. I was supposed to be put to death two days later but I was able to bargain for more time so I could tell my friends and family. Two days seemed to sudden. It was so hard to tell them that I was going to die. It hurt so much trying to tell them.

Oh! I remember another thing. There were a bunch of other teens who were sentenced to death as well. I'm not sure if it was for the same reason as mine but I do remember trying to escape with them....

17 Apr 2004

Last night I had one fucked up dream! Here's how it went:

Somehow me and my friends, and some classmates, ended up in Rome. Not sure how or why. Any ways, we get caught by some guards for tresspassing and they take us to see the emperor, Julius Ceaser. He, Julius, says we have to make him a movie/production thing. He'll give us money to do it so we're okay with it. However, he picked what we all had to do. I got stuck being the director and I wasn't happy because I had no clue as to what I was supposed to do!

So Ceaser gave me an assisant to help me. She was nice I guess. But I couldn't put up with the shit people kept putting me through! It was like they couldn't do anything without fucking up. I wanted to quit the whole thing but if any of us did, Ceaser would have that person killed. I didn't mind the fact of being killed but I knew my friends wouldn't be okay with it. So many times I'd just walk off the set to stop me from tearing off someone's head!

When the filming was done Ceaser revealed to us that he had hired a camera person to secretly film everything that went on during the making of this film. It was rather interesting to watch though, to see yourself react to certain situations. Some scenes were funny to watch while others were kinda sad.

April 28th 2004

It started out with me in the hospital for something(surgury probably). I was there for 3 days or so and everytime my parents came to visit I was in another room. then I was playing a war game with some people. It was freaky though because I thought I was gonna die! (it was a very violent and scarey version of flags. except the point of the game was to kill the other team!)Then it changed to graduation. I don't remember the ceremony but after the grad, we went to prom but no one was dressed up! So that was strange. And the person who won prom king didn't deserve it. Well in my opinion and the opinion of others. His winning lead us to believe the whole thing was fixed.

01 May 2004

Okay, it started out with me, my mom and brother. We were downtown for some reason. We went to the Boys and Girls club to get some food. We were so hungry and didn't have a lot of money on us.

So we got some food and while we were waiting I noticed that they had a mini cinema there and decided to go see a movie. It only cost I think a dollar. When I went into the theater there were lots of people. I then ran into my friend Heather. She was there with Chelsea and her "friend" Michelle(I use to be friends with her but we had a falling out back in 2001). So I sat with them.

After the movie I went to find my mom. My brother left already and my mom was just finishing her food. My mom wanted to snoop around the place so we did. We went up to the dorms(which were there for kids who had to live on the streets). The dorms were all doorless. Everything was very open. So we lookded around and we came to one room and discovered it belonged to my ex-friend Christal.

Now what confused us was she had a home to live in and if she couldn't stay at home she had a bunch of friends she could stay with too. Her pets were all there too in the room but they were in cages(no animals allowed to run around). As we were about to leave the room I accidently hit one of the cages and it broke apart. I wouldn't really call it a proper cage because it was made of 3 or 4 cage walls and put together. I tried to fix but it wouldn't stay together. Finally it stayed put and we left.

When night fell the following day, I snuck in and smothered Christal to death with her pillow as she slept. I said something about ridding the world of her hate and now she'll get what she truly deserves. When morning came I got a call from the Police saying I was accused of murdering Christal. At first I was like WTF? Then I remembered that I did kill her. I told them my reasons for killing her and I got off scot free! There was no trial no nothing!

15 May 2004

I can't remember a lot of it but I do remember being at the airport. It was the annual airshow and I was volunteering again. All we were really doing was setting up and shit. It was a crappy night too. It was really dark and raining. So I was wet from head to toe. Then out of no where this huge planes crashes into one of the control towers! There wasn't a big explosion but it scared the shit out of a lot of ppl. Moments later the same thing happened! The security detectives came to the conclusion that it was an attack since no bodies of the pilots couldn't be found anywhere.

may 23, 2004

It was the ottawa trip I went on a couple of weeks ago. For some reason my parents were at the same hotel as us. Their room was on the 8th floor and mine was on the 7th. When it we had to depart Ottawa me and my roomates(along w/ everyone else) slept in! So we were rushing around trying to pack all our stuff.

For some reason some of my parent's clothes were in my room. I have no clue how they got there. So I carried all their clothes back to their room and yelled at them. I ran back to my room and tried to finish packing.

When I went into the bathroom I saw all these empty bottles of beer in there. I had no clue where they came from since none of my roomates drank any beer. So I just continued to gather my stuff up in there.

After that me, and Juilian headed down to the main floor. The time was 11:30 am I think and check out time was 11:30. When we made it to the main floor the elevator opened to a room where some of the ppl who were on the trip were staying in. We didn't know what the hell was going on. The elevator began to sway or spin or something. I was feeling really dizzy. I was finally able to step out of he elevator and me and juilian left through the door out of the room.

Next thing I know it we're on the bus headed home. A couple of the teahcers were missing. Appearently a couple of students went missing so they were looking for them. The trip back was so weird. I felt like I was forgetting a bunch of things but I couldn't think of what I was forgetting.

june 02, 2004

I had a weird dream last night. At one point I was going to some TV station to be in the audience for a talk show. I can't remember what show it was though. I also remember playing some war game with a bunch of people. It reminded me of this paintball game my brother use to play. Our weapons were like these crossbows but they didn't have arrows. They had these dart things with(i think) those suction cup things at the ends. I remember not wanting to play the game but I was forced to.

Later on there was some thing going on that was like prom breakfast(which had already occured by this date in my waking life) but it was called prom social or something. Pretty much everyone going to prom showed up at this place and it was just a social thing. It occured the day of prom too. Apparently in my dream I had a date for prom. I forget who it was(I didn't have a date to prom in my WL). I just remember have a great time making out with him, lol! And everyone was expecting us to make out too which was weird.

june 16, 2004

It took place like a week before prom. In one of my classes we had to work in groups of 3 on something. Me and juilian we already partnered up and we just needed one more person. The only person left was my ex-friend Christal(who didn't attend my school). So I went up to her and said "You wanna work with us?" She rolled her eyes, sighed heavily and said "fine". Then she started to act all bitchy. I don't know why and it was pissing me off. I was just trying to do a nice thing and she was acting like it wasn't or something. So I left the group out of frustration. The dream fastforwarded to Prom. Heather and Juilian were there(they weren't in my wl). I talk to Heather about her prom. For some weird reason at prom it felt like Christal was stalking us. Everywhere we went she followed.

Jul 18, 2004

I remember being at a museum or something. There were a lot of tourists and there were people from my school there too. I was wandering around by myself for a bit. Then one of my friends showed up. I don't know who it was or if they actually exist in real life. Any ways, we wandered around together.

We then came across this one room. We could hear music or people talking. The door was already open so we peeked in. There were other people getting drunk and whatnot. They invited us in and we sat in there feeling really uncomfortable. Then, of all people, my ex friend Christal walked out of the bathroom and into the main room. Boy did I feel uncomfortable! We ignored each other for a while. Then Christal didn't like where I was sitting so she forced me to move my chair.

Me and my friend kinda looked at each other wondering what to do. Should we stay or leave? The people who invited us in didn't want us to go but we wanted to. They then all smoked a joint(offered us some but we refused) and started watch Sailor Moon episodes. I was really pissed off then! Apparently they had the dvd box set I had been looking for. I think it was like a special edition thing. Any ways, I was so pissed because they bought it only so they had something to trip out to. I yelled at them and left.