xClaraX's Journal of Dreams

Entry 1

My family and I drove to my grandparent's apartment (in the dream it was there house but they've never actually lived anywhere near there). My mom said we would be staying there for awhile. the apartment was located in front of a park. my grandma met us outside then showed us around the apartment. we started to unpack and i looked out the window and saw my ex-boyfriend. mom said it was a bad idea but i still went outside to tlak to him. ye went around the house and sat down. he sat on my lap and he was half his normal size (he looked really small). i hugged him and touched his back. he said not to touch him like that because that's why we broke up. i was confused. we stood up, he held my hand and we walked to the other side of the building. he said he was sorry for hurting me the was he did and that he wanted me back. i let fo of his hand and turned to him, crying. i told him that he hurt me more than he'd ever know. he grabbed my hand and said "come home with me". i yelled at him and said i have no home and i ran back inside the apartment and sat at the kitchen table.

the end

Hiya...glad to see you've begun a dream journal, though it's a shame that that dream brought out some unpleasant feelings (sorry if i'm wrong)...Dreams tend to do that though..in mine too, I dream about bad things that happened, things that I wish would happen and all that good stuff...Hopefully you'll have some fun and crazy ones soon...those are always good.

Anyways keep it up. :)

That was a sad start. Hope you have happier dreams in the future.

Entry 2

I was in my middle school's book fair and a scarecrow was talking to me. he then pinned me to the floor and some lady from the church that was connected to the school came. she said "there he is he belongs in the thrift store" so she took him back and he acted like he was dead. i payed for my books and started to walk towards the door. my friend stopped me and she told me what happened to her. she said the scarecrow raped her and that i was next. i walked home with my family and told them what was going to happen. they ignored me and we all went to sleep. when i woke up it was still dark. no one else was home. i called my mom and asked her to come home. she said she wouldnt. i hung up and started to scream and cry and run around the house. i ran to the front window, opened the curtain, and there was the scarecrow.

the end.

Entry 3

i was standing on the roof of an apartment building and there was a man on an operating table with a doctor standing next to him. he was hooked up to a bunch of machines. the guys eyes rolled back into his head so onlu the white of his eyes were showing. i screamed and the doctor said he had to operate. he turned his back to me and started operating. all i could see was the blood dripping down. it was soon up to my ankles and i started screaming and i ran through the door and down the stairs. soon, i was in a mine cart with two trolls chasing me.

the end.

Holy poo Clara...These are some pretty damn scary dreams. Tell me this, do they bother you alot? They sound quite nightmarish. I've had a few like these and I wake up in cold sweats when they scare the sh*t out of me. Perhaps there is some way for you to turn them into lucid dreams where you can get away from all of these negative happenings and begin to enjoy...I hope so.:roll:

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Originally Posted by bro

Holy poo Clara...These are some pretty damn scary dreams. Tell me this, do they bother you alot? They sound quite nightmarish. I've had a few like these and I wake up in cold sweats when they scare the sh*t out of me. Perhaps there is some way for you to turn them into lucid dreams where you can get away from all of these negative happenings and begin to enjoy...I hope so.:roll:

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they dont really bother me. i kinda like the adrenaline rush. but i do sometimes wake up sweating or breathing heavy or something like. the only dreams i cant stand are the ones where someone other than me gets hurt or i get hurt emotionally. and most of the time my dreams are lucid, even the nightmares. -shrugs-

Well, thrilling/adrenaline dreams can be fun to have...I'm glad that some aren't too bad. Perhaps try to be ready for those bloody/unpleseant situations...like making them a dream sign. That may help you to get lucid during these dreams you have so often.

Good luck Clara

Entry 4

i was in a stairwell with a blonde girl who, in the dream, was my best friend. she fell down the stairs and hit her head pretty badly. someone called the ambulance and i rode with them. the ambulance turned into a boat because we had to cross a dirty river. the boat turned swiftly and the water almost hti me. they made me get off at the end of the river. i climbed up a muddy hill and under a bridge through a pipe like thing. i made it to the top which was a street with a forest on the other side. i was pacing and a gorgeous guy walked up to me. he looked amazed. he asked me what was wrong and i told him. he asked which hospital they took her to and i didnt know. he said there were seven hospitals in the city and that he'll walk with me to check each one. he told his parents and we started walking. soon we arrived at his school cafeteria because we were hungry. hepulled me aside and started kissing me. i said no and pulled away. i told him i loved him but i couldnt love him. he was ok with it and we got food and sat down by his friends.

the end.


p.s.
i guess you should know a few things.

1) my recent (4 months ago) break up has left me extremely cautious
2) i'm very shy
3) i have an issue with physical contact, i only allow certain people to touch me
4) these dreams are pretty random in dates
-scarecrow = 3 years ago
-eye doctor = 5 years ago
-the rest are all fairly new, within 2007
5) many are collected on paper and i just add a dream a day or atleast the ones i am comfortable with sharing.

Entry 5

My family and i were walking past a dirty pond in Disney World. My Dad was telling me to be careful because there are alligators and crocodiles in the water. He said to watch out for a certain alligator. I saw a lot of people playing in and around the pond. I was trying to warn the people in the pond but no one heard me. I was also searching for the alligator. I saw a gorgeous guy in the water with a girl. We stared at each other for awhile. He left the girl and followed me to my hotel room which ended up to be my bedroom. We woke up and I don't him to get dressed and I turned so I wouldnt watch. He said I could. I said it was wrong and that I couldn't. He said it was okay because we were in love. I said I dont know. I ran into the next room (my sister's room) to change my clothes. I was putting on my pants and he came into the room. I hid and told him not to look. He turned but kept peeking over his shoulder and I kept telling him it was wrong and it made me uncomfortable. He said I was beautiful. I cringed. He moved by the bookshelf and there were 3 graves. He said there were vampires missing and that it was our job to find them. They said I was late and that I had to wash my hair. I washed my hair in the sink quickly.

the end.

Entry 6

I was walking with a friend and 2 other people. i said something to my friend and then she started talking to the other girls. i told her never to talk to me again because too often would she ignore me. i started walking faster and she and the other girls were trying to follow me. i walked into a dog grooming shop. 1 puppy was adorable. and i showed him to my friend who caught up to me. the lady behind the counter stared at us oddly and i left. i walked to the corner where a concert was getting out. i watched the people come out. 3 boys grabbed me and started dragging me off. i managed to escape their grasp. i turned around to talk to them. as i did that, a bunch of trucks pulled up. one of the boys asked if i wanted a beer. apparently the trucks had beer and ice in them. i said no because i dont think beer is healthy. he was persistant but finally gave up.

the end.

You seem to have a lot of guys giving you unwanted attention in your dreams. I can see how that would get annoying.:P

Entry 7

the first thing i remember was seeing my uncle shoot my cousin. then they were in an odd building, maybe a church. my cousin was laying on a table with a white blanket over him and blood seeping through the blanket. my uncle told a man that he didnt want to shoot his brother and that he really regreted it. then, a bunch of people came into the building and sat on the benches, me being one of the people. kids were on one side and adults were on the other side. a man with a gun came into the room and held up the gun. (it didnt look like my uncle or the man he was talking to in the beginning) he said that all the elderly people were allowed to leave so they did. he started on the kids side. he kept yelling at us. (i dont remember what he was yelling). and he would randomly shoot one of us. one of my friends said that she was glad the other friend wasnt with us. after killing about 10 people he said we were free to go. i ran out of the room crying just like everyone else and i saw one of my friends. i ran up to him and hugged him.

the end.

Entry 8

this is what i remember. people were in a big house that i didnt recognize. i was there too i guess. and possibly my family. we were suspicious of a monster or something outside. one of the girls walked outside and was eaten by a big, green, leafy monster. apparently, the monster mad a coffin and a grave for her and other people or animals he killed. we walked outside when the cost was clear to look at the coffins. they kinda looked like those russian dolls in which you place one inside the other. but they werent inside each other. and then we ordered pizza and went to sleep. the next day me and my family were back in our house and my sister was complaining about the pizza.

the end.

p.s. i dont really remember that much of this dream. it's really sketchy but those were just the parts i remember. i havent been remembering much lately. i'm assuming it's because of the melatonin pills i take to fall asleep.

Entry 9

i guess my sister and i were babysitting because we had to take care of a baby. and i guess we were supposed to be staying at a hotel but it looked more like a warehouse. we were in the pool area. it looked really slimy and disgusting. my sister jumped in the pool. some lady said that the baby looked like it needed to swim. so i "threw" the baby in the water. the baby's clothes expanded and acted like a floatation device for a couple seconds. then i had to jump in so the baby wouldnt drown. we got out and walked to the other end of the pool because it wasnt deep. the start of the pool had all these red leafy plants surrounding it. and the water was brown. so, we decided to go to the other pool which was in a different building. the ground was sandy and extremely dirty and full of weed like plants. we got into the next building and realized it was worse than the other. it was really really dirty water and everything was dirty. so, we walked back outside and there were little metal hooks sticking out of the ground. i warned my sister not to step on them.

the end.

Entry 10

i gave birth to a baby boy through C-section. i took him home. my cousin and her son were there. i didnt have a name for him. i went on the computer to look up a good name and to email my friends. he fell asleep in my moms arms, so i went to go get some food and stuff for him. i saw a friend (i guess) along the way. i started talking to her and she asked his name and who the father was. i told her i dont remember ever having sex so i dont know who the father is. we came up to a broken down house. inside, there was a creepy older guy smashing the place down with his son. i guess i remembered him and suspected him of being the father. he confronted me and i think his son told me to leave before anything bad happened. and that's what i did.

the end.

Entry 11

my sister, my dad, and i were driving back from a store. i suggested that we stop at the liquor store to buy some black bear soda. we pulled over and i went into the liquor store. i grabbed 6 sodas (because it's a sale thing) and put them on the counter. the cashier stared at me in an odd way. and then he said a bunch of things that i barely remember. but, he basically said i'm special and i should be careful. he went over to the corn they were selling and pulled off a leaf. he came back, rubbed the leaf on my cheek carefully, and said that someone was watching me from near the corn. i looked and there was no one there. i payed for the sodas and we went home. i looked at my legs and they were bruised on the shins. (well, one looked like a bruise and the other looked like a scan of the brain with all those colors.) my back was also bruised. i told my mom i need to see some one who deals with the paranormal. she said she'd take me to the hospital the next day. i was mad about it but oh well. the doctors thought my parents were abusing me so we left. i went to school the next day and one of my teachers acted like they knew what was going on. i was talking to a girl about it and she said there had to be a reasonable explanation. i asked a boy if he believed in ghosts and he said no.

a bunch of other stuff happened after that but it's kinda fuzzy. people were possessed and there was a fire and people were trying to kill people. that's all i know. so...

the end.

ENTRY 12

Me, my sister, and my father were planning to watch people in the rollercoaster. it was night and the coaster had neon lights around it. but first we had to get more money so we played game machines. we started walking back to the car to watch the rollercoaster. dad asked why we dont go on it and i said it was too fast. i was also supposed to meet a friend there. i was him. his mother came up behind us and said hello. we rolled our eyes. i smiled at him and he said he had to leave. he gave me a hug. a great hug it was.

the end.

Entry 13

I was sitting at the giraffe exhibit in the zoo with a yellow lab (dog). i was hugging and kissing it. my sister who was there with a friend came over to me and she looked nervous. i saw a doctor on the other side of the deck. i looked up and the giraffe was over our heads eating leaves. the doctor walked over to us and asked if we could talk to her. we got in her car. we were driving down a major street. she stopped and got out because she saw kids playing across the street and though it might be the person's family that i was looking for. i told her no and she got back in the car.

the end.

Entry 14

i was in a class i guess. my ex was sitting in front of me. it was dark. the class ended. i walked through a door and my friend was there. it looked like a toy store. i said i had to buy something for my two cousins. i walked back through the same door and my friend said we have something important to do. we were back in the classroom and my ex was leaving. i asked him why he disappeared for 2 months. he said he was in an institution. i walked back through the door. it looked cloudy or foggy. my friend said we had to make it to the other side before we could sleep. so i crawled over wood and around houses and through houses. and this creepy boy kept popping up out of nowhere, smiling. i made it to the other side though and fell asleep on a log.

the end.

Entry 15

i came home from school and told my sister i had friends coming over. then i asked her where my cousin was. she said she didnt know. i walked towards the window and looked outside our house. i asked my sister whose car was parked outside. the front door opened and it was our cousin's mom. she said "hello ladies, where's my daughter?" i said i didnt know. i told my sister to explain. she acted numb or cold and said she didnt know what happened. the mother and i started searching the house. the mother found 3 teeth on the floor at the bottom of the stairs. i went upstairs and searched in my room. my bed was facing the wrong way and there was a sleeping bag on the floor. i ran downstairs realizing no one checked the basement. my sister was trying to explain that my cousin was kidnapped. i ran into the basement.

the end.

Entry 16

i was supposed to be a teacher teaching about animals. i was in a large beige with large windows everywhere. i turned on the projector. my dad and my sister entered the room. someone said i was promoted to teaching about North Africa. i was able to open some windows due to this promotion. i turned on the projector again. there were animal exhibits in the room. we walked passed the lion cage. dad fell into a river in an exhibit. my sister was trying to help him out. the lion broke free and growled and attacked me. my sister yelled for me to be careful. i grabbed a pen and stabbed the lion. my sister said it wouldnt help but i said it would. the lion deflated.

the end.

Entry 17

i was on the bus going home and there were only a few people on the bus. i was arguing with the girl sitting in the seat in front of me. i turned around to talk to the boy behind me. i put my hand on the top of the seat and it touched his hands. i said i was sorry and started to pull my hand away. he grabbed my hand and kissed it once after looking me in the eye. the bus stopped in front of my house. the boy and i got off the bus and walked to my front porch. i asked if he wanted to come inside. he said no. he hugged me then kissed me. i said that i didnt know if it was right.

the end.

Entry 18

i was in a cabin with a bunch of people. the two people i recognized were my uncle and my cousin. i dont remember exactly what we were doing but me, my cousin, and a girl were told to get things ready in the "safe" room. we took big boxes of cereal and juice off of the shelves and put them in a corner although the shelfing units were in the "safe" room. i deciding i had to use the bathroom and everyone told me to hurry. i ran out the door into the room were my uncle was waiting with a gun and then i ran into the next door to find the restroom. when i came back i saw, through a little window in the door, what looked to be a big hairy man. everyone yelled "bigfoot" and my uncle ran out the door to try to shoot him while everyone else ran into the "safe" room.

the end.


i have had a variation of the same dream but i dont quite know if it was in that same night or if it was the previous night and i dont usually have recurring dreams.

Entry 19

somehow i ended up in finland. there were other people with me but i didnt get a good look at their faces. they seemed to be my family but i'm not quite sure. the streets were very dark and there were a few dim street lamps. The whole set up of “finland” kinda looked like district 2 in “Kingdom Hearts” the main lever extended all the way across and when you went down the stairs you were sorta in the basement of the place. Under “finland” is where the people lived. we went down the stairs and the family there was eating bread around a small wooden table. There was a small fire behind them. The group of people I was with all seemed happy. And I was jumping around and smiling and stuff like that.

I don’t know if this is part of the same dream because it looks completely different from the previous one but it’s still set in “finland.” i guess i chose finland because i kinda wanna move there later in life. so...any one know what finland is really like? Haha.

Well all of a sudden I was in a tower with light tan-ish brick walls. I think I was hiding from something. I saw a small boy and girl. They were dressed in deep black and purple. they looked kinda like mini vampire. Vampire children or something. I followed them to a house. It was an ordinary looking house. there was an ambulance in front of it and the paramedics were pulling a gurney that had another vampirish looking man on it. He told a plain looking boy something. The boy turned into a wolf and went running. The little vampires told me to follow him and I did. I ran after him and followed him to a cemetery. It was a sunny, clear day out and the grass was really green. He was jumping and flying over gravestones but he wasn’t in the shape of a wolf anymore but he seemed like he was even though he wasn’t. at the other end of the cemetery a man came up to him and told him that it was dangerous for him to be a wolf so openly like that and there was an argument.

the end.

Entry 20

me and my friends were at a huge mall. i linked arms with one of my friends and she said that there is a store were they give away free blue slushies. we passed a big wall of many different candles. i said that i was gonna spend all my money there. we lost the group and our arms were still tightly linked. we arrived at the slushy store and asked if we could have one. the lady poured us each a dixie cup full. i drank mine quickly. before my friend could drink hers though someone else drank it. she asked for another one and yet again someone else drank it. it happened a few more times before she just bought a bottle of the stuff to drink. our friends found us and asked if we would meet them in the Hot Topic. and we did.

the end.

Entry 21

i was in my school and we just got our new schedules. there was something wierd on mine and i asked my friend about it. i had too many classes and they were in a room that doesnt exist. i went to my spanish class and sat down in a desk. the room was very dark and gloomy looking. the teacher came in (the same teacher i had last year) and said to change our desks. so we switched them in a semicircle/crescent shape. she left the room. a boy asked me to dance with him. again, he was gorgeuos. i said yes and we started waltzing. two of the girls started fighting and the teacher came back, started yelling at them, then escorted them out. we all sat down and started studying. then the boy came back, noticing that i was upset about something, and asked if i wanted a hug. i said yes and he gave me a hug. he left and i questioned his sexuality.

the end.

Entry 22

i was in a room that looked like a gymnasium. my friend was in a plane thing that looked like a bug/beetle car without a roof and without the back bumper. it was a rusty seafoam green color. she had a brown leather jacket on - the stereotypical pilot wear i guess. my mother was standing on top of a hill near an opening for the planes to go out. on top of the opening there was a white rectangle of metal spanning across the opening. my aunt was standing in between me and my mom. and my friend's brother was there. at first my friend looked really upset. and her brother was trying to talk her out of doing whatever she was about to do. (as i remember, someone she was close to died) all of a sudden she got a blank look on her face like she was just a shell. she started the plane and took off. her brother fell to the ground and screamed. my aunt grabbed me and led me the other way. my mom started yell at my friend. and then my mom screamed as did everyone else in the gym. my aunt said, in a really calm voice, "she just hit the metal and her head fell off. it will be alright."

the end

Entry 23

it's kinda long...

i was in a gym again but it was more like a gym class and my friend and my ex were there. we were playing badmiton and i said that we could play card games if we borrow a piece of clothing from the box which allows us to play the games. i went to the box and grabbed a straight jacket. i had to shake off a combat boot first. we played a game of poker. and then we started to read children books. but for some reason i was listening to see if the book had a heartbeat. i couldnt hear one. i checked another book. still didnt hear anything. i checked my ex who was lying on the floor to see if he had a heartbeat. he didnt. i looked at my friend and started crying. i tried to listen closer but i still couldnt hear anything. i cried harder. i was back in my house. so was my family, my ex, and my friend. my mother wasnt there though. my dad was folding laundry in his room. and my sister was fixing her hair in the bathroom. i searched the house for my ex's heart. the last place i looked was in my father's closet. behind his clothes there was another door. i opened the door and walked in. it looked like an attic. there were a few clothes hanging up around the room. i found a pair of my pants. i took them off the hanger and inside there was the heart. i screamed and ran the heart to him. i assumed my mother did that to him since she hated him. i walked outside and called 911. i told them what happened and said that they should send someone who could transplant hearts. they said that they wouldnt send them because my ex was dead and there was no way of helping him. i said they should just do it. his family pulled into the driveway next door. i started sobbing. his mother had a cast around her ankle and was using crutches. i tried to explain what happened but i couldnt get the words out. his mother started crying and went into the house. i followed his family in. his mom started going up the stairs followed by his 2 younger brothers then his stepfather. i was still crying and his stepdad stopped and gave me a hug and smiled and said it was ok and it wasnt my fault.

the end.

Entry 24

i dont remember how it started but i received knews that my ex was missing. me and my father (or some other guy) went to look for him undercover. oddly, we found him on a nearby corner dressed in a suit with 3 or 4 other men and one of my friends. they were all dressed in suits and i do believe it was like a hostage drug deal situation. we were able to save my ex. i dont know what happened to my friend though. and he had an injury on his head and he waas bleeding. i layed him on the sidewalk in front of his house. i had to push the cement block down because it was uneven from the others. i leaned over him and whispered that i am sorry in his ear. i watched him get better from a great distance. and then i was home in my dining room. my grandmother and my sister were also there. we were playing "hi ho cherri-os" but it wasnt that game. all of a sudden i saw my ex outside the window. i went to the window and i think i offered him to come in. i introduced him to my grandmother. and she seemed indifferent. like she didnt care and that's very unlike my grandmother. for some reason he leaves in an angry way. i see him outside again and i tell him that he should come back inside. he comes back in and every thing is better. we are in love again. i am sitting on his lap and we are tickling each other.

the end.

Entry 25

i dont remember much of the dream but i found out that my sister got a man from the internet to be my boyfriend in order to seek revenge for something that i did but i dont know what i did. in the dream i was madly in love with this man. i found out that it was a trick of my sister's and i was devastated. i met my gay friend while i was working (cleaning) and i told him that it was all a trick and that i was too afraid to ask the man if he really loved me or not. my gay friend comforted me and then told me that he loved me. i said something along the lines of 'i know' and he said that i didnt. i looked at him in a confused way and he said that he was just telling people that he was gay but he really isnt and he said he loved me and he hugged me.

the end.