The Wanderings Of My Subconcious
Well, you're welcomed to read my many, odd dreams.
I'll start with the earliest dreams I have recorded else where.
Pregnancy dream.
7-28-06
I was pregnan,! it was just weird. I lived in the same house that I live in now, except for there was a differnt shower. But I was pregnant! It was like normal life. Except my mom was ok with it. My mom and my cousin Kim took me shopping for the cutest baby clothes, and after that we just came back to the house. I dont remember any thing that was said, except when my friend Amanda came to see me. (Its weird that I dreamt of her, I havent seen her in months.) We were walking down the road on the way back to my house, weird thing about that was we were taking a totaly differnt route than I normaly take when going anywhere, I usually take a short cut. But we were walking and Amanda asked about anything new goin on with me and my sister (I wasnt showing yet), I just said nothing, I had no intentions of telling her about it, but the frist thing my sister said was "She's pregnant!". Amanda acted weirdly (well, unlike herself), she started screaming and jumping up and down, going "Oh my god!! Oh my god!!" and she jumped on top of me knocking me down in excitment. I was like "Amanda! Pregnant!" and pointed at my belly which she was laying on. She looked down and was like, "Oh.. sorry..." and then it switched to a different part in the dream.(Weirdly enough, this was a dream inside of my dream) I was in Wall-Mart with my mom, at the pharmacy place and there were two babies in carseats beside me. I had allready had my baby and picked one of the babies up because I thought it was mine. It turned out to be some other womans who got really mad that I was trying to walk away with her baby, then I woke up inside the dream, and thought that I had really had my baby, I could have realized I hadnt by looking at my stomache but no... obviously Im still a dumbass in my dreams. I started freaking out looking every where in my house and she wasnt there (I knew it was going to be a girl, but I hadnt even had one of those thingys where they tell you yet) so i asked my sister where the hell my newborn baby was and she was like, "still in your stomach honey" and thats when I looked down. First thing I said was "Oh god, Im still fat!" (And yes... I feel guilty about that). Then it switched again and I was in the shower. No details... I was showering.. but there was something weird sticking out of my belly button and I got a little weirded out. So when I got out, I went to my mom and asked her what it was, and she said it was normal, that I just had to cut it off. But it was a part of my skin I think, so I didnt. I dont remember anything else, except that right befor I woke up I finaly decided to cut that little peice of something off, and befor I had even done it I was awake...
Wow... hadn't re-read that one in a while.
10-12-06
I was sitting in the top of a tree, I think I had some sort of bed I was sitting on. I was writing in my journal the story of two little girls who were kid napped. Atleast I think thats what I was writing about. I remember thinking that I always day dream, but I never wrote the stories down, and that I finally started to. So I dont know if there was actually two little girls kidnapped, or if it was just a story I started thinking about in my head.
Some thing happened in my yard that scared me out of the tree and made me want to go inside. I dont remember getting down from the tree though..
I got inside and started walking through my house to get to my room and there was a man walking through my house, I didnt reconize him at first but it turned out to be my neighboor (in real life, not the dream), (a very old quiet man. Ive never really talked to him, but I see him all the time.) For some reason I wasnt worried that he was in my house, but as I turned to look back at him he became a differnt person. An old guy, redneckish, and I think he had a knife. I ran into the room I share with my sister and tried to scream but it wouldnt come out, it sounded like I was gargaling, I stopped trying to scream and started shouting my sisters name to try and wake her up but she wouldnt. The guy got right in front of my bed before I woke up.
Also at some point I was in Wall-Mart. The only thing I remember about that was being with two little girls and looking at silver jewelry on the shelves..
And the dreams that I've contemplated most, for a very long time.
War Dreams
11-16-06
In the first dream the thing that I remember the most was being kidnapped by a guy whose intention was to rape me. He made me stay in his room (In the dream no one had seperate houses, every one lived in one building, that was made of stone, and they had their own rooms), and some how I couldnt get out of the door from inside. In his room there was a bed, and a coffin shaped bed. The first thing I asked him was if he was going to make me sleep on the coffin shaped bed and he told me no, and that it was keeping (something that I just cant remember what it was, but it looked like a brain) it warm. He left during the days, and one of the times he was gone I drew "Youll get what you deserve" onto his wall with a black marker, but there wasnt enough room on the wall from where I started to finish the sentence so "deserve" was on his bed. It was the same day that a girl, who obviously didnt know I was being held there came to his door and without knocking opened it to tell him something, as soon as she did I ran out and started screaming that he was holding me captive and that he was going to rape me. I dont know what happened to the guy.
Shortly after that I went into the main room, where every body met for drinks and dancing or things like that and my sister was sitting at a table with my grandma. I tried to explain to her that it wasnt my fault I had been with the guy but she wouldnt listen to me. She had liked him, and thought I had tried to get him first.
There had been a war going on, I think thats why every one had to live in the same building, I didnt know anything about the war, I just knew we were in one.
Then a couple night ago I had another dream, and again we were in war. People lived in seperate houses like normal. I dont remember alot, but I remember that me and my ex boyfriend pissed one of the soldiers of the enimies off so we had to run from them. For some reason my ex boyfriends brothers girlfriend was with us, but she kept changing from her into an old friend of mines girlfriend.
We escaped in the weirdest way.... I took the top of a trashcan off and we rode on it for atleast 3 minutes. We werent on a inclining road, yet somehow we were going faster than cars. Even in my dream I didnt understand how we could be doing that so we got off and went to hide in someones yard.
Heres where it connects with a dream I had a while ago.
There was a tree that had many trees growing from it at the roots, so there was a clearing big enough for two or three people to fit almost comfortably in it. Instead of sleeping with my ex and the girl, I climbed up it to find a tree-house-like-room that I slept in. We lived in the tree for days, hiding from the angry soldiers, and one of the days my ex boyfriend came up to the part I was staying to talk to me. We werent able to leave the tree, because if we were seen by any one they would take us away.
There was a window sill in the tree-house-like-room and my cat Gracie found me and would sit on the window sill, the lady that owned the house saw her once and went to feed her and saw me, then I woke up.
I had another dream, months later about the world being in war.
I was at my friends house, and she was about to get married. We went out, and picked up a guy on the side of the road. He was nice enough, and didnt do anything to hurt us. When we were going back to her house (there were gates seperating the houses, and the rest of the community) he started threating us, and acting crazy, so we ran for it. We got inside the gates befor him, and locked him out, and when I looked back he was standing there laughing maniacly, in front of a huge fire.
I'll update with more recent ones later.
And probably try that dreamsign indexing too.
