Julian's Dream Journal

11/25/07

Outside in some unknown place I was looking at a tall metal triangle shaped church display, it looked very new age, and said that the church was interested in using zen meditation in order to find jesus, i thought that would be a interesting church to go check out, i thought my friend logan, maybe that was the church that she goes to.

I saw my friend roberto that i havent seen in a long time, i was pretty excited to see him, his face looked real pale almost as if he was dead, when i gave him a hand shank he didnt wanna get to close to me, as if he had something against me, he said something but it was like his mind was in a daze and couldnt really get out the words,

semi-lucid
I was flying in this huge area, blurr

11/26/07

I was driving down this raining/flooding highway in some unknown area, I was with my brother, we pulled over under i huge tower to keep from the raining carrying us away, my cousin arron got carried away with the flood and fell into a river, i was very scared for him, he managed to get out of the river a little down the way, and then fell back into the river

Wow, your dreams seem to be about horror themes. Mine are normally a little actiony and humorous. But, I think you should change the colors of your text a little, so we know which parts are dreams, lucid dreams, or parts that are actually happen in real life.

11/26/07
semi - lucid
I was in the form of a enlightened buddha flying through the sky with a sense of enjoyment, the way i was flying was very different and random, it was as if i was flying no where, flying just to fly, my hand were held up in the air with a tibetan offering cloth, where i was flying was extremely colorful

jacklyn was sitting next to my brother in a dream on was booth, there was also another guy sitting next to her holding her hand, my brother couldnt see this but i could see this clearly, later in the dream i told him that jacklyn was cheaten on him and it was time for him to give her up, an asian guy was holding jacklyns hand right in front of gavin but was so attached to her that he couldnt see it, it was shock to see jacklyn do something like this

11/27/07

I found this old meditation book, the book was old with a dots all around the book, that was its only design, i was looking for the zen meditation technique within the book,the book was written by a indian yogi

11/27/07

high LUCID dream WBTB

I went to sleep focused on a japanese picture in tokyo, then i faded into that sence, then faded back, into this gray room dirty looking warestore place, from there i tried to lucid dream standing up, my body got the vibrations, then sences of ankor wat and alot of different world temples, i wondered if i was dreaming and decided to try to step into the dream, it worked i sat up right in a dream, in the back ground some a buddhist temple, and all of the ground was white light, i got scared for some reason thinking about what if i think about something negetive, i ended up back in bed, i thought i woke up but when i looked at the door, there was a red aura around the door, wierd, my fear went away instantly, then started seeing temples again of all kind, ended up in some house chatting with my brother then noticed that i was dreaming again, i started to float in the kitchen, this part of the dream was very very real, realer then real life, as i was floating i focused on my crown chakra so what effect it would have in a dream, i thought of the inner fire technique, and started my kundalini up, it made some crazy loud noise it felt like i started to spin and leave the universe, so i decided to stop and come back down, after doing this i had FULL control of the dream, like i never had before, i walked through the glass window which so vivid amazing, it make this wierd energy noise, it felt so cool, i was in the backyard, flew over the gate, looked around the street, it was a bright sunny day, the trees were green and shinny and the weather was very nice, i tried to manifest a girl to give me some head, lol, (i havent got any in a while), but no one appeared, maybe cause i didnt have full belief, so i flew down the street in search of one, i saw a group of goth chicks in the middle of the street, so i flew up and took my pick lol, i picked some white chick with big tits, lol, and some other chick, i took them around the house and told them to suck my dick, the other with big tits, got on her knees and went to work lol, the dream faded away like always ( such a waste of time),then faded back then she told me to cum in her face and shell be there until im done, i tried but woke up.

11/28/07

I was in some jail place that looked really classy, i escaped out of the back window and landed in some huge yard, it was night time and i was trying to figure out a way to get out of there, some info came out of nowhere that the dakinis recommended jumping off a tree limb to get a head start in flying, so i tried it and it worked but i didnt fly very far, i ended up back in the place trying to escape again, i ran into the lady who was in charge of the whole thing, this time i was very close to the front door, but she saw me tried to grab me, i yelled and called her out demon women


brian was in a car backing up yelled me that was very mindfull and how i need to do it, in my head i was annoied of him always talking about him self and acting like he knows everything

it looked like i was in brians house, i walked to the back yard and sofiya was there she was yelling me not to go to work and stay to chill with her in the pool, i went up to the pool to give her a hug before i went to work, and then i tried to kiss her for the hell of it, and when i did she tasted nasty, like some wierd ass mint taste, she grabed me until i fell into the pool, at this point i was naked and she grabed my dick and started to play with it and then put it in her, i wasnt into her at all, there was alot of people at the pool with me and sofiya, and i didnt care if i was naked around all those people 40 to 50 people, i thought to my self life is a dream who cares (dream yoga starting to work), i got out the pool and thought to myself that i dont care to be around all these people because life is just a dream, sofiya followed me to my truck lol, she wanted me to stay but got mad when i told her i had to go to work, when i got in the car i thought i cant wait until i have my next lucid dream so i can pratice the inner fire technique in the from of vajradhara, then i said a prayer may i have lucid dream and then pratice tummo yoga in the from of vajradhara,

11/28/07

high lucid WBTB

i woke up in some unknown apartment, i am just aware when my surroundings are dream like, i step outside to a beautiful view from the third floor of the apartment, the sky was purple, i walked down the stairs mindfully, i walked around until i ended up at a street corner, the weather was perfect in the dream, like i was in the pure land, i got in the full lotus posture while levitating in the air and screamed out I AM VAJRADHARA, i did feel i little different, but when floating in the air i couldnt get a stable posture, so i sat next to this building, and sat in the full lotus and started to practice the tummo yoga, i felt heat enter my navel chakra, it so intense that i decided to some doing it for now, lol, then i woke up in bed again steped outside to the exact same scene, i walked down the stairs very mindfully with full awareness of my body and my surroundings, i thought about how i wanted to go meet lama yeshe, so i started to walk around in search of him, the trees were shinny dark green beautiful, there were little cute animals walking around, as if i was in a pure land, then i saw a monk in the background he had the robe of lama yeshe on, then his robe changed to all red at first he had some yellow on it then it changed to all red, when i got close to him i said LAMA YESHE?, he said yea with a smile i followed him to the front and asked if i could come in, he let me in, when i looked at him face to face couldnt believe how real it was, i had the thought that i wish i could show other how real this experience is, he stepped out of the room to do something, i looked around the house he had alot of tibetan pollows and stuff, the pictures on the were of him and my family, my dad mom and step mom, very wierd pictures, then i looked into the mirror on the other side of the room and i had my dads form, i was like wow that was wierd, i didnt even wanna look into the mirror anymore, i sat on his bed waiting for him to come out, then i had a thought o shit what if something scary walks out, then i started to chant om mani padme hum, when i did that i felt there vibrations through my body, then i huge tall black guy walked out the room, i said wheres lama yeshe?, i tried to fly through the roof cause i didnt wanna be there anymore, i couldnt do it for some reason, the guy had a first century bank shirt on, then i went through the window then woke up in other dream, i thought really woke up so i really woke up,

Hmmmmmmm.......cool dream. BTW, who is Lama Yeshe?

lama yeshe is a very high lama in tibetan buddhism... my main pratice is tibetan dream yoga... so i thought i would ask for his blessing in a dream... my lama .. lama dorjee said that meeting teachers in dream time is a very real experience you actually meet them

11/29/07

I was at some unknown house with all these olds friends from school drinking and shit while i was outside chillen, then one of my old friends max came outside to talk, most of the we talk he is always tense and acts like he doesnt know, like he has to meet me over and over again, so we started to talk about old times and how when i first moved to the area and shit, he said alot of shit that really didnt happen tho, like me and brother taking him to the store and given him 12 dollars lol, then this bee started to fly around us it was a bumble bee i hate those, so i ran into the house it ran in to, then i ran out the house, i did this like 2 rounds then finally got him back outside then woke up.

Your "High Lucid WBTB" sounded really very involving..I take it your fairly religeous?

I could use some of your "mind and body awareness"...it seems like you really can control and make it last..you know what you want out of it.

Heh, I find that In my dreams I'm expecting something scary to emerge from a doorway...and I know that it's going to happen..I don't blame you for getting out of there :P in one way or another.

11/29/07

WBTB LUCid dream
i became lucid in this dark room inside of someones apartment, on the tv were two africans holding a red apple and from that apple a dark evil light emerged, (i had this dream because of the energy from my friends room, very depressing and dark), then this cover the whole living room, i ran to the door trying to leave the house but some force was trying to pull me in, i got out of the house, it was night time in some unknown city, i tried to fly away,but then some random guy flew with me and grabbed on to me,(this was a fearful part of my mind), he said he was going to stay with me the whole dream, so i broke his neck and killed him, then it turned into my brother, i was like fuck i killed my brother in a dream, how fucked up?, i cant believe i killed the guy in the first place, something i would never do,(fear manifested), then all of a sudden the whole scene changed i was in a HUGE meat market, (scary because i dont eat meat),i was like what the fuck, so i jumped up trying to escape the scene, then i landed right into other meat market, this happened over about 2 to 3 times, then something happened i really cant explain, watching my self faded away falling into blackness, then i had a false awakening telling my friends how fucked the dream i just had(i read once that if you start to achieve constant lucidity you have nightmares, well lately i have been having alot of lucid dreams)

(i went with the intention to meet my future wife in the lucid dream)
non - lucid
some indian chick keep appearing in my dream saying, you wanted to see me, there so no scene only her face, she appeared like 2 or 3 times after i had the lucid dream, and she looked the same everytime, in every scene i saw her it was just her face staring at me smiling,(what if that was my wife?)
(in the next lucid dream i have i will actually talk to her and see what she has to say)
she could was indian but could have been thai im not to sure

12/01/07

i was with a group of people practicing mindfull breathing, everyone had this huge smile on there face, after the practice everything was extremely vivid, and everyone was in bliss smiling at each other


i lived in some other town with a some dc that i know, i was staying out there because i had a nice job, i worked in some store selling beer, i started to miss my friends so i planed to live my friend when he went to the back, as soon as i was about to leave he came out and said can you help me with something, i said aight, i had to rind some guy up with all this beer, my friend was a cowboy guy, then all of a sudden he got caught in the store for fucking around with a girl that wasnt his age, like alot younger then him, the police came and got him, i walked away from it all with one of my other friends, mike bosco, as we were walking up this steet in this town i never been in, we saw this fine ass mexican chick with the perfect ass( i mean perfect), we were like damnnn, but then he said man i wouldnt want a girl like that she looks like a air head, i was like your right man, i like smart girls too

i went back to my old house i use to live in fort worth, this dream was extremly vivid and clear, i walked in the house and my old friends lived in it, taylor answered the door, i said where jaid was and she took me to gavins room, she was laying in bed, it seemed like it was in the morning time, the room had this brand new feel to it, i stoped and thought how nice it was, then i went to my old room, all my stuff was still in there, then this feeling of sadness came over from missing the past, ( weird cause i dont miss those days at all), it looked as if i was about to cry

12/4/07

semi lucid WBTB

I was walking in this gray building with my aunt steff, we were staying how real everything was in that moment,

12/5/07

lucid dream WBTB

I woke up in the dream looking out of the window admiring all beauty of the trees and everything the scene thinking about how my mind created all of this, and how real it was, then i was going down i highway and i realized i was dreaming so i started to drive as fast as i can, i think i was on 635 getten onto 35 towards, i thought since i was going in that direction that i would go to see my lama at the dharma center, as soon i had that thought the dream faded, then i woke up in another scene it looked like i was in somewhere in japan, because of the style of the building, there was a group of people there, i focused on making the dream more vivid and real, i started to thinking how i dreamt all the detail, trying to become more stable and lucid, as i got more lucid, the scene faded,

12/8/07

me and gavin just got a new apartment, the walls were light blue, the apartments was very high class, i actually think it was a loft in los colinas, are step was there in the house with us, she was leaving somewhere for a while and then coming, i think in the dream we lived with her, the apartment was two floors with a huge kitchen, in the kitchen were two boxs of wine, so i decided to call up charlie to see if he wanted to come drink at my new apartment, i called him and he didnt answer the phone

i was leaving work and walking towards my new apartment, me my brother and george bush, got into this blue elevator, i pushed floor 9, we went up and then elevator stoped but didnt open, then we started to fall at a high speed, somehow i slowed the falling down, but when we hit, bush went to go complain, no one was hurt, but i did chip my tooth

i was talking to with jay z at this huge ware house like place, there hundreds of people there, when i talking to jay z, i thought how distance he was from everyone, then i thought having a big ego causes this, he talked to people rudely with no compassion, then i thought that justin put me on a track to rap, he blow up at justin and said you only put him on because of his white boy name, he told me to get the fuck out of here, i seemed to fuck up for justin to, he actually started to cry, when i was walking out this random guy looked up at me and said sorry its not your fault, then i walked outside thinking about what just happened

walking up these stairs i ended up in someones apartment, babygurl was there i was happy cause i havent seen her in a long time, she seemed to really be attracted to me in the dream, i wondered why now, it was in the dream she was having a baby, and nobody wants a girl with that is about to have a child, but i still decided to give her a chance in the dream and i told her that i would help her raise the child, we were kissing with intense emotion, i thought finally im falling in love

12/25/07

I was hugging around this girl, that i really cant let who it was but, all i know is we were holding on and about to drop, it felt like we were in this tube like thing

I was in tokyo japan, walking down this lite up street with this asian chick i use to work with at help me to buy, we walked for a while then we came to the end of some street, and we talked about how fun it is going to be to get drunk in tokyo, so we walked to go get something to eat

this girl was trying to twist my dread on the top of my head but then unraveled it, it felt like she was pulling my hair out, and had to retwist it up

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Originally Posted by julianabruce

i was leaving work and walking towards my new apartment, me my brother and george bush, got into this blue elevator, i pushed floor 9, we went up and then elevator stoped but didnt open, then we started to fall at a high speed, somehow i slowed the falling down, but when we hit, bush went to go complain, no one was hurt, but i did chip my tooth

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For some reason, I find the idea of sharing an elevator with George Bush extremely amusing.