My Dreamworld

Ever since around 7th grade I've been having dreams which rivaled the current reality we live in. What I mean is that all of my dreams are combined in one "Dreamworld". I have meny dreams which consist of extraordinary powers feeling and emotions I never felt yet in reality. Such as complete darkness, mystery, unknowing, happyness,and this is when we get the the emotions that don't happen on this planet wheras we are in generally peaceful lifes with no live of death situtations everyday.

There has been certain dreams around when I was in middle school and to now that I cannot forget and I didn't write them down. I had one yesterday. This propelled me to start writing a journal and brought me here. Altough I have a whole journal with dreams on a paper I kinda stopped almost as if I forgot I dreamed.. This happned when I started 10th grade, wrestling, physics, I really got interested about the "real" world.

My dreams are all connected in a way in which if there was one place I had a dream at. There is NO way I can't have more multiple dreams there. Such as my city. All the dreams I've had did enough to cover my street to the mall, all my schools, neighborhoods, and all of my city. This city has situations, people, and ways of life I cannot explain in english language. In middle schools I told my friends about this called in "dreamworld" and everybody would be laughing. Thats why some of my stoner friends call me "dreamworld"

There a downside to all of this. This whole world has actuallly turned into another life for me. It is so beyond reaity but at the same time is complety oragnized. How is it possible my brain can store this whole thing in my head? This character in my dreams is always the same, has the same ego as me, but wierdly I have'nt seen his face or heard his name. My dreams are in 1st, 3rd view with some 2nd without looking at me. But these dreams can get so intense. Not fun and happy. But its a world that after having a overall very good dream I can get depressed. Days of depression like if I wanted to go to sleep and visit this world again. It is if I don't which one is real, or if there is even real.

If you studied any sort of relative or quantum physics you'd know that the universe is nothing but a single thought. Since everything is made out of "energy" everything we see and feel is just disbungled it is. but in this world, it is as if the whole dreamworld in the confort of my own bed, takes all of my memories and expericnes and meshes into one night of discovery.


I will begin to post my dreams. I think they has some message of some sort and are of course had to imagine but what I imagined is what my dream is. I've also only had 1 lucid dream in my life! And it was only for half of it. Guess I'll learn some techniques.

Good dreams will be listed to. Good Dreams
Nightmares to Nightmares

Nightmare

9/11/07

Although I have mostly good dreams, when I have nightmares they are completly negative and disturbing.

Down the street of houses I live on I was playing basketball by myself. This house I was playing basketball on had a whole load of dreams in it so did the street im on. But I didn't go inside of it I walked back to my house, for some reason in all my dreams on my street almost everbody I know in school is walking hanging out or playing sports, that means my street is ussualy a mall. So I walk back to my house and I see like 50 people just hanging out at my house. 2 times before they went and chased me and it ended a little nightmare. But this time no.

I was greeted by all the people they were just hanging out and stuff. So I was hanging out. Seemed like a good dream but my mom opens the blind and tell me to get the people off im about to when my friend in real life, a girl, starts um seducing me? and telling me she wants to go somewhere else, I look back at my house and the whole neighborhood is tranformed. This ussualy happens in my dreams. I call it a future jump because sometimes setting change to how it would be in the future in many years. Every house on my street was a broken down house, everything cold all houses gray and cementey. At the window of my house is barbed wire, I see my finance teacher walk out telling me and the girl I was with that we can go somewhere else. We ran holding hands and happy, I was of course happy but I really wanted to see what was going on.

We run out of my street to a street of resurants would naturally be in real life.. It wasn't huge builting of metal and all i hear is yelling. All around me I see the people who but a negative influence on my live. We keep walking and above the buliting people throw massive slabs of rocks at everybody below, there was a hell of alot of people below. I saw people dieing and runnng. the girl next to me ran a different direction. And I go up the buildings to the stairs I see gunfights and everything. I start yelling and hitting these rock throweres with metal poles. I was actually in control. Afterwards they told me theykilled people for fun. I don't know how you guys dream, but mine are completly non-lucid, but lucid enough that I can feel extreme pain when I lose somone in a dream. I got mad, but out of nowhere a gunshot hit a 13 year old looking kid in the head. I was next to him. This lady on the rock throwing side asked if he was ok. The kid was knelled and un emotionally said "its weird... squishy.. and cold" he said the word cold with a face of horror like if i was watching a war movie in real life. Immedialty afterwards he died. I ran jumping buliting to builting trying to get out and I woke up.

This dream did an impact on me. Like a watching someone die and as if I lost important people to me. Other than myself whenever I lost someone in a dream I lose them forever in a dream. It made me notice how evil the human race can be and at the same time how stupid and egolistic ( the girl seducing me ).