Flying Mandarine's Terrors of the Unknown Girl I Love
Welcome on my dream journal!
It has been a few months since I check this forum everyday. I began writing a dream journal but only for me because I was afraid of the English mistakes I could make since I am not an English native speaker. In the end, I can as well just write it there and edit it if I see something wrong!
Please comment my dreams (or even criticize my way of writing, after all, this is also for me a writing exercise), I would be very glad since I feel rather unsure of everything dream-related.
Flying Mandarine's Terrors of the Unknown Girl I Love
Six months ago, I had the following dream:
I am in Japan, near my dormitory. I see a mysterious-looking girl I have never seen before. All I can remember is that she had black hair and maybe black clothes. I go and want to talk to her, but she does not seem to want to talk. I insist and ask if something is wrong with her, and she tells me she is ill and will die in three weeks.
I wake up in my room in Japan. I feel like I have just lost contact with someone very important to me, and I try to fall asleep immediately.
I tell her that she lives in the realm of dreams which is in my head and that I want to save her life. She does not seem to care because she has already accepted her death to come. I tell her I will find a way to get in touch with her, and I ask her once again for something, a phone number, an e-mail address, anything that would be concrete in my world so that I may find her in my world. Before she has the chance of giving me this clue I need in order to go and see her, I feel I am about to wake up. I struggle to stay asleep and I feel her world, my imaginary world, vanishing.
This was the short version of this dream I made a few months ago. Since then, I have been interested in lucid dreaming and dreams in general, at the beginning for only one reason: being able to find her in the remaining three weeks.
This deadline is now long overdue, but this is not really a problem: this is the realm of dreams, and three weeks can last an eternity. I hope I can one day find this girl again. My aim in the dream world is to find her and to ask her if she wants to become my dream guide, as I have lots of questions on my mind that I would like to ask my subconscious.
However, the fact that I put my dream journal on-line has another aim: I think dreams journals can tell who is someone, and thus I would like people to get to know me via my dreams rather than by more conventional means.