Thread: damnpamn: RAW

I dreamed Matthew Maconahey was in love with me. I mean really in love with me.
I shan't divulge any more of this dream.

turned tv off at 11:18 pm
finished entry in journal at 11:48 pm

looking at me standing at base of mountain top mining site
looking at damage
looking from right to left

I start to melt
I am surprised that I am asleep and wake up

3 killer whales jumping out of water
middle one had writing on it's belly

very pretty dream

construction
dirty jokes
ignoring instructions
Spanish
getting job done
unloading horses
they were waiting for me
I was meditating
going to show them how to handle horses w/o scaring them
pony waiting
10 horses in separate trailers
police coming around house
I cut several people in battle
Granny wanting house cleaned
Celebrating Easter on wrong day

I rode with a man to my grandma's house. 2 boys got out before we got there. I went from backseat to front seat on the outside of the SUV. I went into Granny's house and lots of people were there. I cleaned the table after dinner but I didn't know what to do with the crumbs. I went out to the pool. I was floating in pool. relaxing. The water drained out. I found a water hose to fill it up. It drained again. Sis came to fix it.
I went back in house and got in a fight and started slashing people with a knife. There was no blood - just long slits in them. The police came so I left.
I went down the hill and a horse trailer was parked there. The men were waiting for me because one of the horses was a spook and they knew I could handle it.

I was holding several dogs that got away
different breeds
I couldn't hold them anymore so I shoved them in a doghouse
one got out
then another
then 3
Bobby was trying to figure out how they were getting out when he shouted "There are more!"
I opened door to put 3 in so I could go get others
All the other dogs ran out
It was a kennel disaster
dogs were avatars

Dogs were running everywhere. I was holding a corgi in a raincoat, a german shepherd and a yorkie. I couldn't hold them anymore because they were squirming and the size difference was too much so I shoved them in a doghouse. I wanted to go catch the others but one of the dogs got out of the doghouse through a hole in the back. I caught it and another one came out and I caught it and then puppies started running out. I tried to stop up the hole but the dogs I was holding were going to get away. I tried to push them all in but the door fell off and they all got away. There were too many to catch. The dogs were yahoo avatars.

everybody thought I was crazy
they didn't believe Billy was doing what I said he was doing'
Don Tate was sick of everybody
Mary called mental health on me
we were building cement blocks to get out
Billy was breaking them down
I cussed out girl and told her she would never work anywhere but Burger King
I kept trying to WILD in middle of dream (FA)
It would start over
door slam woke me up
Anger & violence & hate

I don't remember this dream. I do remember trying to WILD.(seems to me that would be cheating if I was still in middle of a dream!). I remember the door slam. It seems like all that stuff I hear like that comes from the left and behind me. (I live alone)

Get Out of my house!
All members of family living in one big house
Theo wanting to be left alone
G OMY Y -meant get out of my yard
It was mowed in grass
A psychiatrist was analyzing a model size house of the family
I would have gotten out if I had known that's what he wanted
Looking at house from arial view
talking to psychiatrist
I was living in house

I was living in a house. My family was in different rooms. I was looking at house from arial view. it was model sized. Theo/Billy wanted to be left alone. G OMY Y meant get out of my yard! I wanted a man out of the house.

I had this dream after being accosted by a drunk in my front yard one evening

first time I woke up I saw a little boy looking in a window (I live on second floor)
2nd. time I woke up I saw a red haired older lady rolling over on the couch in front of a window
3rd. time I woke up I was turning on gas heater in the bathroom (I don't have a heater in the bathroom)

12:50 am

dreaming about writing the dream
having a contest
trying not to let evil enter my mind
I was in haunted house
Attacked by ripping & tearing
Keeping it out of my mind so it wouldn't hurt
attack didn't work
dark bat wings entering my mind
stay strong it's a dream
It won't hurt if I don't allow it
in haunted house
pictures are attacking my mind
let evil travel through
I have one (won)
here it come's again
dark castle
screaming, screeching, flapping, tearing


extreme thirst woke me up

I have been having dreams about a contest that I couldn't remember for months now. The contest was between the dream that I am having vs. the dream that I want to have. I was not able to control the dream but I was able to control my reactions - this time. Something that I have been working on for years.

a burst of color
splash of light
fireworks
too much going on I can't process it
wake up