Thread: Inside Out : Serpent Dreams

2nd Jan

B]Substance's:[/B] B6; 100mg, 5-HTP; 100mg

No luck yet (1pm), Jard time getting to sleep.

Remember dreaming and waking up, but of what? Something about alchol? Vodka?
No luck remember 'Am I awake?" frustrating.

Dream: sax went for food. Its 8:00, dam should have realised that the time was changing....
Was very tired in dream
Computer wasnt working... should have realised it was a dream dam!.

Entry #2

At St. Pauls (school)
slept in (time... late again?)
"Mum pix" (wtf)
Missing my time table, was scared I didnt no were to go.

Also remember kenex and some beach island?

Entry #3
*Carnt read my writing...*

Entry #4

Game environment was a mix between counterstrike and team fortress.
Teams were large, we were attaching/ plating the bomb. We were getting owned. Map was very wood-mill-esk. Lots of multistory wooden frames, corrigarted iron roofing sheets.

Had a scoped mp5. Map resembled dust (map out of Counterstrike). Remember being *word carnt read*
and using scope to see entire enemy team. Moved to bomb site 'A'.

Ran very very fast along and inside roof to A and hid between roofing panels. Heat was beating.

All i can remember.

Notes may get sleeping mask. Left eye scratching is a problem. Very hard to get to sleep, very humid, carnt get comfortable.

3rd Jan

Substance's Valerian; 1000mg, 5-HTP; 100mg, B6; 100mg

1st Entry

Lack of dream recall or any clarity
Very restful sleep, carnt remember waking up? Am I awake? Yes.. strange.
Do remember dreaming but none of the dream.

Try calea and val tmoz night maybe?

Entry #1

Zombie hunt
Train - missed train but got on another, huge train network with a lots of stations.


Entry #2


Shot/short in head* carnt read note well
False awakening
Omi told me something

Entry #3

Very long dream, probably forget by the time i write it.

An asin woment *some word* is 'owned' by some asshole. She was hot, living in a bunker type room.
I got here out.
House was very cool and modern, same location as RL house.

-Then something about bannans?? and shopping carts and stock pilings? Running into each other like nighfill.

Note following this i crashed a flattop at work knocking glass bottles on the ground

HAZE

Move onto experimenting with lightning, still with this chick. Lightning isnt glass tubes, big complex scene, i have seen this before, im dream or RL i don't know. This part is hazed.

Discovered something about lightning pulses thats revolutionary. (Im very interested in high voltage fenomina)
I decided to try to get hit by lightning, if i didn't die, it works! Was what i remember clearly.

She reluctantly followed me.

I think it worked and went down the street. Bother overjoy full. I them spotted a forming tornado.At this point it felt like the world had a majored disaster. I was scared shitless. Ran as fast as I could home. She was faster.

Went back to the bunker she was originally kept in. Was fitted with automatic generators 'n stuff'.As we got back the tornado dissipated, remember getting 'told of shown' in a frame by frame. * Here ive got a little drawing of what i saw.

I was pissed for some reason. The girl becomes Reid (friend)
and stars to complain now the world if 'fucked', how it's every going to get back to normal ect ect. I do also, but I think i have a more positive attitude towards the hole outcome.

Notes The facility in which i did my lightning experiments seemed very similarly. Had a shopping complex feel to it, not like shops, but the layout. Like ive been there many times before.

Also dont know if its just an old memory/dream or a new dream. But the train also seemed familiar.
*where I had to get somewhere but had to transfer from heaps of trains. This is some how linked in my mind to the lightning experimentations and the 'shopping complex'.

Could it bee thats I have a job in the dream world??

?

Final notes

Feel very rested! slept into 12:15. Feels like I was in REM all morning from 6 from when i first woke up, then went back to sleep until i woke up again. The dream felt very very long.

4th Jan

Substance's: Valerian; 1000mg,5-HTP 100mg, Calea; 4 leaves

Note: feeling down today for no reason, bipolar negative comming round again . Hope for the effect of the calea, but to stop the stimulation with the Valerian.

#1

Took magic mushrooms with 2 other people. Killed some one on them. (Shocking though). Freaked out, though I took them.... (Because i did... hmmm )

Note: this was very messy entry, must of still been pretty much asleep as i try to write neat and have no memory of this.

#2

*Total gibberish...

Crap, very tired feel like shit... going back to bed (2am)

*More gibberish...


For a couple nights now, my righting becomes very poor and couple days later I note to myself to right neater!

5th Jan

Substance's: Valerian 500mg

"
#1

Dream started rolled be sg. Dortors puniswent atzig on dash. Dont rember lots of rappp"

#2

Worklike shikn gasbizr

I think its too hot *( In really clear writing)

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6th Jan

Substance's: Valerian 500mg

Before nots: tired fingers some playing so much call of duty 4

Entry #1

*Total gibberish...

Entry #2

Stared off carnt remember
Ended up in parade. with uzis and stuff. Just doing drive by. As in literately driving by...
(Strange because i hate all the gansta stuff )

"Shit brakes lose"

I know guys leading off in a tank
I get in another tank but them some one else (friend) is in the tank. and blows the buildings down. Call for back up.

I think 'hes' (guys leading in 1st tank) on the run and blows through the city.
We try to find him and a friend notices a coke (can).

He is an idoit, every one has got coke. We get an apartment to sleep, friend leans outs a window. So he writes on a belt (hold up pants belt).

"~~~~ wana make some man love xoxo" and hangs it out the window. Im like wtf are you doing?

He gets "o.O" by his wife. I laugh.

Note: wow that dream was weird.

8th Jan

Substance's: Valerian 1000mg

#1

Nothing...

#2

Beforehand note: This one is quite intense for me. The ending was very strange and very psychedelic. Very much like ego death. In the dream I died.

Was an advocate of letting these “trapme pu” go. But i was the only ‘enemy’ left. They wanted to get me. I made rules saying ill free them, but I wont shoot them
~
There where to many to free. Im pretty sure I was saying “free you minds”. ‘They’ were going out through a building single file, hundreds off them, one at a time. Through a ‘S’ bend.
But them something happened, I had to start shooting at them, I was crying, it hurt so bad that I had to start shooting them. I pulled up a scout/awp (sniper rifle from counterstike).
- Scenery changed and some guards appeared.
There was 5 or so. I noticed a spy was coming for me. He pretended he was a guard, he had a razor and was pretending to use it.
When the spy got close he caught his neck with the razor. It was very bloody. The spy ran, the guards chassed, but he was faster.

Now I’m the spy, but I’m one of the ‘wsd’ fathers (No idea what that is)
I can feel the blood pouring from my neck, I clamp it. Im walking around, feeling death upon me. The guard who cut me (yes it has changed from cutting ‘myself’ before I was the spy to now have being cut by someone else)
I said can you just let me die in my garden. He respected that. As I stumbled to my garden in a haze, he followed.

The motion was very ‘floaty’, blood still pouring from my neck, I try to clamp it harder. As I was ‘walking’ more like floating through my garden I started explaining it to the guard.
There were little geometric patterns every they were ‘Stone’ like.. There were beautiful flowers growing all over the ground. Through the ‘stones’. Now the flowers begin turning into weeds. (Now its just a big geometric garden with garden beds rocks ect ect)

I said “Nothing can stop...” The guard was awe stuck upon seeing now a flooding view of these geometric gardens with weeds growing out of them! It was truly a magnificent sight. The geometric garden continues to morph and change along with the weeds growing out of them.

Everything starts to fade, I am dying.

I wake up...

Notes: very intense, very vivid, very meaningful ‘geometric gardens’. Weeds still grew through the geometrics rocks and garden beds.
I had a earlier dream in which the world came to an end by comments ect ect, i didn’t right it down, because i didn’t want to remember it in detail.
Also my neck was cut on the right side. My sleeping side.

Jan 11th

Substance's:Valerian; 500mg, 5-HTP; 100mg, B6; 50mg

Entry #2

Uni, experiments again involving lightning. Its Christmastime. A friends mum wanted to bring in a snow core? (I dont know what that is...)

Scenario changed. Now fleeing from the USA, did something i cant remember. Got caught, went to jail.
Escaped and changed my name, like the same way you change your name in a game. Went to the US/Mexico border crossing.
*The rest of the notes don't make any sense

~Hazed out into new setting~

Im the same character, now with some family. Kids watched there mother to burn to death.
Yet she was alive, but dead at the same time...
They were still traumatized, i didn't understand, because she was alive they had no reason to be upset.

When i saw there cry's i started to cry. 'We' drugged the kids to get them to go to sleep. One of the badly injured ones (from what i dont know..) died, a friend (new character) put here in a coffin and wrapped it up and put it in her purse (the coffin).

Entry #3

At some church, I did something wrong (as usual... ) I made a 'waffle vile'.
Started running into the wilderness.
"jzstle Chally & pissing Lere off"

Note: all very vivid dreams, "mixture worlds well"

12th Jan

Substance's:1000mg Valerian

In hospital setting being examined. I'm being experimented on. One of the experiments (one i can remember) was a drug that effects a transmitter in the brain. I didnt know all the side effects (they did). Thats scared me shitless, i got every one worked up when i started freaking out.

~

Gave to them. (the drug i think) Most of them turned into zombies. A dream friend was there, i tackled him/her and her/she was impressed. I got black ink/paint on his/her hands.

I remember not being able to think. (Dream sign? ie no thought process, all instinct)

#2

Was at work (nightfill) but was at the hypermarket down the road instead of normal work. Had two cars, Nissan, one was a 4WD the other some British racer (ie not Nissan but it was). A 'friend' had had some bogan commodore. Went to go home and pulled up at the lights to go right (have a little sketches diagram in book).
Got out of my car to do something, the lights went green and every one was yelling. I got back in the car and its still raining (raining the hole time). I had an accident.

Note: some stuff about how to get the other car home was incorporated i just cant remember.

Now im not in the car, but im running up to the accident yelling something like "Im the driver"

I now head off home in the other car, i get distracted and head off with some 'friends'. We start to go up a mountain road where Martin (RL friend) and some other guys are. I ask Martin something and get some shit response like i do in RL. He them leaves.

Out of no where there is a pair of racing bucket seats owned my Martin on the hill. Red and black trimmed. I get pissed and throw red one. I gave his friend a smirk smile and ask him how did he know him. "Met through fact checking in uni", I responded and said i knew him since grade 8.

~haze~

Now nightfill friends are here. I go for a walk to the other side of the hill. (This is happening on a mountain remember).

I decided to do a little thinking. Then a bomb drops and goes off. A HUGE rush of air comes over me. I got to take a look at the damage.

I them see the plane/jet drop another one on the hill. I drop to get cover from the blast. I get shielded from the 1st wave. The 2nd blast wave i can feel the enormous wind pressure on my head, it last for ages. I try to cover my head with my hands and try to move for better cover.

I can see people being blown away. The rushing air is very intense it was so strong my head was being blown back and could feel the pressure of the wind.

Finally its over, Im in shock and meet up with my friends. We go for a little walk around in awe. We meet up with survivors and some one says Brisbane was hit too (the city i live in) along with every other city.

16th Jan

Substance's: 0.5mg xanax

Note: got prescribed xanax for sleep aid.
Result, Xanax = no dream recall/no dream what so ever. I feel like crap. Ill try them one more time and if I get the same result xanax gets the can.

17th Jan

Substance's: N/A

#1 gibberish...

#2
Very vivid. Went to grandads, very long dream, i slept and woke up in the dream. Indicating several days spent in the dream, it definitely felt like it. I made breakfast in the dream, went and looked at bread mix box and I couldn't read it the letters were being jumbled this frustrated me and i put the box down. (This frustrated me even more when i wrote this down. )

Lots of interaction with the Uni and assessment.
Large part of dream revolved around a snake character.

Note Just generally awesome night and very cool long dream.

18th Jan

Substance's: Valerian; 2000mg, B6; 50mg, 5HTP; 100mg

Beforehand note: Its 1am and im very tired but carnt get to sleep hence large dose of Val.

Epic long dream.
Out in the country, had to move there for some reason. Landscape similar/same as previous dream. Was very nice, but it wasnt the country it was more like and ocean front. It was dusk and night at the same time. The moon illuminated all the plants around the house and had a huge reflection in the water.

I remember the images more than the story and drew some rough sketches of what i remember. I drew a bridge, it was very jagged and has sharp rises all through out its length, it has power cables running under it following its profile.

Family range for some 'bad' women. This part is just too long to fully remember, could write a whole book..

~New scene
Landscape Wetlands, dark and dreary, raining. Lots of little shrubs around, the sky was very purely and clear even though its raining.

Note: before the change on scene. A car club with Nick (RL friend) was driving a white skyline with a 'word' decal on the side. I couldn't read it, should have picked it up and done a RC.
I carnt remember was I was driving, i was driving to my skill limit. Road was very twisty country road (leading to the house).
It was fantastic, rolling hills, slightly overcast and driving very fast.

Now i forgot the other part of the dream...

21th Jan

Substance's: Valerian; 1500mg, B6; 100mg, 5HTP; 100mg

Entry #1

"I didn't write down any more because the dream was continuing through waking and Im going to go back in."

Note: After walking up a couple of hours ago and not being able to get back to sleep (lying in bed). My whole world (RL0 is out of proportion. Everything seems huge. My desk, a glass seem enormous like im about an inch high. Huge as in superstructure big.

Im positive im not dreaming, because ive done a RC on what i just wrote. Spent about 2hrs trying to sleep, during which i conjured up a lot of imagery.

Skipping a couple of nights in my journal. They are somewhat remedial dreams and are very hard to read.

3rd Feb

Substance's: Calea z. ; handfull of leaves

#1
Calea definitely works! Started seeing hynogonic images and scenery with my eyes open wile turning the light off and going to bed. Should of attempted a WILD. I dont know why i didnt. I think I slipped away into the dream world to fast, almost the instant i closed my eyes.

Was more experiments, explosives test, petrol bomb, nitric acid.

~ haze and scene change~

Now in an underground city. Big open passages ways, filled with water. Was in a speed boat. I remember vividly there being an 'impossible loop'. The ones were it drops down but climbs back up and repeats. The drop was a drop, i jumped it in the boast a few times. Was fun! I was being chased by something but I didnt care and continued having fun in my boat.

6th Feb

Substance's: Calea; 6 leaves, Valerian; 500mg

#1

Very vivid, starting to fade as I write.
In classroom in a computer lab or similar. Somethings telling me I have to do 4 subjects at uni or otherwise im going to get a GPA of 1.
Then i said to my self, nar don't worry its just a dream... and continue on my way.

*I some times just let the dream play out because it can just be as fun as a LD

So im in this class waiting to go home. When the teacher says go, the bells rings and I wake up!

PS: Even (from high school) was there. I stole his assignment. The lecturer was getting pissed because some kid was blocking him and making him talk to him (the kid/Even)

7th Feb

Substance's: Valerian; 500mg, B6; 100mg, 5HTP; 100mg

This dream probably had one of the coolest most vibrant battle scenes in it thats I can remember.

I was going to the movies with some DC's. We went into this room, like my own room (in RL). Only it was a hotel above the movie theater. We were waiting for another DC friend, once he came we went into the movies. The movie is now a seminar about maths and filled with little kids. It felt like they new more about maths than me, i felt very irritated.
One kid started talking to me about maths in a smug way and I wanted to punch him. This kid turned into an android. Now the hole scene is changing.


A DC tells me that this is 'mercury rising'. (Note of the title, we were talking about that film about 1month ago and no one could remember the name of it... subconscious thinking.)
Im now on a spaceship. An android (former kid) takes over and sends the captain to some room. He is put through physiological torture, for this part I am the captain. Eyes are growing out of the tiles (room was covered in rectangular tiles).

Back to the 1st room. I was in a large round room, resembling the ride 'gravatron'. Was filled with people and androids, they looked human and I dont think I could tell them apart. They were not all 'bad'. One android next to me was obsessed in this power board next to me and kept plugging into it. It turns out that she is insane. She trys to take over the android whos trying to take over... Shes yelling and taunting all the humans. I pull out the cord she was obsessed in.

Now our ship is getting chased (O how I love the chase) by a huge alien ship.
We fire hundreds of missiles at it. Nothing happens, however when i watch the missiles, im now outside the ship in space. I watch there fire trails follow the warheads. Everything is beautifully coloured and contrasts with the deep blackness of space.
The enemy alien ship is intricately detailed, it's split up into 2 sections like a 'H'. I watch the missiles hit the ship and explode in magnificent display of fire. Lots of bright reds, yellows and oranges. They all leave scorch makes on the ship.

It then 'shrugs' off the scorch makes and every ones goes 'thats impossible' (now back inside).

Some how now the ship crashes into the ocean right next to NY city. Everything is now disproportional. The ship is rather small but the aliens are very large.

*This is now all happening in a 3rd and 1st person state.

The aliens are tree like, they have branched features coming out of there heads. They are a dark greeny blue colour.

One of the aliens is trying to protect another 'something'. I now feel the aliens are friends. He saves the something from the tidal wave created from there crashed ship. It covers the city. He now starts running through the forest and meets a DC and is now relived.

The end.

10th Feb

Been rather lazy with my journal, been getting bad sleep. I tried not having any sleeping aids and failed miserably. I got to stop being so lazy and write down all the dreams I have and i really have to write neater, I make an entry each night, but i carnt read so many of them.


#1

I boarded a tiny plane, could fit about 4 people in it. But it wasnt a bi plane it was a proper commercial jet. We had to do an emergency landing. We spiraled down fast and hit the ground, it bounced up and continued to do this.

I really hate flying, turbulence scares me.