Dream Journal... Friday 11th of April, 2008
Old Future
Went forward in time, around four or five years from the current era today, with an unknown method and an unknown reason. I was overlooking Earth, or another planet at the time, with a bird's eye view. I do not know what was supporting me. It did not look like Earth at all and looked very different (I wasn't thinking it was a planet or Earth or anything like that at the time, just a undefined place). All the houses had changed and looked "earthy", that is - rustic reds and browns - and everything was dusty. Afterwards, I am on the ground and talking with my brother. He tells me that technology has improved in the future. While I'm talking through this dream, I get the feeling that somehow other cultures have mixed with our own, civilisations from other planets. I do not see these people from other planets, but I get the faint idea that the Earth is now part of a larger community in the universe. I go over to my Budgerigar in his cage. I'm happy that he's still alive, since he is five years old at the moment and if he lived another five years it means he is ten, which, in Budgerigar years, is a long time. I become sad however as I go to pat him and a realise he's part blind. My brother talks to me again and shows me the supposed technology. I look at it. It's a small coppery-coloured laptop. It looks just like today's technology, except it's rusted in places and looks very old and worn out. I get slightly confused, but dismiss it all the same.
Rebellion
I'm in my house's hallway talking to my Mum who's in her room. We are not far apart and are discussing something, which I can't recall. My Mum says I can't go somewhere and/or do something. I feel rebellion and anger surge through my body (I am sick of her telling me I can't do things) and I randomly jump out the window. The window I jump out of is weird in that it is open at the top and not the bottom. When I come out of the window, with ease, I land outside. I sprint down the street in an attempt to run away from home. I'm in my pyjamas and someone is walking down the street on the other side. I feel slightly embarrassed to be seen in my pyjamas but still continue to run away. My Mum calls out to me, pleading almost. I ignore her until she says I can do it and/or I can go. I go back home, with mixed-feelings. A short while after I got home I laughed for no reason. Then I felt angry with myself as I knew there was no reason to laugh, as I felt my Mum then will probably think I was joking the whole time. I felt pride for standing up to her and slightly annoyed by my random outburst of laughter, but my Mum didn't say anything more about it.
The Cat and the Egg
There's a large group of people (invited) at my house. I know at the time why they are there, but I cannot recall now. I'm in the kitchen and I can see into the spare computer room. The dream is not very vivid and I only remember certain scenes from within it. The dream does not follow sequence...
There is a red-orangey egg (cut in half). Apparently it is linked with winning something from a computer game we were playing, but someone has it in the dream and it is in a physical state (it's not just within the computer in the dream, but you can hold it and such). It is not a normal egg, probably due to the fact that it is as large as the palm of my hand, is half an egg and has a strange and simple pattern on it's cross section. It looks like a spiral arm curling from the edge into the middle, but it is angular and sort of engraved with black into the red. The egg is all hard and solid and looks artificial, as if it was manufactured. It is special however, as you had to do something important or difficult in the computer game to get it. The computer game was a multi-player board-game style and I remember playing it in the dream with two other people (relatives, or friends). The egg had a sense of importance, but it did not belong to me. I was trying to obtain one also.
There was a white and orange-flecked cat in the dream. It was really small, like a kitten, and it was in almost every scene I can vaguely remember in this dream. It was sort of friendly, in that it didn't bite, and it moved around a lot. I tried to hold it but it made awkward movements that were very un-cat-like, struggled for a while and then ran away from me. It was also very strange, and there was no reason given for it's presence in my house. It was mostly seen in the kitchen on our tiled floor.
Fear of Heights
We were at what seemed to be a university or college. The building was tall and there was a kind of bridge or walkway between the top floor. It seemed more likely it was an adjoining outside walkway between two separate blocks in the building. There was no support for the long walkway and below us was the front lawn of the building. My Mum, several other people (random, probably college people) and myself were sitting in the middle section. We were looking at something, but I can't remember what. I wasn't facing it and was looking at the other people, rather than behind me. There was concrete (which made up the entire walkway) and then a small section of mesh underneath us and we were all sitting on it and on the concrete, informally, kind of like how you would sit on a picnic rug. I tried to talk to my Mum and see if she was okay, because she is scared of heights in real life and the walkway was shaking in the wind slightly, but I don't remember her exact response. I do remember her response was unlike her though, and I didn't understand why she would say something like that (she might have been saying she wasn't scared, or something along those lines).
Ah... False Childhood Memories
I was my current age and I was walking through my old pre-school, reminiscing and what-not. I came upon a blackboard that was filled with what I knew was my writing and scribbles when I had been three or four, and all my friend's writings, and then I looked around and saw there was other writing from newer children and pictures and stuff (cars and trucks, a bit weird) stuck up on the blackboard. The blackboard was not part of the wall and was free-standing, taking up a two-thirds of the entire room. I was talking with my pre-school caregiver and she told me about all the stuff I did when I went there. Some of it was true and some of it was made up, but I accepted it all as truth within the dream. The pre-school nor the caregiver were accurate representations of my real pre-school or caregiver, however. I felt sort of happy to be there.
WILD Attempt I
I was unsure if WILD would work since it was 2:30 pm in the afternoon. I closed my eyes and got comfortable and then tried visualising. I watched some bouncy HI colours and geometric shapes under my eyelids for about 5 minutes and saw short-lived unclear flashes of objects and such. Every time the more vivid flashes occurred, something would click in my mind and I got "too" conscious again and all I saw basic HI. I decided to let my guard down and only watch it. Then I fell asleep for around 5 minutes. I'm unsure if I was dreaming or if it was light sleep, but I'm sure there was some HI involved. When I woke up I recovered alright, not waking up fully, and within 2 minutes my arms were feeling fuzzy and sort of numb. I heard a faint ringing in my ears. I knew SP was coming soon, but I felt too conscious, so I tried to relax. Within 1 minute of relaxing, my heart rate had surged. Literally, I could feel every beat of my heart through the bed. I knew I wasn't dreaming because this has happened before also. Due to my heart beat I was unable get into SP and then the phone rang.
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