Ok, this is going to be my dream journal attempt; before I start posting here, there are a couple of things I want to say first:
-I was some kind of natural LDer for almost 25 years of my life before I join dreamviews.
-I don't really know how many LD's in all that time. I just can say a lot.
-As I don't use to login daily, from now on I will post, my relevant dream(s) only, happened until the day I login again.
-This is going to be my format text and colour-set which I will update when it is needed:
-Black: for dreaming with no lucidity at all.
-Red: for comments about dreams happened before I joined Dreamviews.
-Blue: for lucid dreaming.
-Green: for comments about the dream or LD.
-Purple: for false awakening.
-Orange: for both hipnagogic and hipnopompic imagery.
-Italic: for comments after getting awake.
-And finally, feel free to post your comments regarding my dreams.
April 18th
.../I’m having a walk in this cemetery. I know it from the past: I didn’t like it because it is the smaller one, there are others which I do love to have a walk inside because of both the architecture and the art involved. This cemetery in particular has its own characteristics such as the mess around. Although there are not too many things to see here, the mess around is enough to distract the sight for a while: there are a lot of niches which have been opened by an entity that I have fought in many times. The pieces of bodies, caskets, clothing and so on are spread on the floor giving it a very nasty appearance. Mean I’m watching the remains of some of the tombs spread on the floor, and the holes where used to be some niches, I’m remembering the entity that the last time looked like a very old corpse standing with no movements at all. I have an image in the head, I can see it as I am seeing the niches right now, but it is just a memory which alternatively clicks from the last view to what I’m seeing now. The entity is not here yet, at least doesn’t show up, its presence is inherent to the cemetery. I know it’s going to appear somewhere, I’m not afraid of it. I just hate the nastiness of its appearance. I remember its last appearance with every step. Nothing at all, I turn the last corner and the door is straight ahead, I’m leaving now. My sight constantly clicks to the entity’s image which hasn’t appeared yet. When I’m reaching the door, I turn myself to have a last sight of this small but peculiar cemetery. Then I see it, the entity, in front of me at the other side. This time it doesn’t look too nasty, just a person with a very old mask and a cape, I can’t see the mask very well, it is dirty, it looks like an armour helmet in yellow and ground colours which covers the shoulders too, I don’t like it, it’s too simple this time! Yeah! But I don’t want to say the words yet, I just want to get closer to the entity to see it better and tell it what is happening now. I run to get closer, the entity gets closer too, but floating. I can see the entity’s arms, those are woman’s arms, it’s a woman dressed in a very ancient costume! May be Victorian era! I think I could have known her before in some other dream, and I wonder if it’s her, then I say the words to her: “It’s an LD! Yeah! I finally did it again!”
The helmet with the mask, I really don’t like this, I think I can make it better. Then I remember this idea I found in Dreamviews forum about trying to fuse with a DC which interested me. I liked it then, so I think I can do it right now, sadly for me, I knew about the task of the month after finding this first Idea so the task of the month was in second place when I did my remembrance. Then I get the closer I can, with my arms wide open as some guy in a crucifix, the entity moves the same and once we are close enough, KABOOOOM, a thunder and the entity is absorbed inside of me, nothing else, no feelings, ideas, nothing, bah! Now, I want to throw it out but with a better costume. I think about how it could be but I prefer to be surprised. The operation takes more energy than I supposed to use, slowly I start feeling my mouth making this buzz sound mean I try to take the entity out. I see shadows of a body getting out, its head first, the arms but just shadows, its too hard to throw it out, its consuming too much energy from my side, I closed my eyes and finally I’m standing on the bed, which is not in its real position, something strange around, there is something which doesn’t match… My sex! My sex doesn’t match! I think I can explore this body from the inside, the Idea makes me feel lewd, when I’m about to start, I remember some obligations I have to do first then I got awake and noticed the difference between the false awakening and the feelings around… I was surprised… LD’s rule! I thought I can try a WILD now. But nothing more relevant came out that night due to the stress around.
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