This dream seriously bothers me.... because I have a boyfriend, and this isn't him.




I wake up on the couch of my friends house. His name is Derek, and he.... er.... likes me. But I just want to be friends, thats what I thought. Either way, its his birthday, and so we hang out. We go into his room and watch TV, and consiously Im freaking out because, well, I've never been in a guys room, and wasn't enjoying this one bit. Im also secretly afraid that he might hurt me. Even though I know so much better than that. Well, we stay there for a while, and eventually he reaches out and holds my hand. I am so shocked, I dont really know how to react, and so I dont. I just sit there, and the worst part is, IM FREAKING SMILING. So, not only am I having a dream where im in a guys room, but im enjoying it. Weird. But deep inside im feeling like a total slut for even dreaming this. Thankfully, at that time, my father walks in (and Im guessing this must be the guilty side of me) and starts yellin at me, saying "your not supposed to be here! you didn't ask!!!" and so he takes me home and continues screamin at me.



yeah, you guys r probably like, "who cares?" well..... me. Its been seriously bothering me, because I.... er.... secretly like this guy, but I love my bf, so I feel like a total whore. I need some advice, please!