9/6/08
well today i had a dream. it's blotchy but attainable.
i start of at my friends house(one that i kinda like..)we are talkin about some random things, then he reaches over and grabs my hand. he tells me that he actually likes me and then he leans in to kiss me. i lean in as well and sudenly, we are like transported to this huge place(dont know where) and he's not there anymore. everyone is shouting and i start to cry.(weird i know) then he shows up with roses and tells me he loves me. i am weirded out a bit. i tell him i like him alot but i am not in love yet. he then goes to kiss me again and i wake up!! (bummerface...) :P
9/7/08
this dream was very wierd like a nightmare....
so im in psych class. i need to pee really badly. i decided i didn't want to walk to the bathroom(so far away...) so i like teleported myself there only to find myself in this disgustingly,filthy bathroom. there was tp all over and dirt and water drippin from like everywhere. then i went into a stall. instead of a toilet, there was like a bathtub. the bathtub was filthy as well and huge!! bigger than me, but well i had to go... so i climb this huge tub and sit. i commense to pee... lol, then suddenly this big guy was like pounding on my stall door(which was now huge and had a big gap where it connects so he could see all of me!!) he's yellin at me to come out from the stall. i yell back and threaten him. he gets even angrier, but i can't understand what he's sayin and that only further frustrates him. i finish peein and i get down(i don't even wipe!!gross..) i zip up my pants then i open the stall and begin to ask him what was wrong but before i even get a word out, he lunges at me.
i get shoved up against the nasty wall. suddenly i feel like a rag. like i'm not strong enough to do anything. he begins to pound me, and he is just straight up messin me up. i am cryin cause i figure my good friend is right, and that women are weaker, and lower than man. (although in real life he jokingly say's that, inside joke deal.) when it feels like no one will come to my rescue, suddenly my good friend shows up(same one) and him bein al chivalrist and such, suddenly grabs the guy and begins to pound on him. he kicks his butt bad!! (ninja style!! lol)
i feeel a sense of relief wash over and he gives me a hug. then he says it'll be okay. his sis walks in and comforts me as well. i feel like i''ve been through hell and back!! i fell like they saved me so i am grateful. then i begin to laugh.. (that's it)
end of dream.
weird huh?
oh by the way, when i dream i see myself in the third person. like i'm floatin watchin everythin.. is that normal?
9/15/08
okay so i think this was a lucid, but at the same time not sure.
so my dream starts out like this, i am in my sister-in-laws car, and we are driving down a dirt road. i tell her that i need to go to my friends house and she says she'll drive me. so we keep going down that road, and it feels so real. next we arrive at my friends house, but it's not my friends house. i can tell. but it seems so familiar... so i tell her to wait outside and i walk into this house. all of my friends on the debate team i am on, are there.(the one's from last year) i start drinking some water that just magicaly appeared in my hand. i realize i am dreaming. so i start to think okay... and i wake up. bummer huh? but when i went back to sleep, i was able to recreate most things. sort of. i don't know exactly how i did it, i just kind of imagined things there and they appeared,and i was like back in the same dream. weird huh? nways.
so i am back at the house, and my guy friend walks up to me and we start chit chatting. then he grabs the back of my hair like aggressively, but sexy, and I’m game. So we start going to his room (don’t judge me, I was dreaming!!!) And so we start to go to the room and we are like making out, and it was gettin intense, but then my sis in law shows up. She yells at me for makin her wait, and I’m like, wat? So I say im sorry and we go outside with my guyfriend and two other characters, that I was close to in the dream but I don’t really know them in the real world. (how does that work?) nways, so we are outside and there are like dirt biking hills all over!!! I was like, hell yeah!! But the only thing I found was a mo-ped… so I hoped on and so did my friend and we had a blast. Then we went inside, and started to clean up. I had a glass bottle and it broke in my hand. A particular piece of glass dove into my right index finger. The pain was unbearable!!(can you feel pain? Is that normal?) anyways, I washed my hand and took it out, but it hurt so much!!! I couldn’t get it to stop bleeding. I put it between my thighs and no success.. (by the way, also my first dream I’ve had in first person for years..) I was freakin!!!! I didn’t know what to do. Then I was like hey I can stitch this shut!!! With my mind!! Nope… I couldn’t….. the pain got so intense, it felt realistic!! I then woke up..
