Gandhi Dream Journal...Start of a new Horizon..

Ok, guys I will be starting my Lucid journals today, as I experiment with new techniques, as well as progressing my spiritual quest...

Ok, as it goes, in Lucid, I dream of a character whose trying to evade me, and at instance I am both the evader and the chaser, and I change roles from time to time, I try to go out and look for it, yet I can not find it, I feel its energy all around, then out of no where the entity attacks with a sword to my neck, I do not die, and somehow bow down to this entity, and thats that..

It seems the theme and character are becoming more vid and clear...

First theme, a wild horse that I get as a present, yet this horse always tries to be distant from me, and always out of control, yet my care for the horse is unconditional, and somehow the horse grows smaller and smaller every instant, I feel the sense of connection with this horse, as if it is part of me yet not fond of my self


Three day's ago, I dream that I am getting married, yet something is not right somehow, my mom is very angry, I look at my father and he is laughing, and I can not find the reason for the situation, then I see the girl I'm getting married to, and she looks good, with great personality, and I even get to see girl's father and he seems joyful too, still I am watching the scene unfold yet I can not make sense of my mothers anger, did something go wrong? This could be preminotion as I am planning to go to India next year for a arrange marriage, and its very big thing for me, we'll see what happens...HAHA..


Yesterday, I dreamed I was back in India in my village, and somehow something didn't feel right, very awry, and disturbing feeling from everyone, as if the people in my village are too envious and not real enough to care, as everything seems to be putting up a act to get something from me, it is very hard for me but I'll have to agree that going back to my village six months ago, I went through the same feeling despite growingup as a child back there, somehow I was very excited to be every where else but that village, as I travelled all over India..