Goldy's Journal

Dream Journal

So I've finally decided to start my very own Dream Journal! After many failed attempts I finally got off my ass and wrote down a few dreams this morning so the first thing I did after writing down a good 10 minutes worth of notes on my dream was I came straight to Dream Views! I was just lurkin' around the threads when Dream Journal's caught my eye. I said, what the hell, I've got to start sometime. So now I'm here!

Legend
Black: Normal Dreams
Cyan: Lucid Dreams
Sea Green: My thought's on Dream

I've never really shared my dream's with anyone, except for Lucid's, so this will be a bit different for me. But there's a first for everything! Feel free to post and comment!

Dream Count
Lucid's: 3
Dild's: 2
Wild: 1

Goals
(-) = Not Completed
(o) = Completed

(o)10 Dream Entries
(-)20 Dream Entries
(-)30 Dream Entries
(-)40 Dream Entries
(-)50 Dream Entries
(o)Determine Dream Sign
(o)Have a Wild
(o)Have a Dild

Lucid Goals
(o)Fly
(-)Snowboard
(-)Sky Dive (Wingsuit)
(-)Create a "Dead Rising" scenario
(-)Be able to do anything with my mind
(-)Be Mr. Manhattan
(-)Meditate with buddhists on a high mountain
(-)Be a samurai

Dream Signs

-Those two houses on the swamp the size of a lake.
-Snowboarding Mountains
-McDonald's
-St.Charles High School
-Elevators

November 2nd, 2008

Dream 1

I started out at my Peper's house. It was someones birthday day but I can't remember whos it was. I think it was my Aunt Gisele's birthday. There was alot of my dads side of the family there too. We were all piled in his living room and there was gifts everywhere. The lights seemed kind of dimmed. Someone said something and I looked to my left and I saw everything was wrapped in wrapping that you could see through. One of the gifts was a pillow. She unwrapped the pillow and I was wondering why everything was see through. Someone told me I had to go infront of everyone with my uncle and present my gift to her but I didn't have a gift. I tried to grab someone else's present but I got yelled at for trying.

Next thing I new I was sitting 10 feet away at the dining table. There was tons of food everywhere, it looked so good! I saw my uncle walk through the kitchen with a few items and was going to go down the stairs. My dad somehow reached back and grabbed one of the items. It was a cigarette carton. It was as if he was trying to hide it from everyone. I think it was pot inside the carton because they both smoke it and they don't want my grandparents to know.


Dream 2

My dream started with my in a classroom which I didn't recognize but I feel I've been there before. Again with this dream, the lights were dimmed. I determined that we were in art class, and we had to paint pictures. On my desk I had a canvas but I cant remember what the painting was of. I also had what looked like a cutting board with a hole in it. Matt White sat on the right of me and Max Gainer sat infront of me. I asked who wanted the cutting board but I called it a double sided something. I cant remember what it was but I know it was a called a double sided *blank*. Matt asked what it was and I showed him that you put your thumb in the hole and you paint on it.

I grabbed my agenda and walked to the front of the class so the teacher could sign my hall pass. The teacher said something and I screamed "I Don't Care!!". Karl started laughing at me then quickly apologized when I looked at him. I waited behind Vanessa in line for the teacher. She turned to me and said something about how we used to date although we never have dated. Again I shouted "I Don't Care"


Dream 3

This dream was very short and very hard to remember. It cannot go into detail about it at all except for that the girl was wearing an old yellow dress. The dress was the same one Mrs. Banks wore in the movie Mary Poppins. I had watched that movie last night with my girlfriend which probably explains why she was wearing it. Heres a picture of it. http://www.homevideos.com/freezefram...Poppins15.jpeg

I was in a very old house. The setting was probably in the early 20th century. I was with this girl. We were bothed dressed in very old clothing. She was wearing an old fashioned dress. We were making out the entire dream. Her mom kept wakling in on us.

November 3rd, 2008

Dream 1

I was sitting in my room on my futon. Every thing seemed like normal in my room except my fouton was were my bed is supposed to be right next to my door. I had my white conferter on it and I was laying down on it. Karl came downstairs and into my room. He asked "Can I borrow you'r phone? Don't worry, I have unlimited calling."

After laying in my bed for 10 minutes, this was the only little bit of a dream I could remember. It was probably because I only got about 5 hours of sleep though.

November 4th, 2008

Dream 1

I'm pretty sure this dream started off at Boyne Mountain, Michigan. I've been there before so I know what it looks like but this didn't really look like Boyne but I justhad a thought in my mind that it was Boyne. It actually looks like a previous dream I've had and I'm pretty sure I thought I was in Boyne there too. Anyways it was pretty sunny out, I'd say probably around 2pm. I dont remember why but me and she were supposed to meet up somewhere but I don't think we ever did.

Next thing I know I was at a restaurant. Im pretty sure it was dark in the restaurant but I cant remember. The restaurant looked like it was in an ancient rome building. There was no roof or walls but there were those ancient greek pillars everywhere. Marli was sitting behind me with Lindy at another table. I was sitting with Karl and Shane I'm pretty sure. I got and up, walked away to go look at something I think and I came and sat back down.

Next I got up and walked through the pillars. I went outside the restaurant and walked across a snowy valley and up a mountain until I got to this cliff. There was a big green electrical box at the top which I sat beside. Then a big group of hot girls about my age came over. My girlfriend was with them. We started talking and stuff and then I heard a loud girls scream. Everyone was crying and yelling so I got up to see what happened. A girl had fallen off the cliff. I dont remember who though. I looked around for haley and asked if she fell off. I found her then said " If Haley would have fallen off I would've knocked someone out."

Again, this was the only dream I remember. This morning was wierd thought. I have one alarm which turns itself off set for 6:40 and another that I have to turn off set for 6:50. I remember waking up and remembering alot more dreams more vividly but I accidently fell back asleep. Then I woke up to my alarm and I went to turn it off and it said 7:02. I thought that was pretty wierd. It took me a while to remember this dream. Tonight I'm going to buy some vidamins or something to help me remember more dreams. And maybe some apple juice.

November 10th, 2008

A Day in my Dream School

I wake up and I'm on top of one of the many mountains that INCO poors it's slag on. I get up and look around and for some reason my school is right next to the mountain. I realize I was sleeping beside a metal dog shed but I was still covered by some of the roof. About 20 yards away, some kid's were firing a little 3 foot potato gun fueled by an aircompressor. "What pussies" I thought to myself. I walked down the hill abit looking for my potato gun. I ended up seeing a bunch of things I own sitting on towels on the mountain side. I pick up my 6 foot, combustion potato cannon and said "If you give me a potato and a paint can lid I'l show you a real potato cannon." I don't know why I needed a paint can lid thought.

I'm like 90% sure this was still the same dream but I can't remember me actually walking into the school or going to the classroom.

I somehow apeared in one of my classrooms, it looked like my English classroom. Vanessa, who was sitting near me, noticed I was looking at her so she came over and sat on my lap. She kept moving around on me and eventually gave me a huge hard-on. She started laughing but not a teasing laugh just like a ooops did I do that kind of laugh. She grabbed it and played with it for a second.

Again I'm like 90% sure it was the same dream because the entire dream is based on my day at school. I just don't remember how I got from the last point to this one.

I was walking home from my bus stop and I noticed what looked like an old, green mustang sitting in my driveway. I've seen it in town before in my waking life plenty of times. When I got in the house, I asked Billy about the car and he said we sold the other car cause mom wanted a new one. I think he said she wanted a gangster car. I said let's just keep that one and he laughed. I walked downstairs and my 7 year old sister was in my room. I don't know why but she had some pot in a baggy. I didn't think anything wrong of it. I just thought "Oh she's getting to that age...". I thought about stealing it but I thought that would be to mean. She said she wanted a gangster car too.
Again I'm like 90% sure it was the same dream because the entire dream is based on my day at school. I just don't remember how I got from the last point to this one.

I wok up in my bed at 6:30, exactly how I had planned in my waking life which is unusual because I usually wake up at 7. Since it was so early I figured I'd just jump on the city bus to school. I noticed Jesse and Joey were on the same bus. When we got to the station I noticed it wasn't a normal bus station. It was like the bus station was inside the New Sudbury mall, with stores and a layout a bit like the Rainbow Mall and New Sudbury mall combined, and right across the street was the other part of the station where there was Greyhound busses and it was at the library.

When I got off the bus, we sat on a bench. By this point it looked more like a train station than a bus station. I walked inside the mall part of the station and went to an Oriental Arts store and checked out the cool swords, bongs and pipes and stuff. Joey said he was going to buy a Pita at Pita Pit. I thought it sounded like a good idea so I was going to go to. I asked what time the bus was leaving to make sure I didn't miss it. It was leaving in 30 minutes so I had plenty of time. Before I left Joey came back and said he could'nt buy it but I can't remember why. So I got up and went back to the Oriental store but the guy said he got rid of all his cool stuff so there was just lame chinese stuff in the store now. I wanted to go somewhere but I forget where. I was walking with a bunch of people around the mall trying to find it. We walked past West 49 and the worker was ripping on some girl cause she was wearing a destructo tuke.

We ended up in the back part of the mall and I asked why no one told me how to get to the place I wanted to get. So I walked back to the main entrance and walked out the doors with Jesse. When we walked out the main doors, Jesse stopped to talk to her 3 older sisters (in reality she only has 2). The oldest one (one that wasn't real) had a really snobby voice that sounded just like that bitch from Hannah Montanna. She just kept on rippin on Jesse. I was really pumped to get to the place because I knew I was almost there but my alarm woke me up.

This dream was one of the most vivid dreams I've ever had and it seemed to last for hours. I think what might have happened was the dream continued through different REM periods because it's the only dream I could remember. This was my first night trying to Mild. I meditated for a good 5 minutes and got a decent 7 hour sleep. Tonight I should try sleeping for 8 hours so I can get that last REM cycle which will double my chances of getting lucid.

January 27, 2009

Dream 1

This dream started at my camp. Everyone was down at the lake because it was a beautiful day. I noticed that yellow plane was flying around like it usually does in real life. The water in the bay was really shallow. At one point in the dream, I started swimming towards the middle of the bay where everyone was. On the border of the booies, there were little kids building plastic forts in the water. I swam under them. The water was about 15 feet deep there. It was pretty light under the water and I wasn't gasping for air so it was really nice and quiet down there. When I came up I swam to the middle of the bay. It was surprisingly shallow out there. Up to my waist in water. I noticed that on the point of the bay, there was this camp and it looked really cool. It was made out of bamboo and plant leaves and looked like something from cuba. There was this attractive girl and her parents standing on the roof. When the plane came by over head I noticed a water ski cord dangling down from it so I grabbed it. The plane flung me around in the air and it was one of the funnest things I've ever done. I was sort of trying to show off the this girl a bit and everytime I flew near her her parents would say he's very attractive isn't he or she would say oh my god he's so hot or something like that. after a few rides, I asked my mom if she wanted to ride. She said yes so I went to go watch the kids while she was flying.

Dream 2

I was in my living room at my house. Me and Billy were watching hockey on the couch. He was playing with this brick of butter and kept calling it by name and treating it like a pet or his daughter. He walked out of the room. I started picking my nose for some reason and I pulled two huge snot balls out of my nose. Like tennis ball size. I didn't know what to do with them so I threw them against the wall. It was covered in snot. I ran into the kitchen and got the brick of butter. I opened it up and started smearing it on the wall to remove the snot. I put it back in the fridge and realized how pissed he was going to be when he found out I destroyed his butter. I heard him coming so I ran into my room in the basement. I heard him cursing and yelling upstairs. When I got in my room, there was a Pringles container all bent out of shape and it was filled with really salted nuts. I started to eat them and went back upstairs.

Dream 3

I was talking to Brianna but I could not see her. I was either in a dark room or I just wasn't there at all. Like all I could hear was her talking but there was no visuals. We had a long deep conversation. At one point she asked me if I wrote. And I got excited and said something like oh my god! yes! And she was happy because usually people think shes weird when she tells them she writes. She started going on about why she likes to write because it gives her something to accomplish and stuff. Then all I saw was a computer screen. Like nothing else just the screen. It was like full screen in my mind. We went into her emails and it showed a few titles, maybe 13. She said those were her writings and then kind of got embarrassed so she exited it. The whole time we talked about writing, I was thinking about my dream journals because that night I had planned to start writing them again. I don't know what happened after that. I was surrounded by darkness. I knew that I was sleeping but I couldn't quite grasp that I was dreaming. I was thinking to myself, if I opened my eyes, I would be awake. But I didn't want to be awake because I wanted to sleep longer so I could lucid dream. But the blackness got kind of boring because nothing was happening so I just opened my eyes. Pretty wierd experience. But it's not the first time that's happened.

May 3rd, 2009

Lucid Dream

The Dream started off in front of a motel. I was running down the street, right at the beginning of the dream, when suddenly I realized, hey this is just a dream. So I stopped and the first thing I tried was jumping to see how high i could get. I got about 50 feet in the air but then I stopped because I thought that if I went too high the dream would end. Then i started to actually fly like superman. I stayed pretty low. I swooped down right by the motel and thought you know what since I'm dreaming I can do anything I could ever imagine so I thought of the movie x-men that I had saw the night before and I shot lasers out of my eyes like that one kid did. I did alot of damage to that motel with the lasers. But then I thought, what was it that I've always wanted to do in a dream but never could. Then it hit me, I need to have sex. So I went into the motel to look for girls but i didn't see any girls. But there was this machine in the lobby and this guy went into it and started to have sex with it so i figured its a sex machine. I tried it out but couldn't understand what language it was in so i didn't pick the sex option. I whipped out my dick to look for places to fuck but I couldn't see how it worked. So then I had to look around for a real girl. I immediately thought of trying to spawn a girl and the first two girls that came to mind were Jesse and Lindy. So then I remembered that if you call someone it can spawn them but I couldn't figure out how to call people from the phone int he lobby. So I left the lobby frantically looking for any girls. It was dark out now and I was by alot of houses. Before I could try going into a random house the dream ended.

This is my second lucid dream ever and my first one in almost a year. It felt amazing to have this dream. It was my first wild but it wasn't intentional. I havn't really been trying to have them for the past couple months but now that I had that dream I think I want to try again. I also flew for the first time so I can mark that off too. Recently I figured out a couple more dream signs but forgot to write the entries so I forget the dreams but I remember to signs.

July 30th, 2009

Dream 1

I've been smoking way too much pot lately so my recall is next to nothing haha. This is what I could remember. Maybe when I run out of pot I'll be able to remember more...

I can't really remember what happened in the dream too much but from what I wrote down I was on the phone with my girlfriend. I don't know if I was on the phone in my moms truck or if that was later but at some point I was in the passenger seat of my moms truck with her driving. We went to a local hockey arena (Carmichael or something). When we were in the lobby of the arena I saw these hot chicks that were about 20 years old or so. One chick had her pants pulled down just past her ass. She was wearing a purple thong haha but the reason I remember her is because I saw a picture of her the night before and she looked familiar. Then I went back into moms car, I think I was driving this time though. I cant remember how but I was talking to my girlfriend again and I told her straight up that it was over and I hung up. I think that was cause we had broken up the night before cause we were in a fight.

July 31st, 2009

Dream 1

I was biking down a trail next to a creek or a river. It was sort of like the trail beside my old school but it was more cleaned up like a park or something. The trail went under a small bridge then after I came out I saw a park bench and a light pole. There was a bike chained to the bench, one to the pole and one was locked onto something on the ground behind the bench and pole. The bike on the pole was actually my bike that had recently gotten stolen a couple days earlier in real life. It was a red bmx with free agent written on the side in white. It looked as if someone had painted it red so the bike was just plain red but the seat was still the same. It was locked with orange wire. I called up my friend Shane and told him to bring some lock cutters while I grabbed a pipe and waited for the theft...

Dream 2

Okay now I have a pretty bad fear of elevators and I think because of this dream I have discovered another dream sign.

In the dream I entered an elevator so I could get to my house (which doesnt make any sense because I live in a house and I new that I was going home). My house was on the second floor. There was a few people in the elevator but I didn't get a good look at them. I heard them talking about floor 112 and how it was haunted or something. When I went to press floor 2 I somehow accidentally pressed floor 250. I was scared shitless because I'm terrified of elevators haha. When we got to floor 250, 2 or 3 girls about 20 years old(and hot!) got out of the elevator. I didn't even know they were in the elevator at all. In my journal I wrote down I went back to floor 2 but I really don't remember going back down.

By this time I was in my house.. well sort of. I was home but it wasn't MY house. It looked really old too. I went into this one room and it was empty. There was a hatch on the floor and I opened it. It opened up to a storage area in the floor about 8 feet by 10 feet or so. There was a bunch of junk in it including a bmx which looked like my bike that got stolen but I knew it wasn't although I still thought it was my bike just not the same one that got stolen. Since I found my stolen bike in the previous dream I knew that I now had 2 bikes and I was pretty happy about it.

August 4th, 2009

Dream 1

It was my first day back to school. But even though I was there I didn't feel the need to attend class so I skipped the first two periods. I can't remember what I did for those few hours but I do remember walking the halls and how amazing and real it seemed. Looking down at the floors below seemed so much higher and there were beams of light shining down from the windows on the ceiling. I saw my old French and religion teacher who I hated (but she's fucking hot) but the feeling of the dream made me actually like her and I just couldn't be mean. She told me I should go get my schedule and attend my classes but she was nice about it. We went to her room and talked. After junior lunch was over I met up with my friend Shane. We went to the senior cafeteria which doesn't actually exist but I've dreamt about this room before. We went up some stairs and into these doors and down some hallways until we got to a place were we could get slushies. In the previous dream about that room we also got slushies. It seemed like more of a mall then my school. But when we left there it was still my school. I can't remember what happened after that but I decided to go get my schedule from the office. They said the schedule's werent ready yet so I just skipped the rest of the day.

Dream 2

We were in a big store like Wal-Mart. I can't remember who I was with but we were looking around when we came across some knives. I was watching The Terminator the night before and I thought of the guys at the beginning with the blades where you hit the button and it came out and I wanted one of those. All the knives we looked at were like that but they were fucking wierd! There was one and it was a small model of a smurf that flipped out to be a knife and just stupid things like that. When we were looking at the knives a person that worked for them came up and started to try and fit me with a pair of shoes for some reason.

Dream 3

Me and my friends at camp are all sitting around the fire at my trailer. It's the labour day long weekend and it's the night of the holloween. It's probably around 12 because everyones up partying but it's too late to trick or treat. I ran across the street to Cathy and Brians old trailer where there was a garbage bag full of candy and another half full one. This was awesome because we didn't go trick or treating this year. When all my friends saw what I had found we decided to go onto the main road and see if any one else had left out there candy. As we went down the main road we realised everyone had left out there candy ont he side of the road. At first there was just a bit of normal candy but as we went each trailer had more and more candy and bigger stuff too. I looked in this one yard which does not look familiar to me in real life and there was boxes of candy on the ground then I looked in his shed because it was opened with the light on and I saw it was litterally jammed pack of boxes of candy. We didn't go get the candy so I assumed we'd get it on the way back. Right after we passed the park there were boxes of toys aswell. At Tilly's place there was big boxes about 3 feet high, a foot wide and maybe 6 inches thick with a big fuzzy dog stuffed in it that was a puppet.

Then I woke up to the phone ringing... These were some amazing dreams. They were very vivid. I woke up after the first dream and I could remember it nearly perfectly but I fell back to sleep before I could record the dream which I'm pretty bummed about because it was probably one of the longest dreams I could remember. It actually seemed as if I was dreaming for the entire school day.

August13th, 2009

So I was dreaming and there was a big supper going on but Ileft thesupper and went next door and I dont really rememberthe dream to well but then Irealised Iwas dreaming so I RCd and sure enough I was. So all I wanted to do was fuck but then I remembered to calm down so I put the sexy thoughts aside and chilled. I imagined myself in a room filled with doors. I picked one of the doors and before I opened it Isaid okay I have to do some dream goals so I thouhgt of meditatingwith monks ona mountaintoptemple. When I opened the door I was thousands of feet above the clouds. I just stood there looking at the scenery. It was an orange sky and I was so high it wasdark fromspace. Then irealized another oneofmygoals is skydiving. Soafter a minute or so I jumped.ThenI saw a bunch of different places on different clouds.Ilanded onthis onecloud and it wasgrassy at first. When I looked around it was these hills that wereall black and covered it differentcolored lights. The sky waspitch blacknow. I didnt like this place because it felt really eerie and dark. I remembered Ivealways wanted to be in like mideviltimes and stuff with magicso i thought of that but then my dream faded.Next thing i knowim backat the blackhillplace and then i thought i was awake so i did another rc anditsurprised me when I foumd out i was dreaming. So then i thought another goal was to be a ninja and ninja i was.
I startedjumpingand doing flips and stuf. It was all slow mo and like moon gravity. That amused me fora couple minutes. My dreamstarted to fade again but i made it come back. I cant remember where I was now, I think i was back in the place i was before turning lucid.Isaw somegirls and i just got realy horny again and because I thought horny thoughts the dream guide came and said you sir are BANHAMMERED so i got sent to this small closet with nodoors that was filled withfood and spces and stuff. Iwas litteraly thrown into there somehow. Thats when the dream ended. Fuckingdream guide wait tilI find you....