Hello all, this is my dream journal ;)
Information about me:
I'm Fırat, 19 years old, male, live in Turkey, medical student (2nd grade)
My dreams are usually random, weird and all over the place
Feel free to comment on my any post
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Hello all, this is my dream journal ;)
Information about me:
I'm Fırat, 19 years old, male, live in Turkey, medical student (2nd grade)
My dreams are usually random, weird and all over the place
Feel free to comment on my any post
First Time Lucid
I had read about lucidity like one week before this dream. I can't remember what triggered the lucidity maybe there was nothing; but somehow I figured it was a dream. I didn't have much control over the way it goes or my surroundings.
In my dream I woke up on a bed in a room I haven't seen before. It looked like a hotel room but there were vertically folded A4 papers all around, other than this it looked quite normal several people included. Room connected to a restaurant's kitchen. I got concious before I left the room but I was afraid of waking up and felt like I shouldn't talk or make noises. I remember avoiding being touched too. It was quite amazing though, I didn't do more than playin my part (nothing extreme), it was really vivid. I could zoom in on objects and got to see inside my body (nothing spiritual just veins, nerves, flesh etc.) There were plates in kitchen with whole breads cut into two on them. I kind of solved an issue about an exam talking to people. Then my friend (which is a real person) touched me and I woke up on the bed where I started the dream but this time around I couldn't figure I was still dreaming. Shortly after I woke up for real. It was a great experience. When I woke up I felt physically tired but relieved, still and was quiet.
I remember 2 dreams from that day. I think I couldn't get lucid this time but they were different than my usualy dreams, I remembered more details and they were really vivid as well
1) Walk Under The Rain
Me and my friend (waking life friend) were walking under rain, covered with my blanket trying to go somewhere. The blanked got messed with mud which made me feel sad weirdly.
2) Emergency
Me and same friend from the first dream were in an apartment (which doesn't exist actually) there was a third person I have no idea about and he disappeared at times. I went to bathroom. My penis was cut somehow. I was holding it in my hand. It got erected in my hand. A new penis popped out of where the old one stood (was smaller than the chopped one). Then I ran to living room telling my friend to call for help. Paramedic arrived right after phone call. He injected me painkillers (2 shots) through my scrotum. This was a really irritating and depressing dream and a weird one because of the sexual content/nudity which I rarely see in my dreams. I feel ashamed :?
I'll only post when something noticable happens. I've been trying several techniques for days, none seemed to work out. Maybe I should start keeping a dream journal, because my dream recall seems weaker too. Anyway today I think I got close to SP. I'm not sure how everyone else feels but these are the changes I've felt:
-I lost proprioception sense. (Couldn't exactly tell where my hands/fingers stood, couldn't locate their position when my eyes were closed, kind of numbness)
-Some involuntary twitches on random muscles
-Mild vibration feeling through my face. (Lasted too short and was too weak)
Apparently it didn't go anywhere :(
I remember waking up with many details of a dream at midnight but went back to sleep. In the morning I didn't even remember one fragment.
I ate a little bar of chocolate and drank a glass of milk at midnight and result was 2 pretty vivid dreams and 1 fragment I remembered. Wonder why I couldn't be lucid. I was performing RCs a lot lately. But dreams seemed so real and everything was in its place/order nothing violated the rules of real life (gravity, people, electronic devices, other objects etc.)
1) Weight
Only a fragment: I remember getting on a weighing machine to see how much I weigh (in my real life bathroom), and I weighed slightly more than usual.
2) Searching Bag
Somehow I lost my schoolbag and was searching for it throughout the dream. Class I checked was my current class but environment outside was my old school's environment. I remember seeing faces from highschool, walking a pretty big distance through ruins ( ruins were on a street I pass by everyday on a bus. And from corners to shops details were amazing ) At a point dream was really weird because I borrowed a bottle of coke from someone (:? I don't even drink coke, borrow? :?) took it to a place then brought it back to the person but some of if was drunk so I wanted to buy new one for him. He didn't accept furthermore he threatened me kind of joking. Then I walked back to a bus stop where an old friend (I've run into him in real life yesterday) was holding my bag. But there were plenty of things missing in bag I remember going back to school to check for them. Then someone showed me a room full of lost stuff by people but I couldn't find my items still.
3) Apartment
Me and mygrandmother (who also lives with us in real life) were in an apartment. I remember someone was in hospital and decide to visit them but apartment we are in is strange because people have to get in our flat to go upstairs. There is only 1 room and whenever people going up they walk in our flat. So I decided to lock door to stop people but though I locked it, it was still really easy to open it. I remember testing to open it several times. At the end someone (might be a burglar) opened the door and I attacked him, while I was fighting him a third person got in trying to stop us fighting.
Finally a Turkish member :D :welcome: to DV and good luck on your LDs. Oh, by the way ;
Acronym List, incase you need
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Originally Posted by roland3tr
Shopping Spree
I was in a super market where you could actually cook things after buying ingredients. It was pretty vivid with tons of products on shelfs and tons of DCs shopping around. Yet I couldn't get lucid :( When I went to pay for what I bought. I woke up. I managed not to move (I usually change position before I find out I'm awake) I was hoping to DEILD. But my mouth was so dry (although I was respirating through my nose) I had to swallow couple of times and it distracted me a lot. I was lying in a really awkward position, so I decided to move then I totally lost numbness couldn't get to sleep again. Guess I'll never have a 2nd lucid dream :embarrassed:
Amusement Park
Wah I hadn't remembered anything about this when I woke up. 15 minutes after I wrote first dream something suddenly triggered a sparkle. I still don't have much to write about this one because it's just visuals, no events at all. I remember fragments of being in subway with a friend and going to an amusement park. And a pool table which actually wasn't for billard. Rides were extremeley colorful and crowded but there was an indoor section as well (table was there too).
Recurring Dream: Searching Bag (Brief Lucid Moment)
This time I was searchin my bag again but it was outdoors. Wonder why I had this theme for the second time... I kept running, interacting with people throughout the dream. There was a girl who was helping me then at a point she said I already have a bag on my back. I noticed the straps of my backpack on my shoulder but the bag I was looking for was not a backpack. And the one she pointed out was a really old backpack of mine so I thought it should be a dream and told her so. She was like "Come on, no way.." Then I kinda tried to prover her it' a dream. I said I can fly (This is weird because I don't have an aim of flying, or like flying at all yet I don't even care about bags) She teased me saying "Uh huh; sure you can xD " Then I woke up as soon as I attempted to fly.
Well finals week, new sleep schedule tries, new year and all messed me up a little.
I'm not sure if this was a lucid dream. It was like taking a role in a play but everything was really detailed and vivid and dream characters were really weird.
A part of it took place in a bathroom. I was washing my hands. A guy in a suit caught another guy in the bathroom then he was questioning him right next to me. He stopped and took a playing card out of his pocket. The card had half of a King upside and half of Jack downside. He showed it to me and asked "Which one is better do you think?". I didn't want to get involved so didn't say anything. Then he said "Decide who you side with".
I got out of bathroom there was a group of people sharing something, I couldn't see what but those things were in a sack and they were supposedly brought from a different country probobly not legal either. Then I stepped into a lecture theatre. There was one of my real life teachers lecturing. Then she asked a question; nobody answered then she said she won't go on until question is answered. Then I got near her and told her I'm not sure but I have an idea. Then I started talking about a subject (which didn't have anything to do with the actual lecture) I kept making up stuff which sounded really reasonable and drew geometric shapes on a blackboard. I was a lefty (normally I'm mostly right-handed) and shapes didn't look well. Then I got back to my seat another teacher came to me and said "I knew you made it up" then I explained him that teacher also knew I'd make it up, so did everybody. He seemed convinced. But people around me were really profund and some of them were creepy.