nm78 dream journal

I've been told to start a dream journal for years and did for a little while, but started to forget to write down my dreams every morning. Not I have learned that is is crucial to write down your dreams as soon as possible in order to get whatever details you can in order to dissect the meaning. I have been a major dreamer for as long as I can remember. My first lucid dream that I really remember occured after a friend passed away 15 years ago when I was 15. Many of my lucid dreams have included passed on loved ones, heaven, religion, devil/demons, ghosts/spirits, flying, etc. Usually I won't have a lucid dream for a long period of time then I will have several over a course of a few months. It seems to come in spurts sometimes. I have even had many dreams of passed on loved ones. Sometime I just have the strangest, sometimes they are so strange, I have to laugh when I wake up. I will post future dreams as well as some of the ones that have stayed with me from the past.

I will begin my journal with the one I had very early this morning that has left me in awe and confused at the same time. I had a lucid dream after a "sexual experience" and woke up after a secret was revealed. I was awake for several minutes and went back to sleep. I entered the same dream again after falling back to sleep. Here is my dream....any comments/analysis, interpretations to my dreams are most welcome.

I was dreaming that I met up with a man in my home (but it wasn't my real life home) who took me flying. We were flying through the darkness among the stars but i was never frightened, I felt liberated and free and was in amazement of the person I was with. I was completely peaceful and enjoying the flying. I seemed to know this person although in the dream I wasn't sure how. He had more of a romantic pull towards me and I towards him. The man was very loving and nuturing towards me. While flying, we stopped and began to make love. Not sex, it was making love among the stars. It was almost if I had known this man for a long time but I couldn't quite pinpoint how. At the end he wanted me to come with him (not sure where) and I told him I couldn't bear to leave my family that I would die without them. He seemed a little disappointed and when he turned to leave me and he told me he was an angel. I was in shock and woke up and was a little sweaty.

A few minutes after being awake or so later I went back to sleep and I seemed to be searching for this same man (or angel) again in another dream. He seemed to be someone I had lost and didn't want to lose again. I asked him to appear to me and he appeared to me again. He seemed sad and I asked him why he was sad. He wanted me to be with him but I couldn't go where he wanted me to go. I turned from him and he grabbed my hand. I remember the man grabbing my hand several times in the dream. He turned me around and began to kiss me in a very loving manner. It wasn't forced, it was love. He then was happy again. I told this man or "angel" that I felt that I had known him forever, but he still had not told me how I knew him yet. We seemed to be in a building or home of some sort and another person (a female) showed up. We were trying to talk alone and I ran away from her through a hallway into another room and he disappeared so he could not be seen and followed me. He found me and I walked into another room and something blew air through me or walked through me and I started laughing thinking it was him. He said that isn't me in a concerned voice then all of a sudden a much older man appeared and I didn't see the "angel" anymore. He had left the room. The man gave me his card (I remember coffee being on the card) and I took it so he would leave but he wanted me to follow him but I had a bad feeling so I didn't, I stayed away, he walked out of the door smiled very evil like and left. Then someone else appeared (a family member) and I told them that I got a bad feeling from that old man and he said good....and told me I needed an injection. I started crying saying I didn't like injections and I tried to run away and when it was given to me I screamed and then I woke up.

So vivid that I remember every detail. The ones that almost feel like you are living it are the easiest for me to remember.

I thought I would add a dream that I had from last week that I thought was rather interesting. Any thoughts?

I was sharing a nice apartment with my sister. It looked more like the inside of a house that an apartment but in the dreams I called in an apt. I remember a fireplace and a large window being in the dream. Some friends' came over to check out the new place and I was showing them around. They asked if there were any more rooms and I turned my body around a corner and there was a very long staircase that led up to a door. The staircase was very long. I told them that we don't go up there because something bad is there. The suddenly something came down out of the room, I remember it being a mass but I knew it was completely evil. I began throwing crosses at it in defense to try and get it to leave but it came down the stairs at us. We all began running and the next thing I know we are in car (like a little SUV trooper) driving to get away. However the scenery was a very mountainous area (like Oregon or Colorado). I remember it looking like it was damp and raining. We pulled into a gas station and I had got out to make a phone call. The next thing I heard was a large bang and looked up and it looked like a volcano had erupted and we knew the evil mass was coming at us again. We took off in the car (I was in the backseat looking out back window) to get away. I then woke up.