spuffyfan's dream journal

**spuffyfan** · 12-23-2008 04:40 AM

two weeks off from school for winter break, which means days of sleeping in and dreaming. I decided to start my dream journal now, for I don't know how active I'll be once school starts up again.

12/21/08
I was at "school", which always has the same made up layout in my dreams, when I saw my crush BJ. He was going up to a girl and he kissed her on the cheek(he'd never do that in reality). I felt relieved because I thought there would be a full make-out session. In AP Chemistry class, a friend from Elementary, David, sat beside me and wrote me a note. It asked, "What do you think about shy guys?" I responded with something along the lines of 'it's annoying because it's harder to talk to them'. Then he wrote, "What about farts?" (???) I wrote, "They're gross, but necessary." Later, I met up with Shadow to go to the "fair", but we had to pass through a bookstore and a van to get there. In the bookstore, these group of intimidating guys were near us, so I grabbed onto Shadow's hand. In the van, I noticed the person sitting in the car had hair like Angel so I whispered this to Shadow. We entered the fair, then left for some reason, and when he wanted to go back I said "We can't go back in. We've already left." He told me we'd go in the back way, and I followed. The back way turned out to be a winding road with trees in almost total darkness. I became frightened because I realized it was the same location where I dreamed up something bad in the past(though I don't remember what it was now). Sure enough, as he opened the fence to get to the path, I saw a dark figure move by the trees and I grabbed his hand yet again. This time I could actually feel its warmth and size and it made me feel safe. We left, however, and entered an Italian's car. I tried to apologize by saying, "perdóname" then backtracked and said, "Wait, I think the Italian word for that is perdone(-_- it's not)." At some point, Shadow turned into my chihuahua Pebbles, and things got weird. She grew an extra eye between her other two, and went evil on me. She made me break into someone's house and hold their family at gunpoint until their husband came home. I kept thinking how ugly the third eye was, and the eye disappeared for a little while, only to come back. The hostage situation freaked me out so much that I woke up.

**spuffyfan** · 12-24-2008 05:05 AM

My friend Gina and I were on a Ferris wheel. We jumped off when we got to the top, and we landed gracefully. >.< I wish I could remember more.

**spuffyfan** · 12-27-2008 06:41 AM

12/23/08
(In order of remembrance, not dream sequence)
(things in blue)= reason(s) it appeared in dream
things in magenta= pseudonym(s)
I was in the time of the Great Depression and the Holocaust. I was with my mom, sister, and Clare Kramer as seen on Buffy the Vampire Slayer as Glory. She was there with her minions. She and her minions escaped by walking into a looking glass(totally inspired by The Looking Glass Wars). My sister turned into Dawn Summers of BtVS and we somehow tricked our captors and ran out of the dingy room with the little belongings we had. Our friends and neighbors had apparently supplied us with clothes. I was at school walking with Natalie and Sara, but once we got to the school's entrance(a replica of my middle school) I split off to find my grandma. She was serving food to an extremely large group of high school students, and the plants and trees looked really lush and green. I saw Alex in the background. I got an email from this guy named Kevin who was interested in me. I was disappointed because I thought it'd be this Senior named John. The email, turns out, was not a flirty one but one of a serious nature about I don't know what. His grades were in the email, and they showed an obvious plummet. I went up to John and started a conversation with him for the first time. I think I asked if he had a girlfriend and he answered "No." Later he sent me a typed note asking why I want to date him, since I don't know him(good question, DC). Trenton was brothers with Pedro, and Trent skipped the family dinner by claiming he was going on a field trip. Pedro said, "He's going to pay for this in 5 years." There was a walk-a-thon at school in the parking lot which I walked with Bianca and my dad. My dad looked at John and said, "He's always looking at Bianca." Sure enough, he was. Bianca picked up her pace and sooner or later they had both disappeared. I took a picture with my phone of this dialog he had on his car, claiming it was for this tattoo I wanted. I had already gotten one of the sound waves of a couple of songs, but its location on my body kept changing. Rider Strong and Joey Lawrence were trying to shock each other with water and an aluminum laptop in my room to no avail.

12/25/08
I went to Bianca's house, which was massively tall and her walls were made of ferns. I can't really explain what it looked like, but it most resembled a maze, and she and I were the rats- only we weren't trapped or looking for "cheese". I was afraid of the house until I found her; I'm pretty sure I sighed in relief when I did. I lost my bookbag at school, and so we went looking for it in the lost and found room, which was being monitored by some guy from school. He and I got into a heated argument about the size of Great Britain. I wished Raquel a Sweet 16 when she woke up, and she had white crust all over her smiling face(my uncle asked about her 16's picture the day before). I had a general anxiety that Bob would find out I have a crush on her, although nothing in the dream gave me any reason to think that she would. I gave Bob and Laura half a bottle of Lancome perfume each.

**spuffyfan** · 12-30-2008 07:28 AM

(blue)= a guess at why this appeared in the dream
magenta=nickname
12-27-08
I was skipping lunch with Bianca and we hid out in the school's "bathroom", which looked incredibly fancy(I went to Key West 2 days before and entered a bathroom much like this). I got horny and suddenly wanted to kiss Jon Jackass, so I sent him a text asking him to meet me in that bathroom. He couldn't, because he was in the bathroom in the next corridor. Next thing I remember is being at Steve's "house" and seeing him with some random girl. I mouthed to him "We need to talk later." Apparently I'd kissed him before and I wanted to proclaim my love for him(I was at his send off to the army party the day before). The girl was hideous, but she began to model and she literally transformed into a beautiful woman. She was also a scientist, evidently, because she made these rainbow minerals for Steve's face(?). I washed one of the containers with water out of jealousy and it clumped up.

12-28-08
I was at a party where I met and talked with a guy that I fell head over heels for. He was beautiful: big brown eyes, full lips and wavy brown hair. Later I found his MySpace page through a mutual friend's profile and saw that he was in a relationship

. That friend of his was dating the sister(also named Tatiana) of a guy I went to middle school with. His about me said 'You're just jealous I put my dick in her before you' along with a picture of the 13 year old girl and their newborn in her arms. Later, I was a part of a team of girls playing a game against another team. We were separated by a fence. We gave them our middle school pride shirts, and they gave us theirs. Our team handed over my blue piggybank to their team, which had my name written all over it.

**spuffyfan** · 12-30-2008 07:39 AM

(blue)= a guess at why this appeared in the dream
magenta= nickname

Yum, Jack
I had streaks in my hair while dating this guy, but we danced and he dumped me, which caused the streaks to disappear. I watched Shrek the Third(my aunt talked about it the day before) with my little sister(in reality she's only 2 years younger than me). There was going to be a talent show in my school's auditorium, so I convinced Bonnie, Katherine and Laura to go see it with me. They had to sneak in, but I had already bought a ticket because I heard Jack would be removing his shirt

. We sat down, but shortly thereafter security came and made everyone who didn't have a ticket leave the room. Laura said something along the lines of 'I guess we're going' and they left. I got a seat up front, but the scenery changed and now I was in the back of the cafeteria near Alex and his friend Y. The show began. Sean took off his shirt, followed by Jack. I took photos with my phone and sent a text to him which said 'Yummy!'

**spuffyfan** · 01-04-2009 07:50 AM

>.< I haven't taken the time to recall my dreams.
magenta=pseudonyms
1/2/09
Closing my eyes in the dream, I was able to view my MySpace photos. Stewart commented my new default picture saying she didn't expect the "gothicness" of it. It popped out at her, but not to take offense because she likes Jessica Louise(>.> my shirt wasn't from there). She said she drew a picture of it and that she'd show it to me sometime. The other two comments said "69" and "I69". My aunt's sister K was at home with me, as was my uncle and Karyn's brother. They were all talking about Closer by Nine Inch Nails, but when I played it, it was a slower version of the song. R-K's boyfriend-thanked me on here for writing exactly what I dream o.O.

**spuffyfan** · 01-07-2009 01:49 AM

Magenta= Pseudonyms
1/4/09
Kip Pardue as seen in The Rules of Attraction was a self-absorbed drama student at my school who got the lead in some play. My friend(don't remember who) and me were trying to get his attention. We talked to him at some point, but I don't remember what was said. I do remember we went to the bathroom immediately after to obsess about it. I was trying to hide my feelings for someone and Giles from BtVS scoffed at me.

1/5/09
Something about Model Guy having a wavy mohawk. Also, Bobby went through my bookbag and pulled out a Kotex pad. I said something like, "It's there just in case!" while feeling extreme embarrassment and anxiety.

**spuffyfan** · 01-10-2009 07:59 AM

1/8/09
Magenta= pseudonym
I believe I dreamed this as my mind's way of calming me about interacting with Model Guy in reality.
Model Guy wanted to hang out so he picked me up. I told him I had to go home so he took me, but when we got there band stuff and a stage were set up on my lawn. I told him that people(they were Mexicans) were using the lawn for a concert party because we wouldn't be using it the house. My mom and sister were inside. Oh, sidenote: while the exterior of the house looked like my own, the interior was my grandmother's house. He removed his shirt to reveal his six-pack, and in explanation I told them he was changing. He had blond streaks in his hair. Some accident occurred and I ended up bleeding from my legs so we headed to "my room(grandma's room)." As my mother rolled up my pant legs, I thought "he might like it" since he considers himself a vampire. He said I must have been bitten(by a plant) when we were outside. Sidenote: Outside my mom had touched a plant and was like 'Remind me not to do that again'. So she pulls up my pant legs some more and there were droplets of blood that smeared my legs. Even higher and more blood appears. At this point he was in bed, so I sort of supported myself by laying on top of him.My mom asked me to pull up my shirt to see if there was blood there too, and I did. I had a bra on, and I sort of leaned into Model Guy some more. I felt him grow kind of hard under me. My mom and sis went to get the medicine to stop the bleeding. He asked if I liked his now pink streaks in his suddenly long hair and I lied and said yes. They came back, Nikki threw some "medicine" on my legs and I moaned and groaned. She said, "Wow, imagine if that was the actual potion." I got off of Model Guy. Later on Nikki mentioned that she saw the band Metro... Not Station but something else, at Warped Tour. I told the guy, "Yeah, but we had to leave early." which really did happen in reality. He eventually had to leave, so we got up. He was so tall! I hugged him and said, "Wow, you're at least a foot taller than me!" and his response was something like, "Yeah, I haven't been your height since Chemistry." Which, for all I know, he could have taken last year in the real world. He made us do a sort of Waltz dance while hugging and then left. I asked my mom what she thought of him and she said he was nice but he brought up a call he received from his ex-girlfriend's ex-boyfriend. "How can he be dating a guy?" I explained to her that he was single. Then she said something about a marriage, and I thought 'he's getting married?!' but she said it was my dad. We rushed to my grandma's house(XD which we were actually in to begin with, but whatever). . My grandma looked at my dad and said, "Cuando viene el cake, que diece... SURPRISE(her tone turns happy on surprise)." My dad looked relieved as hell. My grandma hugged this short old man who made me think of my late grandfather but knew he wasn't. Then there was something about me peeing on the couch that belonged to my grandfather-in the dream it was a toilet-with the door open while my uncle was in the next room. He closed the door without looking in.