Rowanheart24's Dream Journal

December 26, 2008

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lucid dreams are in red
talk about dreams are in black

This is my first dream post so please be gentle.

I was in this big building with arches and antique furniture with Tosh from Torchwood. I was worried that my parents would find out about our relationship and being more than just friends.

Tosh told me not to worry about it and that if we truly cared about each other that what they thought truly didn't matter.

Then things escalated from there, but we won't talk about that here.

Awesome dream :) I'm totally jealous.

Thank you.

I only wish I could remember more, besides the more involved parts.

December 27, 2008

I don't really remember much about the dream I had, aside from the fact that my mother apeared again. (My mom passed away nearly 2 years ago.)

My mom appeared out of no where, sitting on the ledge of a large garden wall. She looked at me with this sad but sweet smile. She never says or does anything,but watch me. It's never the exact same dream, and it feels like she has something important to say but she never gets a chance to say it because I wake up.

I guess my main concern is if this is really my mom or my brain's interpritation of her, or worse yet, something trying to trick me into thinking their my mom to mess with my head. I haven't come across much about dreaming about the dead.

I hope she says something eventually, hun. -hugs-

Me too. It's getting creepy.

December 27, 2008 Afternoon

dreams are in blue
lucid dreams are in red
talk about dreams are in black

I laid down because I wasn't feeling so good and had a lucid dreamI was sitting on my bed watching my clock.The same clock I do reality checks with during the day.I reached out and pushed the little hand back down to what time I thought it was. It wasn't a very long dream, but it was a start.

Awesome :D

January 3, 2009

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lucid dreams are in red
talk about dreams are in black

Last night I had one long continuios dream about weird things:I dreamt that I was back in high school and had a ton of homework asignments to complete before I had to babysit my twin nephews.The twins are 4 years old and weren't even a sparkle in their mother's eye when I was really in high school.I had a report to write on Nora Roberts.I have never read a biography on Nora Roberts in my life, only her fiction writings as J.D. RobbI had a ton of Math work, which I seemed to understand in the dream, which is a first. I had one other subject assignment but I can't remember what it is, but it was extreemly easy to the point of being stupid. My step-sister dropped off the twins and we sat making little books out of yellow post-it notes, with me doing all the writing on the little papers.What I put in the post-it note books reminded me of Bible passages, but totally random and had no order to them.After that, the twins just seemed to have disappeared, or gone home, I'm not sure which, but I sat in the middle of the living room floor opening birthday presents. I remember squinting at the card and being able to read who the first present was from: The Doctor and Martha. It was a thick book on Physics. And I was so overjoyed by it that I wanted to stop right then and there and start reading it. But suddenly the world around me changed and I was sitting on the grated floor of the hub and Tosh was urging me to keep opening my birthday presents. Then someone, I think it might of been Owen, bunged a present at my head.My birthday isn't until next weekend.

Oh my god, that dream is so incredibly awesome! :D

Thanks, but my brain is sometimes a scary place to be. Like the post-it note bibles? Where the hell did that come from?

January 4, 2009

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lucid dreams are in red
talk about dreams are in black

I dreamt I was searching for something very important in a gift shop. But it wasn't your average gift shop, it had all my favorite shows/things merchandise. I had a set amount of money to spend and then I found an envelope with $90 more dollars in it. Nobody claimed it, so I decided to spend that too. There were Harry Potter Craft books, House buttons, Torchwood braclets, Tinkerbell necklaces, just all sorts of cool stuff. I ended up asking the clerk on duty if there were any jobs availible, but she said no.

January 5, 2009

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lucid dreams are in red
talk about dreams are in black

I worked for the Torchwood American Branch, which was pretty new seeing as I was just hired. It seemed to be based on a farm out in the middle of no where as it's cover story. The letter head on my paperwork stated New York State. I was incharge of the archives. My Choir Director was the Team Leader, and a few of my RL friends played the part of the rest of the staff. The base looked like a rural farm house and the Archives, from the outside of the building appeared to be a barn. I told my Choir Director that I was going to put something in the archives and she warned me to watch out for George. I thought maybe George was a new hiree. . . But when I got outside the base anf headed for the barn, I had to open this huge gate. I shut it behind myself. But then suddenly I was standing face to face with this Torchwood's version of a guard dog. . . A royally pissed off bull by the name of George. I went screaming and tried to jump the fence, when my rl bff came running to my rescue. Saying that I was warned of George and shouldn't have gone into his paddock by myself. She got George to calm down again and we went back into the base to finish up our work for the night and fax some reports to Jack in Cardiff.

January 6, 2009

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lucid dreams are in red
talk about dreams are in black

I dreamt that I had a large family that lived in a one room house in the 1800s. I'm roughly guessing, due to clothing style. . .Very Oregon Trail-esque. My older brother in the dream (Sam) was played by a much younger John Barrowman. My older sister in the dream (Mary) was played by Amy Acker. Fred from Angel. Our father was played by Michael London.Of Little House on the Praire fame. Our mother was a beautiful woman with ash blonde hair. Sam was very sick and bed riden, with dark DARK circles under his eyes.. So Mary and I tried to cheer him up with card tricks. Sam tried to guess what card we picked out of the pile and picked it up and turned it over to look at it, but what he said did not match what was actually on the card. He said Seven of Spades, when it was actually a 9 of hearts. When Mary told him that he was wrong, he started freaking out, saying he couldn't see. Then mom started freaking out. We were waiting for dad to come back with a doctor, during a full blown snow storm. When dad did finally make it home, a wall of snow came in the front door with him. But there was no doctor. Dad started blaming himself for Sam being blind. I don't know if it's possible to have dreams about past lives, but this felt more like a memory than a dream, with people I recognize from tv playing a family I've never had.

January 11, 2009

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lucid dreams are in red
talk about dreams are in black

I was waiting outside a club for E and her husband to show up with their kids as well. When we went inside it was more like a mini IKEA than an actual club. M was able to climb the wall like Spiderman, which was pretty cool, cuz he was getting something down for me to look at. N was really quite and just looking at stuff too. B was crying because she felt ignored. When it was time to go home E gave me a kiss.