29th of December 2008
So first of all, I tried to WILD. And it went better than ever. I was a bit too awake, but it went pretty good anyway. So I woke up after 4 hours of sleep, from a very light dream. I accidentally pressed snooze (cell phone), and had to get it off of it would start to ring again after 20 minutes. Damn! "How do I get this off??". First I tried shutting it down. But no, I remembered, that it would ring anyway. I tried to take off the battery (right word?) from the cell, but oh no. I couldn´t get it off, the damn "back plate" was so tightly closed. Then I tried to set a new time (this cell doesn´t have an option to take the snooze off without it first ringing). It helped, it didn´t ring after 20 minutes. So anyway, after I had gotten the snooze off, I went to my lobby. I lied (right word?) down to my couch, and stucked my foot in some hole for a mild pain anchor. Then I just though "Now!!". I counted "1, I´m dreaming, 2, I´m dreaming" and so on. At the same time I tried to notice the anchor (not strongly enough). I just wanted to WILD! Well, not as strongly maybe just at the moment, cuz I was so sleepy. But soon... I lost it... Then I heard a "BEEP" and had a weird feeling, so I gathered myself again, and kept counting. But at some point (after 10 minutes) I gave up and changed my posture. Then I tried in the different posture, but didn´t suceed.
Reasons for failing:
1. Hard time keeping eyes closed.
2. Light level too high.
3. Concentration too low!!! Both in counting and in the pain anchor.
4. Too mild anchor.
5. Too undetermined mind.
Solutions:
1. Sleeping mask
2. Curtains everywhere
3. Must accept falling asleep, just noticing the anchor and counting, and do them both harder.
4. More painful anchor.
5. I must understant, how close it is! A real WILD!
Now for the dream part (this happened after the WILD attempt):
I was at my home. I was going somewhere. My cousin was with me. Soon me and my cousin went to our car with the rest of my family, and we drowe away from our yard. After we had been driving for a 100 meters, I had to get something from my home. I went back, and took something with me.
Next thing I know is, I´m inside this building. There was a party going on. I did all kinds of stuff there, and I was always embarrassed. After some time, me and my classmates went to this room. I sat next to E. I though of something. Then I looked back at E, but he was gone. A 70yr man was there. My classmates had left the room. Soon a teacher came in to tell the old people of the room what to do. I went out of the room, and tried to find my classmates. I only heard some speech and music, but I did not find any of them. Well, I went to do some weird stuff in the building. Soon I came to the exit, and saw the teacher, who was "acceping" the daily performance of the stutents. I was the only one, who did not get accepted....
I´m sitting on a chair. I´m at my school. I think, that me and my father are eating something. Then I see E and K, and go ask them, where was the place I was supposted to go "yesterday". I dont remember, what they said. Soon me and my dad went to the school yard to ask a friendly woman, where we had to go. The woman told where. So I went back inside, and my dad showed me a corridor, and said that I must go there. In the corridor were some of my classmates. T came there, and told me that he and E had shouted me to come with them "yesterday", but I hadn´t heard it. After that me and K started fighting. He made my clothes disappear. But then he gave them back and said "sorry"....
I´m at my friends yard. I´m waiting for my friend, and meanwhile I´m cleaning his yard (bottles everywhere). My friend comes. We jump in to this hole. The next thing I know is:
I´m seeing myself in 3rd person, pumping speed to a muscle powered train, and some wolfes are chasing me. I see a helicopter.
I´m gonna try and WILD again tomorrow morning. I´ll be writing a lucid then, so "stay tuned"!
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