My Very First DREAMJOUNRAL!!! by Chaostitan90
Hey everyone, I'm new here, it's my first post, and I have yet to have a dreamjournal in real life so why not start one in good company?
I literally stumbled upon this site one day recently (using the application Stumbleupon) and I was hooked. I really like the ideas in it and my ultimate goal is to be able to control my dreams... that sounds beyond amazing to me.
Okay, so the first step is dream recall, and now, unto my dreamjournal.
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Night of December 30th, 2008:
I upon a door to reveal my living room with all my christmas decorations. The door is ata weird angel, because in real life, there is no door at that corner. Anyway, as I walk around the tree to see who's there, I see the flash of a camera. Someone is taking pictures, obviously.
I see my mom sitting on the ground near the tree smiling. She had just been in the picture, but who had taken it? It turns out my baby cousin, who is three years old, had, and he was still holding the camera. He got up all wobbly as toddlers do, holding the camera (which he apparently knew how to use) and walked over to my mom who picked him up.
Just some info: My cousins have just left less than three days ago, including the youngest, my little baby cousin Seth, who is apparently good at cameras in my subconscious.
The rest of the dream plays out with me and my brothers, and me asking my eldest brother what his phone number was, but instead of writing it from left to right, like normal, i write it from up to down. Yet, as he told me the numbers and I wrote them on this index card, I see that it's waayyy too many numbers. I begin to ask him why he has like 25 numbers as his phone, but I wake up, or end the dream. I think , once again, with logic kicking in, my dream just faded.
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So, comments/questions are VERY appreciated :)
I hope to one day be lucid AND stay in the dream, but for now I'm just recording my dreams.
ps: HAPPPPPPPYYYY NEWWWW YEAAAARRRR!!!! 2009! :breakitdown:
A Community Like No Other
January 2, 2009:
Dream #1
Picture a tall but narrow waterfall leading into an equally narrow river. On both sides of this river I see people with many baskets and tables facing the river. These people are apparently members of my community (can't picture them, never seen them before) and they tell me that we have to fight.
Apparently there are several robots, a la TRANSFORMERS, in the river leading into the waterfall, and they are all coming down, so we , as a community, must fight them here. We attack them by taking objects off the tables and giant fish out of the buckets and throwing them at the apparently drowning robots in the river and waterfall.
I can distinctly see the fish. They were huge. Big heads. They wriggled a lot and were hard for me to hold.
So yeah, this went on for awhile. Whenever we would hit any of the robots with any item, everyone cheered. It was very much a bonding experience.
THENIWOKEUPTHEEND.
I mean...
Dream #2 (this one's short)
I see a street that is apparently in my town in the dream, and I walk along it. I see many people lined up, like a parade. There are no floats or cars, just people dressed rather flamboyantly.
As I walk past all these screaming happy people, I get closer to what looks like the front of the line, and it seems more and more people in the parade have these pretty lollipops.
I subconsciously must really want lollipops because I ask all the people who gave them lollipops. They point towards the front of the line, but no on the line. There is a separate path that's parallel, one that I've been following this whole time. So I go to the front and see that this parade and the "parade" that I'm in are both stopped... at a ... red light.. because in dream-world, parades stop like traffic.
So I go to the guy who gives out lollipops and he gives me one. :D So I'm happy, and I see that one of my high school friends is on my line also with a lollipop and we begin to talk about lollipops. It was very much a happy, merry, (gay) time.
ANALYSIS: Yesterday one of my brothers randomly mentioned a specific brand of lollipop that I used to like as a kid that I haven't had in years. It didn't taste amazing, but it looked nice, and in the dream I didn't even eat my lollipop! This is no coincidence...
THE (real) END
Brothers and Sisters on some level
Note: I have two brothers and three girls who are essentially our sisters in my life
January 3rd, 2009:
DREAM #1
This one is hard to describe, but I'll just give random points. Me and my "siblings" are in a long hallway, almost like an airport, and it looks really cool, but in this dream- WE'RE NINJAS
We do this crazy training exercise where we run along the hallway and we have a large ORANGE BO-STAFF. The object of the apparent exercise is to simply spin the staff and then pass it with force to the next person, who must catch it. I also remember passing several "Caution slippery floor" signs also while doing this bo-staff exercise.
Also, during this dream, I remember having the book "Oh the places you'll go" by Dr. Seuss, and looking at it before we started tossing the stick. The book, though was in a weird shape, like a crescent, but it was still readable.
weird huh?
DREAM #2
This one is hard to remember. I just see four of us "siblings" whom the more I think about it, weren't my siblings in this dream.
Yet the four of us were in a room together and we all knew we had to split up and go through the four doors. Each door had a different theme and obstacle course, sort of. The one I followed had a theme of lots of gnarled up trees and forests.
I finally got out to get my prize, but I'm not positive as to what it was. It might've been something dirty ;)
... but it could've been a party. :P
ANALYSIS: Idk... I enjoy spending time with all five of my siblings? No idea... especially with the Dr. Seuss book.
Attack of the False Awakening
January 12, 2009:
DREAM #1
So I'm going to my local grocery store, and I'm obviously doing something I'm not supposed to when walking there, because I eventually see my Dad and my brother drive by near where I am and stop at a red light.
I'm so scared that they're going to see me and I'm going to get in trouble, that I hide my face behind a piece of paper, as if I'm reading it, and walk backwards (which I'm good at in real life).
I'm just so nervous, but they finally leave, and I finally get to the grocer. I end up buying these two bottles of soda-juice... that's it. :( yeahh.. I don't get it at all... I really don't see the guilt.
DREAM #2
(Note: So this is my first real false awakening. I guess it's my fault because I just always assumed that I wouldn't fall for it... and of course, I really wanted to believe that it was real)
So in REAL LIFE I wake up and turn to my right and look at my clock. It's 6:15, I'm so tired, I don't need to wake up, and I'm kinda annoyed. So then I roll over to my left...
... and I'm in dreamworld. What I see is... well.. my real-life crush is coming into my room and proceeds to sleep on the floor. I just reason in the dream that my crush is coming back from a long night of partying and was always planning on sleeping over in my room... ON THE FLOOR, mind you all.
So I'm nervous and excited by this fact, but I get up to go pee like I always do when I wake up. This dream was soo real in that it was the exact lay out of my house and the upstairs bathroom was taken (which is typical in my house).
So I go to my downstairs bathroom and I see madddd people in my living room in sleeping bags, all on their laptops. I'm like, whatever, and I go to the bathroom. Once there, I'm unable to pee, so I go back upstairs. On my way, my Mom runs and pushes me out of the way as she runs upstairs. (It was at that point above all else that I really should have known... but it was soo real, my house was exactly correct!)
Then I go back to my room, have a little sexual tension with my crush, and slip back into bed. During my "return to sleep" I realize, while my eyes are closed, that it had to have been a dream.
I don't open my eyes for awhile after that... because I desperately want the dream to be real.
But of course it's not, so I eventually wake up in sadness.
Night of 1000 Dreams (including a LUCID!)
January 20th 2009:
DREAM #1
I'm in the bedroom of some house and I have this feeling that I need to go on some mission. I walk into another bedroom and see this man who's essentially Hagrid from Harry Potter, and I think the mission is to go to some place, just like in Lord of the Rings. It's all very strange, and Hagrid talks really fast and laughs a lot, always making jokes.
As we travel through the house, I see a kid about my age playing Super Smash Bros Brawl on the Wii, but using a guitar controller, like in Rock Band. He also hacked it because he was playing as Luigi, but he had the power to throw exploding item capsules. (if you've played the game, then you know that this is not possible, and the sight of someone using a guitar to do this would be ...ludicrous)
We go outside and there's a cobble stone path and strange trees, right out of a storybook. It's very sunny, and we come upon a small lake, smaller than the one in Central Park. There's a small ferryboat in the lake and we get on the roof of it. Then, I see a girl my age who was left behind. For some reason I perceive her to be the snobby popular type.
ANALYSIS: Hagrid looked like a guy from a camp I went to a looong time ago. And I play SSBB and Rock Band for the Wii... A LOT.
DREAM #2
This one was a looooong dream. There's a house by a lake shore, and there's a huge party there. It's the house of these two kids I went to high school with, but they weren't particularly close to me.
I remember the party was really nice and I saw a bunch of people from high school (and people I don't know) jumping into the shore. It alternated from day to night a lot... must've been one long party.
Then something dramatic happened, and these kids got upset. They had come to the conclusion that their parents (who, in the dream were divorced) were never going to get back together (sad, but kinda cliche). One of the kids is someone I TOTALLY have the hots for in real life, and they were REALLY upset.
So in the dream (you can tell where this is going) I console them but hugging them... and for some reason... stroking them. :shock:
Yeah... I can't say I didn't like it. Still, the person didn't notice and stormed off in sadness over the parents. This person came back eventually, and I kept avoiding them though. They're just... so hot... I can't handle it, so I avoid- like I would in real life.
I remember seeing lots of people I went to high school with, people who were mutual friends of the people who owned the house in the dream. It was pretty freaking accurate, and a lot happened.
ANALYSIS: ...it was awesome... :D
DREAM #3
SHORT DREAM BUT EVENTUALLY LUCID
So in the dream, I play a girl (?!?) specifically Christina Applegate, the actress (?!?!?!?!!!!) . That's who I play in the dream.
In it, I'm in my house, a larger version, and I pass by my family. They all start calling me something that I get really offended by. This probably has something to do with the fact that I'm CHRISTINA APPLEGATE! I think I have a a name tag or something on me too.
So then, I finally become lucid in my kitchen, in front of all my family. I just start to think that it all makes no sense, but I was still in the dream, trying to keep my cool, not fading out. (Not sure what gave it away... possibly the fact that I was a woman... maybe...)
At the point, I'm still not in control, as I see myself to mad that my family keeps calling me a name I don't want to be called. So then I dramatically rip off my name tag and shred it into many pieces, yelling "that's not me!!!"
Then, because I'm lucid, I try the spinning technique. However, while spinning, I think to myself, "You know what I'd like to do.. since i'm already a woman..."
I spin and spin and spin andBAM! I BECOME WONDER WOMAN!
WOOOHOOO!!!!! I DID SOMETHING LUCID!!!! if only for a second because then I faded into another dream...
Night of 1000 Dreams (including a LUCID!) continued
DREAM #4
(This one's the longest, and up there as my favorite, so I HAD to give it it's own post... yeah... it was an amazing night)
NOTE: I tried to visit my high school a few weeks ago, but the security kicked me out, saying it was an inappropriate time (bull) but I got to visit later that day, so it wasn't so awful.
So in the dream I'm visiting my high school, and I walk into a science classroom to visit my favorite teacher and favorite person on the planet, Dr. A! So I walk into her room in the beginning of a period and I go to say hi to her, but she looks really sad, along with the rest of her students, who mostly all know me. They all want to say hi and greet me and be all happy and joyous, but apparently they're holding back. I see that there's an old lady in the back and she walks up to me and says, "Excuse me, you are not allowed to be here, there's a class."
So I'm like, "I'm just visiting my favorite teacher, who are you?"
And she's all, "I'm the audit for the education department, not that I have to answer to you! Do you have a visitor's pass?"
I say no, and she says, "You can get in a lot of trouble, if I tell the principal, which I can do, so you should leave now."
I'm shocked, and I leave, not before looking at Dr. A and all the students and seeing how sad they are. It's obvious they're being opressed by this WENCH IN A NEON GREEN SUIT. :mad:
So I go to some random gym class and exercise a bit. Afterwards I go take a shower (it's a dream) and I of course I end up in the women's showers first (hey.. it's a dream! Plus, there was no nudity at all in this dream)
When I finally get to the men's showers, I see my roommate/good friend there, which makes no sense cuz he didn't go to my high school. So, once I see him I tell him about that WENCH and that we have to go do something!
So he assumes the role of my sidekick and we go back to Dr. A's room. Once there, it's between classes, and all the kids in the class walk out of the room. They have to stay in the hallway because they have a double period of Dr. A's chem class. When I see them, I finally get a good and happy greeting from all of them. They're all so relieved to see me.
I then ask them what's going on with the audit and Dr. A. They quickly tell me that the wench-lady was sent to her classes because the state doesn't believe that Dr. A was a good enough teacher and that she was too light-hearted. The district also forced her to take these pills that would lower her personality! I was exactly right when I said that they were being oppressed, and I was not going to stand for it.
Just then, the bell rings and that lady comes out into the hallway and angrily tells all the students to walk back into the room, and she sees me. "Didn't I tell you to leave? Do you WANT me to call the principal?!"
I tell her "Fine, I'm leaving." As I walk away angrily, I look back into the room and see a monotonous Dr. A, and then I see the audit and she looks at me. I give her kind of an angry look, and that just sets her off. She gets up and yells, "I'm going to tell the principal! In fact, I can call you to him right now!"
Me and my roommate walk away as that WENCH yells at me and says something in a walkie-talkie, and I hear her voice over the intercom, "(my name) PLEASE REPORT TO THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE, IMMEDIATELY!"
So I have no choice but to go to the principal's office. Once inside, the principal tells me that the audit says I was AND I QUOTE "Disturbing Dr. A's class, trespassing onto school property without a visitor's pass, and finally gave one last mean look to her before I left." That wench- ONLY ONE OF THOSE THREE ARE TRUE! :angry:
Then I start to have a discussion with the principal. He says, "You realize that you have put many students in danger by trespassing without a visitor's pass."
"I just came to see my favorite teacher because... i needed to give her good news!"
"What good news?" Hmm.. I needed to cover up this lie.
"That I... that I missed the teacher who helped make me who I am today... :blue: BUT I SEE THAT YOU AND THAT REST OF THE SCHOOL BOARD TOOK HER AWAY!" I say, raising my voice.
:argue:
"Not that it's any of your concern, but it was in the best interest of Dr. A and the rest of her students that we administer new policies to inhibit her unorthodox teaching methods."
:mad::mad::mad:
"UNORTHODOX TEACHING METHODS?! Since when was being a good person who actually cares about students unorthodox?! I came back to see my favorite teacher, but you practically lobotomized her and put her under the fascist thumb of the wicked witch of the west! She was an amazing person and teacher, ask any of the kids in my class last year! I did well on the AP exam and so did a bunch of other students and it was all thanks to her! I may have walked into my Alma Mater without a pass, but what you're doing is ten times worse! I'm glad I came back so someone could catch you sucking the life out of a great teacher and tell you the truth. You're not helping her or her students- you're destroying her!"
The principal was in shock and thinking. "I didn't realize she meant that much to you... and you did do well. I'll have another hearing about her current qualifications as a teacher. As for you... I'm supposed to press charges, but I think I can let you go this one time."
Me and my roommate walk out of the school, content. It may have been a dream, but I meant what I said. I was a hero. :woohoo:
ANDTHENIWOKEUPTHEEND!!!
DREAM #5
hahah jk-ing.
My triumphant return to lucidity after months
4/45/09
A few days ago I had a REAL LUCID DREAM! Idk how, and it wasn'ta WILD or anything, I just realized it. IN REAL LIFE: I'm at Boston for a Ballroom Dance Team competition, and I had just gone out to visit friends at Boston University. I visited their dining hall and I just thought it was all so nice, so that's why it stuck in my head.
THE DREAM:
So I'm at a BU dining hall sitting across from a friend from MY school. I don't really talk to her much, but we know each other. Anyway, we're sitting int he cafeteria, and somehow, someway it HITS ME: She wasn't at the BU dining hall that day. She didn't visit MY friends at BU with me, why would she?
So I'm lucid, but not quite in control. I proceed to tell her that this is all a dream. She proceeds to disagree and say that it's not a dream. We go back and forth and I am adamant in knowing that this is a dream, because IT IS!
Then, I decide to prove it to her. I'm not sure how. I think about all the super-powerful things I can do in this dream universe. Instead, I decide to simply punch her. I think to myself that if I punch her, I won't feel it because I'm not actually punching her in real life.
The weirdest thing happens. It is true that I don't feel it, but my hand goes right through her body, thus proving my point. YET it was so weird because of the feeling! I've never phased through solid before, and it essentially tickled. My mind wasn't used to the idea of my hand being in the same space as someone's body. I phased right through her with my punches, and it tickled, and it was strange, yet awesome!
Somehow we end up teleporting into a different cafe and she still doesn't believe me that I'm in a dream. So, I proceed to think about the stool that she's sitting on. Then, I MAKE IT EXTEND SEVERAL FEET IN THE AIR! She screams as she towers well above my head, and I smile. There's no denying that. I then do that to the stools of others just because I can.
That's all I remember because I think it ends there. But I'll never forget. It was THAT awesome.
Quick reality check recap
5/7/09
I'll make this quick. I distinctly recall me having only THREE FINGERS on my right hand in a dream. I felt passive, but I remembered how dreamviews said that one major reality check/dream sign is lack of correct number of fingers or toes. I remember thinking "OMG, I'm supposed to have five fingers, THIS IS A DREAM!"
I tried to focus on what I wanted, ie, control. Instead, I was just passively walking along the dream.
All I remember was I was walking through a park with "Beast" from Xmen 3. lol, that's all I remember, that and the hands, before waking up.
Oh Beast, give me a sign...