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      Yesterday was very scary. I couldn't sleep night before last. By the time I had to pick my kids up from school I was dead tired. I drove to the middle school and fell asleep before getting out of the car. I had a micro nap and woke up wandering where the heck I was.
      I went inside to sign my daughters out and my voice was slurred as if I was drunk or had had a stroke. I felt like falling asleep as I signed their names, but I caught myself and told myself to snap out of it.

      The I went to pick up my youngest son (my oldest stayed at the Farm to clean and take care of the animals).
      He was waiting outside, so he got in the car. Traffic was backed up, and I fell asleep, making a gap for about 10 cars.
      I fell asleep while driving home several times.
      I didn't have the money to buy my meds this week and what happened felt more like panic/cataplexia attacks than sleep deprivation... but sleep deprivation made it worse. It was a nightmare.

      I came to the RV and crashed on the table bed (the table folds down and the cushions make the mattress) and fell right to sleep. I woke at around 7PM, saw my hubby and was asleep by 9PM. I woke again at around 4AM and traded spots with my daughter who fell asleep on my couch with the computer monitor. I fell back to sleep around 6AM and slept until around 10.
      When I woke at 4, I came here and read some posts. Someone's signature had a picture and something about how annoyed they are by the triangle left behind by windshield wipes. I also saw that my nose was swollen where I had re-pierced it a couple weeks ago.

      One of the dreams I remember was having a jack-o-lantern type triangular hole in my nose where my piercing it. I worried that it wouldn't heal because it looked so weird and gross lol.

      The other dream I had was one I've had several times in the last 10 or so years. I was going to school but was failing out of several classes. I kept trying to race for class but I could never find it and it was on the other side of which ever building I was in.
      I was also working for a library, but I had missed a LOT of work and refused to just show up expecting I'd still be employed. I felt guilty because the elderly woman running the place had given me a lot of chances and I continued to blow it.

      IN the dream, I was also still married to my ex. He was leaving me, though, and I worried about what I was going to do. We fought during some of the dream, at various times, and each time he left in his car and I was alone, crying.

      That is a nightmare to me. I'd rather kill zombies any day...

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      I've been sleeping overly-much these last few days. I took my last Provigil this morning when I just couldn't wake up... despite having gotten 13 hours of sleep.
      I started my period 3 days ago, which could account for my fatigue.

      I've been having a lot of very vivid dreams, but they're old stories that I don't care to re-type. I fly, levitate others, fight monsters, run through many roomed large buildings, run through trashed building etc ad nausium
      I've also dreamed of my congregation, of smoking, of fighting with my hubby, about my ex and being abandoned.

      Recurring dreams I've also been having (though not as frequently as the others) include me drowning, a huge tidal wave, being chased by sharks, sex, sex, more sex (thanks to my period); of losing control of my car, losing control of the RV, car being flipped by water and me drowning.
      A new dream, I had this morning, was one I don't recall every having had before. I saw myself on a video monitor. I had the impression I was watching myself being interviewed by the cops. I don't recall the questions... in fact, I don't think there was any sound. As I watched myself, I was annoyed at first because I didn't consent to being taped. Then I was worried that they captured me picking my nose or something lol. Then, out of nowhere, a cigarette appeared in my hand and smoke obscured the view. I was annoyed at myself for smoking, but don't remember why.

      In short, my dreams reveal (in abundance) that I feel my life is out of control. I feel overwhelmed, trapped, hopeless and, yes, even horny lol

      I don't feel those things as much on a conscious level as I go about my day, but it's definitely churning in the background.

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      I've been working on a rune set, which means I need a lot of privacy, so I didn't go to sleep last night. I took a caffeine pill early in the evening and it held strong until 4PM this afternoon.
      It's so stinking hot, that I went to the trailer and took a cool bath, reading a book "Meg Hell's Aquarium". I fell asleep in the tub for 4 hours and when I woke up my hands were so pruned they HURT lol.

      I don't really recall my dreams. I knew one of them was about the book I was reading. I was David, but he was a Prince and not a scientist.
      The dream was oddly combined with Flash Forward, so it was a love story/disaster themed dream

      I'm still sleepy, but I may skip sleep again tonight so I can take care of more things once my kids all fall to sleep...

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      Same ole, Same ole. The only thing different is a few days ago, I dreamed of drawing my own blood. What came out, though, was water which confused me. I somehow also used both hands lol and the dream was in 1st person.
      Other than that, nothing has changed. Still dreaming of drowning and running through large buildings...

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      The only thing I recall from last nights dreams was of being in a classroom setting.
      My friend, Roxanna was sitting behind me and Ruth was sitting to one side. Roxanna was talking to me and I kept my voice extra low when responding because I didn't want her to get in trouble for talking to me.
      I had a cigarette I was trying to hide. I placed it in some sort of container and closed the lid, but the smoke still escaped the sides.

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      I've been having some strange dreams lately, but most have been same ole same ole. I've been having a lot of sex dreams. One in particular that I recall was being a man and I had a hamster as a penis

      Last night's dreams were mostly stressful and symbolic.
      In one, I was moving. As I packed my belongings I looked for my 2 new born babies. I had stuck them on a shelf and I'd forgotten to feed or change them for a couple of days. I was also looking for 2 rabbits that I had also forgotten about. I became more and more freaked out as time passed. I couldn't call it in to the police. If they found their bodies, then I'd go to jail for neglect/abuse... they'd do an autopsy and find they had been starved. As I looked, I eventually found my son. I baby talked, asking him if his diaper needed changed and I changed it. Then I fed him, worrying about my daughter, whom I still hadn't found. Her name was Leieesha.
      Eventually, I looked back up on the shelf and saw the bunnies were back in their aquarium. I asked my kids about it and they said they had found them.
      I then saw our dogs running outside and I became terrified that they had found and eaten my daughter.
      My grandmother was in that dream, but I don't recall in what context.

      I woke up then fell back to sleep. In that dream, the first thing I recall is that of two women trying to give me information about their religion. I told them I didn't want to go to Heaven, but instead, looked forward to living forever on a perfect earth. I quoted Scripture to them. One of the women was pleasant and we shared our different beliefs. Her partner though became increasingly agitated and said they HAD to go NOW. I asked her what was wrong- was I taking up her time to fulfill her quota. The nicer woman laughed and said her partner would never forgive me for that statement.
      I took off flying, swerving to miss some power lines.

      I was then in a house (?). This part is foggy, but I was looking through picture or something for subtle demonic influences. A guy was with me. He started to leave, saying he didn't see anything with demonic or alien activity. I reached for other papers and pictures and said I definately saw alien influence in some of them. He asked me why I hadn't told him of them sooner. He looked through them and added material to a pile to be burned and thrown away.

      The next thing I know, I'm at a Witness gathering or study. I left to get something out of the car and 2 Witnesses stopped me. One of them is like a mother to me. She said "[?] and some people can't get out of here fast enough to get a cigarette." I told her: "I'm not leaving for that." She then took my arm in her hands and she was shaking like a leaf. I told her again: "I haven't quit but that's not why I'm going to the car. I'm out of cigarettes. I just need to get something."
      An old friend, Dan, had been at the gathering and I wanted to talk to him so badly.
      I was sad because Barb had died.
      I left but instead of ending up at my car, I was in a different room. I was going through Bible material. Vernon showed up and started commending me on the way I had organized some of the material. We started talking and he said I needed to get everything that was demonic out of my life in order to move on spiritually and get close to Jehovah again. Then I realized it was HE who was dead, not his wife Barb, and I started freaking out. I told him there is no such thing as ghosts- that he must be a demon sent to further confuse me.
      It was somehow explained away.

      >>I had that last dream because I'm spiritually confused and yesterday I learned that Vernon had died.

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      Quote Originally Posted by Zhaylin View Post
      II've been having a lot of sex dreams. One in particular that I recall was being a man and I had a hamster as a penis
      That is awesome.

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      ROFL It was definitely an experience

      Last night I dreamed of one of our cats, Panther, who ran away.
      Then I dreamed I had a boyfriend even though I was still married. My hubby was fine with my relationship until I had to go to a Conference with him and my boyfriend was there as well. Boyfriend was a baseball player and he had a game during the Conference so my attention was torn between the two loves of my life.

      I also dreamed, again, of burying bodies. They had liquified but then I somehow managed to grind them into bonemeal. I was trying to hide them but they were being dug up and I was really worried.

      That's all I recall.

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      I had a lot of really "deep" dreams night before last, but my kids kept waking me up and I lost most of them right away.
      The one that stands out was riding with a former Elder of my Congregation. He asked about my kids and I told him some of the good things that had been happening [not RL events though] and then we moved on to deeper spiritual discussions. I don't remember the context, but I used an awesome analogy of a migraine- how sometimes, you can feel them coming and can stop them by doing (or from stop doing) certain things; and how sometimes, life changes can stop migraines from being a problem almost all the time... but how other times, the person suffering might need help. At that time,they would go to a doctor for suggestions or relief etc. I applied the analogy to spiritual things and my oldest son was the reason for the topic.
      He was proud of my reasoning.
      Then he pointed out all the recent troubles I've been having and said I needed to spend some time with my bestfriend, Brigette.
      I then became somewhat depressed, thinking his concern for me was superficial because he had forgotten who my friend was. I don't even know a Brigette. I told him my bestfriend was Roxanna.

      >>Dan, the former Elder, moved "up" spiritually and became a Circuit Overseer (an "Elder" of sorts for several Counties) in another State. I always had a bit of a crush on him and he symbolizes everything I would like to be spiritually.
      I dreamed of Roxanna, in particular, because I found her on Facebook, but because of my disfellowshipping, I cannot add her as a contact. It would be too hard for both of us.

      Last night, because of watching Splice, I had a lot of great dreams. Once again, my kids woke me too often and I forgot most of the dreams.
      What stands out most, in my mind, is shooting wings out of my back, at will, and flying in a way I've never flown before.
      There was also a bit about taking a tour somewhere and being given a vase made out of some sort of brown stone with black flecks in it. I held it to my chest and cherished the gift.
      At some point, before or after the tour, I was running from something. I was in a group of 5 and we made our way to some watery tunnels beneath a street. The tunnels were gated and guarding a natural spring but some of the homeless population had broken in and used the area for housing, cleaning, cooking and fresh drinking water. There was soap on the steps near the spring.
      But then 3 of the people were killed.

      I also dreamed of my grandmother and Aunt Judy and my grandmothers house. There were also cats in the dream and a daughters friend who gave me a kitten, then took it back, saying she only brought it over to visit lol.

      Oh yeah!! I almost forgot one of the scariest and best dreams ever. I was driving the RV. There was a lot of snow on the ground and I took a turn too sharply and rolled the RV. The roll lasted so long I was able to tell my kids to keep their seatbelts on and to remain calm. I told them to bend down and grab their ankles. The seating was like that in a car and not in an RV. Secretly, I was thinking we would never make it. I told myself that an RV is little more than a bunch of mobile matchsticks.
      But we did make it. In fact, even the RV made it- though it looked like a smashed up Station Wagon afterward.
      When I told my hubby of the accident, I thought he would be very mad. But he knew the turn very well and started laughing. He was amazed we survived and wasn't angry at all.

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      I've been having a LOT of intense and vivid sex dreams.
      In one of them, I was a captive. I was terrified at first, but then I started enjoying myself. It was a twisted sick dream.
      I've forgotten the details of the other sex dream...

      Last night I dreamed of being on the run with a baby boy. I ended up with my ex-husband in a house that was used by the homeless. He was the only one there at the time. Then we went for a walk and we were kidnapped. We came to in a building for homeless people and it was packed, but still looked very nice. It was very structured.
      There was some bit about a building and grafiti but I've forgotten the details.

      Then there was another dream where I was wrapped in a rope by a GIANT snake. She was saving me to eat later.

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      I'm still having the same annoying theme of dreams:
      Burying people beneath a house, worrying about the police and disposing of human "goo"; having a baby and forgetting to feed it then loosing it (only this time, the baby was named Georgia Rose); of flying...

      Last night I dreamed of being with my ex-husband again. One of his siblings was trying to kill their father for a large inheritance. The siblings name was Stephanie and I kept going through the names of the children in my mind and failing to find a daughter with that name. I also had a hard time believing the father was wealthy. In real life, their in the lower income bracket and there is no daughter named Stephanie.
      Then, I was watching a video or something of my ex and I having sex, then in a lower corner of the movie, I saw a woman being raped and murdered. I rewound the tape to show someone, but it had disappeared.

      At some point in time, I also had a very child-like dream in which I was going down water slides which seemed to never end. Toward the end, the water became chocolate and I was careful to hold my breath. When I reached the end of the ride, I hit a wall. The ride was out of commission and I had to be picked up by some sort of ski-type lift. It had to fling me to a platform. It had to go backward and the further I got from the platform, the more scared I became. But then it flung me to safety and I was elated.

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      *sigh*
      I had the same dream themes again last night. When I figure out what my subconscious is trying to tell me, they'll go away. I hope I figure it out soon lol

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      I figured out the meaning behind the dream and it finally went away. It's nothing major, my subconscious, however, just doesn't like to be ignored.
      The dreams just reflect my sadness over my youngest daughter growing up. And my kids are always complaining that they're hungry (even though they eat well). My dream merged the two.

      The same time I figured this out, I sort of figured out something else. I was lying in bed, in a twilight sleep, conflicted over my religious/spiritual beliefs and about how much I confused my p-doc, when last we met.
      My head kept telling me "1+1=2" and then randomly said things like "1= Accurate knowledge; 1= Godly Works... 1+1=God."

      I became so annoyed by these thoughts that I woke completely and wrote down all that came to mind and this is what I wrote:

      "The truest, the purest religious equation is: Accurate Knowledge + Godly Works= God. 1+1=2
      It is easier for me to deny the existence of 2 than it is for me to accept anything else. 1/2 + 1/2 + 1/2 + 1/2 would also = 2.
      In that, however, 2 becomes "watered down", diluted and therefore impure.
      Likewise, I would sooner disbelieve in Jehovah God than accept him as anything *less*.
      I cannot follow other so-called "Christian" paths because they are incomplete.

      I would rather cast runes."

      Though the logic is anything but.... logical lol, I understand myself better for my rambling rantings.

      BBL

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      I slept for almost 2 days. I've been SO exhausted.
      I don't recall much about my dreams. I recall flying and teaching my friend Roxanna (who didn't look at all like Roxanna) how to fly. At another point, I was at an airport, flying. It opened into a Mall and then a stadium. I was then sitting down, taking a test which didn't make sense. A boy in front of me turned around and asked what perfume another guy was wearing. The kid beside me then said a string of numbers which makes up some of my password.
      Then I saw ropes hanging from the ceiling and I said I hoped my name was picked so I could swing and fly from them again (a dream I've had before). But something happened and I had to leave.
      I started flying again after asking for directions to a major road. The people gave me instructions to drive to but I told them just to tell me the direction (north, south etc) and when they did, that's when I started flying. I dodged some power lines and started going too high. Clouds began obscuring my vision, so I started lowering myself, though it wasn't easy to do.
      I then saw a tower of sorts with an evil priest in a window. I looked for a ledge to perch on and the priest fell from his window. I flew down to catch him, but he caught fire as he hit the ground.

      There was much more, I've I've since forgotten...

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