Thread: Darky's Midnight Mantra

Interesting. Your shoes sound nice hehe xxxx

Morning everyone, I couldn't take my restless sleep anymore so got up at 6am when I could have finally had a morning to sleep in, Cleopatra slept well and Caleb wont get up for another hour. Anyway, my dreams, god kept waking and changing to a different one.

I think the first one was I was at thsi convention for fortne telling or something really stupid and I thought it was only going to be a hand full of ppl but then way too many ppl starting piling in and i lost sight of John (this guy i talk to on the net that lives in adelaide) and i was going to sit next to him, then all the tables go and the seats are filling up and i'm waiting for him to get back from where ever he dissapeared. So i try calling him, and this is where my stupid mobile never works in my dreams, i think maybe technology and astral plains just don't mix. Anywhoos trying to type his name in the contact list to call him and the letters come up all fucked up and im gettin pissed off again. So i sit wid my mum for the reading and we have to pop 2 red pills, which remind me of the contraceptive pill, to get a number that the lady will read. I suddenly have way too many pills in my hands and im like wtf (had the feeling they were like ectasy in my mind) and got rid of them and went to run out - that's when i woke.

Went to sleep again - this one was about sex, and being rejected, and i think this dream is really just about me being scared of ever asking this question coz i dont want to be rejected and feel like a fool or ruin the friendship and i think i'm scared of the whole idea anyway. So, the dream is, Caleb and I are in bed with our best mate Evahn (Kithix) (he was the best man at the wedding Caleb's been mates wid him for 7yrs). Caleb and I have discussed threesomes before but wiped the idea off the table for the sheer fact we love each other way too much to handle touching someone else and seeing each other with someone else. In this dream I brought it up, and Caleb's like "oh yeah that'd be great" jumps on top of me bout to fuck me and i'm like "Caleb! Evahns right next to us and im pretty sure he aint asleep, just leave it go away." He left the room for something, so i start sort of putting on the charm, have my robe open so my breast are up against his back and hug him from behind, he's giving this odd look that im thinking in my head "i know he doesnt want me - he's disgusted by me" and then i asked him "has he ever thought about having a threesome" and he's straight away "no, sorry, and if you guys do it wid someone make sure the guy doesnt hurt you" he was concerned bout me/us. He's rolled over to go to sleep (the beds queens size with white sheets and a big cumfy soft white dooner) and im on my knees to the head of the bed, oh there's something on the wall, and Caleb walks back in and smiles at me, then oddly my body is a magnadoodle and i'm standing where Caleb was drawing in my face and eyes n thinking "god those eyes are way too big for the face - the whole damn head is" then i wake up.

My last dream was wid my mum in China but looked like Santorini once you climbed up the cliffs a bit. You know the male actor in Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, well he was originally a homeless cat adn there was a monk or something helping people through out the villages. So ended up going up this hill to the cliffs and my mum was cooking in this clay house wid herbs everywhere. We started talking about the cat, which i my mind was sapphire (the cat i bought me mum for 2007 christmas) but ended up to be old Maruman from the Obernewtyn Chronicles but he was wearing lil cat glasses in my dream, quite normal it seems.

Now, I msged my mother 30mins ago but she hasn't got back to me, because i'm pretty sure i dreamed this. She wants me to wax her tomorrow because her leg hair are really long and she's sick of the feeling of her hair rubbing on the pants. Thing is, i just waxed her last week, and she never complains bout the feeling of her pants rubbing on her legs, that's what i complain about and i'm freaking out bout my hair at the moment coz I REALLY need to get waxed, already made an appt for thursday but that's only half the stuff, i do the other half myself at home so GOD i can't WAIT to wax myself on thursday fucking dying with the ugliness!!!

*huff* so that's it, enjoy reading!

Originally Posted by DarkyDoom

then oddly my body is a magnadoodle and i'm standing where Caleb was drawing in my face and eyes n thinking "god those eyes are way too big for the face - the whole damn head is" then i wake up.

What the hell? That sounds nuts. Do you think it holds any meaning?

I used to love those magnadoodles, but never owned one. It was one of those toys I always wanted as a kid. Do they still make them? You've inspired me to attempt a magnadoodle self portrait.

You have an interesting name. Is there some history to it? Is your husband on DreamViews, too?

Wow. You know the part about your phone never working in dreams. Thats a realaity check! next time your in a dream and your phones not working try and tell yourself that your dreaming. =) The second dream about evahn. I hate them reection dreams. I had one a few weeks ago about pauls brother and i was practicialy throwing myself at him and he kept rejecting me. Wasn't good lol! x x

lol yes rejection dreams and about friends/family ah.

And yes they still make magnadoodles i bought one for my daughter coz i never had one as a kid and she loves drawing and this makes no mess!!!

and no my husband isnt on dream views he never remembers any dreams unless they're really terrible about me leaving him and he wakes up angry sad and depressed =( poor thing wana help him

my name Tasoula, is like a greek shortened version of Anastasia which is an christian orthadox name, like the russians are orthadox they have the name aswell, and stacey is like the english version n i use to have that on my birth certificate but asked my parents if they could change it wen i went into yr1 coz i didnt understand why i was called stacey only at skool... and it means " Risen from the Dead " for when Jesus rose from the dead on Easter. Pretty cool i think

Morning all, I know i dreamed last night but can't remember them and glad i can't so tired and they were important. Only one i remember was with an old crush Shaynon in it. He and his brother were at my house for something, think a funeral or something, and i was looking over to shaynon the whole time wanting him (coz i never did get to have him just had a kiss with him and feel up but i had to leave and i chose to be with caleb a stranger at the time over shaynon who i liked for 2yrs but was ignored) and then his bro something on me n got shaynon to check it out my ear or eye had an infection n they grabbed me into the house telling me off for having this thing and being around ppl i was like wtf and shaynon n i felt uncomfortable around eachother like there was an unspoken wanting resistance there.

Good Morning, tis Friday so staying at the inlaws house instead of running away to my mum's. My bro Chris has been sick since saturday wid the flu and yesterday was admitted to hospital and diagnoised with a really bad ear infection and sent home wid anti-biotics and pain killers. Anywhoo, my dreams I know i dreamt and the only one i really remember was with John in it again.

People in it were the Hogan family (my inlaws) and John, we were at the house and people were wanting to construct next door (its national bush land) and there were massive thorn branbles and roots and it was starting to get cleared but really painful. um, dunno why was sorta in ground like teh front yard of the house had been covered over in grass but it was more like just a netting and not rooted into the ground and my mum and i were digging in it and we found 2of our body boards and i was thinking its a gravesite and we'd better get out of there asap before zombies come and kill us. And the whole time John was like in the vacinity but never with me and it was annoying me coz he was over from Adelaide (capital city of South Australia) so he popped in and out of my dream all the time. And i was trying to call him and sometimes got in contact with him. Anywhoo, so we ended up in an aeroplane but it was more like a theatre room and i was sitting wid caleb in the middle back row and the film was "Zach and Miri make a porno" and then i ended up sitting on the end seat and was expecting caleb to follow but instead this chick sat wid him and they were totally making out wid eachother and then i got John to sit with me and i was crying and saying "John i need you" coz he wasnt ever talking in my dream was like he was just an empty shell and said few words never directly talking to me or anything. I mean if he had the chance he would screw my brains out so it was annoying having him ignore me and i was miserable seeing caleb cheating on me just wanted to have John take me. Then I woke. I could have gained control of that dream but i've been so tired lately it's like i can't be stuffed trying to gain control.

ok so this one isn't about my dream it's my mother's and it's interesting so i wanted to post it. We're Greek - for one - so supersticious and we're Orthadox (Christians) and last my mum does have premonitions, usually has to do with my brother she'll know when something has/will go wrong but there are other times. So, the dream was - she was at the Church and the Priest was dancing with everyone. That's it, but she said this to my grandmother (dad's mum) and apparently that's a really bad omen so if anyone can shed like that'd be kool.

Last night had cocktail party ad slept over. Only dream i remember was one that i was argueing with my mother like fighting, she's going to sydney in only a few hours so that upset me waking up from that. I know there were other dreams but i didn't bother remembering them. The party was good, drank a lot but didnt get drunk and had good laugh wid Evahn Caleb and other friends ^_^ walking at 2am in the night

Hey ppl, well like my last msg I haven't had the energy to remember dreams for a few nights now, there's also the reason of being at my mum's house and the cat meows and i jump out of bed to stop her from waking Cleopatra, and then there's Cleopatra sleeping badly aswell.

So, there was a dream with Johny Depp in it though can't remember details. And i did remember this morning's dream but i've forgotten it again!!!! aahh I've had like no sleep at all and now's my chance to sleep while Cleopatra is but i'm restless and i've been getting depressed doing nothing so i mopped the floors and finished my h/w and now typing here, i know i shold type bout dreams but i guess i'm using this as a venting session aswell coz im sure friends and family are sick of listening to me ya know... Well hopefully i get a good night sleep tonight because Cleopatra's having a good nap now, will tire her out at my aunty's and then Caleb will be putting her to bed not me >.< and then we have to hope the cat doesnt wake me...hmmmmm and i aint in too deep of a sleep coz im tired and my mum's bed is better than mine so i'm gettin good sleep....ok now im just rambling

I finally remember a dream, though it wasn't that great. All i can remember was - sleeping over at my aunty's house but it's placed a few years back coz the comp room use to be nick and dim's bedroom, so that's where i was sleeping with someone else, might have been Akroma. Then there was this guy that lived that, he wasnt my uncle but that's what his title was and he was chasing me around coz he was going to rape me. There was food out like a roast being cooked and i was able to distract him with that and ran into the bed room and stacey was crying as in she knew wat was gona happen and didn't want that for me. Then i can't remember anything but being at Hillaries and my mum was looking to get me some shoes i think mine were broke or i wasnt wearing any and we past this nice store but they were all real high heeled ones and white and my mum was like "no no no we're gettin you cumfy ones" then we went to this other store and they were so ugly the shoes. Tried these silver ones wich had open back real low heel but the kind that hurt ur ankles and blah just so ugly. Then ended up gettin these flat blue shoes that were velvet and had some silver heart gems that stuck to the velcro strap, god they were ugly, and the hearts fell off and like my left foot was tide like a knot and the other was strapped velcro n im like "um doo doo doo, should fix that before someone notices" and i was walking on Quinns Rocks Primary School oval and it was sunset so the skies were pink n stripes of orange and purple and the grass was an awesome green against it. - then i woke.

Sleep has been crap, Cleopatra's sick now with a fever and has been droopy all morning but wont have a proper sleep. I put her down in bed and she's crying now n then but i can't be fucked sleeping anymore so im trying to do some house chores. I hope this is only coz she's teething, her gums are red swollen

Last night, had a dream about Shaynon. He probably looked more like the character in my novel than he does in rl but that's fine. We had sex, at least it with him or Caleb can't remember at this point in time. Something about driving him home after being at my house, my parents house that is, but it was infront of the ocean and soft green grass and dunes. Akroma was in the dream, that's as much as i can remember atm.

all i can say was dream had Matthew Bateup in it and stacey was there and we were happy to see him again

Hey all, its Friday 20th of March, and I had fucked up dreams last night I dunno if i really wana post it! So, when I woke at 5:16am this morning from the dream, I saved a few notes in an sms on my mobile to help jog my memory when I was to type it in.

The first part of the dream i remember is being in the car wid my mum and bro chris wid cleopatra sleeping in the back. I know i had dreamed more before that but i can't remember it. I just picked them up from the airport. They had been in Paris for like 6hours, ya know just left in the morning for the day and came back in the arvo. Chris was sorting out some legal problems there where he owns some property yet its an empty house, and this woman was alleging him of raping her or some sort of misconduct, which is obviously bullshit coz he lives in aus and never lives in the Paris apartment. Anywhoos, so i remember my mum woke cleopatra coz she mentioned water and cleoaptra loves the water and starts chirping, water - water - water in the back seat.
This, is where the gross weird disturbing - don't really wana think about it - happened. In Caleb's bedroom and climbing in bed and there was a third person with us, male, don't think it always was Eli but he was eventually. Cut a long disgusting story short, ended up being a cock sucking fest, but the thing was the males were sucking males' cocks, like jaydn brodie n random friend were doing it, caleb n eli were just reciving. I think a part of me was stopping my dream self so i stopped doing anything. Random idiots kept leaving the door open and ppl were walking past so i closed it a couple of times, and one time kimese and 2 older woman were walking past and i slammed the door in their face before they could see anything, and kimese was exclaiming how rude i was slamming the door like that on them. Then randomly, she's in the room sitting there all casually while the guys are sucking away - just casually talking bout how her skin is randomly peeling off, and it's been happening for a while but not as bad as this, and i'm telling her to go to the doctors and eli's joining in the convo.

So, ya know, i'm fucking grossed out after having that dream. 6:30am caleb's getting ready for work and he has his dark jeans on and no shirt, looks so hot so i'm like, "come here caleb i need you" he laughs n says "i need to get ready for work" i say "whateva man i need to get this gay dream out of my head" n get him on the bed n make out wid him, make me feel bloody normal again - female fucking guy that's right - no gay men sucking cock in my head aaahhh - not trying to be digrimanent to homosexuals i have no problem wid you all just don't wana see it - or dream it - or watch my husband involved in it!!!

Can't remember what happened before this in the dream, had a bad night with cleopatra in the bed because inconsiderate mother fuckers like to make noise at the critical moment of putting a baby to sleep, so she didnt sleep at noon either coz of those mother fuckers at my parent in laws house but anyway...

the point that i remember in my dream starts with caleb and i going into the shower. The dream shower differs from the real shower in that the tiles were darker like grey or black compaired to white, and the cubical was larger and the shower head actually worked. So, for some stupid reason my boots are in the floor of the cubical so im getting hell pissed off and rage at caleb, then i realise im wearing a bra and wonder why the fuck am i wearing a bra in the shower i need to take it off it's gettin wet. so, then caleb starts acting stupid and is wacking his cock and balls back and forth like males do, and he had braces on the top row of his teeth. Then randomly the area outside the cubical was like a stone courtyard and just where the wall is there's the main road and these 3chicks walk past checking out caleb's hawt bod - and then i wake up.

Last night i dreamt that I had a dead body of cleopatra from when she was a new born. Thing is, i still had cleopatra the way she is now (she's 2) and the corpse was the baby i had before her that died though it looked like her and everything. The body hadn't deteriated at all and i was wondering what i should do with her. Should i burry it or send it out to sea, and my mum and bros n stuff were like "omg u still have her that's so gross" and caleb was ignoring me and i started crying coz of the child i lost and caleb hating me (he was ignoring me last night n just in a cranky mood so that seeped into the dream). I remember the scene was at my mum's house, and it was sunset or after dusk and the sky was purple with whispey pink streaks going through it but we were shadowed in darkness as if the sun's rays didnt come to us. It was cool/cold nice weather. It's like everything was really nice until the whole dead baby thing came into it and i started crying hysterically.
Before this part of the dream i was talking to shaynon on msn and he had webcam on n showed me his hot bod (he doesnt in rl) and he had hard pecs n awesome 6pack and stuff, but then randomly bellow his waste he was hairy as a monkey and i was trying to get him to come to me so i can wax him, but he declined and yeah.

blah.