Thread: Tessa's Dream Journal

29.11.2009

T-Rex (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

From what I can tell, I'm in a junk yard that reminds me of my grandmother's place. It doesn't have much junk in it, just a few scraps here and there. Anyway, I'm with my dad and a few other people, and I think we're trying to get this big ol' broken down bus to work again. The reason why we're trying to get it to work is because we can hear a T-Rex coming in the distance. I and my dad gave up on it and tried to talk everyone else into coming with us, but they insisted on staying and trying to fix it. I and dad got a mile or so down the road and heard screams coming from the bus and the sound of a T-Rex.. um... Screeching? Then we felt the ground shake as he came after us, he could smell us. Dad and I got down into the ditches on the sides of the road. I was on one side of the road, and he on the other. I heard the T-Rex stop and I could hear him sniffing. I was planning on sneaking into a house and stealing a fast car, but he got to close and I woke up before it ate me.

I also had a dream about Vampire bats killing humans, and something to do with the game, Thief.

04.12.2009

NCIS (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in an office building with Gibs and another co-worker that my dream just made up. There was a desk up against the wall that looked a bit old and it had piano books on top of it. Gibs told us to take it down stairs and throw it in the trash. I and my co-worker/partner picked up the desk and haled it over to the elevator. We sat it down in the lobby of the building because we were tired and it was heavy, and a young guy approached us. I forget what we talked about, I think it was just a bunch of sarcastic comments exchanged between us. One being made about the sign glued to the desk saying "Hello, how may we help you?"
Later on in this dream I and Gibs have our guns drawn and we're trying to catch someone. We are in a dark building and we get on the only elevator working. We have to mess with the buttons in the inside and outside just to get it working. The most notable things were the switches on either side of the door. The one on the out side of the elevator kept switching off and shut the elevator down. Gibs some how got out each time and turned it back on. By the time we make it to the roof we find a helicopter parked up there with no onein it, and hear gin fire on the street below. I look over and see the man we're after running away from the cops. They were shooting at him but it didn't seem to phase him too much. I then noticed he was a robot of some sort. "Damn it! He was MINE!" I heard Gibs yell from behind me. Just then I saw the man/robot below blow up and injure a lot of people below. I remember nothing else.

04.12.2009

12.04.09 Fragments (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

* I went to see New Moon and when I watched it I had control of it with a remote. I also remember seeing awesome previews for the next movie. It was really realistic. I remember seeing Victoria fighting with someone.

* I was very young and had been baking some sort of bread. I showed it to my parents and she seemed to give me a look of pity. Then they started talking about the cooking course I had taken and about how I couldn't finish it because the last part of it was about tasting food and wine and so on.

* I was outside on my front porch and there was snow in a few patches all around. I picked some up and tried to make a snow ball and it had this weird plastic like texture.

* I remember being in the woods close to night time with a girlfriend. (I guess my dream just made her up.) We had gone out there so no one would see us together.

* And last but not least, I remember talking to Spong on the phone. It was a weird conversation. I think I may have been crying. But I don't remember anything that was said.

I had so many dreams last night that it's hard to remember but small bits of each one.

07.12.2009

Another Twister Dream (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was standing near the kitchen sink and looking out the window watching the storm. It was all very real, I was thinking about random things and minding my own business when I saw what looked like a funnel cloud right outside the window. It was only a foot or so away from the window, and it was casually slowly turning around and around. It looked harmless and terrifying all at the same time. I ran over to the intercom and tried to tell my parents who were out in the back shed/shop doing something. (We call it the "shop" though it's not a store or anything.) I pressed the talk button and yelled "dad! There's a funnel cloud right outside the window!" When they replied all I heard was something like "Calm- We'll- up- soon." I knew they thought I wasn't serious or that I was dilousional by the way mom sounded. I went back over to the window and the funnel cloud was no longer there. I started feeling sick, but before I had too much time to have a mental breakdown I heard what sounded like a freight train and the house started shaking. I knew the twister was some where near the house and that it was about to hit it, but I couldn't tell where. I ran into the living room where my brother sat scared on the sofa and grabbed him and ran to our windowless bathroom. "Stay here" I told him as I ran around grabbing anything soft and throwing it in the bathroom, then I went in my room and grabbed the mattress off my bed and drug it in. I saw Toby filling up the bathtub that had pillows in it and was shocked. "What the hell are you doing?!" He didn't have time to answer when we heard the twister hit the house. "Drain it!!!" I yelled and pulled the plug out. I was going to have him get in the tub and get in next to him, pulling the mattress over us, but I think I woke up.

Note: The twisters in my dreams are weird, it's like their alive and thinking and evil. They are far from normal.

10.12.2009

The Fallout is Comming (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I and my mother and brother are being chased by some people. They are after I and my brother. Mom sticks us in some shopping cart and pushes it into some huge water slide of sorts that goes hundreds of miles. I remember it getting wider and meeting up with more kids/teens in shopping carts. (OMG... *face-palm*) Some of the people I knew; I had ran into Jake and his shopping cart.
Anyway, I wake up before our shopping car falls over. (I have no clue that I'm still dreaming, it's very real to me.) I realize I had fallen asleep at the computer and rub my head where I had it on the desk. When I was stretching I looked at the computer and noticed something. The numbers where the time would be were changing rapidly and once they got to nine they'd repeat. And there where windows open with green code scrolling down almost as fast and most of the PC was inaccessible. I wondered if someone was trying to hack our PC or something, so I shut it off. I get up and notice that it's morning, I go to the window to see where the sun is and nearly get sick. I see a huge mushroom cloud off in the distance to the east. "Mom!!" I yell out. "What?!" She asks me worried. "Look out side!" "Oh my god," she says looking through the windows near the back door. "Mom, get only what's necessary to take with you - and get Toby and tell him to do the same! Help out of you need to. Put what you have in the back of the SUV! We should be able to get far enough away that the fallout wont get here til we are gone. If we hurry." "But Tess, dad has the SUV at work!" "Call him if he isn't already on his way home, tell him to get here NOW!" Mom ran and got the phone and I went to my room and stuffed a few pairs of cloths in a bag. I thought about taking my iPod. (Yes, I can never part with it. It's like glued to me.) And I realized it wasn't gonna work and got pissed off. I forgot about it then and went to the birds cage. There was no way I would be able to put them in the SUV. I thought about letting them go but knew they'd only get killed. I poured a lot of seed and water into their cages and hoped they'd be okay. I heard dad pulling behind the house and then my dream kinda goes fuzzy from that point. I remember some people saying my town safe after a little while, and a few people came here without homes and so I wound up sharing a room with some movie star I didn't know. (Who was very annoying.)
But anyway, that's about all I can remember.

11.12.2009

Secret Meetings (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember fragments:

First part I remember is being - I think - at my place, though it looked a lot different. There was a travel trailer (maybe a few) in out back yard. Anyway, Brandi had been staying near by in a travel trailer, all of my family on my mothers side was in town - but I dunno why. I could see Brandi through an open window in the trailer and no one was around but her, so I decided this might be my only chance to see her for a long time. So I carfuly walked next door and crawled through the window. Little did I know that there was a bed with her mom sleeping in it right next to the window. Even though I landed on her feet I didn't wake her up. I looked up after falling on the floor and Brandi gave me one of those "she-is-NOT-doing-this" looks. I think we snuck outside for a little while to chat - I'm not sure.

Next fragment:

I remember being in the same trailer but this time with my cousin Tod. (He's like the big brother I never had. XD) I remember that it was night time and he was teaching me how to dance for a date that I had later that night. But I can't really remember who I went out with...

I um... Had a lucid dream last night... I didn't do exactly what I've been planning to do. Which is go back to that beach in one of my older dreams. So I decided to try and make someone appear - with out losing my lucidity.

12.12.2009

Dream world has weird meltdown (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm crawling out side a window I think and I'm hanging on to a conveniently placed cabinet handle screwed into the side of my house. It was cloudy and nice out and I had coin in my hand, my plan was to toss it up in the air and catch it in order to fly. Then that all became so stupid to me and I realized I was dreaming I looked around and saw that I was hanging on my house, and that I was on a wall that jutted out that wasn't supposed to be there. I wasn't about to let go of the handle but I took notice that it was so easy for me to hang on. I barely felt my weight at all. I touched the wood on the walls to try and stabilize, then I closed my eyes and commanded "Give me wings!" I didn't open my eyes and worried I'd be covered in feathers, then I felt them growing and tickling me around me face. "Not that much feathers! Give me wings!" I yelled and opened my eyes. For some reason or another my flight and landing are really hard for me to remember, I know I did it, and I know I had wings. But I'll continue from where I entered the house. I walked back in the house and now I don't have wings. I stood near the sofa and touched it to stabilize my self. I closed my eyes said "Make her appear." I opened them and nearly woke up, I focused on the person in front of me and held on to the sofa using what felt like all of my strength just to stay asleep. I stabilized my self again and then looked at Shanice who's back was facing me. She turned around slowly and she slowly looked more and more like her self. "Well aren't you going to say something?" I asked. "I was created by you, I say only what you want me to Tessa." "Great, I feel like I'm creating Dopple-robots." I sighed... Her accent wasn't the same. It was close, but just not the same thing. She walked over to the windows near the front door and I approached her and tapped her on the shoulder. She hardly even turned to face me then walked away towards the kitchen. I gave up on trying to talk to her and decided to go and fly again. I looked outside and it was bright and sunny. "Become cloudy and cool!" I commanded. Then mum chimed in out of no where and said "but is it rains your wings will get wet and you may fall!" I sighed. "Make it partly cloudy and don't rain." It became pitch black outside. Then I looked over in the kitchen and the dogs cages were weird. The inside of one was bright and light up and the inside of another was pitch black. "Stop that!" I yelled. No use. All of the colors of my dream world started changing and fading. And I lost my lucidity when I had a false awakening. I went into the living room and mum was sleeping on the sofa and woke her up with out meaning to. I told her I was sorry and started to try and type out my dream, but it all becomes really fuzzy after that.

I think I know how I could have made this dream more realistic. Instead of making people appear out of no where I should use that technique I read (somewhere on this forum - months ago) about how you should make up a reason why the person would appear, like I would need a cup of sugar and that person would just happen to drop by with it. Maybe that would make things more realistic...?

18.12.2009

Fragments of 12.18.09 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

* I'm riding in our car as dad drives us back into camp. I tell my family about the new buildings at that I notice as we drive through the camp grounds. I told them that I had a dream that those exact buildings appeared in. (The dream I remembered in this dream was a false memory.)

* I was on a sidewalk heading towards a Starbucks, in what felt like New York city. I saw a Trash tuck picking up trash and on the side of the truck it said "Waste Management." It made me laugh because it was the name of an album that was just released.

* I, my father, my real younger brother, and another little brother that reminded me of my cousin were sorta jogging up this hill on a small road. It was very lovely out and I was running next to my other little brother (the one which isn't really real) while Toby (my real brother) ran along side our dad. I remember my un-real brother having a hard time running up the hill, so I got behind him and made sure he didn't fall.

* I remember being on one of my old horses and getting bucked off her. Then I remember her trying to run after me and trample me into the ground. She looked almost evil and scary and was about to come around our front yard and charge after me again. So I try to fly away from her. I jump up and start kicking and waving my arms (like I've done in most of my flying dreams) and I almost get high enough to get away from her, but she bites me and throws me back to the ground. And I wake up and nearly fall out of bed. I was nearly lucid in this dream...

These were from yesterday...

I don't remember last nights dream... I just know something scared me and made me fall outta bed... I nearly squished my dog when I fell on the floor. I wish I remember what scared me so much - it's making me paranoid.

20.12.2009

Chances Fail Trains Derail (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My point of view keeps changing from being in a car to being in the train, but mostly I'm in the car. At first I'm in the car and a train is about to cross on the road I'm driving on. I don't know why, but I think I'm trying to get it to go somewhere, for some reason it's very important that it takes a turn onto the road that I'm on. (There are tracks in place on the road as well) I don't know how, but I managed to change the tracks so that the train would turn onto the tracks placed in the road. I have to speed on ahead of the train and get in front for some reason, then I'm in the train and it derails. I somehow see it derail from an outside point of view even though I'm inside. It cuts through the road tearing it up... ...and I can't remember anymore.

20.12.2009

FlashBacks (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Basically I had a nightmare that my great grandfather was about to die, and it led to a bunch of flash backs to my great grandmothers death, and when my grandfather finally died, I woke up in the middle of the night close to tears...

22.12.2009

Joy Riding (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting in bleachers next to someone who is supposed to be my coach/counselor. I'm at a camp, but it's not the same one I went to. I think there's a small round pool at the bottom, but even if there was, I have no clue as to what it was for. I was sitting there a bit anti-socially distanced from my counselor. "Do you have a water bottle with you. It said to bring one in your information slip," he asked me. "No, I forgot it," I replied blushing. "Okay, there's a shop here where you can buy one." "Okay," I said and we fell silent. My counselor was kinda rude when he talked to me, he acted really annoyed and pissed at me and I didn't understand why. A guy about my age came up to me and we started talking. I don't remember about what, but we talked like we had known each other al our lives. I'm guessing he was one of my friends my dream created.

Later on I'm sitting in our counselor's truck while some girl from my group is in the passengers seat. (I have no clue as to how we got there) She seemed kinda snobby when we talked. She told me that I should start the truck and pul up a little, so I did and accidentally drove off the side of a small ravine. (She had tricked me) The air bags deployed and we were trying not to fall out of the truck.

Now I forget most of what happened, I just know, the counselor was really angry at me. And that's all I remember...

23.12.2009

Forgotten Lucid (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

D= I forgot a lucid dream!!!! I woke up from it last night and didn't bother to write it down! Now I've forgotten it!!!! Ahhh!

The small fragment I remember: I was talking to my self and told my self that I was lucid, then walked out some door that had slits in the top part of it for ventilation. Like a locker. Then I wake up!

How can I forget a lucid dream?! I'm positive that I had it! D=
I shouldn't of gone back to sleep.

23.12.2009

I am a Ninja (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Something - some big machine/monster thing that I can't even begin to describe is slowly coming towards us. (Us being either my friends or family.) We're in the living room next to where the TV should be, and my room is in a hall right around the corner. They tell me to run and get help, but we all know if I make a move it will try and stop me. So I plan on running towards my room and locking the door on it hoping it will hold it. Then open the window and jump out... Hopefully not breaking my legs. (It's not a two story house, but it's still a big drop) It's still moving towards us, and I jump to my right and run in my room locking the door wit hit on my heels. It breaks through the door in seconds and not wanting to get killed I jump out the window and make a perfect landing by rolling and then standing up. (Kinda like Lara Croft does when she Jumps and rolls XD) Feeling like I Ninja I run out to dad's shop/shed thingy and knock on the door. "Dad! Mom! Open up!" I yelled looking around for that thing. It didn't follow me! After dad opened the door and I told them what was going on, I forget what happened.

Note: I sorta remember a fragment of being in a dark abandoned city, and I'm pretty sure that's where I first saw the monster thingy.

23.12.2009

Special Agent Yuki (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm standing outside of what feels like a janitors shed on a 100 story building. It's almost dark and the door is open. What I see inside surprises me: Yuki from the anime The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. She's got some sorta laser devises and she's sticking them in certain places on the walls. I also think she had been fighting someone at some point in the dream. I walk up to talk to her and a small screen on the side of the door frame turns on and some weird guy that I assume is an evil villain (lol!) starts talking to me. We have a lengthy, weird conversation. But unfortunately I don't remember what was said.

23.12.2009

Fragments of 12.23.09 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

* I remember something about a gay football player. (US football)

* I also remember watching a football game in a travel trailer in my front yard. (weird)

* There was this cat that I had gotten. She had Japanese writing on her and I was trying to decipher it.

* I'm in some weird white room with tons of computers. (It looks like a space station) And I'm talking to some via MSN.

* I had just walked in the house and saw a drum set that was for me for Christmas. It was an electronic drum as that I could almost fit in my lap. I remember playing it for what seemed like forever. It was fun. XD

23.12.2009

Jay Leno? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm at a dirt bike track and it's really muddy and dark and cloudy. I'm standing out there looking around. And Elodie speeds by on a dirtbike nearly running me over. She stops for a second and we have a short chat, then she goes back off again. I then walk across the track and nearly bump into Jay Leno who had gotten out of his black SUV.

25.12.2009

Lightning (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I start off in a church. I'm playing piano for a singing group there and someone is leading me up to what they call the "windmill room" the person taking me there explained that there wasn't really a windmill there, and had no clue as to why they called it that. (*face-palm*) Anyhoo, I climb onto the roof for some reason, and the pastor and a pregnant lady are out there. (WTF?) For some reason it's very important that she climb up the ladder to the top of the roof to have her baby. (WTF?) And I get drug into praying that it wont rain for her sake. (WTF?!?!?!) Anyway, I go ahead and climb up and look out around me and see that the weather is very nice. I decide to go to the beach, even though it's Christmas day. I wanted to escape for a little while. I grab a piece of sheet wood next to me and jump off and fly in an unusual way. I'm holding the sheet wood straight in front of me while my legs are sticking straight forward. I'm leaning up just enough to see in front of me, so I'm basically almost laying flat as if I were on a bed. I follow a highway/motorway and leave the Austin area. After a while the highway is more like a really long bridge that leads out to the Galveston islands. I see the ocean and instantly start to calm down. I have flash backs from one of my fave dreams and am completely at peace, almost. I sigh because it isn't quite the same. Something was missing still, and I just couldn't find it. But still, it was much better than being back at home, I felt free. After a few minutes I see some sort of four way intersection below and notice a woman who has parked her yellow car and is standing on the highway looking ahead of her. She looks like she's waiting for someone impatiently and I land to talk to her. "Excuse me, do you know how long it might take me to get back to Austin from here?" She replied but her accent was too thick for me to understand. Then I saw dark clouds of in the distance behind her - opposite from the direction I flew in from. As I focused I saw twisters all in the storm and violent lightning. I heard thunder in the distance and the whole thing screamed epic. (You know that feeling when the clouds darken in a film right before an epic battle? Yeah. that's what it was like.) I was scared and in awe all at the same time. "I- I have to go!" I said, my voice breaking. I ran behind me and jumped back into the air with my board and flew as fast as I could towards Austin. But before I knew it the storm had caught up with me, I was almost back to land - I could see it not too far in the distance. I was terrified because the twisters were about to catch up with me... Then I saw the lightning flash right above me. "Oh s***!" I managed to spit out before a bolt of lightning hit me and sent me to the ground. It hurt in a weird sort of way, kinda like I got shocked, but not to bad. Though it seemed very real at the time. I was so scared- Well, not scared; I was enjoying it too in some weird way. I loved the adrenaline rush - but It did scare me in some weird way. Anyhoo, I was pretty scared so I ran as fast as a twilight vampire on the road ahead back to Austin. Before I knew it I could see the sky line and I was almost on the road near frost bank. (A sky scraper there) But it was gray all around me from the clouds. Before I knew it I saw a huge wall of water coming down the street ahead of me. And as if that wasn't bad enough - frost bank comes toppling down and hits the wall of water making it bigger and more violent as it comes towards me. After it hits me everything becomes fuzzy and I can't remember anymore.

I cannot believe I didn't do a RC...

Edit:

This is the building that fell down:

30.12.2009

Rainbow Amusment (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in my room bored, and I do an RC. I'm shocked because it worked. (YAY!) I then look down at my hands and I only have 4 fingers! "Woah" I said a bit amused. I looked around my room and when I did, I started losing control and had woken up. After I fell back asleep, I was in my room again during the day time. I instantly knew I was dreaming, and did an RC. I let go of my nose - Finally - and looked down at my hands. This time I had 6 fingers! I was so excited because this dream was sooo real. It felt like I really was in my room. I didn't wanna do anything this time, I just wanted to wander around and let what ever happened, happen. I went through my open window, and saw a huge brilliant rainbows end in my back yard. The weather was cloudy and cool - my fave kind. I looked up and saw a group of black birds flying by. And was so excited that it was so real. After a short while of walking I began to lose lucidity and from that point on the whole dream is a blur.

27.02.2009

Beach House (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember driving out to a beach house while it was cloudy and drizzly, and I know someone was waiting for me at that house. I was driving in an Aston Martin on a long road that's right next to a mountain, and the ocean is on my right. I remember this huge wave that came towards me, and then it stopped, and change direction and went the opposite way. I don't remember much more.

But this dream is so vivid in my memory, I can remember the house now that I'm awake... I could remember seeing someone sitting on the counter while I cook. It's all so peaceful. But I still don't really remember dreaming about it.

Ahh, this dream remains so vivid and fresh in my mind no matter how much time passes by. It's by far one of my fave dreams. I think about it everyday, and when I hear a song I like it leads to me having memories of this dream. It's like my own personal happy place in a way. Anyhoo, I did something today that I've been wanting to do since I had it. I attempted to recreate the beach house from this dream.

Here's what I was able to recreate:



It's not very close to the original, but it's the best I could do with sims 3. lol Plus it's hard for me to remember exact details. Even though it was very vivid.

03.01.2010

Learning to fly (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I wake up in the middle of the night, then fall back asleep. I'm in my grandmothers yard in the middle of the night. How'd I get there? I instantly knew I was dreaming. Didn't even do an RC.

"Interesting," I said. I looked at the trees and found an opening to the sky. I jumped and tried to fly and got pretty high. But after about 20 feet or so I felt a powerful force pull me down again. And when I hit the ground I wake up.

I fall back asleep again.

"Why am I standing in my room? Ha! Dreaming!" I say to my self. It's dark in my room but I'm able to see my window, so I walk over to it and open the curtains. It's dark outside. I wanna climb out my window, so before I do I picture my back yard so I don't wake up again. I open the window and crawl out.

As I'm crawling out a man (he reminds me of a Welshman) approaches me and starts talking to me about bank accounts.

"Oi! You! I need you to handle one of my accounts, would you-"

"I'm a bit busy right now, why don't you write all the info down somewhere and give to me after I wake up?" I said amused.

"Okay," he said in all seriousness.

I laughed and slid out of my window. I looked around and my back yard looked normal. I walked over to where my driveway began and wanted to fly again. I started to jump up near the trees and flap my arms. I then remembered there might me some scary buzzards in the tree, so I hissed at the tree. (...) As I fly up I swing my feet out in front of my and bring my knees up to my chest while still flapping. I try to get away from the tree but instead I just float back to the ground again. As I fall I see a few chicks (baby chickens) move up to a higher branch.

"Great," I said sarcastically. I thought about making a helicopter appear. Anyway, I had been trying to be quiet all of this time because I didn't wanna wake anyone. (Force of habit)

"Oh wait... COOL!" I yelled.

I wanted it to be daylight so I commanded "Make it daylight!" Nothing really happened. The sky on had a blue-ish black shade now. I did what I didn't wanna do, and closed my eyes.

I concentrated and said "I command it to be daylight!" I open my eyes and I'm no longer at home. I'm in a dessert late in the afternoon - almost sunset. There are cacti all around me, and the sky is a lovely golden color.

I saw an odd city skyline in the distance so I decided I was gonna go there. I looked back down and saw big needles sticking out of the cacti.

"Not gonna walk," I said. I concentrate on flying and jump into the air flapping my arms. I'm flying! Soon the sun starts to set and everything turns a perfect gold.As I got closer to the skyscrapers I saw the Eiffel Tower right next to the ocean, along with the Empire State Building right behind it!

"Wow," was all that came out of my mouth. There were a lot of tall buildings around those, but I couldn't put a name to them all. I fly around for a short while and try to find a good place to land, but lose lucidity.
All I remember now is being in a glass elevator in one of the buildings with a tour guide. We were going up really far and I could see all sorts of flying vehicles going by making sounds like the Jetsons space craft. (XD)

We talked for a while and he started monologing like a calssic villian. He then reminded me of Blofeld from the James Bond movies. (lol!) We got to the top and entered his penthouse office. There was a red button in there that I knew if he pushed it would destroy part of the world.

After a few minuets I my self faded out and it was like I was in thrid person. There was a tall blond girl who was with him now. (Clearly not me) I think it was his assistant. He kept going on about world domination and after a few minuets his assistant got too excited and pushed the button her self. It turned purple instead of red and when she tried to - un-push it - she pulled out two different color plastic buttons. (There were two different plastic cases for the button. So that when you pushed it down that larger red one would make contact with the blue one and turn it purple.)

"Miss, would you please come stand over here," the man said.

"Okay," the lady said very shyly. Where she stood was a small silver circle, and the man went to a rope hanging from the ceiling. (Trap door obviously.)

"Oh dear," the lady said and looked up terrified at the man.

I don't remember what happened after that. :p

My dreams a pretty vivid lately!

05.01.2010

It's a long way home

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I approach a log cabin on a huge camp ground with my family at my side. I and my brother are carrying our bags and mom's looking at me like she's gonna cry. "Tessa, it's not too late to drop out, please don't go through with it."

"I've made up my mind mom. We'll be okay. Trust me."

I stepped over to where my brother was walking so I could speak to him and told him:
"You know, you really don't have to go kiddo, I'm fine by my self. I know You hate it here."

"No, I want to finish it this time."

"Okay, but if anything happens, you come get me. I don't care what anyone says, don't let them stop you, m'kay?"

"Okay," he replied blushing like he always does when I'm worried about him.

We step inside the building and I see a bunch of kids, teens, adults sitting on padded benches up against the walls of the log cabin staring at the back wall where a huge flat screen TV was. Some Disney movie was playing. I saw some boys that I recognized from the last time I was at camp, and a lot of new kids. Half of the people looked like the were about to fall asleep, and some of the girls were leaning on each other, dosing off. I hugged my parents good bye, and my brother went to where his age group was.

Somehow I forget the middle of this dream, so I'll skip to my flight home:

I was in a jet as it was circling to land. I could see the air field all lit up out my left window as the sun was almost set. Suddenly the plane shakes and I hear odd beeping sounds from the flight deck/cabin. The flight attendant makes her way to the middle of the jet and starts pulling out black packs from a closet nest to the main door.

"Attention everyone!" She yelled out. "Please make your way calmly to where I'm standing and grab a pack."

I got up and noticed that there were only 4 or 5 passengers in the plane with me. We made a semi-circle around the flight attendant as we put on the packs which were parachutes.

"We may have to jump," she said opening the door reviling the night sky and the lights from the airport below. I was half terrified and half excited as the wind blew in the door.

"When and if you jump you will have 2 minuets and 15 seconds before you hit the ground. Once you jump count to 15 and then pull the cord, okay?" No one answered and I stared at her wide eyed. I regained some of my composure and nodded at her. We stood there for a few seconds hoping that the pilots would fix the plane.

And another chunk of my memory is missing. So I'll skip to when we got off the plane:

I was now in the airport running to the other side of the terminal looking for my parents.

"Tessa!" My mum yelled." I then ran towards her and my dad and hugged mom. After I let go of her I then turned to dad and gave him a huge bear hug. I knocked the wind out of him when I did and he gasped.

"Careful, I'm too old for that," he told me laughing. The emotion in this part was so real, I was overwhelmingly happy to see my family again.

Later on that evening I find my self in a church that strongly resembles my real one. I'm sitting next to my mom and I here two guys about my age laughing behind us. He starts swearing and laughing harder with his friend and I get annoyed. Then I see my mum turn to face them in the comer of my eye and what she says surprises me:

"If you two don't straighten up and fly right, I'll have my daughter escort you both off the grounds!" I responded to her threat and got up to face them both, knowing that it wasn't gonna end well.

The one guy that was my age (dunno how I know that) looked at me like I was a big wimp and kicked me in the hip sending me into the back of my chair. My mom was about to say something when I got up and punched the now standing boy in the jaw. He flew back and caught himself on his own chair and lunged at me again. He grabbed me from under my arms and I lifted my right arm up and brought my elbow down square in between his shoulder blades.

"Ow!" I heard him say as he got even more mad at me. Clearly ticked off because he was getting he butt kicked by a girl. (No, I dunno how I know that was what made him mad, but yet I do. lol)

"That's it!" He said running at me full speed again. I tried to hit him in the kidney but suddenly it was like I was fighting underwater. He hit me in the jaw just as I had him. I then kicked him and hit him in the stomach and grabbed his bent over body and drug him to the exit by his arm.

"Out," I said bluntly and pointed to the door. I rubbed my jaw and then made my way to the front of the crowd to get a better view of the stage.

"Give me a reason, to end this discussion, to break with tradition - to fold and divide!" I heard an all too familiar voice singing as I approached the left side of the stage. It was Justin Pierre from one of my fave bands (Motion City Soundtrack) singing "Everything Is Alright." I was shocked. I grinned and started dinging along with him and everyone else and my dream starts to fade. (Why didn't I do an RC?! LMAO!)

I wake up fairly early, too tired from the lack of sleep from the night before and doze off again.

Now I'm driving home and it's about 5 in the afternoon. I'm on highway 21 close to where I would turn off on the road I live on. I see a license plate on the van in front of me and it says something along the lines of "Do an RC!" I plug my nose and whatta ya know! I'm dreaming!

But then I wake up because I guess I was sleeping too lightly. Not sure why. I just never had a very good grip on the dream.

Fragment:

I remember being at a nicer version of my house while all of my snobby family from my mothers side stay over. I also remember talking to someone on MSN (not sure who) and obsessing over the laptop I was using. I was paranoid and never let anyone touch it. (Odd...)

08.01.2010

Soup Surprise (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I walk home - which isn't like my house at all, everything is different. It was like I was in Arizona or something - sand everywhere. I walk down a sandy driveway and mom is getting in a huge truck, that for some reason I know is dad's. The truck looks like it normally carried gas across the country.

She's throwing bags in the truck and yells at me "Tessa! Get in! We're leaving!"

I sighed already knowing she was mad at dad.

"Where are we going?"

"To Shirley's!"

"Great," I said sarcastically.

I wanted to go get some of my cloths and stuff, but never got a chance to, so I'm really annoyed as we drive out there.

We pull up to a driveway which leads to a huge white house on a green hill. It's really pretty and has a barn out front to the right of it. (if you're facing the house) Tiffany came running out of the house with her mom not too far behind.

"TESSA!" Madison yelled at me excitedly running out and jumping on me.

"Hey kiddo," I said try not to fall over while chuckling

"How long are you staying!?!?!" She said excited.

"Uhhhh," I looked at my mom hoping she'd answer for me. She never did so I shrugged.

Later on I find my self in the back seat of an SUV with my aunt Jo in the drivers seat in front of me. I had soup in my lap and I had just found one of my contacts in my pocket. I the accidentally dropped it into the soup and grumbled.

"What's wrong?" Jo asked a bit of a rude tone.

"Eh, s'nothing," I said sighing. I was really annoyed and wanted to go home, I then opened the door of the car and pitched the soup out.

We were waiting for everyone else to get in the car and it was just me and Jo alone. Yay.

"Soo, have you seen Jack Black's latest movie?" She asked me.
I was trying to remember who he was and at first mistook his name with Johnny Depp's face. (Odd, lol.) "Uhh, no."

"Aww, you should see it! It's really good!" She said.

I was happy when I didn't have to make conversation with her anymore.

All I remember after that is giving Madison a piggy back ride around a toy store. She kept pushing buttons to hear demos to Hanna Montana's songs. Which made me wanna gag. She was doing it on purpose to annoy me. lol

That's all I can remember.

08.01.2010

Tomb Raiding (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I and some others walk into a big office building and after we do the doors lock behind us. It looks more like a haunted house right now than an office building. It gets really dark and I make my way up the stairs across the room looking all around me so that I wouldn't get eaten. I then notice this is a but odd and look down at my hands. But as soon as I know I'm dreaming I wake up.

After I fall back asleep I remember that I'm still in the same area, but now I'm pretty sure I'm in a Tomb. There's a rope hanging down in the middle of this really tall room and there's moss and vines covering everything.

"You can't do it," one man taunted a woman in my group.

"I'm sure she can, but she's NOT," I gave them both warning looks.

Just then the woman jumped out into the middle of the room grabbing on a very short, odd looking rope and pulled out a knife.

"Now cut it!" The man said.

I looked below her and there was a dark, yucky looking pool of water. She had incredible strength; only holding on to the rope with on hand. She started to cut the rope and the man told her not to let it get wet. Somehow the rope was really important. Suddenly we find our selves at the bottom watching her fall from above. Right before she hits the water we look at each other and nod, jumping into the water to watch her entry. Some how she managed to save the rope even though it got wet. After wandering around in some tunnels we find ourselves in a more modern looking on when I suddenly slip and fall down a wide chute that leads to some machines and human like robots with cleaning equipment.

"Phew," I said looking up at them, glad the weren't working. I looked to my left and at the top of the room there was an opening. I was about to get up but the robots and machines suddenly turned on.

"AHH!" I yelped losing control of my self as they restrained me. I was completely immobile.

"Hmph" I grubled blowing hair outta my face. "Lemme go!"

"Initiate cleaning process #1," I heard an electrical voice say.

Suddenly the started spraying suds and water and sprayed it all over me. They flipped me and scrubbed my till I swear I was sterile. And once I was dry I was set standing up on my feet. Now That I was up I cloud see the opening better and I'm pretty sure I saw the room that we first entered in. I was told by the robot to go up there and he pushed me up.

"Cross," it said. But when I looked down part of the floor was gone revealing a bottomless pit. I jumped over after he pushed me and nearly had a heart attack. Just then I saw the man from my group slide down into the cleaning area yelling "Blooooooodyyyy Heeeeelllll!!!!!"

I cloudn't help but laugh because he really was an annoying snob. He had it coming. XD

"Don't worry!" I reassured him just before the robots went to work.

After both he and the girl made it past the hole in the floor I told them to wait there. I then knew something was alive in there and wasn't going to risk getting us all eaten. I jumped down into the room and saw a guy dressed up as Darth Vader slowly walking towards me. For some reason I was scared of him and ran towards the glass doors.

"It wont work," I lady reminding me of Natla from Tomb Raider said as I was about to kick the glass.

"It's 3 layers of polycarbonate. No one can break through that," she said matter-of-fact-ly.

"But you have got to know of a way out!" I yelled, knowing something was coming after us soon. Some sort of mutation. (I think I may have forgotten part of my dream...)

Suddenly she seemed scared and she ran up to the glass and peeled what seemed like a small plastic layer off the window. She then kicked it and popped it out of the frame. Then she ran over to the glass doors and did the same. I got my group out I ran out into the parking lot looking all around us as a bunch of officials arrived. I knew something was coming for us. Just then over the top of the building a bunch of huge - HUGE spiders the size of minivans crawl over the top of the building.

The girl was still with me and we ran out farther into the parking lot. I saw the spiders shoot webs across the lot and the attached to the other buildings. Suddenly I know I'm dreaming, but have no time to really make sure. I grab what looks like a part of the spider and use it to shoot a web up and over the one above me. I jump up and grab the one the spider shot and my hand stuck to it. I looked down at the girl below me and she's Shanice! I freak out and will my hand not to be stuck and grab the web I have hanging around the first one. I motion for her to come over to me and to hold on to me and then I will the web I'm holding on to slide on the original one down to the other buildings. I then lose my lucidity and forget what happens after that.

11.01.2010

Cullen Family Vactation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm standing out at a lake and I'm almost touching the water with my feet as it comes in with little waves. I look at the sunset and then close my eyes and take a deep breath. I then say "I'm sorry Elodie" and exhale.

...Still dunno what I was apologizing about.

I'm at home after getting back from the lake, and I start thinking about how it's too cold to go to the beach, even in Florida... Then I'm in Florida. We're on a restaurants deck overlooking the ocean, and just below the deck is a pool. There are rows of chairs facing the ocean as if there were going to be a show out there, but only a few were occupied. Two of which I and my father were in. Soon my dad gets to talking with the people sitting next to him, and the dare him jump in the pool even though it's chilly outside. Soon almost everyone is standing on the edge of the deck ready to jump - including me. I was hesitant, and thought about backing out, but they started counting down.

"1!"

"2!"

"3!"

We all jumped in. I got back out and sat in my chair again trying to dry off. After a short while I look to my left and see that I'm sitting right next to Edward Cullen. I was thinking about a lot of personal things before hand and was like "Oh crap!" When I saw him next to me. He chuckled and then I remembered he couldn't read my mind, because I was Bella. (*face-palm*) I then looked to my right to see Jasper and Emmett sitting next to me. I noted that the were wearing a lot of denim and so was I for a fact. Then suddenly Alice walks by and sees me.

"Oh no you don't," she says and grabs my arm.
"Wha?!" Is all I managed to spit out.

"Where are you two going?" Edward asked trying not to laugh.

"Shopping."

Everything then goes into third person and I watch as Alice drags me (Bella?) off.

As Edward, Jasper & Emmit are sitting there. A big sort of machine falls out of the sky. It looks like red scrap mettel.
Jasper and Emmett jump into the ocean going after it and Edward runs to the other end of the deck near the parking lot.
Suddenly it goes back to first person and I'm walking back to the deck from the parking lot with Alice.
I was trying to get back on the deck, but it was really crowded. So I have to get a family to stand up so that I can return to my seat. Then I run into Edward who looks worried.
Now the dream is still first person, but I'm Jasper.
I'm in the water staring at the big red misshapen pile of rubble. Suddenly it breaks in to several hundred sharp red spikes and they move around almost like a school of fish. I look at Emmett who's now trying to swim away as fast as he can and I do the same. The red spikes start to almost shoot at us and I get hit by a few. I can see a beam of sunlight going through the water, and everything else is black. I know I was bleeding, but it didn't hurt. I then notice that I'm breathing underwater and take a few deep breaths, (I didn't go lucid!!!! Gah!) and assume I can do this because I'm a vampire. But now I black out even though I can still feel my body moving. I feel my self be pulled ashore and I know someone is doing CPR, trying to get me to breath again. I wake up.


Fragment: I don't know where this part goes. I was with Edward, (I think I'm Bella) and I asked him what those pieces of scrap metal were, and he said that one was called Auto-con, and he claimed he named one "Auto-bot".

13.01.2010

Lying is The Sign of a Compulsive Lover (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Bare with me, this dream jumps from third person to different point of views a lot.

I start off in third person watching Abby and McGee in Abby's Lab. They are trying to figure out the name to a second suspect so that they can tell Gibb's. Suddenly I'm McGee for a second and Abby says something about one of the suspects possibly being paralyzed.

"Abby! You just gave me a great idea for my book!" I say excited.

I walk out of the lab and next thing I know I'm in my homes hallway, like I had just walked out of my room. I look down and see a kitten, I assume mum went back up to the store and was able to catch it. I picked it up and held it for a while wondering how it got lost in the first place. The dream starts to fade and I dunno what happens in between these parts.

Now I remember watching in third person, and thief running out of a big mansion and towards an old train car behind it. Right before he gets to it the dream shifts to me seeing from his point of view and he's talking to him self... Rather I am now.

"Don't lie Tessa, it's th sign of a Compulsive Lover!" (WTH? O.o lol!)

I peek around the side of the old train car and see nothing but a green field on a hill with the woods below. I step behind the car carrying a bag filled with about $100,000 and see something moving towards me in the grass. I then take a piece of stiff wire and strike it hoping it was only a bug. After I run down into the woods I remember my dad mentioning there had been mount an lions sighted recently, so I jump up into the nearest tree and look all around me making sure there's nothing there. I then run back up to the mansion where Gibbs is and let him arrest me before a mountain lion eats me.
Back at the interrogation room it's in third person again. The Thief's lawyer walks in and sits next to him and Gibbs follows in behind her.

"After talking with Mr.[blank] other lawyers and Mr.[blank] , him self, he knows he's done wrong and just wants to get it over with."

"Just execute me," the Thief said.

Gibbs looked surprised at the man and replied "Well, I'll give you till tomorrow to think it over."

I remember I my self wondering if the Thief had killed anyone, and hoped he wouldn't get killed himself. (It's almost like I knew it was a dream without being lucid. I knew I had to be him again soon and didn't wanna be killed.)

That evening the man escaped and made his way to the top of the building to jump. I'm seeing from his POV for a short while as he looked down at the street below and sees Dinozzo and Gibbs watching him.

The Building looks sorta like this:

Now I'm watching from Dinozzo's point of view and I can see the dark shadow of the Thief as he gets ready to jump. For a moment I think he wont do it, but sure enough he jumps... And lands on me/Dinozzo. He then gets up and runs off. I and Gibbs are standing there wondering how he survived it.

Now I'm in the Thief's point of view again, and I'm running away with a few Jewels that I managed to keep hidden from everyone. Suddenly everything becomes blurry and I'm having a hard time concentrating on anything. These people come and take everything that I have and leave me there.
That's all I can remember. Haha, I watch too much NCIS.

16.01.2010

Post Mortem (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm a radio announcer at a baseball game filling in as I wait for the real one to get back from the bathroom. I'm high up in the stands at a flood out table with all the equipment on it watching the game below... Trying to say something interesting during there time out. And everything is in black and white! Finally the real radio announcer comes back and I'm free to go home. I'm on my way home and I was talking to someone, we were talking about fictional people who would make for good football players. Just for the fun of it I suggested Ziva David from NCIS. We both figured she'd just kick ass until she made it to the end zone.

(This dream is no longer in black and white) Not knowing what happens in between this, I'm at my home which is weird looking. There's a bigger zip line starting on a huge wooden platform located at about 40 feet up and to the far right of my yard. I'm seeing from Ziva David's point of view and she rides it all the way to the bottom landing perfectly.

Now I'm my self again and the short stairs the lead to the front door are near my bedroom window behind the house and I'm standing on top of them. I look over next to the SUV which is parked next to our pool, and Brandi (my cousin) is standing next to it smirking amused and mouthing the words "Post-Mortem." I remember this part mainly because I can remember her face perfectly. I'm never really able to see peoples faces in dreams. Once I jump off the stairs I run after Brandi and catch up to her as we run into my front yard. While running side by side we see two black cats chasing one another pass us by. When I look ahead I notice small perfect clouds all around my front yard. Some are hanging a few inches over the ground and some a few feet. One of the cats runs into a cloud in an attempt to out run the other one, but once it does it gets covered in a white powder.

Fragment:

I remember trying to get a bunch of Haitian people across a fence (border?) - Mostly children - and was getting them medical care with the help of Agent Gibbs and Doctor. Who. I also remember finding them clothes and food, and nearly getting caught by some officials.

18.01.2010

24 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Right, I'm in a dinner eating chicken strips and a older lady sits across from me and comments on my eating chicken. She's being really nosy and annoying me while I'm trying to eat, so I get up and leave early. I then arrive at my destination which resembles some sort of major auditorium for giving speeches. Jack from the show 24 is standing at the entrance as I walk in and he looks like he's contemplating his next move. I nod at him knowingly and walk up the stairs and towards some private rooms. I walk into a room and see a woman sitting on her bed in the corner. She sees me and goes wide eyed.

"Where is it?" I ask her.

"Wha? I- I don't know what your-"

"Don't give me that s***," I cut her off.

I pulled out a gun from my back pocket and cocked the hammer on it.

"How do I know that isn't a toy?" She asked snobbishly.

"Do you really wanna find out?" I said bluntly.

"This gun fires your average 22 caliber bullets. It was a gift from my brother and I carry it with my for good luck. So don't make a move or it'll be your last." I said getting annoyed.

While I'm there my dream goes into third person and I see Jack making his way to a stage. I see a small black box on the stage and know it's a bomb.

I don't know what happens after that. I just remember a fragment of running through winding train tunnels jumping from one track to another as trains flew by avoiding them.

Odd dream, I act a bit out of character.

19.01.2010

Ghosting (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fragment: I was a ghost. I was able to go through walls and even people. The feeling of moving through solid objects was amazing but totally indescribable.

21.01.2010

Love (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm on the side of a country road with a guy from camp, we're talking and he tells me that he loves me and that he really wants to be with me. I tell him that I just don't love him like that and want to be friends. And I even stop to consider going out with him before telling him because I don't want to hurt him... But the idea of him being my BF just about made me wanna barf.

Later when I'm in the car alone with mum she gets mad at me.

"You finally had one guy who loved you and you turned him down! What the hell is wrong with you!?" She yelled at me. (Totally not like my mum)

"I- ...Hmph." Was all I managed to say.

After we got to my school (weird, I'm home schooled) I got out of the car and made my way to some sort of class. Once I got there I greeted was greeted by everyone, one person at a time. I saw Ziva David sitting in the back of the class and remembered worrying because she didn't greet me. I didn't want it to seem suspicious because we would blow our cover.

23.01.2010

Stuck (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I start off in a room kinda like mine after a race has ended. (Don't really remember the race) The only thing was is that where my window was is now a jungle floor with a big mossy tree's roots making it's may into my room. Elodie, I & two other girls are there. We each have these tins filled with different pastes/potions. We're all speaking in different languages and can't understand each other at all. I acidently get some of the paste on my self and now I can understand one of the girls. I then get and idea and take each other their tins and put a little bit on them. It works! We're all speaking English! we talk untill the potion/paste stuff evaporates and then they put more on.

I on the other hand hold my face really close to my own tin and when I do I start speaking. I'm speaking in some weird language! But I don't understand what I'm saying. Except for the fact that it's what I intended to say. After we all finished talking my dream fades away and I forget what happens in the middle.
Now I'm at some sort of camp - I think. Not a camp intended to be fun, more like a slave or boot camp. There's some sort of person coming to check up on me. Not anyone else, just me for some reason. I sit on a bunk behind some curtains in a dark room with my brother sitting next to me waiting. When the man finally comes in he starts talking to me. He asks me questions about lots of things, including my own mental health.

Toby then decided to add "They sometimes hit us here, and Tessa doesn't even flinch!"

"I'm not surprised..." The man trailed off.

"She was beaten at her old place."

Toby started laughing thinking that he meant I got in trouble a lot. Clearly not realizing what the man meant by beaten.

"No Toby..." I said quietly as many false - but very real and frightening memories flooded through my head.

"He means I was abused..." I started to cry remembering horrible things.

Spoiler for Warning, this bit is kinda sick and troubling:

I remembered a line of two thick ropes strung on poles. The ropes were right next to each other and we would be put in between them and they would come back into place again and hold us in there. ...While some mad man did what ever he wanted. When he was done he'd pick one of us that he wanted to kill and took a piece of red string off a Christmas tree to strangle us with.

"One day your sister escaped," the man said to my brother.

Then I went back to when I escaped, reliving the moment.
I had jumped through a small opening in the chicken wire at the top of a room. I found a bunch of syringes out there and was arming my self with them before I ran away when dad woke me up.


Fragment: I remember Lee was trying to take off in a mini jet in my living room. lol!

Few days ago:

30.01.2010

Gravity (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm on earth - or a planet like it - and I jump up using some sort of contraption to stand on. When I jump, I find my self in outer space. I move toward some big red planet that's too fiery of a red to be mars. It looks dangerous to land on so I try to will and wiggle my self away from it. I start to fall back down to earth. I knew there had to be more planets like earth out there, so I jumped off the ground as hard as I could and I saw a slightly orange planet with two rings around it. They crossed over each other and made and X pattern on two sides of the planet. But as I passed it by I saw a blue-ish green planet that had to be interesting, so I made my way over to it and landed on it. I landed on a sandy beach over looking a really lovely blue ocean.

From there I make my way up a small road until I see a house. I remember eating dinner with the family. I also remember picking most of the stuff off of the pizza they were eating. Stuff like olives and sushi. (Barf)

Back at the beach I write a message using rocks and stick and stand them up in the sand so that they can be read from out in the ocean. I don't remember what I wrote. I think I was asking someone to come to me.

I do remember a fragment of hugging someone and feeling safe, I think maybe that is the person the message was for.
I don't know how, but now I'm outside of a snow covered barn and I'm in the air. I have a huge tarp that I'm using to float back down to the ground with. After many failed attempts to land, I make it on the ground safely.

Fragement: I'm talking to Elodie on MSN and her webcam is on, but it's of a stairway leading up to the second floor of an apartment at night. When ever she leaves I see her walk out of the apartment via that camera. Kinda weird...

Last night:

01.02.2010

Fighting Fire (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in the kitchen and I'm running from someone so I grab the biggest knife I'm able to find and run back in my room.

"Tessa? Are you okay?" Dad asked when I walked back into my room.

Something about him was off, he wasn't my father, was he? I don't know. I had to assume he was, but I knew something bad was about to happen. Something made me drop my knife and he jumped for it and before I had any time to react I was on the ground with a knife being twisted into my gut. I looked up at me "dad" the only thing in my eyes was a question. "How could you?" In his eyes were nothing but hatred and rage.

I'm now looking at my self from third person as my dad continues to stab me over and over. My body is bloody and almost lifeless now. I shed a tear and start to back up. (What happened? Was that a clone of my self? Another body?) He looks up and his eyes lock on mine. I know I have to run now, so I run out of the room and out our back door never looking back. I run into a world not of my own. One that is darkened with storm clouds and soggy.

Fragment: As I'm in this world I remember being on a boat, and that is how I wind up here:

I'm at weird castle place. I'm standing on the roof top of a lower building. To my left is a really tall castle tower. I make my way over to the tower by crossing a plank leading up to a taller building. The only thing below all of these buildings is water, it's like a mote. Now that I'm looking at another building across from the tower I see a man standing on the roof laughing. I look out a window from the tower and he shoots a ball of fire at me. I jump out of the way just in time. After dodging his attempts to kill me and finding a way out (Not sure how) I return to the ship I was on originally.

I'm told by some of the ships crew that my brother is still back at the castle. So now I run as fast as I can over rocky parts of the island to the castle. I opened a big wooden door the reveled a wall that was on the fire shooting man's left hand side.

As soon as I walked through the door and onto the wall he saw me and stopped shooting at who ever was in the tower and turned to shoot at me. I hit the ground hiding behind one of the small square blocks at the edge of the wall. (You know how a castle has square bricks all around the top of it? It's the same on all of these buildings.) I was just barely out of his aim and I knew I had to move. There was a small crater in the wall right next to me, so I crawled over to it and managed to squish myself inside of it. I was able to see who was hiding behind the tower now. It wasn't my brother, it was Shanice. She was walking into the tower and the man had started turning back to face her. That meant that he could no shoot her, so I stuck my hand up in the air and looked through a crack and watched as he turned back to face me.

His moments were almost mechanical in nature. He was a robotic being filled with rage and furry. Absolutely terrifying to be around. He stopped and a gun nozzle which I could now clearly see moved up so that it could aim at my hand. Right then I jerked it back down and a fire ball went over my body. He started slowly turning back to face her. I saw her moving across one of the buildings and she was in plain sight now. I stuck my hand up but he still moved towards her. I then did the only thing left that might stop him from shooting her; I stood up and was now completely exposed. He moved 3 times faster than he did before. Before I could so much as move, he fired and everything went black. I remember nothing else after that.