Tessa's Dream Journal

Night Before Last:

12.02.2010

Meteor (Non-lucid)
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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All in third person for now. There are several people in a room laughing and talking - watching football. They seem happy and relaxed. But suddenly they start to expand and when they do they start screaming. The people combusted and blood and guts shot out of random areas all over their body's.

Suddenly I feel like I rewound and now I'm looking at the up stairs part of the house. I see a bow reading comic books on his bed. He's dark haired, skinny & is wearing a pair of rectangular glasses. He seems like the kind of smart kid that would get bullied offten. I'm huessing he was about 10 or 12.

The bpy looks up alarmed and I hear screaming again. It's down stairs. The same people I had just observed moments ago. I knew it was them. I listened as the exploded and suddenly a meteor crashed into the wall of the house facing the front yard. It broke a window and logged there in it's place. The poor boy that I had just seen had gotten up and walked towards it - terrified of what is happening down stairs.

The dream fades and I pick back up at some weird place. I can see a merrygoround and a few other small kiddy rides in the dark warehouse of sorts. I also see several cash registers not far from an odd amusement ride. I and my father walk towards one of the cashiers and dad starts to check out. I don't know what he is buying. The girl manning the register reminds me of Shanice, but she looks slightly different. I think about asking her if the is Shanice because I'm not sure. I'm unusually nervous right then and am scared of talking to her. Like I used to be when I was younger. (Used to be really shy around people I didn't know. Odd child - I know.)

I get some guts and manage to say "Do I know you?" She looks up at my slightly surprised and denies knowing me. I watch her with interest as she types random keys on the cash register. I can't help but wonder if she's Shanice - but grown up. I don't care about how nervous I feel anymore and I must know if she is Shanice. "Shanice? Shanice Moore? Are you sure you aren't her?" I asked. She started to react as if she was responding to her name, but then said she didn't know her. I then got really shy again - wishing I hadn't asked and felt awkward. Dad had to grab me by the hand to get my attention again as it was the next persons turn.

He asked me if I wanted to ride something but I turned down the offer. He then got all silly like he normally does and said that I had to ride something. I laughed and we got onto some sort of contraption that spun around pretty quickly. There were bars all over it as if it were a merrygoround without the horses. The only way to stay on was to hold one of the long iron bars. I and dad managed to hold on to our drinks as the small G-Force tried to pull us off the contraption.

Eh, after that I go home and the dream gets a bit explicit then I wake up.
The end. :p

Hello world, sorry I haven't posted in forever - I've been busy and have been trying to get used to a new sleeping schedule :panic:.

Night Before Last:

13.02.2010

Glow In The Dark (Non-lucid)
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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was sitting in the back seat of the SUV as mum and Toby chatted about something random in the front seats. I looked down and I was wearing a layered T-Shirt with thin roomy white sleeves and had jeans on. I remember feeling safe for some reason. I liked the soft fabric and how what I was wearing made me feel innocent. Like a puppy. It made me feel really in touch with my feelings and emotions for some reason.

We pulled into a parking space in front of a store that reminded me of the shopping center downtown. But when we walked in it wasn't a clothing store, it was a pet shop. I walked around aimlessly looking at all the different and rare animals while mum ran some sort of errand.

I looked at the animals in their cages and wished I could free them. Some of them seemed really sad. I walked back towards the front of the store and saw a sign on a couple of kennels that said "Glow in The Dark." I looked in the cages and saw several black puppies. They were cute and very young.

"What is the glow in the dark sign for?" I asked the shop keeper.

"Oh, let me show you," she said. She turned off the lights until only rays of sunlight from outside could be seen coming in. I waited for my eyes to adjust and when they did what I saw surprised me. The puppies had green patches on their fur that were glowing in the dark!

"Is that even humane?" I asked the shop keeper.

She looked just as displeased as I did as though she understood my concern and agreed wholly.

"Apparently," she said scoffing a bit. "There are no laws against it."

I sighed and made my way out of the shop lingering a few feet behind my mum and brother.

Last Night:

14.02.2010

Confusion (Non-lucid)
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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a store that reminded me of two of my local shops combined. I was walking back towards the RX as an older lady approached me with a snobbish look on her face. She reminded me of one of those stereotypical looking evil librarians. (No offence intended for Librarians!!) Which give me the creeps.

"You know that you're is not aloud here?" She said sternly.

"What? What do you mean?" I asked a bit confused.

"You're unnatural! A disgrace to your own religion!" She said an octave higher.

"Oh... Whatever. Leave me alone." I said dismissing her softly and started to walk again.

"Don't ignore me!" She screeched from behind me.

I rolled my eyes and kept walking.

"GUARDS! GUARDS!" She started yelling. "Get that girl!" She barked and my heart dropped somewhere to my lower stomach.

I started to run in the most unpredictable pattern possible to the front door. Hoping I'd make it out before they tried to nab me.

I ran down one isle and saw a man in uniform start to come after me. I turned around and shifted my momentum in the opposite direction catching my shirt on a display case and ripping part of it.

"Damn it." I said between gritted teeth.

I ran out of the isle and to my left passing a few isles before running down another one.

I don't remember what else happened after that. I just know I escaped but was battered and bruised when I finally did.

Odd dream...

14.02.2010

In The Key of H (Non-lucid)
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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, I start off trying to get into this exclusive playscape that only a few lucky people ever get to play on. (Kill me now. Please, someone shoot me. Save my dignity.) All of my old class mates from church are there. I'm standing by my self in line while I watch Jessica and another guy (I forget his name) flirt. I consider leaving my position just to get away from the both of them, but decide not too.

It's finally my turn to go on this obstacle course like plays cape and once I make my way out of it I walk over to a shop like place with a lot of pianos in it. I see Jessica by herself next to a keyboard. I have no one else to talk to so I walk over to her and turn on the piano. I start to play it and she turns around wondering who it is. She seems surprised and I wink at her and say hey.

She then looks at me smugly and positions her fingers on the keys. She starts to play something really beautiful that I didn't even know was possible. I look at the keys and notice that there are completely new keys on that keyboard. They are shorted versions of the white keys placed just above all the others. It's like she's playin in a whole different major - a different key.

I don't know how, but suddenly we're all going to some sort of water park. Everyone is excited and talking about getting to meet David Tennant. I then realize I'll get to see him and become extatic. We all approach the entrance in front of us. It's a big red tunnel from what I could see just then. The whole park was covered in a big black netting and the only way to get in was through that big, red, round opening.

I approach the opening and see water running into the park from different jets attached to the sides of the plastic tunnel. I step in the water and notice that it's really cold. I walk forward a bit more and then notice there's one hose shooting warm water. I make my way over to the warmer water so that I don't freeze but it suddenly stops. I look over at it and see David Tennant sitting in front of the warm water jet shivering violently. His suit is drenched and he looks exhausted.

"What happened to you?!" I said trying not to giggle.

"Fans." He replied bluntly trying to hide a smile.

He couldn't keep a straight face anymore and we both started laughing and shook hands.

I don't remember anymore.

15.02.2010

Autopsy (Non-lucid)
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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, so I'm a child who was put in witness protection. Or something like it. I'm in a small preschooler class room with several other kids and some guy crashes through the door. He's bloody and bruised and defiantly dead. Duckie (from NCIS) comes in along with Jimmy and starts examining the body.

Gibbs walks in and demands the time of death. All of the other kids are gone now except for me. Dinozzo starts taking pictures of the whole "crime scene" and Gibbs asks me to take his hand and go with him.

Back at NCIS HQ Gibbs and I walk down to Autopsy where we meet up with Duckie again. Duckie was just taking the body's temp again when we walked in.

"Got anything Duck?" Gibbs asked sipping his coffee.

Duckie squinted as if he thought he misread the temperature. Then he looked up at Gibbs a bit darkly.

"According to the current temperature, this man has only been dead 5 minutes! He's still alive!"

They were about to do CPR or something, but dad woke me up.

16.02.2010

A dream without a name. (I've run out of ideas...) (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a small go cart racing around with most of the characters from the anime Ouran High School Host Club. There's different color paint spraying out of the back of each of our carts almost like exhaust fumes.

After we all get out and park Kaoru wanders off with Honey and Kyoya. Honey's twin (who is non-existent in the anime) and Hikaru start flirting with each other and holding hands as I pull off my helmet and put it in the seat of my go-cart.

I know Kaoru is going to be really heart broken when he finds out.

Hikaru and Honey's twin see me and walk over to me.
"Please don't tell Kaoru about us? We don't want him to know yet... I haven't found the right time to tell him..." Hikaru tells me.

"Sure... But you really should tell him soon. If I were him I'd want to know." I said feeling bad for Kaoru.

"Well... Then maybe you should tell him. I can bring my self to do it." Hikaru said.

After a lot of thought I decided to go ahead and do it. I don't know if I'd take matters into my own hands in real life, but for some reason the dream me was set on going through with it.

I was suddenly in Best Buy looking at music with Kaoru...

"You're quiet," he commented while we looked at different albums.

I don't know what I said, but I had told him what had been going on between Hikaru and Honey's twin. His eye turned lifeless and he bowed his head. I instantly felt horrible for him and wanted to hug him or something. Anything to make him feel better, but I knew there was nothing I could do.

"Thank you," he surprised me by saying.

"Sure..." I trailed off.

Not sure what happened in between, but I'm suddenly back at the race track of sorts. It's the same as before. Most of my surroundings are just a dull yellow color with a few lines drawing the road and finish line.

I was trying to remember Honeys twin's name. It was really frustrating for me and just on the tip of my tongue. I had almost remembered when dad woke me. After that I felt retarded because I knew would never be able to remember a name that never existed.

17.02.2010

Weird House Party (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It was night time and I was in my grandmothers living room. She started arguing some subject that I can't remember. She kept talking and explaining her side of this whole debate. I had several good points of her argument to go on and I knew I could end it in my favor. I was slowly getting more and more pissed off at her as she ranted on and on about something. I was just about to talk and argue my side when I randomly decided to bite my tongue and just leave it alone.

"Always the peace keeper" I thought to my self annoyed with my own submission.

My grandmother started limping to her room down the hall and I ran over to try and help her. She got mad at me and told me not to bother. Then she took her hurt ankle and swung it up over her neck until her knee was resting over her neck! She started hopping on her right foot down the hall and I stared at her wide eyed.

"Granmaw!! What the hell are you doing?!" I gasped.

"Just mind your own business and watch your language." She said and kept hopping.

I looked behind me and saw head-lights flash through the back door window. I knew that someone was here. Grandmaw made her way to the back door now on both feet and I followed behind her. There was a green Mazda cross-over parked in her driveway - just like Brandi's mum's. Teenaged - mostly Asian - girls were getting out with guitars and different band equipment.

"What is all this?!" I squeaked to anyone who may reply.

"I asked an all girl lesbian band to come over and play here." My grandmother said shrugging.

My jaw dropped and I stared at her wide eyed. I didn't know what to think. (Why didn't I do an RC?!?!)

"Wha- Wha-" I started to mumble but got cut off.

"Shut up and help them inside!" My grandmother barked at me.

"Uh, uh, okay."

We all walked inside her house and I was trying to hold on to a drum kit while trying not to fall over.

After we made it inside I set the kit down somewhere and walked over to the hallway again. I looked back towards the back door and saw a bunch of kittens running around and about to run out the door.

"Someone shut the door before the escape!" I yelled towards the back door running towards it.

One of the Asian band members shut the door behind me as I chased one small gray and white kitten out to the drive way. I was bent over trying to catch it when I was stopped abruptly when I hit something. I looked up and saw Brandi looking down at me somewhat suspiciously.

"IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK!" I squeaked again.

"...Hi?" She said a bit puzzled.

"Hi" I said out of breath and still a bit wide eyed with shock.

I stood up so that our eyes were level with each others and I saw that the kitten ran back inside. When someone opened the door for it I heard girls giggling and guitars being tuned. I had a short mental face palm and turned back around to see Brandi looking at me some what suspiciously and oddly. Then she smiled slyly at me.

"I swear! It's really not what you think!" My voice went too high again and it still sounded squeaky.

"Haha, don't worry, I'm just playing with you kid." She said making me feel a bit more relieved.

"I can't really stay, I just wanted to say hi. I miss you a lot." She said and we both got really quiet.

"Miss you too..." I tailed off.

We hugged. It was a weird hug, not like in real life. It was warm and more welcoming than what her hugs normally are. Which surprised me seeing how she has a personal space bubble a mile wide.

She let go and I followed her as she walked around the back of the Mazda to get in. I opened the door for her and she sat down. I then saw Christina glaring at me from the very back seat.

I and Brandi started talking about something to do with Tumblr. I started rambling about how I wasn't sure how it was pronounced because maybe the L was a 1.

"Tessa." She said bringing me back to reality and I stopped rambling.

"Bye" I said shyly and shut her door.


I don't remember anything more. I do remember a fragment of me going home and telling mum about grandmother becoming some sort of acrobat. I even tried to put my leg up and over my neck but only hurt my self. XD

19.02.2010

Twins (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was running through a store chasing one of our dogs when I tripped over a cart and fell. I was laying down trying to catch my breath when one of the store clerks stood over me blocking the bright light I had been looking into.

"You okay?" He said slightly amused with my clumsiness. (His personality reminds me of Hikaru's from Ouran HSHC O.o)

"Uh, yeah." I got up and sat pretzel style - afraid to try and stand just yet.

He squatted down in front of me and said "You had quite a fall, are you sure...?"

"I think so." I said rubbing my eyes.

"I got her!" The same voice yelled from behind me.

Another clerk exactly the same as the last came and squatted down on my left - in front of me. He was holding one of my dogs and smiling.

"Hahaha!" I laughed.

"What's so funny?" The first twin said.

"Oh, it's nothing, I just know someone who'd kill to be me right now..."

"Oh?" The first twin said. "Why?" The second one finished for him.

I laughed nervously mentally slapping my self for not thinking before I spoke. I then decided to just be bold and tell them.

"Because you're a cute set of twins."

"Oh really" the first one said a bit more seductively/mischievously which made me a bit uncomfortable.

"Uh, yeah." I said, shy again.

What's odd is that I don't remember anything after this. I think dad woke me up and cut this dream short...

20.02.2010

Time Traveler (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in Walmart - I think. Part of it anyway. There are a few display cases here and there, for the most part this kinda reminds me of my kitchen. I walk back over to the computer and start doing something with my MSN chat logs. My dad comes over and he says something really harsh to me.

"F*** off," I tell him.

He then explodes and we both start yelling at each other in turn. He storms off and I wander into their room. There's a small girl in there looking at me weirdly. I ignore her and get on their bed and just lay down for a short while. When I get back down I'm startled by some sort of snapping noise. I look down and see a rope where my foot almost landed. It was like a trap that had been laid on the ground but was already pulled. I looked under the bed and saw the girl holding the rope and glaring at me. She hissed at me and I got up and walked out.

Now I'm back in out kitchen which looks very weird and kinda reminds me of Walmart. I look over on the floor where our dinning table would be and see a bunch of manga in a pile on the floor. I then see Shanice sitting in the pile reading one of them. That made me chuckle. She doesn't seem to notice me though, so I just stand there for a moment and watch her curiously. I can see her face clearly (I can see almost everyone's face in this dream. O.o) and her expression is really content. She looks as if she doesn't have a care in the world. I smile at that fact. For some reason I don't approach her and just go wander around aimlessly in the store.

I'm in the middle of the store just kinda minding my own business when my cell phone rings.

"Yeah?" I answered.

"There's a situation at the HQ - we need you here yesterday! Move!" The director yelled into the phone.

"On my way," I said closing the phone.

After I'm at NCIS head quarters (funny, don't remember the drive over) I see Gibbs walk by and he seems really sad and troubled. Suddenly I'm him for a moment and he is approached by Director Vance.

"You're not gonna tell me life is tough now are ya?" He said with a smile.

"No," Gibbs smiled back starting to laugh.

I didn't get what was so funny... But anyway, now I'm me again and I'm walking into the squad room.

"Special Agent." Director Vance greeted me bluntly.

I nodded and he proceeded to tell me what was going on.

"So far the majority of people your team has worked for, with and against is disappearing. Every case you ever worked is involved. All of the agents and civilians you've ever worked with or for are disappearing. We did pick up the signal of an unusual aircraft - but it keeps going off radar."

Gibbs desk phone rang and he answered it.

"More disappeared," he said.

Suddenly everything flashes to a third person point of view. I watch as my view starts to slowly pan up on each floor of a house. I see a man in a tub who I recognize as a character from the film "How To Steal A Million." He was the man who sold fake paintings. There was a bright light and he vanished. I watch as my view pans up on the next floor where Audrey Hepburn who played his daughter sits on her bed reading. There's another bright light and she disappears too.

"We have a report that the air craft has landed in a local Walmart. Gear up!" Gibbs ordered the team.

Back at Walmart I'm in an isle facing a hallway that leads into the store bathrooms. Several of the victims escape and run down the hall. My parents greet them. My mum and dad are both wearing NCIS jackets. I somehow know that they are old NCIS agents called back into service to help with this case. Some of the victims include Scooby Doo and the gang. (o.O)

"None of us really got a good look at our kidnapper," on of the items said. "I don't know what he wants," he Finnish.

I looked behind me and saw an agent with bullet proof vests waving at me to come over. I ran over there and immediately felt the vests.

"Are you sure these are bullet resistant?!?!" I said surprised by how flimsy they were.

"Yes. They are. Now take this," the lady said handing me a gun.

"...The safety isn't on, is it?"

"Oh, uhh, no." She blushed.

I sighed and put the safety on and stuck it in the back of my jeans. I looked back over at mum and dad who were closer to the hallway now. They were communicating with the suspect somehow.

I ran father back behind me and crawled up on a display case so that I could get a better view of the hallway. I saw a man with the head of a wolf run back into one of the doors.

"He looks like a wolf!" I yelled jumping down and running back to where mum and dad were. I saw them walking down the hall without vests on and wanted to hit something.

"Mom! Dad! Don't!!" I yelled. I heard a loud noise and pulled out my PDA. It had a list of every agent on site with us. My mum and dad's names suddenly vanished. I pulled out my gun and ran down the hall. Nothing. No doors - nothing.

"Damn it! Can we track them?!"

"No, not when they're in a different time line," someone answered for me.

I went back to the NCIS HQ and sat at Tony's desk. I think I'm an agent who replaced Tony.

"I'd rather die then them disappear..." Ziva said from her desk burying her face in her hands.

"I'm going home..." I said painfully.

"Do you want me to come with you? I don't want you to be alone." She said, worried.

"Nah, my brother is there."

Don't remember the trip home at all, but now I'm home. The sun is setting and I sit at the kitchen table and eat a cookie. I can see anything so I turn on a light. It just goes blue and doesn't work right. (Why didn't I do an RC?! D=) I give up and collapse back in my chair staring at the phone. My brother walks of to where I'm sitting and starts talking about some video game.

I see two vehicles pull in the driveway next door and fatter versions of my parents get out of an SUV. Younger child versions get out of a yellow car. I run outside and go to see what's going on. This guy approaches me who reminds me of a hippie. He tells me my parents lived happy lives in another time line. The over weight set of my parents came up to me and hugged me. We then all started playing fetch with out dogs.

:\ Weird dream...

21.02.2010

Musical Mess (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, I had SOOOO many dreams last night. It's like I was a single CPU computer running 80 programs. That said, most of them were really boring. So I will just quote a conversation between my piano playing grandfather and my self. It made me lol.

We're both in the SUV in the Walmart parking lot when dad turns on the heater. I'm in the back passengers side seat and my grandfather is in the front passengers side seat.

"Son, wont you turn that down a bit more. It's freezing in here. Some where more in the A - no A flat area," my grandfather said.

"No! I'm burning up! G sharp! G sharp!" I said trying to open my window to let some cool air in.

"Okay, lets just settle on C sharp in F Minor," grandfather said.

"An Octave up!" I said.

Then dad started driving around in tight circles really fast trying to get us to shut up.

27.02.2010

Break (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's mid day and I walk by my parents room. Dad runs out in panic and out the back door. I run into their room and look out the window. I jerk back because it's so hot. The house is on fire!!!

I ran into the kitchen and got a huge cup full of water and tried soaking the wall that was being burned. I then realized I needed to get my pets out of the house, so I ran into the bathroom where one of my birds was playing in the water. I grabbed him and took him to his cage. He was really mad and flapping around trying to escape so I tossed him in his cage and some how hit my arm against the bottom of the cage incredibly hard.

"The fire's out!" I heard dad yell from outside.

I sat down on my bed next to my brother and he grabbed my left arm gently about to hug me.

"OUCH!" I jerked away thinking I had a tender bruise at first... But I could have sworn my arm bent where it wasn't supposed to when I jerked.

I held my arm very still and ran into the kitchen where mum was.

"...I think my arm is broken." I said. I started worrying about my life insurance and hopped it would pay for this. (Yes. I know. I'm more worried about what it's gonna cost my mum than my own arm. I'm not sure whether I was incredibly selfless or just plain stupid.)

"Oh no. Are you sure?" She said.

I slowly tried to bend my arm and the skin tore away and my arm completely broke off.

"I'm sure!!!" I said in a thick voice. I gritted my teeth waiting for the pain to come, but all I felt was numbness.

"I just talked to Linda, turns out she works at the hospital. She said they're waiting for us." Mum ran back into the room surprising me with her speed.

I held my left arm in my right hand and my jaw was dropped.

"Mom?" I heard Toby call from behind me.

"What are y'all doing?" He asked curiously.

"Toby! Go away! Go in mum's room! Now!!" I yelled behind me hiding the gore that I couldn't escape from.

"Common, lets go." My mum said worried.

I walked towards the door and as soon as mum opened it icy win blew in and it made my arm hurt really bad.

"Hang on!" I yelled and mum shut the door. I put my bad arm in my jacket laying just under my chest. My fingers started twitching on their own and when they grabbed my boob I wanted to freak out. But instead of yelling at my own arm for being a pervert, I just waited till they stopped.

"Okay, lets go," I told mum softly.

When she opened the door this time all of out dogs ran inside and we had to catch them and put them in their cages. I just used my foot to push them in the right direction.

Finally, we made it to the car and I sat down and cradled my left arm as best I could.

Then I was woken up. My arm was in the exact same place as it was in my dream, it felt numb - just like in my dream. I almost was afraid to look at my arm. XD And I didn't even move it for most of the morning. That dream was way too realistic. :panic:

06.03.2010

Life as a Film Star (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Wow, I had a huge dream last night. Unfortunately it was so long and big that my recall is a bit crappy. Basically I was the leading lady in a new James Bond film, so I was working on the set with Halle Berry and Daniel Craig. o.o

It was like I was and actress in several different movies to be honest. I remember one scene being Light from Death note in an elevator shaft trying to write L's name in the Death Note before he could kill me. I was using leverage to hold my self up so that I wouldn't fall to my death. I had both feet pressed against the walls like I was some sort of ninja. XD But in the end L found me and the scene was over before I fell.

And in another scene I was the last woman on earth and had just found the last man on earth. He was injured and I was trying to help him get better in most of those scenes.

And in another scene I was walking cautiously through a green house with a silenced gun looking for a villain.

And I also remember flying back to the states to shoot another scene.

Meh, I've been having a lot of nightmares lately and just don't bother to write them down. Here's a dream from a few nights ago:

13.03.2010

Escape to Nowhere (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I sit on the steps of the deck out my house while Kakashi (from the anime Naruto) patches up my shoulder. He keeps injecting me in different places all around the stitches. (No clue as to what happened. My guess is I got cut while fighting.)

"OUCH!" I yelled and flinched when he hit a nerve.

"Sorry. Please stop being such a baby... It's almost over," he said in a tired voice.

"All done," he said after a minute or so.

I sighed with relief and thanked him.

"Alright, I'm going back to the front lines. You stay here and rest," he said.

"No! I'm coming with you! I'm fine!" I said upset.

He walked back over to the deck and grabbed something, then walked back over to me in the driveway. I couldn't see what he had in his hand because it was so dark, but suddenly his hand moved with lightning speed and stuck another needle in my arm.

I reached to pull it out with my left hand.

"Stop," he said.

"As soon as you attempt to remove it, it will inject you with a strong sedative. Now go inside, lay down and rest."

"Damn it kakashi! You can't fight alone!" I yelled at him.

He ran out to the gate and then left, I pulled out the syringe without thinking and tried to follow him, but I started to black out slowly and feel dizzy. I stumbled out into the front yard and collapsed.

I guess I wake up and start running after him because now I'm walking through the woods with my dog in one hand and a small pink lamb in the other. O.o

I was walking along and saw a few woodland animals running around, and then I looked to my right and saw a huge wolf right next to me.

"Crap," I said trying to back away slowly.

The wolf grabbed the lamb in my right arm and devoured it in front of me. I sidestepped to the left and tried to walk the long way around the wolf, but I ran into a whole pack of angry looking wolves. I knew instantly they wanted Kristi. (my dog)

"No!" I yelled realizing what they wanted and backed away slowly until they were out of sight, then ran deeper into the woods.

I didn't have Kristi with me anymore as I approached the outside of a huge vine covered stone door. I pushed on it and it opened after a few good tries.

The huge tomb it's self was shaped sorta like a long hexagon with a balcony running the length of it on each side of the walls. There were huge stone pillars supporting the balcony as well. There were torches placed in the middle of each pillar pointing outward unto the huge room/tomb. (I call it a Tomb, but I don't know if there are any people buried there. lol)

I step farther into the middle of the floor and the stone door closes behind me and the whole building starts to tremor.

"Oh shit - oh crap crap crap crap! Not good!" I yelled looking up as bricks started falling from the roof, letting rays of sun in.

Suddenly the floor behind me at the back wall started to raise. The only way I can describe it is that it was sort of like a wave. The tiles rose as they came towards me and the tiles farthest back fell as they continued to progress in the same pattern getting higher.

"Fuuuuuu-" I yelled and started running getting cut off when the tiles under my feet started to lift me up with great speed and force. I looked to my right and noticed the balcony again. I knew that the only way to get out of this was to try and make it to the balcony. So then I started running sideways trying to keep my tripping at a minimum as the tile-wave took me swiftly to the front of the room.

I got close enough to jump and so I leapt superman style onto the balcony floor landing on my belly. I groaned with pain after I got my breath back. I got up and looked over the edge at the front wall. (The wall farthest from my original entrance.)

The tile had stopped moving, and a great part of the roof had collapsed back at where I had started out with patches of sun light penetrating throughout the tomb.

I then heard faint yelling outside the front wall. It sounded like German. Shortly after the room vibrated again, but this time the whole front wall raised up revealing lots of sand, steep canyons in the distance & Nazi's on horseback.

One of them rode a horse inside and placed himself directly below me. I jumped right on top of him landing on the back of the horse and pushing him off. They all started yelling in alarm and pulled their swords. I placed my self properly in the saddle quickly and grabbed the unfortunate Nazi's sword before he knew what had happened.

"HE-YAH!" I yelled pointing the horse towards the new opening and lightly tapping my heels to it's thighs.

I and my horse saw an opening in the gathering of angry Nazi's and we burst through their lines with lightning speed. I could feel the horse was happy to be away from them and already felt a strong bond with it. I rode out riding along the edges of the canyons as a few Nazi's rode up behind me, swords drawn.

I looked to my back right as an angry man with a funny mustache glared at me teeth bared. He swung his sword at my and I blocked it with my own. My arm fell under the sheer weight of my own sword and I steadied my self to strike him. But I woke up...

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The wolf grabbed the lamp in my right arm and devoured it in front of me.

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Scary! :eek: Freaking epic dream!!!

^ Aha aha, typo. :cheeky:

But yeah, it was scawwy. And then I thought they were gonna get my dog, scared the hell out of me. :shock:

Thanks. ^_^




































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Aaaaaaaand you know what to do!

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^ Aha aha, typo. :cheeky:

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Err...I dunno how that happened :paranoid:

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Originally Posted by Queen Zukin

Err...I dunno how that happened :paranoid:

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It was my own, but I've fixed it. =)


About the lack of posting... I've been having a bunch of private dreams or none at all, and some I can't forget fast enough. :\ I'll try to post more when I have an interesting and worth posting dream...

05.04.2010

Sparks (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I couldn't get near any device that used electricity. if I did, blue blots of it would shoot at me and I would break anything that used it.

After feeling very alone through out the dream, I met another girl who had the same problem as me and we became friends.

05.04.2010

Can You See Me Now? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Lena was walking around on a rocky beach and I was her photo shoot photographer for the day. At the start of the dream, she was deaf and had an interpreter. At the end, she was blind and I had a hard time getting her eyes to look at the camera.

It was really depressing. =(

Night Before Easter:

04.04.2010

Easter 2010 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up in the middle of the night and plugged my nose unsure if it was a dream. Yep, it was... I was really tired so I just laid there. I tried to picture something normal happening, like someone walking into the room. But nothing happened. I felt really depressed in this dream, I don't know why. I just laid back and started to doze off within the dream. When I closed my eyes, flashes of MSN windows opening rapidly is all I saw...

I dream that I'm walking over to my grandmothers on Easter. I hope that Brandi is there so that maybe I can see her for a few moments. I looked in the back door window and saw her at the kitchen table. She got up and walked towards the bar and I walked in wanting to say hi. Standing behind the bar - with Brandi in the middle - all my aunts, uncles, and relatives from my mothers side of the family looked at me gravely.

"We know," was all Brandi said in an emotionless tone.

I looked at her in confusion, temporally lost for words.

"It's time, Tessa," she said in a lifeless tone.

I seemed to understand what she was talking about then...

"Here." She said handing me a bunch of plastic baggies.

I opened it and there was a slightly smaller one inside it, I opened that one and there was another slightly smaller one inside of it. I opened about 50 plastic baggies before I got to the last one.

"In this bag, is the answer to your life," Brandi said lifelessly.

I opened the bag and a bunch of novelty Teeth jumped out and started trying to bite me.

I walked out of the house and down the driveway, unsure of what was happening to the world around me.

"Stop!" Brandi said more life like and sympathetic while she ran after me.

"What do you want from me?!" I yelled.

"You know what you must do," she said from behind me.

"No," I said and gravity started to fail on me.

I had no firm ground to stand on - I lost control of my surroundings completely.

"You can't do this to your self," she said just loud enough for me to hear.

I grabbed on to a tree limb and tried to will my self back down again. I was parcialy lucid, only as far as knowing that I could force gravity to come back for me. Everything else seemed totally real.

I tried to get my feet back on the ground, but woke up before I could.

06.04.2010

Fragments of 4.6.10 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I walk into my parents bedroom and as I open the door it reviles a cute living room. I see Beth, her sister, her mother & brother standing in there. They looked up from their current activities to take notice of who opened the door. I don't know how, but I somehow let loose a supernatural creture that was invisible and would tickle you endlessly.

I slammed the door and ran all the way out to my fathers tool shed trying to put as much distance in between us as possible. XD

Fragment: Shanice and I were lost in some weird industrial dock area? I'm having a very difficult time recalling anything from this dream. I'm not even sure if it was a dock area... :\

08.04.2010

Island Vacation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I sat at the PC and chatted on MSN with Shanice. I was watching some weird episode of TMoHS (anime) and playing with my browser settings.

Here's what I remember from the conversation:

Shanice Says: That would be fun.
Tessa Says: Yeah...
Shanice Says: You know what, can I barrow a little money from you? I don't need much more for a ticket.
Tessa Says: How much? :D
Shanice Says: About 20 Dollars.

I looked in my wallet and only found 17.

Tessa Says: brb

I ran over to where my mum was in the kitchen.

"Mom! Can I barrow a 10?!"

"Sure," she said distantly.

"What's up?" I asked concerned.

"Well... Your Grandmother passed away this morning..."

"Which one?!" I asked in panic.

"My mom," she said.

I didn't really know how to feel now. Sure I would miss her, and cared... But with the way she always treated my parents, I wasn't completely devastated either.

"Are you okay?" I asked her.

"Yeah... I just have a lot to do..."

"Okay, I love you." I said hugging her.

She seemed fine now, so I went back over to the computer.

Tessa Says: I got it! ...But how do I send it to you?

We seemed to of worked something out, and so I played with my browser settings again. I was amused with the different language settings and kept changing them. (Yes, you can laugh now.:cheeky: I'm a dork even in my dreams.:roll:)

I changed it to Japanese and then accidentally closed my browser. I re-opened it and didn't know how to get back.

Tessa Says: ...Um, Shanice?
Shanice Says: Yeah?
Tessa Says: Don't laugh, but my browsers language is set to Japanese and I can't change it back.
Shanice Says: ...How did that happen?
Tessa Says: ...I was playing with it. -_-
Shanice Says: lol!

She helped me fix it but after that I don't really remember what happened.

Next I remember I'm walking to a house on an Island that's really pretty. I walk up the sandy driveway and up onto the steps of the houses from porch. There are blankets of trees all around and the greenery is amazing.

Shanice walks up the driveway and as soon as I see her I run out and give her a huge bear hug.

All I remember now is fragments:

I and Shanice got cast for rolls in a film with Harrison Ford.
He was playing our Lawyer.
We were working with another actor who was picking on us and bullying us.
Harrison Ford had to come out to the house we were renting on the island because the man followed us home.
He yell at him threatened him not to mess with us again.

09.04.2010

My First WILD! (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was going to the movies with my little sister and some other people. One of them was this weird rich lady who's accent couldn't be placed. I and my little sister were talking while the previews were airing. I was playing with her and having a really good time. She was so sweet and adorable. I wish she were real. XD

My sister asked me a question shortly after the movie started. A lady sitting in front of us across the hall to the right turned around in her seat and yelled at us.

"Shut the hell up! I'm trying to watch this you little brats!"

"You shut up! How dare you yell at a 5 year old?!"

I got up and my sister hugged me, scared. I was pissed off, really pissed off and just wanted to get her out of there.

After the movie my sisters best friend's mum - the rich lady - came out and took her daughter with her to her car. We said our good byes and the little girl grabbed the side of the drivers side door. It flipped around and she rode it as it tossed her inside the car. (Sorry, hard to explain what happened. :oops:)

I was awakened by my alarm clock. I shut it off and laid back down.

Before I know it I feel like I'm crossing over into a new dimension. I watch a screen of white with stars etched into it form as I realize I'm WILDing! I was finally able to open my eyes in the dream world and when I opened them I saw a TV. The TV was displaying nothing but snow/static.

I looked around and figured out I was in the rich lady's apartment. There were grocery items stacked all over the place and she sat in the living room and watched me. I decided that now would be a good time to try one of my goals.

So I asked her: "What is your opinion on love?"

I was shocked when she gave me a reasonable answer:

"Well, it's certainly beautiful. Though being a single mom with two kids, I'm not much of a romantic. Don't understand how you can be such a hopeless romantic, I don't know how you keep up with your love life even when you're raising a kid," She said.

"Huh," I said to my self. I then remembered my last dream, I had been taking care of my little sister. (News Flash: I only have a little brother in real life.)

I got up and walked over to the window with a glass door in it. A few floors below was a pool. A very deep pool by the looks of it. There were no sidewalks, where the pool ended the building began. It looked as if it was made just for jumping out of your apartment. Hence why there was a door leading to nowhere.

"Hey, how deep is that pool?" I asked curiously, even though I somehow knew it was 17 feet.

"I dunno," the lady replied.

I lost my lucidity for a while and then wound up in my front yard.

"How'd I get here?" I asked my self.

"Hey! Wait! I'm lucid!" I said excited - remembering where I just was.

"Hmm, Make something appear!" I yelled.

Our dog randomly appeared at the end of the drive way.

"Again?" I asked.

My brother came by me wheeling his bike to the backyard.

I had never been able to fly in a lucid dream, so here was my chance!

I ran out and jumped up and soared over my yard. I decided I wanted to fly to England, so I set off on my little trip. I knew it wouldn't be a long one because I had mentally willed it to be very close to my home. After I was up in the air I kept flying around in circles and had a very hard time flying in a straight line. I kept nose diving at random moments and lost my lucidity.

But I regained it and I randomly found my self on the streets of London England at night. I looked ahead and saw a girl laying on the frost covered ground passed out. There were a bunch of refrigerators out there with her. It looked like she had been cleaning them out and hosing them down before she fell. I some how knew who it was even without being close enough to see very well.

"No!" I yelled in panic and ran over to her.

I propped her up in my arms and brushed the hair out of her face.

"Shanice! Wake up!" I said almost yelling. I rubbed her arms and tried to get a response. Nothing.

"Please don't do this to me."

"Please," I whispered rubbing her arms again trying to warm her up.

Her eyes moved.

"Shanice?! Can you hear me?!"

"Well duh," she said opening her eyes.

"Shanice!" I nearly cried hugging her.

I reminded my self that this was only a dream and helped her up.

"What happened?" I asked curiously.

"I'm not sure," she said confused.

She led me inside what I thought was her house, but it was just a kitchen in a country style restaurant. It was her house though, her room was on the second floor actually. (I dunno how I know that. XD)

I looked around for a moment after we entered one of the dinning rooms and got down on one knee.

"What are you doing?" Shanice asked me.

"Amber?" I called out into the dark room.

Shanice started laughing at me.

"What?" I said grinning.

"For one: He's probably upstairs. And two: You come all the way over here and the first thing you do is want to see my cat?"

"Heh," Was all I said and blushed.

I followed her into the kitchen again and accidentally bumped into something and it beeped. I jumped in surprise and looked down to see the dish washer starting.

"Umm..."

"That's okay, they probably need to be washed anyway," she smiled and led me into the other dinning room. From the looks of it, it had a strong country theme and I could tell because it had saddles and stuff hanging on the walls.

The lights suddenly flicked on and Shanice and I turned to see who did it. Sitting on a few of the tables were 3 guys dressed like cowboys.

"Who are you?" I asked them.

"We've been waitin' for y'all," he said in a dark tone.

"Once we're done with you, deer heads ain't gonna be the only thing stuffed 'round here. Ya hear?" The leader of the group said getting up and flicking his hat up. He didn't sound too bright.

"I don't know what you want with us, but all I ask is that you leave the her alone," I said. Even though it was a dream, I couldn't handle another nightmare.

I willed my self to be stronger than them, hoping that I'd have enough control over the dream to win.

My stomach turned as the first guy took a swing at me. I hit him and he doubled over. Another guy was blocking my path to Shanice and the guy behind him was walking towards her.

"Shanice! Hit him!" I yelled and kicked the guy in front of me running towards her. I managed to jump on top of him before he could do anything. I swung around a lot and tried to hit him until he collapsed.

"Crap," I said as the guys got up again and more came in.

A swarm of men came in led by some guy who you could just tell was their boss.

"Boys," the boss said, "get rid of the pest."

"Hey! Wait a friggen minute!" I yelled at them all.

"If you're the leader, grow some balls and fight me yourself!" I yelled at him.

"Heh, we'll make a deal instead. If you can tag me, I'll call the men off."

I ran after him. I took as many men down that I could as I made my way over to the pool table he was leaning up against.

I jumped and hit him and that was it, they left.

After they were all gone a few people that Shanice must have known stayed behind and talked with us.

This one guy took a pencil shaped piece of wax and some left over egg dye from Easter and drew awesome black and red designs on a small towel. There were little hearts in it and I was amazed at how talented he was.

"Here you go," he said handing me the finished piece.

"Wow! Thanks!" I said taking it.

I'm awoken by my crazy dog.

Fragment: I and my brother were at our Church in the parking lot and a random guy came after us throwing water balloons at us. I ran into the parking lot and started flying for a short while to get away.

ZOMG! FIRST WILD! :banana:

Haha, WILDing reminds me of the movie avatar. :lol: :cheeky:

13.04.2010

Lava (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I run away from red hot lava as it flows into my front yard.

"This can't be real!" I yell and jump up into the air taking flight.

I'm only in the air for a moment then I crash into the ground, waking up.

24.04.2010

First Light (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

We all sat around a table for thanksgiving. Shanice sat at my left, and my aunts/family filled the remaining seats. We passed around the bowels and plates of food and put what we wanted on our own plates.

I got a baked potato and proceeded to put butter on it. As a plate of Turkey was passed around I reached over Shanice and grabbed it from one of my aunts so that she wouldn't have to touch it. I handed it off to the next person and continued about my business.

"Oh dear, you're going to starve if you just eat that!" One of my aunts said dramatically. I looked up to see who she was talking to - assuming it was probably me. Not this time. I looked up and saw my aunt reaching across the table and putting some hunk of God only knows what on Shanice's plate. It was roast ...I think...

Shanice covered her mouth and looked at her feet. I was annoyed with my aunt, she's always telling people what they should do. With no regard as to how they might feel.

"She's a vegetarian," I said taking her plate and giving her my own. (We had somehow gotten the exact same things.)

"Ohh..." My aunt mumbled, mad at me for interfering.

"Thanks," Shanice mouthed the words starting to relax again.

Later on that evening my grandmother comes over to my house to help us decorate the Christmas tree. I don't become lucid, but I start jokingly questioning reality in my mind. My grandmother has never done that with us.

I proceed to get all the decorations out.

"I want to decorate it pink and purple!" I declare to the entire household.

My brother look at me as if I've just confessed to raping the family dog. It was like my tastes had totally changed in this dream, I actually liked the color pink, it seemed appealing then. I started questioning reality more seiriously, but mum ran in interrupting my train of thought.

"Tessa! Help! He rode off on the motorcycle and I don't think he's coming back!" she yelled.

"Who?" I asked confused.

"Some old man! He was talking about buying it from me, but I kept saying no! When I came back outside, he and the bike were missing."

I ran outside and all I found was 75 cents worth of quarters laying in the driveway.

I was really worried about the man getting away, but then realized I was dreaming.

"It's only a dream..." I mutter to my self. I become frustrated because it's dark again. Instead of ordering the sun to appear, I just try and will it to rise. Slowly I see a faint light coming from the North and it's getting stronger. Though while I'm waiting for the sun to come up, I lose lucidity.

Fragment:

I find myself at a dark beach in the middle of night. Hundreds of people including my family are boarding on some sort of Viking like ship lit with torches. I know the man who stole the motorcycle is coming here, so I dig a long trench in the sand and moments later he rides into it.

I'm camping on the river at night and a tornado chases I and my family.

25.04.2010

Pizza! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Mum was warming up pizza in the kitchen and I was in my room listening to music.

"Lunch is ready!" I heard mum call from the kitchen.

I jumped off my bed and walked fairly quickly into the kitchen, Where I ran into not only my brother - but Shanice as well. It was like we were sisters or something, I didn't really acknowledge she was there, I wasn't surprised to see her. It just felt normal in other words...

"Did you put your swimsuit on?" Mom asked.

"Uhh, not yet," I said.

"Go do it, we're about to leave," mom said taking on a parental tone that only she can do...

I ran into her room because my clothes hadn't been put away yet and grabbed my swim suit. Then I just locked the door and got dressed in there. I put my clothes back on over my suit, and walked back out to get my pizza. I was about to go sit at the table, but Toby was the only one there.

"Hey mom?"

"Yeah sweety?"

"Where'd Shanice go?" I asked.

She pointed towards the living room where Shanice sat quietly eating her pizza.

...Eventually the sun started to set and I don't know what happened in between. I was tired of being inside so I just ran out the door and across the yard wishing I could fly. And when ever I think of flying, I do a reality check.

"No way! There is no possible way that I'm dreaming!" I said to my self in shock.

I plugged my nose again and could still breath through it.

"Holy crap!" I yelled, voice breaking, jumping back and falling on my butt.

I quickly got up and jumped straight up into the air.

"I forgot to stabilize!" I said trying desperately to land again. (I had planned before I went to sleep to stabilize by touching rocks, plants, trees and observing their detail.)Though I tried to re-enter, it never happened.

Weird Fact: the sun was setting in the north. O.o
Fragment:

I was with a bunch of fishermen, and was trying to figure out what they were fishing. They would dive under water where fished passed through these corral tunnels and grab the babies. ...They were Dolphins. Once I found that out I think I cussed out the owner of the operation and made them drive me back into town. Not before I found a motherless black and white spotted baby duck to take home with me.

26.04.2010

Over the Deep Blue Sea (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

"Good news everyone! She got the leading part with Cote De Pablo!" my mum said leading me through the door of my grandmothers house.

"OH WOW!" Aunt pat said running up to me and hugging me so tightly I was lifted off my feet. She started spinning 'round & 'round and I got very dizzy.

"Okay..." I tailed off, feeling sick.

"PAT!" I yelled, "STOP!"

"Oh... Sorry..." She said looking glum.

"It's alright," I said trying to stand up straight and flatten the wrinkles in my shirt.

"Tessa!" My mother said scolding me.

I didn't understand why she was so mad...

Long story short: We had a fight and I stormed out.

I walk outside grumbling to my self and everything is pitch black. It's so dark that I can't see my hand in front of my face. Because I can't see well enough to get home, I swallow my pride and walk back in the house and sit down on one of the sofas.

I wake up, then fall back asleep.

I find my self outside of an all boys homeless shelter for the youth. There's a nice view of the beach from most of the second floor windows. (I should have done an RC. I mean, have you ever heard of a homeless shelter with an ocean view?)

I somehow trick everyone into thinking I'm a male and get a room on the second floor. There's a blue ladder right out side one of the windows next to my bed - just like the one I put next to my window in real life. (Yes, I have a ladder outside of my window, no I don't use it to sneak out late at night and go party. I have it there so I can get away from my brother when he's annoying me.) I was getting changed and only had a button up shirt and underwear on when my room mate walked into the room.

"...Are you a... A... A girl?" He said in shock.

"No!" I said grabbing a towel and jumping out the window, making a run for the ocean.

My logic was severely affected in this dream, so I just figured I could hide waste deep in the ocean until everyone was gone/asleep, then go get dressed. Well, that was all fine and dandy until the waves and currents started getting frightfully big. I ran back to the shelter, ran up the ladder, leaving my towel on it to dry. I put some jeans on and watched the waves grow larger and larger.

"I wont tell anyone," my room mate said catching me by surprise. He was very sweet and when I talked to him, it felt like we had always known each other.

After a few moments I looked back out the window only to see a HUGE wave coming for the shelter.

"HOLY CRAP!" I squeaked and reached to shut the windows. With each second that ticked by it felt like hours as the waves got closer while I was trying to shut the windows.

Right when I got the last window shut, the waves hit with an incredible force - but the windows didn't break! Though screws came undone and water started squirting into the room.

"Is this normal?!" I almost yelled in shock.

"Yeah, sometimes it can get up to 8 feet above the roof line," my room mate said in a disapproving tone.

Before the next wave hit, I grabbed my towel and rung it out. The wave almost hit me before the window was closed that time.

After a while, one of the maids who I swear was Agatha Trunchbull from the movie "Matilda" came in and quickly discovered I wasn't a guy.

"I'm not a pervert I swear!" I yelled as she drug me out by one arm.

"I'm gay for Christ sakes!" My voice broke in distress.

"Still doesn't mean you can stay at the boys shelter!" She said practically throwing me out.

I woke up.

After falling back asleep I'm in an apartment with my room mate, who's now a romantic interest ...And she just so happens to be Alisa Perne. (Note: Alisa Perne/Sita is the leading character in Thirst/The Last Vampire series.)

I start off by remembering taking a gun out of my bag and locking it in a cabinet next to my bed, but as I was doing so a cop came in.

"What do you think you're doing?" He said from behind me.

"I have a license to carry this!" I protested.

"Sure ya do, keep your hands where I can see 'em."

Alisa walked into the room and froze wide-eyed as the officer hand-cuffed me.

"Can I ride with you?" Alisa asked the officer.

"And just who are you?" The officer - who was now getting way too big for his badge/stuck up - asked.

"Her girlfriend," she said - surprising me.

"Really?" I started to mouth the words - smiling, (even though I was currently under arest) but the officer cut me off:

"Yeah," the officer said, taking on a different tone. "But you have to ride in the back with her - cuffed."

"So be it" she said matching his tone, giving him a death glare that even made me feel intimidated.

The officer walked me down stairs and Alisa followed closely behind. He shoved me in the back seat of his police cruiser and then proceeded to cuff Alisa.

We were halfway down the road when I'd finally simmered long enough to be stupid and open my mouth:

"I wasn't doing anything wrong!" I protested again.

"Oh yeah? Then why were you locking it up?!" He asked, getting huffy.

"I was just practicing proper gun safety precautions!" I almost yelled.

Just then the officer met Alisa's supernatural gaze in the rear-view/rear-vision mirror.

"Yes, she was just being careful," Alisa said in a deep, mesmerizing tone.

"Well, I guess you're right," the officer said - putty in her hands.

"Do you want me to drive you back?" He asked, pulling the car over.

"No, we can walk," I said smiling at Alisa. (Hehe, I like long walks. ^_^)

With little memory of the walk back - twas just hand holding and me thanking her over and over for saving my butt - we make it back home. That evening I changed into some PJ's and brushed my teeth. Alisa snuck up on me and hugged me from behind, I turned around in her embrace and our noses were almost touching. She leaned in to kiss me, aaaaand I woke up. ...Feeling more lonely than usual.

Great, it wasn't even real and I ruined the perfect moment. ¬.¬

Shoot me.

27.04.2010

Outed (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was placed on a Prime Time TV show where people of apposing views were given 20 minutes to debate some very explosive topics. The TV crew had set up a live video feed for I and my opposing partner of sorts to communicate with. Which all took place in my fathers shop/tool shed.

"We're live in 5, 4, 3, 2," one of the TV crew said.

"Hello and welcome to this weeks episode!" The host said.

"Today we are joined by Tessa of Cedar Creek Texas, who's hobbies include being a student pianist and working with animals. And our other guest is John from Green Bay California! His hobbies include riding his Harley and working out."

A man with a gnarly looking beard and leather vest appeared on the screen in front of me.

"Today's Topic: Homosexuality and the Bible."

"John, you're a fundamentalist Christian are you not?"

"Yes, yes I am," the old biker dude said quite proudly.

"And Tessa," the host started to say. "You're quite active in the Christian gay community are you not?"

I didn't have a lot of time to think, I was trying to figure out how they knew so much about me. Should have done an RC.

"Yeah, I am," I said, afraid to meet eyes with my father who stood behind the camera.

"We'll be back right after this commercial break!" The TV show host said.

"So it's true?" My dad asked me.

"Yep..."

"Huh..."

"You aren't mad?"

"No, I guess not... I mean, it's not like you're gay or anything." He said. ...I should have done an RC right then and there.


I took a deep breath "...Dad, remember when you said I could tell you anything and you would always love me?"


"..."


All I remember after that was trying to get my mother to talk to me again after the show was aired.

29.04.2010

Shots Fired (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Some how I'm given the job of taking care and protecting an elderly lady while she's in the hospital. Which - again - shares the same building as walmart. I helped her up into bed and folded her walker and put it away.

"Bless you deary and thank you," she said in a weak voice.

I some how found out that she was a member of Westboro Baptist church, but I forget exactly how the conversation went...

Suddenly I hear gun shots coming from the front of the store.

"Give me the Bitch who ruined my life and no one gets hurt," I heard a stressed voice say over the loud speakers.

I heard more shots and they were closer. I ran down the isles and made my way to where the shooter was, I ran right at him and grabbed his baby blue gun before he had the chance to fire it again. I popped the clip out while backing away from him so he couldn't get a swing at me and threw it as far away from us as I could. Then I emptied the chamber and threw the gun in the opposite direction.

"Listen to me, killing her wont make things any better! Be the bigger man and let it end with you! Revenge wont solve your problems!" I yelled as he ran towards the Hospital. But I didn't follow... Suddenly I was in incredible pain as I realized he'd shot me, which only meant he had another gun. How was I so stupid?

He had hit me square in the chest. The pain was fiery and horrible and I wondered why I was still alive, much less conscious. I question reality and wished it was a dream, then realized it was. I looked down at my chest and saw nothing but the red of my blood. I willed my self to wake up and woke up in a cold sweat.