Thread: Stem's Dream Journal

03/04 March 2009
Today I had three dreams, but I can remind only two of them, and they are not so "clean" at all.
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In the first one I noticed myself with some other guys (there was one girl and one man probably) in the block. It was in the night, we went away from it to buy something in small shop near us. When we was coming back we made lot of noises, like shouting and running around, and we woke up some of ours neighbour. Suddenly I heard cops hooter, and I called to everyone "let's hide inside of building", and we start running to our house. I felt a little fear, like we was doing something bad, but we didn't doing nothing bad, at all.
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In second dream I met two guys, one of them was on wheelchair. The second one was his chaperone or brother. I can't remember where exactly I met them, but it wasn't place I know. I thought that I know them, but I couldn't remember how and where I met them before. So i asked man who wasn't on wheelchair: "Do I know you?". He said that probably not, he didn't know nothing about that. But still had this feeling, so I asked man on wheelchair. He didn't say nothing, didn't even look at me. I thought that maybe i met him in Italy, so I asked about it, and suddenly he stand up from wheelchair and goes somewhere! I looked on his brother, and he was in shock, as same as me. I asked him "What is goin' on here??", and he said that he have no idea.
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Those dreams was longer (especially first one), and I can remember that there was more people, but I can't remind all of them, and all situations.

04/05 March 2009

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Adoption
I had a dream where I was driving to a hospital by a jeep. I was with my friend, he was the passenger. I remember that I had some problems with gears (something was wrong with them). While I was driving to this hospital I noticed a girl walking on the street. She was looking like drunk. She wasn't alone, another drunk girl and old women was there, but I remember that I known only one of them (I don't recognize her in real). I called her by name and asked if she all right, she looked at me and I recognized that she didn't like this situation and that I sow her there. Then she said that everything is ok. I wanted to help her, but I was in car and I thought that I have to move now and can't stop here, so I drive forward. When I reach my aim of this driving (hospital), I jumped from jeep on the car-park. From this time i forget about my friend in a car, he won't show in this dream any more I was wearing suit and tie. There was also park keeper, who showed me doors and told me that my father is waiting for me. But that was not main doors, that was something like special doors for very important people. I get angry with him and told him that I'm normal, and I'll pass normal doors, like every human do. Then he hold my arm and ordered me to go by this special doors, otherwise my father will be angry on him. But I didn't changed my mind and I wanted to go by normal doors. Then my father came out from those special doors (he didn't look like my real father anyway), and he start laughing, and than he said something like "My boy!" or "He have my blood". Then park keeper let us pass normal doors, and I noticed that we are in some kind of hotel (I was driving to the hospital, but that was hotel anyway). Suddenly I heard a boy calling his father, and black boy (in age about sixteen) run to us. He hug my father, than hug me and I told to him "hello, brother!", and I noticed that we are going to adopt that guy. Suddenly all my family come out to us from somewhere, and than I woke up.
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05/06 March 2009

Today I had two dreams. I don't remember the first one very well, actually I remember only some simple things.
The second one I dreamed after 5 am, and I remember most of them, but I know that I missed one action in there.
Before I fall in sleep, i was trying to MILD. I was relaxed, I was repeating my Mantra and so on.
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1st Dream (small fragment):
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I remember only snow on the some kind of mountains, I was running down hill, and somebody catch me and throw to the snow. That was my friend from old school, we was talking about something...
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I suddenly wake up with dream in my mind, but I make decision not to write it down, but try to not move and go back to the dream scene. I had problems with concentration on this point, and I couldn't fall asleep. I stand up from bed, goes to bathroom, walk around the house and I come back to bed. I thought that it's like WBTB, and again tried MILD. I was repeating to myself that something will tell me to make RC and I'll recognize my dream.
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2nd Dream:
Mexicans
I'm standing in my house (this part I remember like in fog) and watching news in TV. My uncle asked me: "Did they already take your driving license?". I am indicted for some kind of road crime, but I can't remember what exactly. I didn't answer this question, I tell to my uncle that I should drive to judgement, because I'm innocent and I should defend myself there. He tell me that they can do this without me. In fact they didn't take my driving license yet, so I take car and drive somewhere (I miss this part of dream now).

Next thing I remember is that I'm moving with a girl (I don't know her IRL) into dormitory of one university. We are looking for place in any room for that girl. We enter into one room, it's a small room (like in typical dormitory) and about 4 people is living there. I'm going to the bathroom, taking a shower, and after that I stand near two guys.We take a short conversation, like this one:
One guy to second one: "I would kick this guy outside from here". (I think he didn't want me to hear this)
Me to first guy: "If I ware you, I would do this now".
First guy answered me: "So what are you waiting for?!"
I'm taking this girl and we are going outside.

Now we are on the street. We are looking for something, what have refer with my crime. It's a night, not so much buildings around us. I see two road barriers, and cop's car between them. It is a boundary. I can read the littering on it, and it say something like this:
"Your are leaving _____ (name of place here) and entering _______ (another name here). Are you OK? (or maybe "is it ok?", or "is everything fine?")".
(I know I should make RC in this moment, but I didn't...) We are going forward, I can see a cop sleeping on back seat in his car. We still moving by this road. We come to one of buildings and we enter it. Its a big room, with one pillar and billiards table near it. There are also another doors. Girl is going to open this doors. I don't like this idea, but ok. She opens it and I noticed that its a kind of vapour bath with some guys inside of it. She enter inside and close the doors. I turn back (to the billiards table) and I noticed two Mexicans (probably.). (They wasn't there few moments ago.) talking something to me (I can't understand it). One of them want to show me some pool tricks. I'm still worry about my crime, and that I can go to the jail soon. Now the girl come over second room with group of other Mexicans. One of them is speaking english (or polish, I just know that I can understand him). He told me that everything they want is just a good game 6 vs 6 (????). So we make two teams, six people in each (in my team is that girl and my friend! How he get there?). Mexican tell that one of us who is the worst in pool have to leave the team, and they will do the same with they team. My friend is a leader of our group, and he decide to expel me, even if I'm not so bad in pool...


I'm sorry for quality, but I was painting it in half-dream (Ofc. some of element may looks different than in dream (especially cop's car ).
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06/07 March 2009

Before this night i was trying to make FAT - Focus Attention Technique, but it failed (I fall asleep too early).

Bad recall today, I can remember my dreams only partially...

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1st dream
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I'm in my house, sun is shining like in summer, but air is cold. There is my father and one guy who was helping me with one thing. I was trying not to meet people, who was trying to kill me. My father don;t care about it. I don't remember why, but those people noticed me and come to my house, I want to fight with them, but dream is over.
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2nd dream
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I'm sitting at the table, there are also people from my university, old lyceum and gymnasium. We are talking about something. I noticed cell phone, lying on the table. I take him and start making photos. Then i noticed that one guy come to me. He asked me to give him his phone back.
Later a girl from lyceum comment my t-shirt, and we take short conversation about it.
That's all what i remember
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