3isdom's Dream Journal

This is the beginning of my Journal beginning May 04, 2009:

Note:
Last night before going to bed, I downloaded the entire "Llewellyn Astral Projection" video on my Zune(video device with headphones) in my first attempt to astral project through overnight sleep rather than a sitting meditation. Although, I think this was just a normal dream.

This dream felt as if it were in three parts.

Part One:
It began at my job, which is in a large warehouse. My team of 10 or so were circled around our supervisor preparing for our nights work of moving packages throughout the hub. My boss tells our team that one of our teammates has gotten into trouble for destroying a large and expensive package. Because of her doing this, we were going to be given a cash reward. Each one of us would get a sum, excluding her. Then we began out our work.

Part Two:
I'm standing on the roof of a building of 10 stories or so. I see a child's plush doll which had seemed to have been discarded days or weeks before. It was a small white rabbit filled with cotton. I remember holding a shovel as I scooped it up, lit it with a lighter from one of my pockets, and then threw it into the sky.

Part Three:
There is stairway that leads down into the building that leads into some sort of maze or facility. I am sneaking inside and making my way to certain room to rescue someone I don't know. I think this person might be a hostage or something. After being spotted by an occupant of one of the rooms, I am then chased back towards the entrance. I've outran most of the group that was chasing me except for one person, which happened to be my boss. I don't think he recognized me. He's a fairly large guy, and he is charging about 10 feet behind me. I then jump from a ledge cling high onto one of the upper walls of a dark room with a double staircase with gold railings and red carpet. There may have been a very large golden chandelier in the room as well. After being out of reach to anyone chasing me, I woke up.

I am hosting a family get together for most of my younger cousins at my home. I notice two of my cousins are arguing so I ask them what they're arguing about. They tell me that they have a problem with this guy that was hired for the party. He may have been a DJ or something. I walk over and talk to him and he offers me a cigarette. I reach out as he hands it to me. He starts to light his own while we are still in the house so I ask to let us smoke it outside. I wake up there.

Today, is my third or fourth attempt at WILD but my first time recording it. I feel very close to obtaining a dream state but seem to get stuck along the way. As I began, I sat in my chair Indian style with my hands layed outward in my lap. I became relaxed fairly quick. Maybe 4 or 5 minutes. I'm listening to the "how to meditate" video instructions on youtube in which I made into a playlist. Everything seems to be going right as I am relaxed, my body seems to spread a sensation that brings numbness to me limb by limb. I still see darkness, although I can feel myself going through different stages. My vision seems very bright as if the sun is in my face and after an hour I can make out a spot ahead of me radiating light or energy. There is a very slight pulling sensation on my forehead. Everything still seems empty and black today, but I will try again tomorrow. After opening my eyes, I still feel that slight pulling and radiance on the forehead.

The night sky looks very empty with very few stars scattered around. Everything looks very flat and I have the ability to stretch and zoom my vision for a short period of time. I wake up after about 10 seconds.

Welcome to DV, 3isdom.

I'll be sure to try to read your DJ. Good luck.

Thank you. I hope they will be interesting to you^_^

Note: My grandfather died years before I was born

Me and my grandmother discover that my great grandparents(grandfather's parents) house has mysteriously appeared untouched and still holds old pictures and furniture as it if it never aged. Me and my grandmother travel across a few states to Texas where it is located. It's in a quiet town that is a bit dusty but very 1950's looking. The houses are all compact in size and have dried up grassy lawns. We are escorted by one of my grandmothers close friends that I had never met before. She's wearing a dark dress and hat that look a bit like church clothes. Apparently this woman was from the area. We pull up to the house in a very old rusty lime green car. It may have been a Cadillac or something. The woman waits in the car. Me and my grandmother enter the house to find old pictures with many of my relatives, but none that I've met or even recognize. I see some of my cousins and second cousins that are my age in the pictures but probably my parents age by now. The house is very old fashioned and eerie. I walk back outside to check on the my grandmothers friend and she opens up the car door, sticks one foot out, and then door somehow separates from the car. A kick stand pops down from the car door and she rides off down the street on this strange levitating door like it was a scooter and then she turns the corner.

Part One:
I am in an empty white room. The room branches out into a few other rooms like that of a condo and they are also empty. Two beings appear in the room and they are moving very quickly jumping and flipping off of the walls. One is male and the other is female. They have glossy white skin with long black hair and black skin-tight clothing which seems to be made of plastic. The females face looks very similar to a geisha but with long straight hair which is fashioned like Cleopatra. (Straight bangs and shoulder width hair.)

They begin to attack me by kicking and slicing me with their sharp fingers, but I become faster as I learn to fight back. I see a knife rack in the kitchen and I flip my way around to it and then I pull a large cleaver from the rack. I slice the nose off of the female and she does not bleed. I continue to fight with the male and I eventually defeat him. He then fades away. The female is no longer hostile and becomes friendly. I start to imagine a child in the room and a little girl appears. The three of us then become a family. As I become more aware of my powers, my hair becomes like black snakes. Caterpillars fall from it and crawl away.

Part Two:
I am now in a futuristic city still having these mental and physical powers. The sky is cloudy and the buildings are tall and very dark blue. There are a lot of flashing lights and advertisements. I see a very tall structure that has a solid base with computer parts, switches and buttons wrapped entirely around it. On the very top of this structure, there is a cluster of buildings and a sun with rays that bend to the right at half way. This hole cluster of buildings and it's sun are connected to the base of the structure by a rotating device, but it's all tilted slightly. I reach for an object that looks like a dark blue antenna and I start to climb up the structure. Once I get about 100 feet in the air, I reach the sun attached to the cluster of cities. As I grab onto one of its "L" shaped rays, my weight rotates the entire city and I begin to dangle from it. I gather up my courage and work my way around the sun hand over hand until I can reach the city. Once I get to the city, I pull myself onto its surface and I place the antenna firmly into it. I then make my way down the building in the same fashion.

Now, that I am all the way back on the ground, I walk across the street and I see a corner store and inside is a window that leads into a night club. I once again become conscious of my energy and then smash through the door and the window behind it entering the night club. There are strobe, and lazer lights all over the room while people dance. I notice that I am now being follow by what seem like police, so I leap through the wall breaking a large whole in it. I run into the alley leading to the street. I continue to run and leap large distances as the police are chasing me. I am far enough ahead that I can slow to a walking pace. I walk by man who I don't know. He seems full of hate and then he turns to me. He starts to shout and insult me. I then grab both of his arm, I pull them from the shoulder sockets and then I twirl him into the air like gyro copter.

I am then approached by men that shoot crossbows devices. When shot, these devices propel rotating chains with clear spheres on each end that incase electrical currents. I outrun them by leaping over the city walls. These walls lead to mazes of tall walls and short walls which all protect the city from the outside. After leaping over a dozen or so walls, I escape.

Part Three:
I'm walk out of an elevator into a long dark hallway with red walls and carpet. There is a man and woman with me. We begin to wall down the hallway and we see a group men hanging out and talking amongst each other. We walk by them and the man with me falls behind and is heckled by these men. One of the men grabs the arm of the woman with me. I reach out to his face with one hand and start to mold it like clay. The entire group starts to attack me all at once and feel no pain, but I seem to be standing still. I then begin to see my face and it is bruised and beaten. I hear a voice from the group call out that he is betting against me and another man approaches me. He seems to be powerful and he and I begin to fight. His body starts to glow become like fire and he grows into a large devil looking creature. While fighting, we eventually reach the end of the hallway and it breaks away into a room. The room starts to descend like an elevator. I push the beast into this room and step back into the hall way as he descends down into a flaming tunnel. I fade out.

Part Four:
I fade into a very peaceful place with dark water and a bright starlit sky. There is man and a little girl with me. My body turns into glass and I become really skinny. I begin to look like an android with a body looking like a coat rack. I have a belt that pulsates with eight different orbs of light. I explain to the girl what each orb and color does on my belt. I tell her that white light will manifest a friend, yellow light will manifest a child and red light will manifest an enemy. The man says "Hey, Hey Pedro! This is a lucid dream!"

I don't know who Pedro is lol, but then I woke up.

Setting up for this WILD:

I had about 7 or 8 hours of sleep. I woke up around 10AM, fed the dogs, surfed the web, had some tea, and then began to meditate around 11AM. I have a favorite sofa chair in which I like to meditate. I began with my legs crossed in the chair with my hands resting on my side beneath my knees and my back sloped with the natural lean of the sofa chair. I had been meditating for about 20 minutes and my body had become semi-paralyzed. My comfort level was pretty good, but I felt it was still not good enough. I relaxed one leg down to the floor and soon I did the same with the other. After 45 minutes into meditation, my breathing became louder as if I was falling asleep. My head would rock slowly back and forth in sync with my breaths. This went on for a while longer and I became frustrated by this distraction. I decided to lay down and get more comfortable.

I walked over to my bed keeping my eyes closed and layed on my back with my arms and legs completely straight. My body regained its state of paralysis within 10 minutes. I fully relaxed my head and let it roll to the side. Lying so stiff, I decided to just lay naturally as if going to sleep. I tried to keep my mind from actually falling asleep with my body.

Dream:

This vision just came out of nowhere and I suddenly saw a picture of my dog. I focused on it and the picture moved into reality. It was like 'bullet time' in the Matrix movies. I felt my dogs hopping up on the bed in the real world. I became a little annoyed, especially since I had just entered the visual state.

At this point, I seemed to wake up. I looked over at my dogs, but while looking, I noticed that my room floor was covered with open books and empty cd cases that had spilled all over the room. I thought to myself, "Maybe I pushed something over while getting the dogs down from the bed?" I stepped out of bed and looked around. I noticed my bed was also covered with open books and empty cd cases. I became confused and then noticed an empty porcelain toilet wielded in the middle of my floor. It was not plugged into anything and was just hallow and sitting there. One of my small dogs began to climb into it, and as I rushed over to pull her out, her wounds broke open. (My two small dogs are recovering from a Pit-bull attack)

I looked closely at her wounds and I could see deep into her body. She had no blood. I also noticed fractures in her spinal cord just above her tail which was oddly hanging. I hurried to put on my shoes so that I could drive my dogs to the vet. At this point, I felt my eyes open as I woke for real this time. And there was no clutter on the bed or floor. There was only my two dogs lying fast asleep.

The dogs would claw at the side of my bed. I would get up to look at them and I would see that they had jumped onto the bed. I would become annoyed and tell them to get off the bed. This dream repeated three or four times. The last time, I caught on to the fact that these were dreams.

Lucid:
I'm walking around my house and the furniture is all gone. I walk outside. The sky is an olive tone and is hazy with evening clouds. The grass and trees all look blue or violet as if I were in a painting with a shifted hue. There were two iguanas crawling through the garden and I knew that I could manipulate them with my mind. Although, I was a bit worried about them. They began to grow to the size of horses but their behavior remained the same. I began walking through the grass and I learned that I could manipulate my size. I began to run while shrinking myself into the grass and it, the flowers and the rocks became like a wilderness to me. I saw a small village just behind a rocky looking tunnle, but I could not shrink myself small enough to get through it.

At this point I remember growing back to my normal size. I walked over to the next house and then entered the front door. It seemed that noone was home. I walked into the bedroom and saw that someone was under the sheet. I pulled back the sheet and there was a sleeping pig. I put the cover back over it and walked to another room. I saw that someone was under the sheets agian. I pulled back the sheets and this time it was a sleeping cat.

I walk out of the bedrooms and enter kitchen to test what I am capable of doing. I test the fosets in the sink and they worked. I then open the cabinet and pull out a container full of small junk; like pens, paper clips and other small objects. I poured it out onto the floor an then waved my hand over it. Anything that was small enough to be covered by my hand in my line of vision disappeared. The final object was a handbrush that I could not cover entirely. All of the sudden I hear the buzz of an airplane flying over the house. I then wake up to hear a plane is actually flying over my house.

that sounds great! congratulations on remembering to test the physical capabilities you had. was this one of your first lucid dreams?

Yes, this was my first full lucid dream :)
Until now, I've only been lucid seconds just before waking.

Dream to WILD:
(I'm working on dreaming in a meditative sitting position. But before this dream, I actually decided to just lay down so that I could further relax.)

Dream:
It's a gloomy looking afternoon and I am driving on the freeway. The traffic is backed up completely. I see that cars ahead are moving away from the center lane. I get just enough time to pull into the lane to make an exit and I take a look as to what was stopping the traffic. I could not make out anything but road and emergency vehicles in the distance, but I could hear the people in the cars around me saying things like "look", "I see blood", "How terrible". I pull off onto the exit and make a quick turn into one of the nearby lots. I get out of my car and walk into what looks like a high school. I start to recognize some people that I hadn't seen in years but they were still students. No one recognized me, as if I had grown, but they had not. I walk back to where I had parked and my car seems to be missing. I think to myself "Where is it?"

Lucid
At this point I become lucid. I place my finger on my forehead and I imagine that my car starts to glow a bright green. That way, I could locate it. My forehead or third-eye began to glow bright green. It seems like the act of doing this made my car appear behind the other cars where I had already looked. I could see the outline of the bright green glow around my car. As I started to walk over to it, I heard a laugh, which I think was in the real world. Maybe someone walking up the neighbors driveway outside of my window. And at that point I woke up.