Thread: Kenderoth's Dream Journal

Day 2 (6/6/09 morning of): I was at my childhoods high school and there was a small bus station that I dont remmeber being there and I walked donw the road opposite to the bus stop. The bus started to come from the opposite direction. I started to run after it, and did not catch up to it.

3. (the morning of 6/7/09): As the same as the last several days I could control what I was doing, yet I was not self aware of the fact that I was dreaming. I was again at my childhoods middle school (1st journal entry) in the back of that the building I was there with I guess what you would call my street racing gang and I had recently taken the postion of leader. I got into my sedan esk 4 door car with blue color and drove off. I was then at a house that I reckonised of being my friends housre (IRL). My friends X girlfriend was there (I didn't know here postiion/purpose in my dream) and one of my subordinance in the gang I guess knocked on the door and I let him in (I don't remmber his face). He started to get angry and challenge my position as leader. I told him to leave, he refused. I then grabbed a phone and said fine that'd I'd call the police. He stood still with and angry look. I walked over to my friends X girlfriend and I don't know why but I told her to call the police instead of doing it myself (Im thinking I wanted to watch him to make sure he didn' try and attack me or what have you). SHe then got fusterated and depressed and said she cant or doesnt know what to do. I got pissed and said angrily and assertively "just do it!" and she started to cry. Then I don't remmber who attak first me or my subbortdinate but there was a close up struggle that moved into the immediate next room. I shoved him over to the opposite arm side of a coucj next to wall and window behind it over looking the small hill in the relitve night. I dont know why but I leaned over onto the couch and he grabbed me or I grabbed him. The next couple seconds are kind of a blur to me I cant remmber if I punched him and the dream ended or the dream just ended after the grab.