Mind of Mylynes

Welcome to my twisted mind. This will be my first time keeping a journal and I'm not the best writer in the world so i'm interested in seeing how this turns out. Before you read any of my dreams I would like to let you know that there is often a lot of gore / killing ect. So basically.. if you come to something you don't like just stop reading.

If you would like to know more about me check out my introduction here: http://www.dreamviews.com/community/...18#post1117218

I will try to be posting in here after evertime I sleep. I would say every day but I have a really random sleep schedule and sometimes I can't sleep for 2-3 days and then pass out for almost an entire day.

Ok lets see.. Last night I was unable to sleep partially because I read a LOT on this site and then my brain didn't want to calm down and go to sleep so I ended up killing some time trying to get myself tired and ended up laying back down around noon.

So I finally got tired and laid down. The first thing I did was focus on my breathing and meditate until I was completely relaxed. Then I visualized myself as having no form. I was merely a part of the void. Felt like I stayed like that for a while until my senses came back to me. The first thing I noticed was touch followed by hearing, sight, and then the other 2 senses. I found myself in a barely lit cave that felt slightly cold and had a strange distinct smell to it. I could also sense water dripping from the top of the cave.

At this point I knew I was dreaming. I remembered that I wanted to fight a sith and that I wanted to push myself by making things a bit more difficult. I wanted to fight multiple sith while unarmed. Then I closed my eyes and completely erased the area around me. I opened my eyes to find myself floating in the void again. I thought to myself.. where do I want to have this fight at? I don't know why but for some reason I chose a bank. Maybe because I thought it would make the fight more interesting.

I pictured how I wanted the place to look and then let my mind fill in all the small details which I'm not going to list here because that would take a while. Then I blinked and simultaneosly created the area around me and stabalized it to where I wouldn't need to focus on it much. Next I filled in all the people. People walking around the bank, people working in the bank, the people on the road outside, and in cars driving by the bank. Finally I completed the areas smaller details and added Darth Maul. He looked around at first like he was confused about where he was and then my mind sort of clicked and in a split second I had run across the bank and suckerpunched him dead in the face.

I felt his jaw crunch against my fist and then his body launched through the wall of the bank and out in to the street. I remember the wall made a loud noise as it broke and shattered. The people around who saw it decided to stare at me. I could feel their eyes burning into my skin. Thats when I remembered there should be an alarm. The banks alarm instantly sounded and people started freaking out. Some people continued to stare and some began to run away. Darth maul was standing up so I walked calmly outside. He pulled out his lightsaber and grinned at me. I grinned back and said, "You'll need more than that toy to take me down." Poof, 2 more copies of Darth Maul appeared standing beside him. One of them charged in and attacked with his lightsaber and I dodged easily. Then the other 2 charged in and I decided to let them hit me.

The first strike took my left arm off and the second tore through my stomache. Blood spewed everywhere and I now felt searing pain where my left arm should be and across my gut. My mind slowly slipped into a state of bloodlust as I felt my eyes change and my breathing become abnormal. I looked up and noticed there were now 3 more Darth Mauls making 6 total.

My body continued to change. The feelings throughout this proccess are pretty complex and hard to explain. My entire body turned dark black and my eyes turned red. My arm grew back and my stomache wound closed up. My vision increased and I was ably to see a full 360 degrees around me as well as above and below me. A darth maul charged in and I chose to take the blow again. His lightsaber slammed into my face but I didn't budge. Instead of feeling it burn through my face it just felt slightly warm. A flurry of lightsaber strikes started coming from all around me from an increasing number of darth maul clones and I just laughed at them. They were unable to damage my new body.

After a few minutes of this I got bored. I finally stopped playing with them and got more serious. I slaughtered them mercilessly in ways i'd rather not explain in great detail here and then cops showed up so I was able to continue my rampage. I even let some of their bullets pierce my skin just to see what it would feel like and make things more interesting. After a short period of killing every living thing around me I stopped, closed my eyes, and meditated back into the void where I stayed until I woke up.

Last night I took 100 mg of Seroquel, waited 30 minutes, then went to bed. I meditated into my dream just like I usually do. This time I got a bit impatient and created my dream directly from in the void but it took a minute for my senses to get working right. The first thing I wanted to do was fly around and get my senses up to 100%.

I started by charging and producing a lot of energy. I turned off gravity within my energy field and then barely jumped up and floated up into the sky. I looked around for something fun to do but couldn't really find much which made me a little angry for some reason. I floated higher in the sky and then looked down at a large city. I could see a lot of buildings, roads, cars, ppl, ect. I reached out with my arm, opened my hand, and aimed it at the city.

I visualized a much larger version of my hand enveloping the city and then started to close my fingers and dig into the city along with a good chunk of earth. I squeezed my hand into a fist crunching up the city into a little ball and then threw it into space. Then I split into 50 of myself able to get simultaneous sensory input from each body and split up going in different directions to go cause some more chaos.

The many mes flew around scooping up insane amounts of earth and anything living on top of it like a little kid playing in a sand box. Throwing around cities and causeing massive damage to the planet. When I got bored I released the clones and then split myself into only 2 bodies. I then had a pretty good fight with myself which happened to cause a lot of damage to the planet as well. I ended up finishing the planet off by tossing it into the sun.

I was left floating in space. With everything dead it was pretty peaceful just floating around thinking about the earth. I thought, "Why stop here?" and then used the other planets as target practice before destroying the sun and being left in a peaceful void. I meditated and faded out into nothingness then blacked out until I woke up.

Despite the Seroquel I was able to recall everything fairly easily when I woke up.

Pretty badass. Where did you get your sig? I hope to see more of your DJ entries. I turned into a giant planet and destroyed the sun in a dream. That was pretty kickass.

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Originally Posted by WakingNomad

Pretty badass. Where did you get your sig? I hope to see more of your DJ entries. I turned into a giant planet and destroyed the sun in a dream. That was pretty kickass.

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I made the sig myself using some of my own art and some art from a manga. The face is part of something I made once and the crazy art in the sig was taken from berserk and modified.

I've been pretty busy recently but I think I can take the time to fill out a dream journal every now and then but I've never really had one before so I'm not used to keeping one.

Sounds fun. I usually tend to enjoy doing anything that expands my awareness be it splitting or modifying senses in order to become something like a planet. I also like working on my raw focus with the detail work when changing into something so large. Size in itself doesn't really seem to matter too much in dreams. Size is more of a matter of perspective when you can become infinitely larger or infinitely smaller. Whats challenging is filling in as much detail as you can into something. Whether it be filling in all the small surface details on a planet or to actually shape a normal human body adding cell-sized details or even smaller.. but lots of them. fun fun lol

Right. Size is irrelevant. Size is a lot harder for me to conjure than detail. I had a shared lucid where I actually thought about your idea of multiplying, and I was able to do it fighting against Raven Knight.

I tried to see out of the eyes of all my copies, but I couldn't, so I zoomed out and watched the battle.

I am going to keep trying though. I want to grow and expand my dream senses, and also my waking senses. Growing another eye and seeing out of it is a badass concept.

The other night I was able to make the monitor have a faint green overlay, which changed to pink at my will, and lasted for a good forty-five minutes or so.

Here is the excerpt where I tried to fight you:

Then, I saw this strange rectangular prism floating there in space. I couldn't tell what size it was, because I had no frame of reference. It was changing shape, like, a yeast budding, but the buds were more cube type shapes, then the buds would fold back into the main shape.

"What the hell is that?" I thought. The shape seemed to be thinking. For some reason, I thought it was Mylynes. I had already decided I wanted to battle him.

I heard him laughing in my head. It felt like my own mind was laughing at me.

Suddenly I was inside the shape, completely engulfed, like he ate me. Every side was covered with eyes, including the floor I was standing on. It freaked me the fuck out.

"Yeesh! Holy shit! Wait a minute. This is a dream." At that point, the eyes which were at first 3D became 2D. I wasn't afraid anymore, but the eyes felt alive and intelligent, and I still felt creeped out. I decided to attack one of the eyes. I stabbed my sword at one. It was like attacking a wall.

"Dammit! This is so confusing."

Then, Mylynes started asking me a bunch of questions that didn't make sense. I don't remember them, but I remember I was saying, "What? What the hell? That doesn't make sense."

Then, he started talking as if he were me. He was saying stuff like, "Where am I? How the hell to I fight a room? I am so confused." It was extremely disorienting. It was like mental vertigo.

I felt like I was being toyed with. I couldn't think of a way to fight a room.

I got the impression he got bored of me, and released me.