Originally Posted by
Invader
I gave some thought to the concept of love, now that I could think coherently. The night prior I was telling a friend that such things will not happen, not for myself, and not in a moaning, pissy way either, but rather matter-of-factly. I have experienced infatuation for another. That is not love. Love was that connection in the dream, one that I've experienced in dreams prior. Can that ever exist between two people in such ways? Well, it's not the first time I've asked the question. Typically it's "Is it possible to feel THIS free and ALIVE in the real world?" just after waking from one hell of a badass lucid, or, "Is there such thing as fear like this in the real world?" after nightmares that are beyond what my words are capable of expressing. To the latter two questions, I've answered "No." It's hard to recall the intensity of the fear or joy after long enough time has passed between the present and when the dream in question occurred, let alone imagine that same intensity as a possibility while awake, and without being under the influence of some drug. Is that connection possible? In an ideal world, sure, and that's the answer I'd like to hear, but I'm settling on a realistic "maybe" that leans towards "No" for the time being. I wish it did, or rather, I hope it does, but only time can tell, and sometimes time doesn't bother to tell if you don't find yourself in the right circumstances.