Aileen's Dream Journal.

I started THIS specific one the other night because that's when I made the conscious decision I wanted to start lucid dreaming again, so I think it's best to start there.

14.07.2009

another zombpocalpse (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

i dreamed of the zombpocalypse but not really. i had things to hurdle over and i had to hide from the horde. i was armed with a knife but i knew that wasnt enough. i said "toto i dont think we're in kansas anymore" and looked at my hands, but that wasn't enough to trigger me to lucidity. it was scary but exhiliarating. i saw clint and audrey and they were so distant to me. i had to hide next to a pool for a little while, but it wasn't very effective.

what the fuck is this shit/

15.07.2009

irawan (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

nothing zombie esque last nigh, i just dreamed about irawan and going to the ball in this weird house. i also dreamed of being back in amsterdam again. but perth college was there. i was so happy getting a message from irawan.

there were trees like in the ones i looked at online yesterday in my dreams so thats a good sign. even if i didnt recognise it at the time - it's still there and i can recognise it in hindsight without even trying i did not check my zipper though. i miss him. 'i burned for u. ur so different now. u really mean a lot" was what was in my dream inbox on my dream phone. blake was there as well? briefly. he just dropped off his guitar (?wtf?) and went down stairs to the basement.
joel was there too. he wasnt happy. it was like a year twelve ball or something?
there was some crazy hedonist demon party up the top of a LONG flight of stairs, but we (mystery red head girl) couldn't get out. so we went back upstairs. the demons ate her, but i could stay because i was keen to practice cannibalism (on the eating other people end) and drink and fuck and generally become a demon of hedonism. i guess the demons got blake as well.

16.07.2009

People from the past? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I dreamed I was at Chainsaw Horror, standing outside because no-one wanted me inside, and they all apparently hated me. I can only remember Eddie's, Chris's and Roy's faces being there though. So I left, and started to walk down William St. Bangers offered me a lift and I was ecstatic because he was apparently the only one from my old crew who didn't hate me.

His car was surprisingly nice with sheepskin purple intererior and a electric blue extererior. I think it was a ute.

So then I arrive at Billie Jean's house where's she's burning a bunch of beautiful glass panels I'd gotten for her birthday? She and Dani were uber pissed at me as well for some reason. She kept rolling her eyes at everything I said so I told her "I don't care if you keep rolling your eyes, just do it when I'm not looking or if I'm not in the room... it's just polite."

Then I was back at my old high school in the theatre auditorium getting into fights with younger kids because 'I didn't sit through twelve years of this shithole to not get good seats.' So I bailed outside and told Mrs S I was having a panic attack. I walked between the auditorium and music department, which are connected by a wooden 'gateway' and commented to myself that in a previous dream I'd fallen through them and 'died'.

I saw another teacher from my past, Ms. K and she was talking about how she'd spent too much money on her credit card on couture and her father was refusing to pay the bill that month. She had no idea what she was going to do.

The next thing I know, I'm at this pool with Eddie, Mark, Booka and myself. Half of the water is clear and green, the other half is so dark and blue. Neither half scares me though because I go in for a swim. Even though the dark blue side is MUCH deeper than the right green side, I feel no fear? I get out of the pool and sit on the couch next to Mark, who is meant to be Booka's boyfriend. Booka and Eddie end up cuddling up & then Mark and I do. Then I wake up.