amazing yet sad dream. please help

heya, new to the forum, the past couple of days iv had weird and frightening dreams each night but last night was different.

Basically it started with some crazy stuff, liek at school doing P.E, then I was with loads of school mates, hanging out on this girls driveway that i know. then her dad came out and told us to go

I asked the girl whos house it was if she was comiing out and she said no. next thing im in a very deep pool/river with all the people from school/driveway, and we are chasing bramley apples in this fast flowing river, then eggs appear .....

THE GOOD BIT.

the river stops and then im in a chair, i get up after what is now a game i have jsut played o na console. im about to turn it off when i decide to watch the credits. and way im back in the water and where at a gate. and there is a lara croft at this gate, as the game character. she cannot move.

me and my friend get otu and have a look, she slowly starts to move and eventually comes to life.

we then go through the gate to an out door restaurant. I grab her and tell her i think she is beautiful and that I love her very much. anyway.....

next we are sat on a table having some drinks with my friend and lara, talking away. then i notice she has turned into a REAL women and me and all my friends are amazed. I then spend the rest of the dream clenching her in my arms telling her that, and here's the weird bit

that I love her so much and that this will only last a couple of hours then it will be over, because its a dream. I know i was dreaming, but only at that point, and then i start to cry, (im nearly crying now writing this). It was amazing, i really was love, it was an amazing feeling. then the last thing i remember was my holding her and I woke up with tears in my eyes absolutely distraught. I feel terrible like I have lost some one.

I cannot describe how amazing this feeling was but god. I would do almost anything to feel it again, just holding this beautiful women in my arms.

I hope some one can explain, don't feel afraid to ask about my personal life etc if it will help to find the meaning of this dream.

Thanks

David.