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      First night of adoption.

      Couldnt sleep so got up and surfed the net for a few hours. I cant beleive i actually have insomnia. Far too much on my mind just now plus very interrupted sleep patterns due to having a girlfriend with a seven hour time difference.
      Lay on my side and within minutes thought what if i really try and push my energy out, really force it. Next thing i know i had a sensation in my energy behind my shoulder blades, really uncomfortable mixed feelings of frustration and anxiety. I realised then that the thought of trying to push energy out was waking minds attempt to claim control for what my other energy was going to do anyway. That was kinda a unique skew on the situation.
      Next thing i had very sudden falling asleep sensations. Bit like falling off a cliff very fast under pressure. Still lying on my side eyes shut realised i could see the room all around me despite eyes being shut and complete darkness.


      Remembering the next few minutes is hard this morning. I remember attempting to punctuate the experience with the desire to remember it and realising that energy has its own in built memory recorder.
      The rest of what happened is on the tip of memories tongue as to what happened.
      Some very obscure dream having identity as rectangular etc
      again this dream memory is reminding me of other similar abstract dreams from several nights ago. These too are on the tip of my mind.

      Rest of the night i was aware that i had been dreaming. Nearly pulled myself out of half sleep to write one of them down but thought i am too f*****g tired and would be better off just sleeping through till morning. Plus i was sure i would remember them. This morning i dont. They are close , but just beyond grasp.
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      Following last nights seeing with eyes shut.

      Woke up dead tired this morning. A high pitch sound in my ears and a mild headache.
      Colleague turend up ready to start work and we sat around my kithcen table drinking tea/coffee.
      At this point i became aware of what i will call the horizon of my normal perception, the limit of where my perception ended. It was a bit like being aware that i am in a bubble that contains ALL i percieve. Anyway i became aware of this edge of normal five sensory zone then started to become aware of the region outside this. Sensing with energy directly. This lasted about 5 secs. The sensation faded.

      Spent most of the day with a bad headache.

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      One week ago.

      Woke up and sat up in bed trying to recall any dreaming i could from the night.

      The next thing i know i have a thought and i am standing at the window some 15 feet away from my bed. I had just drawn open the curtains.

      I had no recollection of having moved between bed and the window. I just kinda swished there directly.

      Historically when this has happened before i have freaked. (This has happened before) This time though i managed to stay pretty calm. I mean i can accept that these things do happen now. (Its taken a long time to get to this understanding)

      It was just an exciting realisation suspecting that my energy body is starting to come closer after all these years without it in limbo.

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      Quote Originally Posted by oldbill View Post
      First night of adoption.

      Couldnt sleep so got up and surfed the net for a few hours. I cant beleive i actually have insomnia. Far too much on my mind just now plus very interrupted sleep patterns due to having a girlfriend with a seven hour time difference.
      Lay on my side and within minutes thought what if i really try and push my energy out, really force it. Next thing i know i had a sensation in my energy behind my shoulder blades, really uncomfortable mixed feelings of frustration and anxiety. I realised then that the thought of trying to push energy out was waking minds attempt to claim control for what my other energy was going to do anyway. That was kinda a unique skew on the situation.
      Next thing i had very sudden falling asleep sensations. Bit like falling off a cliff very fast under pressure. Still lying on my side eyes shut realised i could see the room all around me despite eyes being shut and complete darkness.


      Remembering the next few minutes is hard this morning. I remember attempting to punctuate the experience with the desire to remember it and realising that energy has its own in built memory recorder.
      The rest of what happened is on the tip of memories tongue as to what happened.
      Some very obscure dream having identity as rectangular etc
      again this dream memory is reminding me of other similar abstract dreams from several nights ago. These too are on the tip of my mind.

      Rest of the night i was aware that i had been dreaming. Nearly pulled myself out of half sleep to write one of them down but thought i am too f*****g tired and would be better off just sleeping through till morning. Plus i was sure i would remember them. This morning i dont. They are close , but just beyond grasp.
      One way to that helps with my dream recall when I wake up and go back to sleep like that, is I dream of remembering my dreams.

      I recently had a dream of a huge rectangle that ate me, which was Mylynes.

      Quote Originally Posted by oldbill View Post
      Following last nights seeing with eyes shut.

      Woke up dead tired this morning. A high pitch sound in my ears and a mild headache.
      Colleague turend up ready to start work and we sat around my kithcen table drinking tea/coffee.
      At this point i became aware of what i will call the horizon of my normal perception, the limit of where my perception ended. It was a bit like being aware that i am in a bubble that contains ALL i percieve. Anyway i became aware of this edge of normal five sensory zone then started to become aware of the region outside this. Sensing with energy directly. This lasted about 5 secs. The sensation faded.

      Spent most of the day with a bad headache.
      I recently had a mindblowing experience that left me with a headache.

      You are having some amazing experiences in your waking life.

      Quote Originally Posted by oldbill View Post
      One week ago.

      Woke up and sat up in bed trying to recall any dreaming i could from the night.

      The next thing i know i have a thought and i am standing at the window some 15 feet away from my bed. I had just drawn open the curtains.

      I had no recollection of having moved between bed and the window. I just kinda swished there directly.

      Historically when this has happened before i have freaked. (This has happened before) This time though i managed to stay pretty calm. I mean i can accept that these things do happen now. (Its taken a long time to get to this understanding)

      It was just an exciting realisation suspecting that my energy body is starting to come closer after all these years without it in limbo.
      You teleported. Badass. I have no idea what you mean by the last sentence. You are experiencing so much mind expanding phenomena, it surprises me that you have a hard time lucid dreaming!
      ya gwan fok wid de Baron? ye gotta nodda ting comin. (Formerly known as Baking Nomad.)

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