**my unique dreamz**

**Je33ica** · 06-21-2005 05:15 PM

thanks for reading onlysleeping

i miss having lucid dreams

anyways, my dream from today

DEAD BUT STILL ALIVE

So I am dead. Plain dead. But I am a ghost. Yet I can still feel the cold pavement beneath my feet and the warmth of hopeful hand on my shoulder. It appears that my nuclear family and also my extended family from my dad's side are also dead. Yet we can walk around like regular people (sound familiar to a movie..?

). The only difference between us and the living?? They can eat. We cannot. Yet we can feel the pain from hungry and starvation. Luckly, I had a big meal before I died, so I am not starving... yet... My sisters devise a plan to end their lives when their hungry pains become unbearable. "We will burn ourselves with fire, but we will cover our eyes with cream and sleepmasks to ease the pain!" they say. Yet I choose a less noble and easier death. I tell my father, with tears in my eyes, that I will die inhaling carbon monoxide from the car (ironically, this is how his father committed suicide). My dad looks at me and says "Last a few days, and pray." My sisters, my mom, my niece, and my newfew go into the corrolla and drive off. My newfew, who is 7, is in the drivers seat, yet he is on my mom's lap and it is she who is really driving off. They are going to the high school. I wish to go to, so I look for another car yet cannot find one. I do not wish to walk there, for I will get hungry and cannot satisfy my stomach. I find the suburban and drive slowly around my extended family and my father. I check the back to see if they are climbing in, but no one is. I drive off slowly, but return for no one is with me. I see that everyone is staring and floating ballons around 20 feet away. They float across our house and to the neighbors house (around 10 of them). My extended family kneels, hold hands, and lower their heads.

**Je33ica** · 07-03-2005 04:11 PM

THE GUYS

So I'm with the man of my dreams (not my bf). We are in a classroom, and we can't stop kissing each other pasionately. He tells me that he loves me so much and he wants to spend the rest of my life with him. However, the school bell rings, and oddly he is not allowed in the classroom during he 15 minute break. He goes outside and sits atop a hill. ks Then, another guy comes in the room. I am helping him move boards, and he asks if I want to kiss him. I tell him I don't care, and he says the same thing yet he wouldn't mind as while. Nonetheless, we begin to kiss in front of the window. It is not as passionate as the other guy, my "love", but it is a change and something I feel is rebellious. After a minute or so of kissing we stop. I realize that the curtains to the windows are open and I begin to worry if my man outside has seen us. I look outside and get the attention of my man, he is neither happy nor sad. This concerns me, I hope that the windows are tinted and that the fling I just had stays a mystery.

**Je33ica** · 07-05-2005 06:04 PM

heh, i had this really weird lucid dream.

PICTURE LUCID

I knew I was dreaming because i kept looking at this picture (almost identical to the one above my bed), and the third one of me was always blurry. I decided to slid out of my bed and float. So I floated to the top of my room and met this guy, who was also amazed we were in a dream. I kept looking back at the photo, and it remained deformed. I know more happened in the dream, just my memory is vague (something to do with patterns on the wall and trying to decode them).

**Je33ica** · 07-10-2005 09:27 PM

well, i had another lucid dream today. i cant really remember it well, i know it involved being in the passenger seat of a jet plane and fighting off bad guys like in star wars. i didnt have much control though. it's cool how im becoming lucid without even trying to, yet the quality of the lucid dream is low and pathetic. my theory is if i concentrate more on lucidity during the day, my control and recall of the dream will be greater. now let's see if i actually begin doing that! lol...

**Je33ica** · 07-15-2005 07:31 PM

lately ive been having these really weird dreams... I had a dream last night that I cheated on my boyfriend with this guy with Medusa hair. He could take the hair off, but once he did he almost looked Middle Eastern. He is in my room when my boyfriend comes over, and my he can tell i am hiding something, so he goes up to my room though i tell him he can't. When I reach the room, I hide behind the door. I hear my boyfriend say, "Well, she fucks everyone." Heh, then they become gaming buddies. So weird

**Je33ica** · 07-16-2005 06:09 PM

So I'm at school again. We are listening to our last English project. For the group activity, we have a war. Half the class, including me, are given swords. The other half, the evil half, are given thinner, more powerful swords. We go outside and begin the duel. The first few minutes, the evil students begin to attack me, so I defend myself and end up stabbing them. I run frantically around the school where I see the evil people murdering the innocent. I meet up with a friend, not knowing what to do. We go to the center of the quad and find two evil people, yet we know them. I begin the fight off the boy; it is odd because I can tell where he will strike next (so it is quite easy for me to defend myself). I stab him an inch or two in the shoulder, and he steps away. Then, his girl champanion and he begin to fight me. They both have two swords. My friend Stephanie helps out. Then, very abrutly, the fight is over. The two fighters in front of us bow towards my friend and I. Soon, the surrounding crowd does the same. The people on the upper collosium level bow down as well. Stephanie and I are in complete shock. Later, we go back to our classroom and take our books to return back to the bookroom. I see my friend Verlette there. "Hey Verlette, we have to hang out this summer!" I say with a big smile. She looks at me, as if she is depressed. I continue speaking, "I have my licence now, so I could drive over to your place and I could show you the edited Spanish video!" However, Verlette just turns and walks away.

**Je33ica** · 08-28-2005 08:09 PM

ok, so after my trip to denmark i've been slacking off on this dream journal. i'm hopefully going to become more serious from now on (perfect timing, because school starts tomorrow

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NEW BABY

I get pregnant (no recollection how) and have a beautiful baby girl. My family doesn’t even think about adoption, but I do as I scan the phonebook sadly for an adoption center.

CLEANING ROOM

I have a wand and begin to use it to clean my room. My mom warns me that such witchcraft is the work of the devil, and soon I will forget about God and join the dark side. I ignore her warning. I swing my wand at and object and say “Go back to the closet” and it will fly back to its proper place.

**Je33ica** · 01-07-2006 10:29 PM

hmm wow, haven't used this journal in a while. i guess ill start recording my dreams on here as my new year's resolution (let's see how long this lasts...)

GUY ON PLANE

Well, the title is self explanatory. I was with a guy from Britain. Apparently, my dream self is extremely attracted to him, even though I have just met him and he is broke. The plane takes off, and we site back down after standing up for a little while, discussing random things. I don't wear my seat belt, then think what if suddenly the plane crashes. Then, the plane begins to crash, and oddly i see it from the pilot's perspective. We are heading right into a busy freeway! I am too much in shock to put on my seat belt. The British guy uses his arm as a seat belt to secure me, and everyone turns out alright. We take off again, this time no crashes. I make myself cozy, lying on his lap and looking up at him. I ask him what he wants to do, and he replys he wants to get married later and have kids. My sisters, sitting in front of his mention that I already have a boyfriend. The British dude is shocked, and I confess I do have a boyfriend I have been seeing for a year, but it's nothing too serious (though it is). He gets up and sits at the front of the plane alone. About a week later, we are going home (dreams are odd, I know we spend a week together in a camp and we are driving home apparently) and he wishes to be with me. Dream fades, I wake up, etc. strangeness.

**Je33ica** · 01-10-2006 07:15 AM

over the past few days, i've had various dreams, some while taking 2-3 hour naps. i cannot remember all of them, but one involved work and the other involved a new year's party. i tend to be on the brink of lucidness, yet i cannot make the leap (subconsiously i suppose, i need to retrain my brain now that i have more time on my hands)

**Je33ica** · 03-05-2006 05:56 PM

Having slept 13.5 hours last night (unintentionally), I had various dreams. I only remember two =. The first involved my family and I going to UC Irvine. We were driving to the dorms and we saw my sister walking down a hill, the one we were driving up. We waved at her and continued driving and parked in the residential parking lot. We toured the dorms, the only type of people we saw were asians, ugly people, or ugly asians. It was rather disappointing to me. The second involved me traveling to Scotland for the last 3 days of a Rotary Youth Camp (somehow I couldn't make the first 11 days). I meet a guy who is pretty charming, an inspiring actor. I ask how many days we have left (which he remembers is three) and then says "That's unfortunate, I guess I don't have any time to fall in love with you." Weird Subconsious!

**odds** · 03-05-2006 11:50 PM

Interesting dreams. It'd be awesome if you labeled each one as "Non Lucid" or "Lucid", so we could sift through them faster. Heh, I really like the baby one... never heard of someone giving birth in a dream.