Thread: Stuff that happens in my brain when my eyes are closed.

Very creative name, Creativename.

12/29/09

DREAM UNO
I go to my garage to attend a bull fighting thing. I go because my friend is going to fight a bull. But it's not really my garage. There are hardly any seats, maybe eight. I am the only person there. I'm worried the bull will come too close and hurt me with its horns. Some bulls start coming out and running around. Then there is one relly fat one with these MASSIVE horns.

My friend Santino comes out and talks to me a little before the fighting is supposed to start. He is wearing a white t-shirt (not characteristic for him). He asks me if I came alone because I don't want my friends to know I talk to him (which is something that would actually happen). I say no and make up some excuse.
Then it's over, and we are in the office in my house. But it's not really my office, it's somewhere else. There is a life band. There are 3 people in the band. They start playing. I think it's pretty cool I get to see a band. Me, santino, and two other people watch and jam out.
I think I dreampt of bull fighitng because a few days ago I was watching a film about france and it mentioned bull fights.

DREAM DOS
NOT A PLEASANT DREAM
It starts off wierd. I am in my back yard by the patio. I am Bella from Twilight (fyi, I don't even like those books. Read all of them. SO over rated.) and I am married to Edward. We have kids. We have come to the conclusion that we can't have our kids growing up around all this bad vampire stuff, so we have to die. We hang up ropes, getting ready to kill ourselves. The ropes are representative of ourselves, we don't hang ourselves. Cutting the rope will end the person's life.
THEN, it changes, and I am now myself, and Bella is now my RL mother. She is not present, though. She is the rope. She is very sick, and has to die now. (The night before this dream, my mom was feeling very sick IRL.) I can't remember who cuts the rope - it's either me or my dad. Now my mom is dead. I fall to the ground, crying uncontrolably, huddled in a ball, facing the grass.

The grass is very green. It shouldn't be, because it's winter IRL. My brother is also crying. I don't have a brother IRL. I'm an only child. My dad is present, but very distant, physically and figuraively(sp?). My brother and I are taken to the bathroom (not really the bathroom) to wait for a carriage that will take us to a school. I am still very sad. There are moments of meloncholy feelings punctuated by moments of extreme sadness. I am sitting in the empty bathtub, holding something. I think of the medical symptoms my mom had and hope a cure is found for them.
This dream stood out the most out of all the dreams last night.

DREAM TRES
I am in the drama room (I spend a ton of time there in RL) at my school. We are coloring butcher paper for our presentation. It's like a report-type presentation, not like a theatrical presentation. I'm using a big-ass green crayon to color. Everyone finishes. My group, consisting of me, Kiley (my best friend) and some other chick, presents. Then we go to the bathroom. When we come out, a guy who works in the administration office stops us and asks us what we're doing. He is very nice. We explain that we just had a presentation and are headed back to Choir. (Choir???) We then head to the choir room. IT is not where the choir room actually is IRL. It's where the bathrooms are supposed to be IRL.
We go in and take seats. The choir teacher gives us different assigned seats. I get the feeling she doesn't like us. I go to the bathroom, come back, and sit between two guys in football uniorms. Now there are tons of guys in football uniforms. I become partners with the guy on my right. He is my boyfriend. (I don't have a boyfriend IRL.) The teacher has us do some yoga. We do the Candle pose.

People are having a really hard time doing it. I think that it will be easy for me because I'm foreign and not fat like most Americans. (??? I'm not foreign! Lol!) I try to do the Candle pose, but I can hardly get my legs off the ground, and my arms feel like they have hardly any muscle. I am frustrated and go back to the bathroom to smoke a cigarette. (I don't and would never smoke IRL.) CARRYOVER FROM PREVIOUS DREAM: I took up smoking after my mom died. I feel very meloncholy. Someome comes in, a guy I think, and tries to get me to stop smoking.

Originally Posted by Portalboat

Very creative name, Creativename.

Why, thank you! Oh look, I'm blushing.

12/30/09

DREAM UN
Can't remember much. I was exploring or something. I was in a body of water at night, lots of frees, very beautiful. Lots of blues and greens. I was in a canoe.


DREAM DEUX
I am at a baseball game. I'm talking to people on the field before the game starts. There are lots of people talking on the field. I'm talking to Cohen and someone else. Sean (this guy I have a... "history" with) shows up. I am annoied he is there. The game is about to start. I go with Kiley (my friend)to the bathroom. It smells really bad. I leave, then go back with Alyssa (my other friend) to the same area, except now there is place to buy snacks near the bathrooms.
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She gets something to drink. She gets really sick, and is on a stretcher.

This dream transforms into....

DREAM TROIS
A wedding in a park. I am holding champagne, I'm still in the bathroom/snacks area. I am making my way back to the park, which is where the baseball field was in my last dream. I'm the maid of honor or a bridesmaid or something. I am not sure who was getting married in the dream. I leave the ceremony as it starts because I have to get more decorations. I am in charge of decorations. I go across the street to get some. Lots of big green leafy stuff, almost like I'm the size of a bug. Donald (a friend of mine. He's gay ) is there for a sec. Then I go back to the bathroom/snacks area. There are a few offices, and a lady in one of the offices says hi to me. I don't know who she is. I go back to the weddingand the ceremony is over. The park is lower than the sidewalks, there's a grassy slope. There are lots of lamp-posts on. It is dusk. Beautiful.

I mingle with people. Then we play some game where everyone has to cross arms and hold hands. I'm holding hands with Kyle and Dakota (kyle is a good friend of mine, dakota is a guy in my newspaper class). Somehow I know they both like me. I go up to the sidewalk, holding a champagne glass, and I loose vision. I go back down. Dakota picks me up in a prince-just-found-his-princess way and my dress flys up. I remember thinking it's good thing I wore cute yet not revealing underwear.
People start leaving to go to the reception in ******** (classified city. Sorry, i don't want everyone to know where I live. All you need to know is that there is lots of dust and it's dry there.). It's a long way to the reception site. I drive on lots of dirt roads. Then for some reason, I start putting mail in people's mailboxes. I'm not sure about one address, so I ask a middle-aged latino man. He helps, then tells me to put leaflets that I was ignoring in the mailboxes, too.

12/31/09
Forgot to write in dream journal. No idea.

1/1/10 HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I was out late this night... New Year, you know... I spent the night at a friend's house, so I don't remember much of what I dreampt. I tossed and turned all night. Couldn't get comfortable. I was sharing a bed with my 2 other friends, that's why.
I leave Alyssa's (the friend who's house I was staying at). I am walking outside through apartment complexes, a blend of where Alyssa's dad lives and where my friend Jen lives. I run into Ashley B (a chick who graduated two years before me) and her friend. She mentioned something about seeing my YouTube videos and that her friend is on youtube or something.

THEN I woke up for the zillionth time

1/2/10

DREAM EINS
I think I am being forced to get married or I think I have to get married or something. I'm getting married to this guy who's the dad of an aquaintance. I am talking to the aquaintance, Holly, crying, telling her that I like her dad and all, but I'm so sad to be getting married to him. She is comforting me.
I am in my house, and the guy who I think I have to get married to, Tom, is in my house, talking to my parents. He is BUTT NAKED!! I am then brave and tell my parents I am NOT going to get married. They laugh a lot, wonder where I got that idea, and say that of course I'm not going to marry him.
(LOL)

DREAM ZWEI
This dream was a lot longer and more complex than I can remember, sadly.
I am traveling with three or four other people in the Siberian area. We have a lot of bags, a few animals. Limited technology. I think we are burgulars or conquerors or something. One think I know: We are nomads. We circle a house with snow all around and lots of bushes; i think we were going to break in or something.

Here I wrote someting about a ferris wheel in my dream journal, but I have no idea what I was reffering to.
Then we are inside the house. The owners of the house are really friendly with us. I look up in a corner which I recognize now as a corner in the hallway in my RL house and there is a big ass WASP. I hate wasps. I really hate wasps. There is a hole in the celing where he is burrowing. My wrist is really itchy. I scratch it a lot. I realize it is itchy because the wasp is producing a whole bunch of goo around the hole in the celing and it dripped down onto my arm. I am thoroughly grossed out.

DREAM DREI
All I know is that the lead singer from the band Augustana was missing.

1/3/10

DREAM ONE (no foreign languages this time )
I am rehearsing with my improv team. Tiffany C and Ashley B (both peole who gradyated two years before me) are there. I go to the drama classroom and Hag (My drama teacher) says that he is thinking about banning Joseph (This annoying kid no one likes but we pretend to like) from the theatre. Some guy walks in who I think is Sean (a guy who I have a "history" with), but it's not, thankfully. People start making a firt out of desks like Ellis did when I was a freshmen and he was a senior. I talk to Danielle (a freshmen now) about posters.

DREAM TWO
I am laying down in a van or a tent or both or something with my friend Vanessa. We are eating candy. Sean shows up.

DREAM THREE
I am looking for a building, in the heights of the sity where I live, but I keep on driving the wrong ways and it takes forever. I eventually make it and park in a gravel lot. I start walking towards the building, but then can't remember where I parked so I start walking back. I can't find my car. I guess I'm walking in high heels - I wrote that in my dream journal but I don't remember it. I see my car parked up in a grassy field area that's next to the gravel lot but about 20 feet higher. Alyssa's dad drives up in a van (he doesn't have a van in real life) and drops her off. We walk back towards the building and go inside. We are THEN in a room talking to Ashley Tisdaile. She's really nice and cool. In my dream, we knew her before she was famous. I ask her, "Isn't it wierd you're famous now?" She replies stoot-ily, "Well, no. I mean. I won three AMAs." I wonder what and AMA is, and the dream fades.

1/4/10

OK, so recall today SUCKED!! Perhaps because my mom woke me up. She thought something was wrong with me because I was sleeping in so late. It was almost noon, lol.

DREAM ONE
All I wrote in my Dream Journal was "Michael Jackson." I have no freakin clue. lol.

DREAM TWO
This dream was really long and complicated, but I don't remember much. It's also very SURREAL
I am in a park or something with a jungle gym complex. I am running from someone. In and arund the the jungle gym are magical merchant people, and I use some of their instruments and stuff to reflect light to harm whoever is chasing me. Behind the jungle gym is a train at a train station.
Wierd, right?

DREAM THREE
I am in my friend Jen's neighborhood. I am asking people if I can have part of their Xbox. They are freaked out by me. I get in one lady's car and try to explain to her. The diver's wheel is on the right side of the car, I am sitting on the left side of the car. I need it for my friend or something. I ask if I can have a sliver of it, or even just a controller. She says no. I then walk to ask a man I see down the street.
I don't even have an xbox.. or a playstation... or anything like that...

1/5/10

THE FIRST DREAM
Woke up and recorded this at 3:30 in the morning this morning. A lot of this is seen from 3rd person point of view.
I am a young buy, around 10 years old. I am in a dinosaur tent outside with one of my friends, who has light blonde hair and light skin. He is gay, and just discovering it. He leans in to kiss me. I don't say no. I return it. It's a short, sweet kiss, full of emotion. Right afterwords, his dad comes outside to check on us. My friend says pretend to be asleep. I say no. I don't understand why he wants to decieve his dad. I think his mom comes out, too. Okay, now this part is a little hard to explain. We separate the dinosaur tent, so one of us has the bottom half and one of us has the top half. The tent has shiny, colorful metal scales on the outside. We dance around. It is beautiful. The dincing reminds me of Chinese dragon dancers.

I drew a really awesome picture of this on paint... but i accidentally deleted it !



THE SECOND DREAM
I am in a store that looks like Khol's, except it's not Khol's, its much fancier. I am shopping for a prom dress. I am wearing one of the dresses I tried on when a 30-ish black man with a beard starts talking to me or something. I don't remember the details, but in the end, I know he is going to be the one to take me to Prom. He leaves, I realize the back of my dress is unzipped part of the way so I zip it back up, and Kiley (i think) comes up to me, and I show her out the window the man who is going to take me to prom. She tries to convinve me not not let him. He has a WIFE. I have a flashback of him saying something about how it's ok he has a wife because she won't know or doesn't care or something. Flash back to reality. I realize he's a creeper.
THEN I am in the bathroom at my house, putting on makeup for Winter Ball. I am putting on foundation, and I can't get the color right. There's too much, so I wipe some up, but then it looks pasty patchy. I am wearing the same dress that I was wearing in the store.