Thread: CJ's Dream journal

After reading Waking Nomad's shared dreaming on the moon, i decided to try. I wasn't even a member of this website, but have been coming here for info. for over a year. My experience changed that. Today is Tuesday, the 5th. For the last 3 nights, I tried going to the moon, all of the dreams lucid.

Sat. night- After becoming lucid, I thought, " Cool, I'm gonna go to Nomad's moon. Take me there." I'm pulled into a black void. A voice says," I don't see anything." I answer, " You know, Nomad's moon habitat. He lives in a Bodhi tree." (note: I now remember it's a Banyan tree). Suddenly, I'm in a cafe/club. A bunch of people are hanging out, talking and having a good time. Out of excitement, I yell, " This fucking rules!". A bunch of the people turn to look at me. Most of them look uncomfortable. I figure, oh, I'm just a new face and I surprised them. I fly up to the cieling to get a better view, when this chick comes up to me and asks me to leave. She said some of the people here are uncomfortable with you here. I quickly go into a tirade of about how i know about this place, how I also want to try shared dreaming, etc. The scene fades, I wake up.

Sun. night- I'm on my old college campus and I have on a mini skirt and combat boots. Nothing else. I'm trying to get to my dormroom, which seems impossibly far away. I figure if I fly there, then no one will see me. I start flying. Flying, a common dreamsign for me, I go lucid. I remember my goal, and say, " Take me to Nomad's moon." That was all I had to say because in an instant, I was standing in what seemed to be a courtyard. The sun was out. People were standing around. I remember seeing two guys talking and one of the guys teeth were so white it was startling. I tried walking through a door, when a group of women stopped me. One of them was that same chick from last night that asked me to leave. I said, " I want to see Nomad, Waking Nomad!" One of the women went thru the metal door and it closed behind her, but it closed horizontally. I started to tell the other women about what happened last night, when one of the women, who BTW seemed really tall and I'm 5'8", she told me to slow down. She said my words sounded jarbled . She said, You sound like this.." She then rolled her tounge around in her mouth and made gargle sounds. Surprised, I thought, "Oh shit, that's why everyone is so freaked out, I must look like a crazy person." I decided to use gestures instead. I pointed to my eye (I), I put my hand over my heart (love), I rested my hands on cupped hands to represent sleeping. She seemed to get what I was trying to say. She smiled a little. I started to ask her what's the best way to communicate. Just with thought? She started to answer as her voice faded and I awoke.

Side note: After this, I actually signed on as a member of this website because I really wanted to explore my experience. I wanted to ask Waking Nomad himself what was up. I didnt get an answer until the next day, so that night, I tried again.

Mon. night- (last night as of this entry)
After becoming lucid, I said , " you know where I want to go, so take me there." ....... Nowhere near..... I tried 3 times. First time, landed in a crowded mall . A guy with a russian accent had his hand up my skirt and he was laughing with his friends in russian. I said aloud, " No, you know where i want to go, so take me there, goddammit!" Landed in a park somewhere. These 3 thugs were following me. Being lucid, I talk shit to them as they turn into giant snakes, slithering around. One snake still had a baseball cap on. I ask again, but am still back at the same park, except, a crowd of little kids are surrounding me. Thier faces are pockmarked and thier clothes are tattered. Out of the crowd, comes this demon man with yellow cat eyes. He says, " Hello, again." I say what I usually say to demons, "Dude, you cant fuck with me. This is MY dream!" I wake up.

So, I'm gonna try again tonight.