Thread: a face I'm afraid to place

I've been having some uber weird dreams.
My dreams never repeat themselves;
in all my 16 years of life my dreams have never once repeated.

But 3 super similar dreams in the space of one week?! I swear, the dreams themselves are simple and realistic. The repetition gets to me!

I'm walking through one of my favorite neighborhoods in town, a couple paces behind a young man of 17/18. His hair is jet black, his eyes intensely blue. He's taller than me.. I know that face. It's my first boyfriend. He moved away, well.. He emigrated. We began talking again, and even though he's happily taken, a foolhardy and weak part of me has fallen prey to him. I miss him dearly, as more than a friend. We're always walking, and talking. Nothing more, nothing less. I'm shy and scared out of my wits, my brain can't handle the fact he's there. He's talking, but I don't know or recall a single word he says.

I'm dreaming of him, or of someone similar, because I know I miss him. I just can't help but think of it as something more. This is not the future. Future dreams.. are much less vivid. This is wishful thinking.. I think. I don't know. Opinions please? ♥