Thread: Stellar Dreams

Walking into the sun and trying to see your shadow?
Was that the task of the month?? I would look but I can't remember where in the world it was!

Anyway, was it toward the sun or into the sun?? I thought it was toward the sun. I tried it. I went onto a four lane highway and walked down the median. The part I was walking down was not a grass median but a turning lane median. While walking I realized I was going the wrong way. I think it was because I figured I would see my shadow that way. Yes I saw my shadow and for some reason I just started turning in circles chasing my shadow. I started wondering what the heck was wrong with me for chasing my shadow because it wasn't like I would catch it. After that I woke up. I kept asking myself why I didn't turn around to look at the sun.

I did have another dream afterward.

I was in a meadow and before me was a dirt road. Off to the left was a forest and to right the road went on down a ways and over a hill. I walked up to the road and no one was around. I turned around and a picnic table was there behind me. So I sat down facing outward toward the road. I realized I was wearing a long sleeved red polo shirt. Which at some point turned into a blue shirt. Anyway, it was odd because usually for the most part I am wearing black. Whenever I am wearing another color eventually it turns into something black. I was trying to summon an actual someone. He did appear and approached me wanting to fight. Which I really didn't want to do. We did fight for a short amount of time, but I'm not going into detail about that. Eventually my knife came out which is one of my DC? I think that's right. Anyway, it's something I created so that I would remember that I'm dreaming. About right afterward I woke up.

I wanted to write down some more about my dreams. Mainly my DCs.

Henry was one of my main DC until the past 2 years. He seems to be dead or has died in my dreams. He has been with me since before I was 10 years old. He grew with me as I grew. I always knew I was dreaming when I saw him and he was always in my dreams. Even in the ones where he is dead I still think about him in my dreams and have even visited his grave to talk with him. (Would he be a DG also? IDK)

Jamie was a DC when I was younger. He apparently was my cousin even though I do not have a cousin named Jamie as far as I know. His mother was my aunt who had passed away when I was 6. Which after typing this I realize my aunt had lost her first child before he was 2 years old and his name was Jerry. J names, I wonder if thats related. I don't even dream about them anymore though.

Apparently I have different parents in my dreams. Which makes me think that past lives are getting mixed into my dreams.

Jayden is my father in my dreaming state. So when ever I see him or his picture I know I'm dreaming.

May is my mother. For some reason when I was born my father did not want anyone to know about me because I wasn't a boy. He secretly came to visit me up until I was about 6 or 7. For some reason my mother abandoned me after that. She ran away with some man. I have no idea how long she was with him. All I know is when I came across her when I was older she wasn't with him anymore. Her full name is May Moon and she was sort of like a giver and taker of life. Like mother earth but only in a certain dimension. Which I forgot to add that she abandoned me in another dimension. I was so young I couldn't remember who my father was and she refused to tell me his first name. I already knew his last name because I was marked with it. Risk. Anyway I seem to always be finding and actually seeing him in my dreams now. Usually I just saw him in a picture.

Shane has been in my dreams for quite a few years now. He is usually in my dreams at some point. The whole difference between him and Henry is that he was an actual person I met when I was a child and I have never met anyone named Shane. At least not anyone like him.

(Apparently this is a DS. Still learning things) There is a curved knife that comes into my dreams when I am usually fighting. I don't usually wake up after it though, which is what I did yesterday. I think it was because I was trying to summon someone because I never tried it before.

Since I have been having these dreams for so long I could probably go on and on about things I see that let me know I'm dreaming. I'm just so used to seeing them now. So I guess if I mention something that I see that lets me know I'm dreaming I'll mention it, but for the most part I usually know that I already am because it happens all the time.

Apparently I'm aweful at journal keeping.

Lucid dreams will now be this color

Non Lucid will be this

2.17.10
I had a lucid and a non lucid dream. I should of typed it out earlier this morning but I didn't and so I forgot some.
I dreamed I was sorting through things. I threw one of my bras onto the top of the trash bin. I looked at it and wondered what I was doing? Why was I throwing it away? It was practically new... I could donate it. So I picked it up and set it aside.
Woke up shortly after. It seemed real... who heck dreams about their underwear??! Anyway, I opened my drawers while getting ready in the morning and saw it on top in one. The first thing that came to my mind was I thought I got rid of that.

I should also mention that I went to goodwill on tuesday and the cashier accidently put the store stapler into my bag. I pulled everything out of the bag when I got home and was surprised when I found a stapler. Haven't been able to return it yet. Maybe it's related to my dream, who knows.