Summary: I was in a dream where I was swimming through a sewer, except that the water was just regular pool water. I was confused about what I was doing in there, and after questioning my environment I left the dream and entered sleep paralysis. During sleep paralysis, I visualized wings on my back to lift me out of sleep paralysis (i was sleeping on my back), and actual wings materialized on my back and I could control them! I wasn't able to enter an actual Lucid Dream though, But I came dam close!
15.02.2010 Questioning my surroundings and entering sleep paralysis (WILD)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
I was seamlessly gliding through an indoor canal. Looking back on it, it must have been an underground one, but I will explain that part later. I was gliding through it, enjoying my swim. As I was doing my routine, I noticed something. It was dankier and darker than usual. As I looked around as I glided through this canal, and it was dirty, unkept and dark. I should have felt scared. After all, I was in a dirty, dark and underground canal(really a sewer). Instead, I kept on thinking. Why is it like this? Why am I here?
After much introspection, the fabric of my dream began to dissolve. Apparently thinking logically in a dream is enough to cause this because the dream came apart and I could feel my body. I was now consciously aware that I was sleeping on my side. But even though I now knew that my body was on the side, I still saw the visuals from the dream. I saw the scenery from the "underground canal" aka the sewer pass by my eyes as I lay in bed. This was remarkable and most bizzare. I could still see the visuals from the dream. This was quite different from hypogenic imagery mind you.
Anyway, I managed to push myself out of sleep paralysis. I was terrified , yet once I got out, I told my self "it's just sleep paralysis, there is nothing to be scared of". That was all it took, without any resistance I let the sleep paralysis take hold of me and before you knew it I was back in.
I ended up getting out of Sleep Paralysis again, but I immediately went back in, and then something remarkable happened. I was completely calm and lucid. I was not scared of anything, I was just focused on my goal: To get into a lucid dream.
I remembered that you are supposed to have vibrations while you are in SP that allow you to enter a dream. So I induced the vibrations. Nothing worked. So, I decided to visualize wings lifting me out of the sleep paralysis. Instead, I felt actual wings on my back (i was sleeping on my back) flapping incessantly. The more I concentrated the more they flapped. It was amazing. But no matter how hard I made my wings flap, I never managed to become airborne and to ultimately leave SP.
After my attempts to enter into an LD failed, I decided to "wake" myself up and less than 10 secounds later I was up and out of sleep paralysis.
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