Thread: Peterdreaming's dream journal #CAUTION# Nightmares and adult content

Fragment, Terror.

I am in a large wooden ball, I can see the seams, they are like the sections of an orange in shape but I'm inside...kinda like a big pumpkin turned inside out.
It reminds me of a wooden submarine from the 1800's but with no controls for me to surface or dive.
There is a metal fitting at the top that all the wooden sections fit into.
It's leaking and the water is rising inside the ball.

It doesn't take long to drown, I can't figure out where the light is coming from.

I'm awake before my alarm...glad to go to my boring job on dry land.

Fragment, Terror

There is a blockage in the sand spreader on my snow plow. I get up on the truck and look inside the chute, it's plugged with sections of a human face, the eyes and mouth and nose and cheeks all on thier own corresponding chunks of underlying bone. Roughly cut apart like with a coarse toothed saw. I recognize the face jig saw puzzle is Kid Rock, the pieces are singing "All Summer Long"

I wake up before my alarm, "All Summer Long" is stuck in my head for almost the entire day.

Dream, Strange

I am at a gas station in Calgary, Dan Akroyd is pumping diesel fuel into the tanks on the semi I (we? unseen companions) have driven there, Dan seems out of place so I do a reality check...watch, OK numbers in order, hands running the right way. I read a label on something, I read it again...still the same.

Must be real, reality check fails and I fall further into dream without getting lucid.

Scene shifts, in Winnipeg now, a place on Pembina Highway I never went into before.
It's a small store by one I used to go into, it's a reoccurring place in my dreams.
sometimes it's a hobby store today it's a lavish sitting room for some drug gang. I sneak into the back, the front is the only place where anything is nice, in the back the walls are dirty, mattresses on the floor, laundry strewn about.
I pick up an M1 Garand rifle from the floor...the ammo is strange, the bullets and shells are different lengths, I try to shoot the female on the right at the back of the building standing by a man.
I can see them standing behind a short wall I aim through the wall, it's just drywall and studs, I know the bullets will go through.
The gun misfires over and over, it draws their attention,

There is a strange little box at the rear of the bolt, it holds more deformed ammo on a stripper clip.

Fragment about an acrylic box and a poisonous snake....

The alarm goes off.

Listened to a subliminal tape from a link on this site,
Strange dreams about an Aztec pyramid, climbing to the top but in a tunnel under the stairs on the front, there is a groove in the wall, there are snakes going up in the groove, could be to hold onto but doesn't seem like a good idea with all the snakes in it.
they seem like harmless garter snakes.
I'm at the top, I dropped a bag over the side by accident, I see Aztec priests opening it and looking at the cheap throwing stars it it. they are packed in flour.
I have a case with a shotgun (possibly 2 in it)
Me and some other tourists (?) take turns shooting from the top of the pyramid. nobody seems to think there is anything strange about this.

The priests are playing with the stars, they are too cheap and light to really fly far or stick in anything, they have colourful robes on made of feathers and beads and such.

Awake again....question my sanity and reality then go to work.

Peterdreaming

Well that's about it for now, more to follow as they come to me.

Peterdreaming

Fragments. Strange

I'm playing Frisbee with Hawkeye from the show M.A.S.H.
He's blind but catching anyway...there is a string hanging down and he throws around it...I find it strange.

I'm at a party, there is a girl there worried she may be pregnant me and someone else are explaining you can reset your period by taking extra birth controll pills.

After I wake up I remember there is an episode of M.A.S.H. where Hawkeye is blind, all I can remember from the episode is Hawkeye blindfolded in the operating room saying "I'm getting a whiff of bowel.."

Dream. Odd

I'm in a large yard full of cars, I end up in an area with large copper coils hung up around head level, the coils are made with very thick copper wire, more like copper bars.
There is a Maltese cross shaped chunk of iron shuttling back and forth between the coils.
Two guys are working on a small car on a stand, it looks like one of those little cars you see outside grocery stores that kids ride for a quarter.
One guy explains that it is a simulator, it can be set up to act like several different types of cars.
He sets it up to act like a 1976 Ford Maverick (my first car by the way)
I get in.
I ride it for a while, the guy's dad shows up on a bike and gets sick of waiting.
He throws the bike on the ground and lots of little gears spill out.
His wife apologizes and starts picking up the gears.
I'm talking to the guy who made the simulator again, I tell him I'm looking for a Karman Giaha to fix up.

I'm awake, everything is normal.

Fragment.

I'm in a cabin, it's mine. There are large beams set into the ground with spiral carvings on them.
The people from next door are over for a visit, an older couple. I'm trying to get the wife to trade her husband's Karman Giaha for a water feature on my property.
He doesn't want to trade.
The car is a horrible shade of lime green and it's a hard top but I figure it'll be a frame off restoration anyway.

Other dreams and fragments last night but nothing clear, cold meds messing with me. I slept 35 hours in the last 2 days and have almost no dreams to report.

Peterdreaming

Side note.

I never realised how much I dream about cars...this is the first time I've kept a dream journal.
There seems to be a pattern anyway.
Yeah I'm looking for an old Karman Giha but it really seems to be showing up a lot.

Fragment

I'm at a pool with a friend of mine..he kinda wanders off.
There is a large plastic curtian dividing the pool area in two, the water beads on it and runs down in a pretty steady way, I'm wondering if I can control how water sprays onto it so I can make shapes that slide down the plastic. I could play tetris on it but it would be impossible to make the pieces turn, they would only slide down straight.
Some guy with short blond hair is getting kicked out for being an ass, I'm trying to re tie the string on my suit so I can go dive, he notices I'm having trouble tying it and tries to get me pissed by teasing me about it, I briefly consider shoving him back into the pool but let it go, I'd rather be in here with the girls in yellow bikinis that beating on this fool outside.
I let it go and smile as he goes by...

One of the girls in the yellow bikinis is standing really close, her crotch pressed against my shoulder, I look over, nice view...

I wake up.....crap!
My cold has been plugging up my nose all night.

Reality sucks.

Dream, Lucid!

I was at a funeral, I realised that the funeral already happened, I did an unreality check (made a priest disappear) and became aware!
Finally LUCID again!

I flew away, leaving everyone behind... I tried flying to the edge of the universe, it just went on and on..
I couldn't comprehend the size of it, it dwarfed me no matter how fast I went.
I folded the universe in half under me, I jumped faster than I could fly, I did it over and over and over, seven times I folded the universe in half!
Finally I stood at the edge of the universe looking back, the leading edge moving at the speed of light under my feet, there was nothing to be seen in front of me, no light existed beyond the edge, everything glowed red behind me, blue in front of me
I took careful bearings and determined the universe is expanding. But towards what?
I imagined a line in front of me that went back to my body, I followed the line out of the universe searching for more, as I left our universe I could feel it pulling me, I could feel the gravity of everything pulling me back, but I could feel the gravity of something else pulling me away!
It felt like holding your hand over a drain in a sink, it sucked you towards it, I was being pulled forward and backward,
I moved towards the other force, I couldn't see it but I could feel it...
The distance was enormous, I folded my line over and over crawling towards it,
Pull, gather, fold, Pull, gather, fold
About twenty folds later everything burst into light, another universe was around me!
Everything felt wrong here, gravity was stronger my body (or what I saw as my body) felt denser, light moved slower(?)
I backed out of this universe and gave dimensions to the pull I felt, Everything snapped into focus around me!
Thousands of universes all around me, not seen but felt!
the tear of gravity like light! like sound to a blind man,
I could feel the other universes around me because MY universe expanded towards them!
The edge of our universe is deformed, pulling like taffy towards our nearest neighbour
It is very slight, just the effect of more matter acting on that side can it be measured?

THERE IS NO DARK MATTER!

WE ARE EXPANDING TOWARDS OTHER UNIVERSES!

THE UNIVERSES THAT SURROUND US ARE WHAT DARK MATTER IS!

There is no good, no evil, just mindless churning boiling matter.
They collide and contract, they throw off excess matter that coalesces into new universes, if they become static they are disturbed by other universes eventually and collapse or explode again,

I'm awake, I brush my teeth, throw up, brush my teeth again and spend the day in fear.
I don't want to dream again...
My only hope is that I decided to go there,
If I do go lucid again I'll spend my time at ancient roman orgys, I will never go to the edge of the universe AGAIN!

Peterdreaming

Originally Posted by Peterdreaming

Dream, Lucid!

I was at a funeral, I realised that the funeral already happened, I did an unreality check (made a priest disappear) and became aware!
Finally LUCID again!

I flew away, leaving everyone behind... I tried flying to the edge of the universe, it just went on and on..
I couldn't comprehend the size of it, it dwarfed me no matter how fast I went.
I folded the universe in half under me, I jumped faster than I could fly, I did it over and over and over, seven times I folded the universe in half!
Finally I stood at the edge of the universe looking back, the leading edge moving at the speed of light under my feet, there was nothing to be seen in front of me, no light existed beyond the edge, everything glowed red behind me, blue in front of me
I took careful bearings and determined the universe is expanding. But towards what?
I imagined a line in front of me that went back to my body, I followed the line out of the universe searching for more, as I left our universe I could feel it pulling me, I could feel the gravity of everything pulling me back, but I could feel the gravity of something else pulling me away!
It felt like holding your hand over a drain in a sink, it sucked you towards it, I was being pulled forward and backward,
I moved towards the other force, I couldn't see it but I could feel it...
The distance was enormous, I folded my line over and over crawling towards it,
Pull, gather, fold, Pull, gather, fold
About twenty folds later everything burst into light, another universe was around me!
Everything felt wrong here, gravity was stronger my body (or what I saw as my body) felt denser, light moved slower(?)
I backed out of this universe and gave dimensions to the pull I felt, Everything snapped into focus around me!
Thousands of universes all around me, not seen but felt!
the tear of gravity like light! like sound to a blind man,
I could feel the other universes around me because MY universe expanded towards them!
The edge of our universe is deformed, pulling like taffy towards our nearest neighbour
It is very slight, just the effect of more matter acting on that side can it be measured?

THERE IS NO DARK MATTER!

WE ARE EXPANDING TOWARDS OTHER UNIVERSES!

THE UNIVERSES THAT SURROUND US ARE WHAT DARK MATTER IS!

There is no good, no evil, just mindless churning boiling matter.
They collide and contract, they throw off excess matter that coalesces into new universes, if they become static they are disturbed by other universes eventually and collapse or explode again,

I'm awake, I brush my teeth, throw up, brush my teeth again and spend the day in fear.
I don't want to dream again...
My only hope is that I decided to go there,
If I do go lucid again I'll spend my time at ancient roman orgys, I will never go to the edge of the universe AGAIN!

Peterdreaming

I had to quote the whole thing!! Excellent description....I can only imagine now what that would feel like. You seem to have excellent dream recall and control while lucid...not focusing on how to do something in a dream- you just do it.

Congrats, feel free to check out the links in my signature...your dream reminds me of something I've experienced before- minus the bad feelings at the end... I can only say such run-ins with abstraction are intense and they may be causing that....perhaps your body was getting use to such an experience.

Keep it up!!

Oops!!- this is the link, but the ones in my signature are cool too!! http://dreamviews.com/community/showthread.php?t=93922

Interesting your lucid began while at a funeral...may I ask who this person was?

Originally Posted by waving on oceans

Interesting your lucid began while at a funeral...may I ask who this person was?

My Uncle, he died just a little while ago, I couldn't attend the funeral, I live far away.
I had one lucid several years ago by accident, I've been actively trying to get lucid for a couple weeks.
After last night I don't know if I want to go lucid again!
Of if I have my wits about me I'll stick to this planet...or at least stay in this universe!

We live in a giant lava lamp.

I know it sounds crazy but it's an infinite lava lamp, any piece too big flies apart, any piece too small or stable carries on until it is disturbed by another.
universes are colliding, combining, and tearing themselves apart.
It's a long shot but if there is any difference in the calculated amount of dark matter over time it may be the difference in pull from our nearest neighbour universe over time.

the closer we get the greater the pull....or the universe should be accelerating outwards
....or is it expanding despite the mass that holds it together?....would more mass outside the universe make it expand faster than it should?...

Oh crap!

MY BRAIN HATES ME!
I swear I'm drug free!
Serious, I drug test for work, heavy equipment, kill people by accident and all that shit.

This is just the lucid.

Peterdreaming.

Wish me luck, going to bed.

Good Luck