CanceledCzech's DJ: Sleeping Awake

[CanceledCzech]

Ok, so, I've started out adding some older dreams that I've recorded. Obviously, I'm using Banhurt's DJ program (fucking brilliant, by the way). Yes, that is all for now. Oh yeah, if the writing in the ones I've just posted seem sloppy in writing, it's because at the time of writing them, I wasn't necessarily doing so with the intention of publishing them, and I don't care enough to go through them again. And another thing: I'm going to write something here every day. Even if I can't remember shit, I'll still write it down. Even fragments. Anything. Also, the format I post in is likely to change. LD Goal: Have sex while wearing the pope's hat in the pope's quarters before XeL. [ ]

[AURON]

just make sure you write here often...and try to keep track of dreamsigns lucids and all that other good stuff. And good luck bro.

[no-Name]

just make sure you write here often...and try to keep track of dreamsigns lucids and all that other good stuff. And good luck bro. Very much this. Write down everything you can.

[CanceledCzech]

Haha, you got it.

[CanceledCzech]

01.08.2009 Первий (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID This was my first full blown lucid dream. The title is Russian, it says "first." So, I wake up in my bed, but it's a false awakening. I looked over to where my computer was, and the keyboard and mouse were gone. I was a little confused. I assumed my mom was pissed off at me and took it, but that didn't make much sense. I though, "is this a dream?" and I did the nose RC a few times and it failed. I still didn't believe that I was dreaming. So I got out of bed, went downstairs to complain at my mom. Like a man. So, I walk into our living room, ask my mom what happened to the computer, and she doesn't really answer me. I question again if I was dreaming. I did the nose RC a few times, didn't really buy it. Looked at my hands which were robotic and thought, "Hm... nothing wrong here," and poked my fingers through my palms. At that point I decided that I should try to use some "magic powers", so I decided to light my carpet on fire. It flared and then sparked, and there was a burn mark, but no fire. Then I decided to try telekinesis on this tea pot that was on the floor for some reason. It worked. I was convinced. "Woah, ok, so I'm dreaming," I said, "So, that means that there is a girl in my bed!" I ran upstairs, and in the sexual fervor of the moment I must have breifly lost lucidity because I veered into the kitchen for some reason. The counteres were piled with boxes of melons and watermelons. I snapped back and then ran upstairs. In my bed I saw this chick (she had clothes on, dammit) so I jumped on the bed and started making out with her, hardcore. Then, I heard my mom in waking life close the bathroom door, which is across from my bedroom, and that startled me and I woke myself up. I guess I didn't want my mom to walk in on me making love to a girl in my dreams...

[CanceledCzech]

17.08.2009 Feast (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I can't remember much of this dream... lately they've been... fragmented. A few months ago, my dream recall was really good; three dreams a day, and said dreams were coherent (well, as coherent as dreams can be). This drop in coherency and recall ability has lead me to not really care about logging my dreams, but I suppose I should keep it up. I'm not trying to become lucid, but my dreams are still very important to me. So I might as well right this down. Can't hurt, right? Anyway, I can't remember too many details, but the ones I can remember are that it took place in my house (but I didn't recognize it as my house) and everyone was all dressed in black. Almost like funeral wear, but a little more baroque and gothy. A couple of friends were there. I definitely remember my friends Nikolai and Susan being there, a couple other friends I can't quite remember. Everyone else was a DC and we were guests at their (my) house. We were making a meal, sort of. It was very morbid-themed. I remember we were cooking the meat and they were all like, "it's human meat" and we were laughed. I remember there were these little meat balls that looked like spam punched into little gumb-ball looking things. With some seasoning. Also, there was some lettuce. And I remember rolling them in aluminum foil for some reason (the lettuce, too). Then the "leader" of the group took some knife like thing and stabbed a non-friend DC in the face. I can't really remember the coherency of what happened, but I freaked out and ran. I'm pretty sure I left my friends behind. Turns out it was a practical joke. She didn't really get stabbed in the face. I went back, and felt slightly embarrassed the entire time. We talked, I remember leaving the kitchen and going to the porch where this guy who was only wearing a bathing suit came in, and said in a really dumb voice, with an idiotic expression on his face, pointing at me, "Hey, don't I know you?" and I paused for a minte, I guess thinking of something funny to say in response, but I just ended up being weird and awkward, like in real life. After that I rememer we decided to eat the meal. So, what did I learn from this dream? Well, apparently, I'm a pussy. >One other thing, I spoke with someone in french, very briefly. All that was said, basically, was "comme ça va?" and "ça va." Who said what, I'm not sure, but I know I said one or the other.

[CanceledCzech]

19.08.2009 Grad Party (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID So, this one was fairly vivid. Not the best, but pretty damn good considering that the past few weeks have been full of fail, Basically, it was one "event" split into a few seperate dreams. The details I remember are very little. First thing I remember is that I am on the steps of my grandfather's house and it's night. I am fixing a laptop. He comes out occasionally to give me CDs and whatnot. Then a bunch of "little people" appear; they're a series of clones of these three induviduals. About a few centemeters tall. They swarm over my stuff like ants. I think I woke up at this point. I can't remember. The next part I was at this beach, and I was among a crowd of my peers from school. It was this graduation party; the high school gave us one last field trip. I was talking to this one guy, I forget who, when this girl I had a crush on walks in. She looks like the porn star Faye Reagan except not nearly as good looking (I didn't really have good taste back then) I feel myself become "nervous", or rather the dream equivalent of it, and she walked over to me and sat down in place of the guy I was just talking to. I began talking to her, but I was slightly resentful. You see, this is the kind of situation where I told a mutual friend, and then said friend blabbed to the girl that I had a crush on her, so she acted weird and contemptuous around me. That causes me to have a, "oh? well fuck you" kind of attitude. The next thing I can remember is that I'm talking to these three guys who have these computer disks that belong to my grandfather - theye were the people from last night they pulled a trick on me. They somehow made copies of themselves and became smaller or soemthing and distraced me and stole my shit. In any case, they laughed at me and gave me back the stuff. So, next thing I remember is that I'm at home. Well, next door, in front of my grandfather's house. And I have my dogs with me, on leashes and I'm thinking, "god dammit, that was just a dream" referring to the beach. I guess the the way it was was that the party was going on and the part that I experienced was just a dream. My mind was switching between getting my mom to drive me there and trying to go black to sleep so I could return to the dream version. In my fervor to figure out how to get there, I found myself looking at a computer, and I returened to the beach. So here I am with this desktop PC, vigorously trying to think of ways to get to the "real" party, with my back to the ocean. I vaguely notice where I am but ignore it because it's not "real". Then this kid comes up. I'm not sure what he's doing here because he's a couple grades lower than me. He's relatively heavy set with black skin and corn rows. I look to him and he asks what I'm doing. I tell him, and he says something like, "but bro, you're already here," insinuting that it doesn't matter that it's a dream, I'm here, and I look down the coast at the Buildings and the sun relflecting on them and the ocean. Then him and I start laughing. That was that last thing I remember. Well, not quite. I remember one part where I returned home and I was dealing with these dogs and shit, but that part is rather foggy.

[CanceledCzech]

29.08.2009 Ossipee (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID In this dream, Quite a few things happened - all the events followed the same "theme" of the dream. The location and pacing, events and even most of the characters changed a few times, but they all happened along the same line of continuity. The only thing I remember is being at this camp I used to go to, Camp Calumet. I guess in this dream I was younger, maybe. In any case, I was at lake Ossipee (the lake the camp sits on) with a bunch of peers, and there was a life guarde there. We were jumping in the lake and swimming around and everyone got out of the lake and there were some balls in the water. A few of them, a basket ball, a beach ball, etc. There was this orange ball floating away from the "swimming area" and the lifeguard told me to go get it. I can't remember if I did retrieve it.

[KingYoshi]

"So, what did I learn from this dream? Well, apparently, I'm a pussy." -That's some funny shit right there! Nice dreams man! Can't wait to read more. And btw, Faye Reagan=HOT!

[CanceledCzech]

"And btw, Faye Reagan=HOT!" Hahah, damn straight man.

[CanceledCzech]

30.08.2009 Paper Plates (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID This was so shitty... I woke up, dreaming, and thought, "oh man, what a dream, I better right this down. But man, I'm so tired, but damming I have to do it." So I grab my dream journal which was a tack of paper plates, and I start writing on it. I must have thought, in the back of my mind, "wait, why the fuck am I using paper plates?" because I remember thinking, "I use theses plates for my DJ because they're round." Oh, right, of course, because they're round. Fucking brilliant. Then I finished writing and went back to bed, only to wake to the realization that I lost that dream. I'm going to have to start RCing as soon as I wake up...

[AURON]

30.08.2009 I'm going to have to start RCing as soon as I wake up... Right you are

[CanceledCzech]

August 31st, 2009 Nothing, didn't remember shit.... God dammit...

[CarmineEternity]

Did someone say Faye Reagan?

[CanceledCzech]

01.09.2009 Stand-Up (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID This dream wasn't that bad as far as recall goes, it's just the conditions of waking up sort of fucked my recall right in the face. Basically, all I remember is this: I was on vacation somewhere, Florida I think. Or I was at college, and it was in Florida. I remember being among college kids. And also, jetskis. Something with jetskis. And then I was in a bedroom, telling a stand-up joke about starcraft, and then I was on stage, telling the jokes. I barely remember them, but I doubt I'd type them out anyway because theyr'e not even funny. Just so weird... dream jokes are so dumb. Anyway, that's it. First dream of the month, woo....

[KingYoshi]

Well, at least you remembered something. My mind was blank this morning, lol!

[AURON]

Anyway, that's it. First dream of the month, woo.... So far you're in the lead when it comes to the number of dreams this month. Freemorph, Yoshi and I are dead locked at 0 if you haven't been keeping track

[CanceledCzech]

So far you're in the lead when it comes to the number of dreams this month. Freemorph, Yoshi and I are dead locked at 0 if you haven't been keeping track Hmm.. I can't say I was consciously keeping track of how many lucids you guys had this month so far (mostly because the month just started) but yeah, I remember. Yosh was black-out drunk and you had those worm dreams with the snes game that was like the Wii, if memory serves.

[CanceledCzech]

02.09.2009 Camp (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I can't remember much, but it was something like this: I was walking around my town, except it looked different. And I ended up being 'attacked' or something, or it was one of my friends. Or there was some sort of imminent threat. I can't remember. I remember us getting a bunch of kids together, some peers, some younger, to try and combat it and we were 'training' at this school, on the feild or something. Then the next thing I remember is that we were in the woods. Now, one important note is that this is a two parter. You see, on a normal day, I like to sleep around 8 hours. No more, no less. And normally, I wake up to take a piss aroudn the 7th or 6th hour, which causes me to go back to sleep for another hour. I decided to try a WILD this morning, in this span of time, but it proved fruitless. It was 9 am at the time which meant that the sun was up and so was my obnoxious family. I had this dream before waking to piss (I think), and then went back into it when I went back to bed. Except it started over the second time, almost like I started a new 'save file' or something. This retelling is of the second time. So. I got to this wooded area. The terrain was slopey, and tehre was this large swathe of ground cup up in the shape of a trail, or maybe it was more like dried river or something? There were puddles of water in the 'river bed' and some large rocks. Then around the 'trail/river' there wre trees and grass. All of this was next to this large clearing. In the first dream, I arrived here with the group of DCs. In the second dream I arrived there early, noticed the familiarity (yet thought nothing of it) and then they arrived. Then things became a summer camp hike or something. The entire dream had this kid-like feel to it; as in our weapons were nerf guns, frisbees and dodgeballs. And we were being divided into groups before I woke up. Though, I was a counselor/leader type person. Not too far up the chain, but still one with responsibility. I had more details remembered, but after the final deam, while I was laying in bed trying to pick up the pieces, someone slammed a door near my room and every fragment of the dream (besides the ones I just typed) were shot straight to hell. I had another dream after this one (because slept for like, 2 extra hours) but I forget what happened in it. I also remember a few blips of dreams; in one instance I remember having like, a sudden increase in the pairs of underwear I have. I think there was also another one where I was writing in my dream journal...

[CarmineEternity]

I shalleth be the firsteth person to reply to this dream. I have doneth it.

[CanceledCzech]

God dammit. I remember dreaming. I remember doing stuff. It's like I was handed this white board filled up with these drawings and then someone came by and then wiped it clean. All I'm left with is an empty white board. I do remember a few things, however. I remember that I was walking down the street and there was this festival or something. I dunno, there were just a ton of people walking around. On the sidewalk, in the street, wherever. And there was this hot chick sitting on the curb and I gave her this dirty look for some reason. And I was basically going about my activities that I had in mind for today.

[AURON]

02.09.2009 Camp (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID And normally, I wake up to take a piss aroudn the 7th or 6th hour, which causes me to go back to sleep for another hour. I decided to try a WILD this morning, in this span of time, but it proved fruitless. how long does it normally take you to go back to sleep after waking up? and have you tried only sleeping 5 hours and going back? I hear you can go straight into rem with it. Here's the exact thread

[KingYoshi]

Yeah, Akono is right. Actually, if you have already hit REM during the night you can go right into it with a WBTB technique. I can enter REM after only 2 hours of sleep. You should maybe experiment with it and see when you normally begin to hit REM (dream).

[CanceledCzech]

Yeah, I'm going to. I actually set an alarm last night, and did a WBTB, sort of. I mean, I was trying to do a WILD, but I just passed out. But it works, waking up like that. I am always so dehydrated in the morning - waking up at lik, 4-5 o clock to rehydrate and attempt to lucid will be good

[CanceledCzech]

Nothing, again...