WhiteUnit's Dream Journal

[WhiteUnit]

This is going to be my official dream journal. I've been studying lucid dreaming for about 5 years, however I'm one of those folks who has a very difficult time having them. But, I can't honestly say I have given it all of the effort that it deserves. I have a pretty long hand written journal, but part of the problem is that I can't really set aside the time to hand write this stuff into great detail. So, from now on I'll post them here. As usual: lucid non-lucid Oh, and my dreams are strange. ------------ The first dream I remember I was staying at a hotel of some sort with a really crappy pool. The pool was at a really strong angle (and somehow the water was staying in it), and my old step bro, Lewis, was there. He looked like he did before his motorcycle accident, and he was behaving like it, too. He had a bunch of his friends there and they were drinking, hanging out by the pool. At some point from here I got on a Max Train and headed to some large convention thing. My family was there and I ran into Brad, but he was upset with me for some reason. EOD. ------ The last dream was trippy. I was staying at an elderly lady's house watching over it. The house was very similar to my old house back in Florida. I woke up and looked out the back window and saw that some of the grass was on fire, and then noticed that there was a propane tank, and I could hear it leaking. Every few minutes the propane tank would cause the whole back yard to flash fire, so I was afraid to go near it. Suddenly my mom and Trudy (the elderly lady) was back and I was telling them about the fire and the we needed to call the fire department. I was really concerned about my cat that was outside, because I didn't want it to get hurt. Somehow, though there were two of my cat in this dream, and I knew in the dream that one of them was a clone, and just accepted that as normal. I tried several phones and could not get one to work. Suddenly, I got a call from a local fireman who was telling me that he was on his way, but letting me know that it would cost around $1500. I told him thats fine. He showed up and put out the fires and left a giant puddle in the back yard. I looked at his truck and it just looked like a giant monster truck. My step dad and bro showed up at this point and for whatever reason they were checking out the truck and having truck talk with the firefighter guy. Then for some reason we wanted to lift the huge truck to get under it, and so we did... with out hands. EOD.

[WhiteUnit]

Did a little drinking last night. Sooo... I didn't wake up in between dreams. However, when I woke up this morning I sat in bed for about 20 minutes and tried to recall my last dream, and actually ended up recalling part of one before it -------- In the first dream I remember my exGF Chal being there. At some point I told her that I thought she had gained weight but I liked the weight gain. At first she was offended, but then she could tell I meant it so she felt better. Then a few people showed up and we started setting up some kind of complicated game console. The weird part was we were in the game setting up the console on this crazy Halo-ish landscape. EOD. -------- The next dream I was hanging out with some fake gangsterish kids at one of their houses. Shortly into the dream I remember meeting this guy that looked a lot like Steve Martin. He was leaning over a strange BBQ Grill thing that had the small little flame jets shooting out of the top. There were also these strange poles around that also had the flame jets. Later in the dream there was the crazy evil guy that showed up (i was not around when this happened) who took the Steve Martin guy and killed him by sticking him in the flame jets. (The weird part was that I was watching this like a movie and someone was next to me who was grossed out by the guy burning to death). For the rest of the dream me and this group I was with were on a mission to find the guy who did it. Turns out that it was some crazy inventor who had made a pretty sweet suit that he was walking around in that looked a lot like the ones from Witch Blade. Eventually we found his hideout, and I found his suit in the lab. I put it on and found the guy and killed him. We then set the lab to self destruct and I ran out the back. It was really cool because I was pretty much invincible when I was wearing the suit. Once I got outside there was this trailer behind the place which seemed to already have one of the walls ripped off from the exploding building. I went inside it and the crazy inventor's wife was there and she was cooking. She then tried to stab me with a knife, but i was still super strong from the suit so i was just like, "whatever". EOD.

[WhiteUnit]

Dream 1 11:30 PM The beginning of this dream involved my brother and I traveling up into Canada. I remember thinking that it wasn't that cold and it would be cool to live there. Somehow we ended up in a river in a canoe and I fell out and was forced down the river through some rapids. Eventually the water calmed down and I was in some kind of a Lazy River like what you see at water parks. I floated along until I came to a split. I was trying to figure out which way to go when I noticed a guy sitting on the ledge by the split. He looked like a mix between a fourteen year old black kid and a walrus. He said a bunch of derogatory things about my mom to me, but I could tell he was just playing and not trying to actually start something. I floated down the river until I reached my dad's house. For whatever reason my dad's house always seems to be depressing in dreams. I walked around the house calling out for my dad, and I could faintly hear him, but could never find him. Then I heard someone come in the front door. It was an old co-worker Sperry. I guess I realized that there was no way Sperry would be in my Dad's house so it must be a dream. Once I realized it was a dream rushed out the front door because I felt like there was something really important to do. Outside the back door there were several wooden steps. At the bottom of the steps were my sandles. Putting them on was a little difficult and it was very realistic. One I did I started walking down the ally behind the house towards the street. It was covered in leaves like it was Autumn and I could hear the leaves crunching. Then this thing with a snake's head and a chain for a body jumped out an bit me in the leg. It remained stuck in my leg with it's fangs holding it in. I ripped it off and thew it down, but it kept moving all over the place. Since I was in a dream I figured I would just use some kind of super power to kill it and I tried to shoot beams out of fingers to kill it. It wasn't working too good, but it did seem to have some impact on the leaves that the snake was running around in. EOD. I think trying to force the special powers to work is what ended this dream. Ill try not to force my willpower on things in the future. ------------------------ Dream 2 3:30AM I can remember very few details about this one. It involved a lot of driving. When driving to the beach some guy started riding behind me real close and so I got pissed off and brake checked him. He seemed to respond fast enough to prevent the crash, he then tried to pass me and I hit his car near the real wheels causing it to violently crash. The guy in the car, as well as his girlfriend got out to try and fight me. I don't remember how the fight went exactly, just that I was able to defend myself. I realized after the fight that the guy was an old buddy of mine, Rockland. Suddenly, we were all cool about the whole thing and somehow got onto the subject of whether shield training was useful in melee combat. EOD. --------------------- Dream 3 5:30AM Near the start of this dream I was giving tech support to some guy for Photoshop who started talking about some bridge in London being seen from a certain side at a certain angle. I told him I already had a picture of it up, but soon the dream changed so that I was actually there. The guy wanted me to paint a picture of it, so that seemed to be the overall goal of the dream. The bridge was extremely detailed and I thought that the angle was aesthetically pleasing so I was excited to paint it. There was a large wooden boat that passed under the bridge, and then I noticed that it didn't pass over water, but a lake of eggnog. I fell in it and I remember tasting it. It tasted good but at the same time bad because I knew it was a public source and probably had some funky stuff in it. Swimming in the eggnog was really difficult. In fact at one point I thought I was going to drown because I kept sinking to the bottom. I would hold my breath and breath in a little as I was getting desperate but it did not seem to hurt. Eventually I got out of the eggnog, and ran into some people I seemed to know including my brother. We all walked to a part of town that was pretty much the worst ghetto imaginable. In fact the scene changed so that we were no longer in London, but in an impoverished area in Africa. We walked into a Grocery House thing where they had food all over the counters and in the bed rooms. I walked into one of the back bedrooms with one of the people I met up with. He was eating some of the food off of one of the shelves. I didn't want to do it because we didn't pay for it, but one of the employees (which was a family member) said it was okay. However, it didn't seem that he was doing it to be nice, but that he hated his job so he didnt care. I decided I would munch on the food, too. Then I heard a big ruckus in the other room where everyone was. I walked in to find a bunch of African kids pointing guns at people. One of them saw me and came over and pointed a gun in my face. The kid looked really psycotic, I tried to cooperate to settle hime down. I told him I had a gun in my back pocket (I have no idea how it got there). He didn't even take it. I realized that this kid was going to shoot me either way so I grabbed the gun and tried to remove it from his grip. The struggled lasted for a while, the older kids in the other room were freaking out now that I was fighting back. While struggling the gun went off and shot the kid. He fell to the ground, and I noticed that he had that strange malnutrition disease that causes people to have the swollen bellies. Then he said, "How can I love Mother Nature if she doesn't love me?" before he died. I took his gun, and took mine out of my back pocket and walked in the front room where the othere were. Except now none of them were there. The mother of the family that owned the place was laying on a couch and pointed towards the back bedroom saying that they took my brother back there. I looked at the table and saw the tips of four fingers that looked like they were the same size as my brothers. I became extremely enraged and started heading towards the door, but I woke my self up from all the anger. EOD.

[WhiteUnit]

Last night's dreams weren't terribly vivid so I'm having a little trouble recalling much. My last dream started with someone calling me at tech support with some kind of an issue with their video card. They were playing WoW with their wife, and for some reason I had to log into WoW to help solve it. When I logged in I noticed they were both level 60 and 61, and then somehow I was able to see that the video card they were using was third party and not what came with their system so I couldn't help them with it. The guy was bent out of shape because I couldn't help him (like most customer who call in), but I really didn't care and ignored him. At this point I continued with the game. Somehow, I ended up in one of the battle games. There was a large laser turret tower thing that I jumped in and started killing Horde with, but it only lasted for a few seconds before I woke.

[WhiteUnit]

Very strange dream last night, it was really all over the place. The earliest place I can remember being was in some kind of Japanese railway tunnel. Ai, a Japanese ex-girlfriend, was there along with her mother. The purpose to us being there was very vague. I felt like I needed to be somewhere but at the same time we were working on the tracks. We would have to jump off when the trains would pass. At one point I could see that one of the trains was going to hit a pedestrian. I watched to see if the train would stop, but it didn't even brake. It just plowed right through. Then down the tunnel it appeared as though to trains would have a head on collision. But I couldn't tell due to the perspective that the tracks were seperate. Somehow I went from this scene to being in my car (this may be another dream entirely). I got pulled over by a cop car, but when the guy walked up to my driver side window, is wasn't a cop. He then told me to scoot over (which I allowed him to take over my car for some reason) and he started driving it. Then we pulled over and some friends of his drove up next to us in a Jeep. He lit up a joint and I for some reason lit a cigarette. He offered the joint and I told him I dont smoke weed (I don't smoke cigarette's either). Then the dream transitioned to a plane scene, which was a continuation of the train scene. I can't remember what happened, but when I get home I'll look at the notes I jotted down last night, and I should be able to elaborate.

[WhiteUnit]

Last night before bed I took Melatonin and B6.... Pretty much had a terrible night's rest. The first half of the night I was in and out of a dream. In the dream me and my brother were trying to drive somewhere. We were in my dad's old Lexus and we were pouring rum into these paper cups from a fast food joint. I saw cops in my rear view mirror and they turned on their lights behind me. I pulled off to the side and 6 of them rushed past. I then had to get out of the car for something, I forgot what it was but I remember standing outside of the car in someone's yard. We were in a daaark ghetto and I was freaked out pretty bad. I saw some guy stumbling around off to my right and I went to get back in the car.. that's when I woke up again, but this time I couldn't fall back asleep for like an hour. When I did I remember being in Florida looking for my dad. Everything was much brighter at this point. My brother was still there. At some point I found my dad's wallet. I found some childhood picture of myself and I remember thinking I looked terrible. But, then I realized it was actually a childhood picture of my dad.

[WhiteUnit]

Mmm.. last night's dream is hard to remember at this point.. I took two melatonin before I went to bed. While melatonin seems to give me vivid dreams, it seems like I have the hardest time recalling them, or it's like I'm constantly in and out of the dream. Anyway... I was in a enourmous mansion with all of my graduating class. The mansion was owned by one of the rich kid's parents. I was constantly getting lost with one of my class mates, but it seemed like whoever that class mate was was constantly changing. The seemed to be some kind of evil intention for having all of the graduating class in the mansion. I remember meeting the dad. I thought, how does this guy afford this house? He seemed like a pretty cool guy. In his study I found a computer with several displays. The displays had graphs on them, which to me meant that he got all of his money from the stock market. Having all of your money in the stock market must be a scary thing. I bet this guy just stares at these screens all day long. That's about all that I can recall.

[WhiteUnit]

Last night I took 2 Melatonin. I recall a total of three dreams. ----------------------- Dream 1 This dream was very dark. Dark as in it lacked light. I find that my earlier dreams are usually that way. The first thing I remember is stumbling into some kind of yoga class. My ex GF was there again (she seems to be haunting my dreams lately). I ignored her, but I know we both noticed each other. During the dream I repeatedly came back to this yoga class but she quit showing up. Later in the dream I guess there was this place where everyone was meeting for.. a guess a field trip. I can't quite recall. I drove there in my dad's Lexus (which he no longer has) and everyone was hanging out at what looked like the bus stop at the mall. I walked up to the crowd and she was there again, this time with her posse. Then I noticed one of them had jumped in my car and was driving it around. EOD ------------------ Dream 2 This next dream took place at the call center I worked at. I had stumbled into one of the training rooms. The room was filled with new hires and the trainer was Michael. I casually asked him what he was training for and he said, "Adobe" (Adobe is a contract my call center used to have but left). Then I got really pissed. "They told me they would let me know if Adobe ever came back! Why did they only take new hires when they have people here with years of training already?!" One of the new hires got offended and tried to criticize me with what he thought was his vast nerd knowledge. I quickly turned around and humiliated him by showing him how much he didn't know. While I proved that I knew my stuff I could tell that the entire class really didn't like me at this point, but I didn't care. So, I stormed around the call center for a bit, completely furious. Then I realized that I had been on lunch for about 3 hours and I rushed back to my seat and got back on my phone. I got a lady with a really difficult problem. I thought I had fixed it, and we hung up. I got up to head to the break room and then she was there! Basically, her issue had come back and she wanted to talk to me directly. So, I gave her a little more advise and then she hugged me... like for a long time. And then she started massaging my back. It was weird but it felt sooooo good. So I just let her continue. EOD. -------------- Dream 3 I believe this dream is some kind of continuation of the previous where I must have started playing a video game because that's where this one starts. I'm in a cluttered colorful hallway. I have a gun so it's an FPS. I walk through the hallway and run into the opposing force. I go the opposite direction until I'm on the roof. It's dark outside and there is a helicopter there. I ask the player in the helicopter what I should do. He told me I was like their "king" unit. In other words, if I die, they lose the round. He said he would try to protect me with the chopper, and if I was in trouble I should take it over. Before he could tell me how to do that the opposing team's strongest guy was on the roof shooting at me. He hit me a few times before I could hide and I could see my health bar. I was hiding behind an HVAC and the guy in the chopper was trying to take him out, but apparently he wasn't doing too much damage. I jump out and blast the guy a few times in the face. When I shot, my gun was shooting lasers. But, when I had shot him he had shot me several times as well. My health bar was down to the last little sliver. He ran around the HVAC one last time and shot me, and the game ended. In the next round I was just a normal unit. We had the big soldier guy on our team and our job was to kill their "king" unit. My bro was there at this point. I asked him what happens if they kill our soldier unit. He said it would respawn if we got the token he dropped. If the other team got it then he would spawn for them. He said if that happened we were screwed because the soldier unit had the ability to mind control the opposing force for a few seconds. I was visualizing all of this and the game started to seem a lot more like WoW. EOD.

[WhiteUnit]

So, this dream was all over the place. I was living in a appartment that was in a tunnel. The tunnel had a four lane high way in it and a MAX stop just a few feet from my door. My room mate Drew (who is actually just a coworker in real life) had driven his car up near my front door. The car was an old Honda and it was cut in half from front to back. He said that he did it because of how much it increased his gas milage. One of his friends were there and for some reason was daring him to drive the car over the median and onto the other side of the road. Drew decided to take the challenge and we all got in the car (I don't know how three of us fit in half a car). We jump accross the median, and immediately the tunnel started flashing with blue and red lights. When we stopped Drew's friend started freaking out. He pulled out a gun with silencer on it and shot one of the approaching cops. I jumped out of the car and ran for cover from the gun fight. Drew's friend got shot down and Drew got arrested. The cops picked me up and put me up in front of my front door. They arrested Drew but because I was just a passenger they decided to not arrest me. However, for some reason they said that because I lived in the tunnel I needed to buzz my hair. So they whipped out a buzzer and buzzed it all off. I then took some of my buzzed off hair and shoved it into my pockets. After this I headed out to my parents house. This part is really difficult to remember. When I got there they were gone. My little brother was down stairs playing on his computer. So I found another computer and started watching Avatar: The Last Air Bender. The whole dream was taken over by this show for a bit. I believe Ang was trying to learn how to bend air, even though he already knew how, he was just trying to get better at it. Then the Avatar show was interrupted by my parents getting home. They had some other young kids with them, I think they were suppose to be young cousins I had never met. I had walked upstairs into my parents room and saw that my step dad had bought a bunch of computer stuff. On his computer desk he had about 3 CRT monitors and 5 desktop computers put together like tetris. Alot of it was his older computer equipment which he had assembled into this monsterous system. He told me he had spent $1700. I told him that he should have told me before he went computer shopping. Then I got a pet bunny. I and brought it to my parents house, where my cat was (for some strange reason that I didn't question.) The bunny and my cat got a long very well. The bunny was just hanging out in my lap letting me pet it. Then it got up and ran over to the table where I guess my mom had left some cake. There were baby carrots sticking out of it which the bunny got a hold of. I then releaved itself on top of the cake. My mom was kind of upset about that but she said she would cut it out... I did not eat any of her cake. I guess at this point I needed to goto the store, so I went there on this crazy rubber towel thing. Basically, I would grab the two front corners of the towel, place my left foot on the back and push with my right foot like it was a skateboard. It was extremely fast. As in, I was keeping up with traffic. Some lady wrecked her car and I had to dodge it. But, I guess she didn't want me to pass her or something so she immediately started driver the wrecked car againt to catch up. When I got to the store, Chal was there. He car was broke down and she needed some help. Since the car had rolled out of the parking spot and was in the way of other cars, we had to get it back into place. By lifting it and setting it there. Suddenly my brother was there to help me do this, but because he wanted to show off how strong he was he lifted to fast and flipped it. I got really pissed off at him. EOD

[WhiteUnit]

In last night's dream I remember being in this giant convention center. I had an iPhone with me and there was some kind of pin ball game on it. Apparently, I was pretty good at it and I'm racking up a highschool, so I'm not really paying attention to anyone else there. After I get on a MAX train and start heading home. The MAX drops me off in this crazy landscape where I'm standing on these cracked pillars of earth and in between is just a bottomless pit. I manage to get past this an go towards a house that belonged to someone from my church. He was an elderly guy and while I was there he started playing the game I had. I walk around the house and when I get back to him I look and see that he has scored all the way to 30 million (which is way past my highest of 5 million, earlier) on his first ball. Once I leave here I got back to my house. My dream enters this cut scene where the nations of the world have decided to exterminate all religion. Suddenly, my house is also part of some boot camp for religious people, where they don't have guns. For training they would have a guy run in the room with a weapon and you had practice surrendering... EoD.

[WhiteUnit]

Last nights dream got kind of sad. It started with me going back to school (a very common dream) and I remember meeting a girl who was like my first crush in middleschool. I recognized her but she didn't recognize me. I started in an Advanced Allgebra class. Before even looking at any of the equations I stood up and said I'm already way passed Allgebra and left the class. I walked through the halls looking for another math class or a front desk to reassign me. There was a huge gap at this point where I can't remember anything. I remember meeting a girl who played a part in the rest of the dream. I walked into a literature class and for some reason decided to fake a disability. I gave the teacher a note that said I was a mute. During the rest of the class I tried really hard not to talk, even though I often wanted to. I guess later in the dream this disability became real. Some times I would be fine and other times I would go into this state where I would be incapable of thought or speech. The rest of the dream became about me trying to make this relationship work with this girl, and the disability kept interfering. We tried to go on a date and she gave me a ride on this three wheeled bike thing, however she kept having to pull over because I was loosing my grip. I felt really pathetic during this whole dream. EoD.

[WhiteUnit]

While at work today I remembered that I had another dream last night where I was the Red Power Ranger.... and I remember having a dagger... instead of a sword, and the Pink Ranger kept kickin my butt.

[WhiteUnit]

Alright, last night's dreams were all over the place. I took 600mg melatonin. There was a dream where I rode my bike to someone's house to check out a cat that I saw on Craigslist. When I get there there was a nice bike out front which I checked out. It seemed like it was a high end frame but the tires had been ripped right off. I looked at the door, I guess this was the back door to the house but I couldn't really tell. I rang the door bell. No one answered. I looked above the door and there was a camera above it that was also attached to some strange device which I assume was a wireless transmitter. I messed around with it for a few and then decided to walk right in the house. I started emptying my pockets onto the table (like I do when I get home), then I realize I just broke into someone's house. So, I turn around and start to walk out, but as I do a lady enters in through the front door of the room as I'm walking out. I stumbled over my words for a second trying to explain but didn't have a good explanation. She told me, "I'll show you the cat, but it's not polite to enter someone's home." I thought about telling her how I mindlessly walked in without thinking, but didn't. She started showing me the cat which was really nice. Apparently, these were the owners of the cat that adopted IRL, who is scared of people because it was abused. The told me I could always return that cat, but the one they were giving me today I had to keep because it was a nice cat. When I decided to leave, I had a lot of trouble taking all the stuff home. I asked if I could borrow one of their cat carriers, and they agreed. But, then there was all this other stuff I needed to take home, like my computer for some reason. I explained that I could not take it all home because I rode there on my long board (which actually I rode there on a bike). I showed them the board and they were impressed by it's size. That's as much as I can recall of this one. Dream 2 I was driving my car and heading someone, not sure where. At some point I flipped a really quick U-turn (illegal in Oregon) and right as a I did a cop passed. I saw him turn on his lights. I pulled out into a grocery store parking lot, but he just passed. At some point in this dream I ended up at a house that was over an EXTREMELY polluted waterway. In it I could see all of these fish that were very sickly looking. There was a guy that was with my that didn't think it was a big deal, but I insisted the it was horrifying. Then suddenly larger and larger creatures started swimming by until this enormous beast passed by. It started attacking us with it's tail, and I saw it eat some guy. EoD. Dream 3 I'm living at my dad's house again. Both of my cat's are here (the one I actually own and the one I got from the first dream). In the living room my brother is watching TV with one of his friends. He mentioned that one of my cats peed in the living room and that it won't be doing it again (meaning he abused it). I walked back towards my dad's room. There was a movie on his TV, that had Mel Gibson in it. I check the Master Bath to see if my dad is in there. Then I look over at the bed. I saw blood spots all over the wall behind the pillows, and also on the bed sheets under the pillows. I figured he must be coughing up blood as a result from his addictions. EoD. Dream 4 This one was real short. I was involved in some kind of a battle that related to Magic the Gathering. I believe it was light vs fire. I didn't really understand what was going on, but there were a lot of soldiers running around. When the Light leader was captured by this fire Samurai leader guy, he gave him a strange gesture indicating that he wanted to bribe him not to kill him. EoD.