So I hope I did this correctly and am going to start my own dream journal thread.
I guess a small introduction to my dreaming background. I started telling others about my dreams at about age 6, to my Mom and brothers who got tired of it fast. They've never been interested in dreams and don't understand nor believe that lucid dreaming is possible. My first dream I ever remember is around age 3 or 4. The wicked witch of the West was chasing my family around my dinner table on which spaghetti was served on plates. I honestly do not remember when my first lucid dream was, I believe I was either 18 or 19 so about 6 years ago. Considering I've never had lucid dreams before I had pretty good control over the people entering the dream. I just "woke up" inside the dream, thought "oh my gosh I'm dreaming, this is awesome, I can do anything!" so I would ask people to come into my dreams and they would just walk up. Pretty cool. I've always had excellent recall of my dreams and have extremely vivid dreams. Sight, touch, and feelings within the dreams are almost uncannily real. It's really cool and I'm extremely creative in waking life so my dreams are really creative. I don't have alot of scary dreams, but I read here on the website that the more you lucid dream the less nightmares you tend to have. I've had around 12 but that's how many I've written down. I may have had a few more. So anyways here's bits of last nights dream.
Last night I had a really interesting dream. I loved the feeling in it. I was in a forest at someone's really nice house, like it was in a forested neighborhood. Well I walk inside with two of my friends and I noticed a mouse run across and felt cool because I wasn't afraid of it but instead thought it interesting. I looked at this girl and she was scared but trying to hide it. We walked into the kitchen and I believe we were talking about cooking crabs or lobsters. But the feeling was just really peaceful and calm. I have alot of dreams like that and absolutely love it.
Well I really want to begin experiencing lucidity again, I saw Avatar and fell in love with it immediately and when he "woke up" in his blue avatar body I thought "I finally have something to explain lucidity with to people like my family who don't understand it". I felt so heartsick when the guy woke up from being an Avatar and there were his regular non working legs again. I knew exactly how horrible it felt, where lucidity feels so incredibly real and then you wake up and reality never will be as good as your dreams. It made me really sad. I think alot of people here understand how I feel and I love that because most people I talk to think "cool a good dream, oh well I'm up for the day". Whereas we really think about our dreams and what they mean to us.
I'm setting the goal to have a lucid dream within this week.
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